I want to line the pieces up, yours and mine -

I heard some bad news today about a friend and its just even more proof that in life change happens to you whether you want it to or not.

and sometimes it REALLY SUCKS!

but that's how we as people grow stronger and more able.

That's why we should be sensitive to everyone around us, because we are all going through changes.

I feel so bitter at the moment, I'm really sorry for all the negative blog posts at the moment, this week has been wretched to me....

or rather, its not the week which has been doing my head in, but rather myself, trying to cope with stuff I can't really cope with.

My mentality is taking a huge beating and I think it's having an affect on my physical health aka loss of weight and restless sleeps.

And its not just one thing bothering me either its a hoard of things.

What I rant about here is just the tip of the iceburg. I keep a lot of things silent. In fact, I force myself to forget about things that bother me, but then they suddenly all leap out of my memory at once and harass me until I just want to curl up on my bed and just sleep all the time.

And I am aware we have to take care of our problems face on, and I'm not even scared of doing that...its just i'm so lazy.

Ok so -

One of my oldest friends is upset and I can't say anything because there are some people who don't know why yet, so it has to be kept quiet.

I need a flaming job so bad, my lack of one make everything else IMPOSSIBLE.

My uni friends keep asking me if I'm going to the graduation, which keeps reminding me that I have to retake my final year because I FAILED my degree.

Which makes me think....

'19 years of education and I still have nothing to show for it.'

And I know that's a weird way to look at it but you know....its really depressing.

My grandma talks about her friends grandchildren now, because they have degrees now...all she can ask me is

'Do you have a job yet?'

and all I can say is,

'No'

I have no idea what to do.

I do have dreams, but even when I think perhaps I can actually make one come true, there is always something or someone who pulls me down about it.

Some of the most amazing people I know live 3278971246918248 miles away, so at times like these I cant even get a hug from them.

and I cant be there for them when they need me too.

Lots of people presume they know what I'm like, but actually they don't.

How can they know??? I freaking don't even know what I am half the time and I know me better than anyone.

And the people who do know me better than most just take me for granted

AND IM JUST SO FRUSTERATED!!! aDFLJANFSDLASNDF

On top of the usual crap I have, this week my wisdom teeth are just a nightmare, I just want to CLAW them out.

OH WHATEVER!

I cant stand it all anymore

I just wrote a huge rant and deleted it all because it was wrong.

And I have limited time in which to have my emotional breakdowns before I need to be cheerful again.

and its a BEAUTIFUL day!!

With clear blue skies.

Right I must think positive!!!!

What is good about my life???

Well Im breathing for one

I have a roof over my head

I live in a country where there is free speech

I eat food everyday

I am healthy

I have everything I need and more

I have a complete family

I have my extended family

I have great interest in awesome things

I can draw

I love someone :) (he has his faults, only one of which is being the single most irritating person to EVER HAVE walked this planet...but he has wonderful moments that completely completely make up for it until I just forget that he ever annoyed me.)

Because after crying I feel so darn good.

Because I have triplets who are so amazing I just cannot even. I spazzed out at mico today about my weird past and it felt so nice when someone listened. Thankyou my dongsaeng T___T

because my dog has the CUTEST snoring ever!!! And its making me giggle even though Im trying hard not to because I dont want to wake him up.

Because in a few minutes Im going to take my sister out for a burger and I thought the cafe would close within the next hour but actually it closes at 8pm :)

Actually Im going now!

My mind will be lush and refreshed!!!

BRB!!!

Emmm, ok then...its 11:18pm....dinner was nice XD

After our meal (which we spent discussing our weird and unnatural upbringing) we went to check up on Tia our pony....she was fine btw :D

It was a nice walk.

Sarah said to me,

'Be careful you don't walk behind the horses, they might kick you in the head.'

I looked at her and then she laughed and said,

'I'm kidding, nothing good like that ever happens.'

She is a delightful child.

When we got home I had the most unimaginable indigestion which comes from eating nothing all day then stuffing my face...which reminds me, I still have half a pecan in my bag...I guess I know what breakfast will be mushahahahah.

Sarah and I discussed earlier that we felt like playing Kingdom Hearts 2 again. So we put it on after my tummy had calmed down (I have tummy issues...my family get annoyed at me complaining about it all the time XD).

Theres this part in the game where you have to do little jobs in order to save money so you can go for a day out to the beach (jobs are so much more easier to get in games).

Anyway one of the jobs was delivering five letters while on a skateboard and I completed it, but then suddenly Sarah and I got into this massive battle about who could deliver the letters in the fastest time...each time we beat each others record we screamed,

'I WIN, IM THE BEST!!!'

In each others faces.

Then after that got old we switched the PS2 off and finished watching series one of Arrested Development.

Now I have this HUGE desire to purchase season 2 even though I know I shouldn't.

I took all my willpower to ignore that buy one get one free in the Disney dvd section at the store...I need to save because I don't want to be broke on Saturday.

After Arrested Development was finished Sarah said,

'Shall we go make tea listening to 2NE1's 'Fire' and then watch more Avatar epi's?'

I agreed this was a good plan, and proceeded to dance around the kitchen to 'Fire' and 'I don't care' because no one was there to see apart from Sam and Sarah :D

Sam thought it was all a game and kept bringing his ball to my feet and staring at it.

So I started playing hide and seek with him.

This is where, I throw the ball into the front room and while he goes to fetch it, I hide behind the kitchen cabinets.

He brings the ball back to the kitchen and discovers I'm gone and proceeds to search for me.

When he finds me, I scream in his face...(because being found is SCARY)and this makes him all hyper and he starts running round the house like a complete lunatic.

You must realise that both of my parents are away tonight...and this is how the household is when I'm put in charge.

I think after almost 10 years, the neighbours must be used to it by now.

Once the tea was made Sarah and I went and watched some more episodes of Avatar, but I fell asleep (AGAIN) half way through one.

Its weird, but when I start dozing off I keep seeing my sisters facebook profile picture.

I ALWAYS see it when I fall asleep. Its like this picture of Luffy from One Peice smiling really big...I don't mind or anything, cos Luffy is a babe...but its still kind of weird.

I told Sarah this and she said,

'Ohhh yeah, that happens.'

So that's pretty much my day...I wasn't even going to post this because I'm so darn tired, but when I washed my face I woke myself up a bit.

Now I can rest :)

Sorry about my emoness earlier, I have emotional turmoil a lot...I'm still trying to be positive...cos I think my parents are going to have a rough time soon, so I have to be a positive influence in the house.

Aaaand (aang XD) its 12am. A brand new day.

But sleep time for me,

Night everyone.

Love From Minnie

P.S. Real attraction to someone does not come from how they behave when they are trying to impress you or make you happy, it is when they are being themselves without any falseness and you still manage to find yourself amazed by them.

I'm so proud to know people like that :)

I hang with some freaking attractive people.

(and considering I fell in love with half of them before I even saw their faces or heard their voices...well, that just shows how lush they are...fjnfdjkfnsjkdfjksf)

P.S. Here's some pretty words from the Kingdom Hearts opening sequence :)

Thinking of you, wherever you are.
We pray for our sorrows to end,
and hope that our hearts will blend.
Now I will step forward to realize this wish.
And who knows:
starting a new journey may not so hard
or maybe it has already begun.
There are many worlds,
but they share the same sky-
one sky, one destiny.

Sleep ~

I Got a Chill and I Wanted to Say it Was You

Its yet another gloomy day, except this time it's raining.

I think that a gloomy day with rain is better than a gloomy day without, because at least it's doing what it is supposed to be doing.

It makes the house so dark though.

Nevertheless!!!

I'm feeling ok, still not 100% back to perfect health....I thought I was, but then I stood up and realized that it was just optimistic thinking.

Never mind though, I'll manage. Like I always do.

I should really take my dog out and then do some housework or something so it looks like I actually do stuff.

To be honest I was all thinking positive when I was drawing that picture and then when mum said it was no good I lost the vibe.

I have to find that vibe again - I'm not sure where it ran too though. Probably hiding with other stuff (person) I care about.

Its ok though, because it can't not be ok...there is always something that is ok....even if its not the thing you want to be ok. (did you get that? XD)

Its like, even though the sky is grey at least there is a sky.

So, even though someone's away be glad that they're alive.

Hmmmmm, Sammy is barking, he probably wants to poo. I shall take him out then get a nice bath and wash yesterday away...

bbl ~

---

Ok I'm back feeling quite refreshed and energised.

I think, after tea, a bath is the best non love related thing that can make you completely happy.

I got my sock wet when I was out with Sam though. The waterproof-ness of my right welly boot had been compromised and when I walked on the soggy grass the water invaded my foot.

There are worse things in life than wet socks, but its still not very nice.

They were so fresh and clean when I put them on too T__T

Now I have unfeelingly thrown them into the washing basket.

Why am I writing about socks?

I'm happy because I got to talk to YJ and Mico and Zaty all in one day!!!! Its a very rare event nowadays because they are all busy with studies....unlike me who is not busy in any aspect.

*feeels rubbish*

But I love the things we talk about.

nurses and dog fur and edible paper and violent and suggestive anime's and food (ALWAYS food) and edible paper and scary immigrants and speaking in Old English and how we will cook for each other if we ever visit each other in our native countries...or rather WHEN we do...because WE WILL.

And yes, that has been the highlight of my day so far...I still feel so achey, I've hardly moved.

OH OH!! I found out that we are to have Chinese food on Saturday, because my sisters piano teacher invited Sarah and my Mum and myself over to her house and said she'll get a takeaway so my cravings will be satisfied...that's one craving at least...

My back is just not getting comfortable, it makes me think of a conversation I had with my Rina eonnie. She said I should come over and see her and we would go for massages. A massage would be sooo nice right now. I feel so stiff all over.

Its like LIVING RIGOR MORTIS.

The sunset is so pretty tonight!!

I have to take a picture!

Uhhh somehow it didn't catch it quite well. I'll post it tomorrow or something anyway...its still pretty.

----

I had to go out earlier. I completely forgot and them I heard my dad call downstairs,

'Are you getting ready to go ouuutttt?!!!!'

And I got all alsdjbsanflasf because I really wasn't ready at all...I was clean, but I looked like something out or a horror movie.

and I was kind of distracted from getting ready because YJ and I were talking about YG brand underwear and how we always knew Se7en would work in a restaurant serving the customers their food and wearing a tank top.

Thankfully almost the same moment that dad called for me to get ready, YJ eonnie said she was going to bed, so its easier to say goodbye that way.

Sometimes I hate the way time difference makes it harder for us to communicate...as if it wasn't bad enough that I we are 7032 miles apart =.=

If I want to see YJ I have to travel 7032 miles
If I want to see Zaty I have to travel 6533 miles
If I want to see Mico I have to travel 6810 miles
If I want to see Jenny and Annie I have to travel 9450 miles
and
If I want to see Lily I have to travel 11,654 miles

and I want to see them ALL T____T

WOW Lily is FAR!!! ROFL

I think its special how we feel so close to each other even when we are so far apart

(even though Mico and Zaty and YJ eonnie are actually quite close to each other O:)

Looking at this makes me realise I'm the one who is far away haha.

I need a job :(

SO ANYWAY!

The city where I live has like a really big and well established university, so the 9 years I've lived here I've seen and got to know a lot of students.

Anyway this girl has just come from Germany to do an internship and she's a friend of an old friend who came over here to do her studies a few years back.

Anyway it seems like other than her work here, this girl has got nothing to do, so Sarah and I are going to take her into town on Saturday so she's not bored.

We met her last Sunday at church and I presumed she was my other friends age...like maybe 26 or something.

Anyway it turns out she is actually having her 21st birthday next week.

Sarah looked at her and then looked at me and said,

'Wow Min...you really need to grow up.'

Ohhh I try I try.

Anyway, this girl came round to my friends tonight and of course, we ended up watching the Man U V Valencia game.

By the end of the match I started getting animated, because Man U had scored and I didn't want Valencia to equalize.

By animated I mean I start giving the Man U boys encouraging statements even though they cant hear me and I start commenting on how ugly the opposing team are and I bang my fists on my knees.

I kind of forgot this new girl was in the room until I heard a voice say,

'Someone is getting excited.'

And then I turned round to see her grinning at me and suddenly I remember that I'm supposed to be older than she is...

I guess I can't help myself sometimes.

I happened to be wearing Sarah's Man U shirt and when the game finished I grabbed the badge and shook it at my friends husband (who is a Chelsea fan) because he said all night that Valencia would win....well PFFFFT!!

I feel for that poor girl, she kind of got thrown in the deep end of the Minnie behaviour pool.

It not usually until about the fifth stage of friendship that I let my hyper side be seen.

Its usually like this -

1st stage - ALWAYS awkward and silent
2nd stage - Listen to conversations
3rd stage - Join conversations
4th stage - start conversations
5th stage - Let the crazies begin

Of course it all depends on the people.

Like with my uni classmates....I think all of them apart from one am I still in stage one...

Its just like that though isn't it.

Some people are harder to work with

Whereas others, you just click with, because you were meant for each other.

Friendship is amazing like that.

Don't get me wrong though. There are some people who take longer to get to know, because they need to trust you first...but in the end they become some of the best and most loyal friends God ever gave to you.

but I think you know when someone is special or not whether they are easy to get along with or not...you just know.

And if you don't know, you should certainly make sure you don't miss out on them.

I wonder how many people I've let pass by, because I've been more concerned with myself?

I hope not too many.

My back hurts so much!! sdfkhsdfjkhs I may have to lie flat on my back without a pillow tonight when I sleep...which is annoying because I love to lie on my tummy with my hand underneath the pillow and my teddy snuggled under one arm.

I find it hard to sleep without a teddy...I even took mine to Cornwall of holiday with me...which is a good job really because I forgot my pillows so I used that as one instead.

....

I should go to bed soon. I went to sleep at 10pm last night, but didn't sleep very well....my mind was just WAY to occupied with sdliaklbfdsjflabsjd.

It just wouldn't stop thinking, thoughts were just bubbling round my head....I was trying so hard to focus on like one thing so I could drift off, but it just wasn't happening.

I guess I worry too much...can worrying make you lose weight? Because I've worried an awful lot in the past two months and my weight has dropped even though I've been eating the same as everyone else and not exercising at all.

Not that I mind. I can afford to lose some weight, but it just annoys me when my jeans fall down, especially when I can't afford to buy new ones just yet.

I would be nice to have a peaceful sleep tonight though...and have nice dreams...or none at all.

OH YES!!!

I had 48 views on my blog yesterday which is the most I've ever had so thank you so much for reading :)

ALSO,

If you are a VIP and follow the BANGS cartoons you should check out this blog -

http://topnyong.wordpress.com/

It has the English translations of those comic strips and I'm promoting it because its run by Lily and Liv....two people who are extremely very awesome and crazy and delightful!!!

Anyway, its almost the 30th of September here on my little Island so I'm going to hit the sack and try and catch that wonderful sleep.

Good Night everyone.

I wish you a good Day wherever you are.

Love From Min

P.S. I just read this on tumblr

I approached a kid and asked: “What is Love?” The kid answered: “Hmm, Love is when a puppy licks your face.” I laughed, but then he added, “Even after you left him alone all day.”

This is one of the best parts about having a dog.

They love you for who you are
Forget about your mistakes
They even come for a cuddle when you stand on them by accident
They are happy when you come home
And come to see you when you cry

and they need you too

I think God made dogs because he knew we would need something there when people don't seem to care.

P.P.S. Even though some puppies are dsfhsdjkfh and need a good ear biting.

P.P.P.S *BIG SIGH*

p.p.p.p.s. I think I will read Wuthering Heights

Night :)

I Sarang Soke We Just Going Crazy

XD

I'm having a little reminiscence of the soundtrack of my teens, back when I swore by punk rock music and used to mosh around to my classmates crappy screamo band (I still don't understand why so many people came to their concerts).



Awww Falling Up are still lush....

BUT BUT!!! This song describes mostly the soundtrack of my teenage years...I loved it then and honestly, it will never not be good.



*Applauds*

Before that I liked rap XD

And I've always liked classical cos I'm as classy as shizz.

But, I guess now I just listen to whatever I like the sound of...I like it better this way...

An old aquaintance of my dad once asked me,

'What kind of music do you like nowadays.'

and I was like,

'Oh, I'm really into K Music and J music.'

He said,

'

Ohh, I think I've heard of that.'

and I thought,

'No...No, you haven't.'

----

I'm listening to Cotton Candy by Daesung right now...cos I'm down with that shizz yo!

XDDD

Me and my friend used to do mock gangster speak in church because we found it hilarious.

And you wanna know something?

It was hilarious.

....

So anyway, today!

I woke up feeling lousy as hell, wisdom teeth are still giving me grief (omo it rhymes!) and I was overwhelmingly tired and had shooting pains in my stomach.

I have lost that huge appetite I had last week, by the way.

It took me about 10 minutes to shove some cornflakes down my throat this morning, it wasn't the most pleasant eating moment.

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Did you know that the circumference of the earth is 24,902 miles?

So If I stood in one place on the equator and walked straight for 24, 902 miles I would end up where I started, but I guess I would be dead long before then, because of oceans and dangerous terrains and wild beasts.

and I don't know what point I wanted to make here.

I just feel really really really sad today.

I want to sleep...or something.

Maybe its because the weather is so dull.

I'd take a picture, but mum took my camera with her to work to take a picture of a big tree, even though I told her its only the beginning of autumn and it's not really going to be aflame with gold and red leaves quite yet.

but no one listens to me anyway...

WOAH, major feeling sorry for self here!

I just made myself laugh with my own statement of depression

omg Im such a weirdo, I'm glad no one is in the house to hear me laughing at myself

Well, Sam is here, but he accepts me for what I am...its one of the main reasons why I love him...he also has really soft ears.

Sam is my dog btw...for anyone who didn't know.

My Avatar dvd's came :D

I know what I'll be watching this evening or rather....

I know what I will be forcing Sarah to watch with me this evening.

We should get all three books and have a big Avatar marathon and eat marshmallows and sweets and popcorn and dorito's with a nice salsa and then buy a Chinese takeaway...yes, I still have yet to have one.

Its like Sarah when she wanted a kebab for AGES, like three months straight, and then she finally got one and I don't even think she has had one yet.

When we were house searching we used to come to Leeds every Sunday to look at various places, but on the way back home to Manchester we used to get a kebab and the shop owner got to know Sarah really well and used to give her free food.

Things like that always happen to Sarah.

The most I got as a kid was a chewing gum from a lady on the bus and once at a restaurant an old man gave me a pound and I was convinced that he was an angel. I even asked my mum if he was LOOOL.

After that I always hoped that people would give me free chewing gum on buses and that people in restaurants would give me money.

but that's before I knew what selfishness was...

I love the song Sunset Glow by Big Bang it reminds me of smiling.

I love things that remind me of smiling

UGH!!! I'm going to have to turn the light on in this dark room the daylight is not sufficiently helping me with endorphin production....why the hell is endorphin not in the google chrome dictionary!!! How dare it have that squiggly red line underneath it!!! Google Chrome is making a mockery of my spelling!

T___T my stomach is spazzing out

AND tumblr is being so darn HATEFUL! I don't care if there is maintenance going on!

but (lol) I just saw another ignorant comment about England.

The question was where were you born and where do you belong -

I wont say where they were from, but they did say that they belonged in either England or Liverpool.

I find that simply hilarious for several reasons...none of which I will mention, in fear of being offensive.

Though I will say this - Liverpool is IN England darling (unfortunately).

Oh wow! Its 2pm!!

what the hell have I been doing all day???

Oh yeah I remember, I'm ill...



:(

I just watched that MV three times in a row...because....I like the pillow bit, its cool :D

Park Han Byul is cool :)

Se7en should just marry her, he's getting old now...LOOOOL, isn't he like 26 or something???

ancient boy.

I bet they laughed a lot making that MV...

I want to laugh soon

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*sigh*

Well, I'm definitely going crazy...what an appropriate MV release.

I just tried curling up in a ball on the floor for a few minutes to see if it would help with my stomach pains, but it didn't help.

T_____T

What a disappointing day...

I'm going to go and lie down. My whole body aches like crazy, I guess I must have a virus or something annoying like that (as well as being *cough*lovesick*cough*).

Mianhe for weirdnesses.

From Minnie

Where Can You Run to Escape From Yourself?

UGHJGJGGIFHGLSDFGDFHSLh

I always get annoyed when the plumber is coming.

This is because he never says what time he will be here and I can't even take Sammy out or get a bath just in case he comes during those times.

and of course I'm alone in the house today so no one else can hold the fort.

If he comes at like 2pm I will maim him with a monkey wrench.

(I'm still mad at him from that time when he took two days to fix the boiler when the house was -6 degrees on the coldest week of winter, because he went home to have his dinner.)

Ohhh I know what I can do. I can scan that picture I have to draw...

:D

Hopefully I can get some money from this, but first I need a cup of tea (again).

Ok these children I have to draw are sooooo adorable, its such a cute picture, Im happy haha. Its like the little boy is kissing his baby sister on the cheek. I'll take pictures of its progression for you to see. sdhfsjkdfhjsk I'm quite excited about this one.

I'm going to practice drawing the kids first before I start on the main pic, because I want them to look right :)



I'm happy to announce that, I managed to get the likenesses and proportions accurately in my first try, so all I have to do is draw it again (but more carefully) onto pastel paper and them colour it in :D (the round things are like cushion thingies with lace on them...and that's going to be SO HARD to draw...good job I like detail isn't it?)

and yes, the little girls cheeks are that chubby *squeals* she is such a pudding!

YAY....I can sink into my drawing state now and forget for a while that I'm upset.

Why do I relate to every single song I hear today???

My longest loved band is Relient K, and I realize one of the reasons I love them is because I can relate to pretty much every single one of their songs...but especially this week, when I'm not sure exactly what is happening at all

You're the only one who understands completely, You're the only one who knows me and still loves completely ~

^_^ They have awesome lyrics

and I know I need help, but I allow myself, allow myself - to experience the bittersweet to taste defeat, then brush my teeth ~

And this one is great for just singing as loud as you can :D Like I am...right now.



:D :D

I'm struggling drawing the bodies of these kids...somehow its not fitting properly and it should!!!

I cant see where I went wrong...I'm just drawing lines everywhere trying to find the most accurate one!!!

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This is the kind of thing that makes me crazy!!! I look at it and think,

'You looks so nice, why are you wrong?'

Oh wait, here's what it looks like so far




'marry marry marry me' ~ haha I love this song, but Hong ki's voice still makes me want to cry.

:(

Ok, I'm going to have another go at this drawing!

...hmmm, it is slightly better now...ghdfjkghsjkhgjk I need a break.



Omg, allkpop have an article saying which group will dominate October - Shinee, 2pm, JYJ or B2ST???

I have the answer...

None of them :)

HELLO Big Bang??? Comeback??? Anyone?

but now I'm sad...because my mum looked at my picture and said,

'

It's no good, start over'

T___T

It took me eight hours already!

Ahhh well, I guess perfection takes its time....I can't always be expected to be perfect...psht! Even I have my off days...

I'm joking there too

I have so many imperfections, it would take a whole life time to list them all.

You know what?

I'm going to treat myself.

because I feel I deserve to be treated...I've had a very emotionally unsatisfying few days and yet I still manage to have good thought's.

I even thought of lesson plans I could do if I was a teacher while I was in the bath just now.

I know it sounds weird, but you never know what kind of job I'm going to get, so its wise to get mentally prepared.

and yes, I am one of those people who think a lot while having a bath...and yes, I do sing too...today t was Haru haru, but only the chorus cos that's the only part I know...the rest I mumbled.

Why am I telling you this?? XD

So yes, I think I'm going to purchase, Avatar: The Last Airbender book one dvds....because I was SOOOOO tempted to buy them when I was in HMV, but the water book was split up so you had to buy seperate dvd's which had like 4 episodes each on them and each of the dvd's were like £5, so if I'd bought the whole Water Book it would have cost me like £25 or something...maybe more.

Anyway on Amazon I can get the whole Water Book in a dvd box set, for a tenner.

UM YES PLEASE!

*goes to purchase*

. . . . . .

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I did it I did it!!! I purchased it!!! sdflshdfkjsdfjksdf

NOW WHEN IT COMES I WILL FORCE Sarah to watch it with me, because she didn't when I watched it online...

MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA

I'm hungry. I hope dad buys a Chinese Takeaway for dinner.

(OMG LOL what a joke!!!)

The only way I am going to settle my craving for Chinese food is if I go and buy it myself...my family members just aren't reliable enough for this task.

Though I bet they will be expecting too eat some of it =.=

These people AISH!

We watched Finding Neverland after dinner and Sarah made an interesting observation, she said -

'Min, Johnny Depp is such a good actor that his hotness doesn't distract you from his character.'

She is right you know.

But I love anything to do with Peter Pan and Neverland. There is just something magical about it...and also a sadness, because you know that even though its a fairytale its kind of a symbolic version of the truth.

Growing up...I don't think I can do that.

Its one thing to be responsible and another thing to grow up.

and I am SUCH a child. I try and be mature and understanding, but, I find myself falling back into whatever it is I usually am.

Maybe that's just me though...maybe I just have to bask in my eternal youth XD

but I don't want to be one of those stupid adults who tries and acts young to fit in with younger people.

There is a difference between being youthful and being an idiot.

You know, like these mums who try and look like their daughters because they are having a mid life crisis.

Ah did you know its 10:39 and do you know what I'm thinking about???

Christmas!!! :D

Because Aimee Lucas just tweeted about a Christmas list and suddenly I got that Christmas feeling.

You know, the 'I am in a nice warm house when its cold outside and theres no lights on except the ones that are twinkling on the Christmas tree and over the mantlepiece and you are sat on the sofa all snuggly with a nice warm cup of something and watching a great movie with the family and its just a lovely feeling.

Well yeah, I just felt that feeling for a fleeting moment - but now its gone cos its like...September.

Did you know...

That Tony Starks' personal computer assistant is called Jarvis???

I think its the one with the British accent...or rather...posh English accent...because Welsh and Scottish and Northern Irish people are British and they don't sound like Jarvis at all.

There was a youtube video which was filmed in London and there was a comment underneath which referred to 'The country of London'.

That must be the most ignorant thing I have seen all day.

London is not and never has been a 'Country'. It is the capital city in the country of England...

People should know these things man! When I did geography I had to learn every country and memorize each of their capital cities. I complained at the time, but I'm kind of glad now...otherwise I would look stupid like that 'country of London' person and maybe someone would see my ignorant comments and mock me on their blog.

*cough*

So I was in the kitchen washing the dishes and I was complaining about my tummy, cos I was having that problem with it again. And Sarah was like,

'THIS IS BECAUSE YOU DON'T EAT'

and I said,

'I do eat, Ive eaten the same amount as you today.'

and shes like,

'HAVE YOU EVEN HAD ANY FRUIT TODAY?'

and I said,

'Nope, but I just had some potatoes and carrots and peas.'

and she said,

'That's not good enough, I'm going to cut you an orange and I don't care if you get the bits stuck in your teeth, you are going to eat it all!!!'

and then she got an orange and cute it up and gave it to me on a plate and then said,

'

I just said all that because I felt like cutting an orange.'

....I did get bits stuck in my teeth though...thank God for toothpicks :D

I'm happy that I've been able to talk to my triplets a bit more these past few days...not CEO quite yet, but we managed to have quite a nice conversation with Lily about Bae's R18 concert and had a discussion on how Bae knew what size bra and knickers to give the lucky VIP (because underwear was the prize at his concert...how thoughtful).

I can't wait for Big Bang's comeback now...(though at the moment I'd rather have the comeback of someone else).

I am however, VERY excited about what music Big Bang are going to bring to the table and I am wondering if we will get a studio version of Until Whenever because omg that would be so awesome!!

I just wonder what the CD and the whole concept is going to be. safkhsdkjfhskdsaidugkhjlasd

I'm pretty sure its going to be fantastic and just not dull at all. And it will be so nice to see them all together and singing in Korean and all gorgeous like that.

Ah well, I would like to sleep before 12am, and its like 11:17pm now.

So I will finish here for today and get ready for bed

Good Night Dears

Love From Minnie,

P.S. I got an email earlier that my dvds have already been dispatched, how mega efficient is that?

I should get them by tomorrow ajbhfkjasfbaksjfbakjsfb.

Its going to be SO HARD to force myself to not watch it until Sarah gets home hurrmmm....my life is so hard ..... LOOOOOL I'm joking there. I'm not completely ignorant concerning the hardships of life...I just try not to let them get me down.

P.P.S. What is importance of a person measured by? How much you can gain from them? or How much you give to them?

P.P.P.S. I'm listening to 'Dearly Beloved' from the soundtrack of Kingdom Hearts and its beautiful...

P.P.P.P.S. :/ I don't understand and I feel like I'm going into emotional hibernation... :(

Stop Messing With My Head

I just spent the past few hours watching episodes of Arrested Development (Season One). I can never get over how sensationally funny it is.

Why on earth was it not hugely successful?

Well it's common knowledge in the TV world that it is the most underrated sitcom EVER...there was talk of a movie, but I'm sure it was supposed to have come out in 2009.

HURMMMM

Also, I may have inadvertently got my sister to join my love of foreheads.

The other day she actually said she understood me when I said I loved them and now I see that she has joined a facebook group about them.

Wow...we are just so weird.

but seriously, foreheads are hot....they just are ok (depending on number of blemishes XD).

Well anyway, the reason we stopped watching Arrested Development was because I started falling asleep half way through an episode (The one where Michael has a one night stand with a blind girl without realising she is blind and then when he finds out he feels bad and can't break up with her, only to find out later that she's the prosecutor in his fathers court case....LOOOL the fake name he makes up for himself when he first started talking to her at the bar 'Cherith Cutestory'....I find this shizz funny MAYN).

So yes, I was falling asleep, and Sarah was like,

'Are you tired? Shall we just go to bed now?'

and I just nodded.

Then after I got a wash I had this awakening (probably cos I washed my face with cold water) and found a bit more energy, so I thought,

'I will write a blog.'

So here I am :D

Two of my friends have started Uni this week. It makes me feel so out of it.

I mean, it just feels like yesterday when I was having my induction on Freshers week and then three years just flew by and I'm just sat here with no job...because all the school dropouts get them...I'm not kidding, they do.

I doesn't really seem fair to me, but I have no idea what the hell to do with my life.

EVERYTHING needs money, without a job I feel like I'm just stuck.

And you know...habbies lose their sparkle when you have time to do them ALL the time.

I think there is a charm in being able to look forward to doing something.

Ahh well. Something will turn up eventually...

I miss studying you know. I was actually thinking of looking at teaching jobs because that would mean I could actually use my brain again...I really miss using my brain you know.

but somehow I don't think I could be employed to teach...I didn't even get my degree (even though I only failed 3 subjects out of like 24) and I'm sure I have the ability to do it...but my lack of confidence is extremely attractiveness to prospective employees.

I'm sorry, I'm talking about boring job stuff again.

I bet when I do get one, I will start to complain about having to get up early and shizz haha......getting up early is no fun at all when you have to get up to do something XD I learned that from my uni days.

A moth flew up my nostril just a bit ago. I was just happily lying in bed and t suddenly flew out of nowhere and found my nostril...it wasn't pleasant at all and I think I may have killed the moth.

I thought maybe today I would get the Chinese takeaway I have been craving for, but Sarah was reluctant to get one on her way home from going to see Tia (her pony) so I had to make do with eating garlic bread.

I found some in the freezer and popped it in the oven for like 20 mins, but when the timer rang it looked slightly over cooked...I could see the carbon beginning to form...but it was edible at least...

I would have preferred some hot and sour soup though, mmmmm so flavoursome.

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You know I have this habit? (yes another one)

I only discovered it last night though

When I feel really bad about something or rather, something makes me feel really bad, I have this default feeling inactivation system...where I can shut off all my emotions so that I feel nothing.

I was so confused last night, because I felt so numb, but not about just one thing, I felt numb about everything...or rather I didn't care about anything and I thought,

'What is wrong with me?'

Then I kind of got this feeling like maybe I was secretly lying to myself so I wouldn't feel hurt and then I thought,

'Ok Min, just pull down your little defence shield for a moment and see what happens.'

This was kind of a mistake because I suddenly got really upset and lonely, but then it was kind of helpful in that it showed me that I do lie to myself.

The weird thing is, I didn't even realise what was happening...its like I unconsciously put up this wall to protect my feelings...

btw, its back up again now...It can only be down for a little while or else people will be able to see the signs of partial heartbroken-ness.

see my 'about me' section to the right there????

This would be the 'pain' and 'torture' I mentioned, focusing mainly on the 'torture' part...

Oh, and I know you know what I mean pal *stares*

Right, I'm going to sleep now before I get irritated, when I'm supposed to be filled with love and compassion.

Its true though, it is the people you care for the most who know how to rub you up the wrong way.

Good Night Dears,

My affection for you grows each passing day *loving smile*

From Minnie

P.S. BABO NAMJA!

I Don't Care, I Love You

Today wassss...trouble??

and at some times boring

and at some times amusing

interesting, confusing.... and I have like this nagging uncertainty at the back of my mind which is quite annoying at times. But it will be ok, it WILL!

And so onwards.

So we went to Manchester and Sarah and I were dying because it was so awkward being there among all those married people...I was just waiting for someone to say,

'Wait why are you here?...you aren't married.'

I had my perfect come back too

'EVEN WHEN I DO GET MARRIED, I WONT TELL YOU!!!'

But no one said that XD

Then mum and dad went upstairs to eat the buffet food and Sarah and I were just sitting on the stairs slowly going brain dead...so I was like,

'Lets send a text of protest to dad.'

and she was like,

'ok then'

(note: my right arm is itching like crazy...it has that feeling I get when I go near the horse)

SO THEN

I sent the following message to my father.

'To dad. are you enjoying yourself. because we are not. Happy?'

Then he sent one back saying,

'Stop complaining!'

but I think he probably laughed.

Anyway, the reason we were there was to look after Judah for Dora and Dominic while they were in that meeting, but mum told everyone that we were baby sitting and ALL the parents GAVE us their children!!!

Half of these people don't even know us!!!

I swear we had like 6 kids on our hands before Judah even arrived...three of them couldn't even walk yet!

It was a great relief when I found out that one of my old schoolmates was also there to help with the children.

but I can say the following with ease -

I know now for a fact, why I like animals.

I just cant stand when baby's like eat a biscuit and it gets all soggy and they wipe it all over you...and there is that smell of stale poo and wee in the air.

and yes, I know animals poo and wee...but its not human is it?

and I really do like children, but I always get this overwhelming feeling of needing to wear gloves when I handle them.

Maybe I just need to look at them as little people and not snot machines.

I sound like one of those horrible people who hates kids but I'm not...I just like them better when they are slightly older and have grown into their little personalities....and are toilet trained.

Judah is the exception...and all other clean babies.

I was a nice baby...maybe its why I expect more from those who came after me XDDD I'm kidding

...but I was a nice baby.

So after the whole baby thing we came back to Leeds and Mum and dad were like,

'Sorry, we have to go somewhere so we will drop you in town and you can make your own way home.'

So they did...well actually...they dropped us on the outer rim of town, because this way it was -

'Easier to get back onto the motorway.'

So we had to walk like a mile before we got to the bus station...

it took like 3 hours, but this was because we kind of detoured round various different shops on our way to the bus stop looking at lots of things we couldn't afford...it was a lot like torture really.

Allthough I did discover that the leather jacket I wanted from monsoon now comes in brown which is SO MUCH better than black when it comes to matching with my complexion...

It costs £160 though =.=

but I've wanted it for like 2 years and it FEELS SO NICE!

Then we went into GAP and Sarah saw a coat she wanted for her birthday, but I was all about the jeans.

So eventually we got to our bus stop with 1000 new things we wanted to buy (but probably never will) and three dvd's (because I can't resist the call of HMV).

Actually it was more like 5 dvds because one is a series season one box set. skzkxfskjdhfkjsfhsjkdf I love dvd's.

While we were waiting at the bus stop I started to really fancy Chinese food so I sent a text to dad saying,

'Bring a Chinese takeaway back on your way home.'

Sarah was smirking and said,

'The closest thing you will get to Chinese takeaway is curry.'

Funnily enough dad bought a curry for dinner tonight.

SARAH WAS RIGHT!

Not that I mind, since I love curry....but I did really fancy Chinese food.

Oh yeah!

My mums friend gave me a picture of her grandchildren to draw...luckily they are darlings and so cute so it will be nice for me to draw.

Imma pastel them again, which reminds me, I have to scan the photo she gave me to copy from and make it bigger, because its a tiny photo!!!

I hope this will be my best picture yet :)

LOL in his latest tweet Ryan Higa was telling his neighbours to -

'STFU'

which is apparently an anagram for,

'Stop Tickling Furry Unicorns.'

and I thought I'd share that becaaauussee....It made me laugh.

Actually when I first saw 'STFU' O thought it meant 'Stuff You' because that's how I read it in my head...I know it seems noobish of me but it does sound like that if you read it as if its a word.

*facewall*

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I really don't like weekends.

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I'm tired

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My mouth is sore and uncomfortable because of my wisdom teeth

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I'm happy about most areas of my life

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I'm sad about another area of my life

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It makes me sad when people choose what isn't best because its easier that way (I'm guilty)

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It makes me angry when people say they are different and yet they are clueless to the fact that they want what everyone else wants.

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Everyone wants to be loved for who they are...its not real if people love you because of what you pretend to be.

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There are three types of people in the world normal people who want to be different, normal people who think they are different, and normal people who don't waste time giving a crap about differences and just have a fun life.

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I want a Playstation 3, a big tv to play my PS3 games on and any one of those clothes from the Ted Baker section in House of Fraser....because even though I try not to be, I am materialistic like that.

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When Sarah and I are in town we always pick out clothes that would look good on Park Bom or CL and then we realize that all the items we choose would also look really good on G Dragon and it makes us laugh.

(we do this because it makes it less painful when we can't afford these items for ourselves)

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Speaking of G Dragon, as we were walking through the shops Sarah said,

'Wouldnt it be nice if G Dragon was here with his credit card and bought all this for us?'

I replied,

'Yeah but the thing is, he would be scared off because he would think we were gold diggers, but we actually wouldn't mind if he was just there...regardless of whether he had his credit card or not.'

She said,

'Yeah, sad innit...OMG LOOK AT THAT COAT.'

XD

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Did you know, half of this post was written yesterday???

Last night I went downstairs to watch Wolverine with Sarah and I fell asleep half way through. So when it was finished I was in zombie mode so I just had enough strength to take Sam for his bed time wee wee, get a wash and brush my teeth before I fell to my bed.

Then I saw that my laptop was still on with an unfinished post and so I just saved it as a draft and turned everything off.

So now its morning!!!!

Facebook is a loser for making me sad though....aigoo aiigooo my head ohhhh...joke...I'm as hard as nails.

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Chelsea (it took me three tries to actually spell 'Chelsea' correctly) got beat yesterday .... kekekekekekek.

Even though it was by Manchester City - those wannabe's, I bet they hated that they just made it easier for Man U to catch up to our main rivals.

We should be in 2nd spot if todays match against Bolton ends positively :D

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I want to go for a walk today, but the skies look grey :(

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I started two tumblr challenges yesterday and I already failed them both LOOOOOL...to be fair though, I was offline for 95% of the day

This is my new favourite tumblr blog by the way :)

Its so cute - http://mickeyandminnie.tumblr.com



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Ahhh Hong Ki's voice makes me want to cry I should listen to something else *fast forwards playlist*

Oh, Wedding Dress Eng Vers.... =.=

'BABBYY LISTEN TO YOUR HEAR WONT LET YOU DOWN, COS YOU SHOULD BE MY LAAAYYYDEEEEE, NOW THAT WE'RE APART WE WILL SHOW HOW LIFE CARRIES ON, I NEVER FELT SO STRONG LIFE CAN LEAD US TO A HAPPINESS NEVER ENDING, IF WE JUST KNOW THAT WE BELONG TO EACH OTHER, NEVER WORRY, GROW AS WE GOOO...'


Hahahah Bae's cute English askdgaskjbdasjbfakshfuajknfa

'I CAN SEE YOU IN THAT WEDDING DREESSSS DRESSS SEE YOU IN THAT WEDDING DRESSS OHHHH SEE YOU IN THAT WEDDING DRESSSSSS...'

Is it me or is the English version a lot more positive???

I like the Korean version better though...I think I can understand it more, even if it is a second language (or 7th language or something).

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Ah well, its 10:13 and I am still in bed with my PJ's on looking like a freaking hobo....I feel fat too cos I've eaten TONS this week TONS I TELL YOU! AND ITS NOT EVEN BEEN HEALTHY FOODS!

My eyebags are huge too...but only because I didn't wash my makeup off properly last night and I rub my eyes when I sleep ROFL

I feel like a FAT PANDA

I hate having fat days =.=

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I wish I could read peoples minds...I have this habit of misunderstanding everything, but, I can tell when someone is sad.

People have weird ways of making themselves feel better don't they?

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I'm being called from the depth of the house, I should rise.

Good Morning everyone, Hope you are having a good day so far (hopefully not a fat one XD).

I might be back later if anything interesting occurs when I go out.

Love From Minnie ~

P.S. Sorry, my writing in this post is a little erratic. My pride was like BLUDGEONED recently and I'm trying to boost my moral.

P.S.S. Pride is overrated anyway, love is much more of an adventure.

All I Have is Me, Take it or Leave It

I have to go to Manchester tomorrow and I really don't want to.

The thing is, my parents are going to this marriage seminar thingy and my friend and her husband are going too, so me and Sarah are going with them to take care of the baby while they are in the meeting. sfusdkjblfnhoasgljnsfghlsfiugkjab.lsdgiu

I DISLIKE these marriage meetings. Its just all these married people talking about how its nice at first, but gets harder....well DUH...

And then the husbands have little cheesy jokes about how 'I didn't understand her when we first got married but I understand her even less now.'

and then they all giggle and it JUST GRATES ON MY NERVES!!!

And then they all have a lunch together and laugh about wives and husband stuff like housework and DIY and its just sickening.

Maybe that's what put me off having a relationship, because if this is proof of what couples do in their spare time...I think I would rather die.

....or maybe its the fact that as a kid I got dragged around to go to these events and I have bitter memories of hanging around in the nursery bored out of my skull waiting for them to finish so I could go to my grandmas house.

DON'T even get me STARTED on the half a doughnut issue, me and my oldest friend are scarred for life because of that.

Oops 11:11 yay!

I can't even remember what I did today...only, I remember eating a lot and now I feel sick.

I'm just tired and very disgruntled and confused and disturbed.

Sarah and I are up to date with Playful Kiss episodes now. The latest episode was funny, I think Seung Jo is starting to reveal his feelings towards Ha Ni a little more now....even though we all know he liked her from day 1.

Me and My triplets had an ipod naming celebration, because YJ eonnie got her new itouch today which means that we all own one.

YJ named hers Chansung after the maknae of 2pm, because her ipod is the youngest.

Mico named his Chobits after the anime.

and I named mine Seung Jo after the character from Playful Kiss (allthough lately I've been thinking of renaming it Joon Gu because he's so nice to Ha Ni even though he knows she only loves Seung Jo even after Seung Jo has been as sensitive as a plank of wood toward Ha Ni's feelings.

But anyway, it was nice talking to my triplets all together again today. I miss them a lot when they are busy with school. They make me feel all happy inside when we talk again :)

I wish they were here now :( Or Zaty eonnie...they give the warmest cyber hugs (I wish they were real ones though).

And they actually like being dear to me...

...........

The thing is!

I try and be empathetic and get pushed over because of it...

You know what? I'm just too tired to rant...I guess this will all just have to go to my pillow.

I'm going to sleep all the negatives of today off, because I think coming days can be better than days past.

And I also believe some people are better than what they act like...

Sometimes I think I should completely erase myself from my own mind because people like me in a more sincere way when they see I think about them more rather than how they make ME feel when I'm with them...

Not that I'm all crazy about people liking me...but I do like the people I care about to like me...the people I trust and respect...the people who deserve me to be selfless for them...those are the people who are keepers.

So I forgive anyone who was unfeeling toward me and I'm sorry for being unfeeling toward them....because life is too short to waste time over stupidity and childishness.

And with that said I'm going to sleep (I wanted to sleep at 10pm and its now 12 :( I wish I did, might have saved me from a very sdpifhlsjdfhspdyfishl conversation)

Love from Minnie,

P.S.

I crossed the edge of something new
It was a moment to remember
It was a dream come true
It was something never to be felt again
- something one of a kind

So you must understand
That in my whole life
Nothing can replace the existence of you ~

I mean it

Kokoro to Kokoro

Oh wow :D

Yesterday was fun.

Dora didn't call me till about 2 in the afternoon to meet her so I spent most of my day cleaning the house and stalking tumblr...tumblr is just so addictive *sigh*

Then it took me ages to get out of the house to catch the bus because I was chained to the computer because of some gorgeous forehead that kept appearing and knocking me senseless.

Anyway, Dora started to call to ask where I was so I had to use all my will power to turn the computer off...then when I finally got to the bus stop the bus didn't arrive for like 30 mins!!!

(which is annoying because I could have had more forehead time, ROFL...Im joking....somewhat)


OH yeah hahaha, this bus came and usually all the buses that pass by this stop go to town.

I was listening to music and I just got on and said,

'To Crown Point Please'

and the driver looked at me all confused and said,

'I don't go that way, this is a school bus love.'

Then I looked up the aisle of the bus and all these kids in blue school uniforms were looking at me like '???????'

Then of course I laughed and said,

'Ohhhh sorreeeee'

and jumped off the bus making a mental note to always check the bus number in future before getting on it to prevent any further embarrassing mistakes.

Anyway, I met Dora and she bought me a subway sandwich...it was the Italian one where you eat and kind of overdose on meat.

I usually just get the Salad one but I fancied meat yesterday.

To be honest, I fancy meat now too....maybe I'm protein deficient or something.

Anyway the rest of yesterday I spent at Doras watching The Dark Knight on her massive TV...THAT FILM IS LONG!

I didn't realize it was so long.

By the time I came home it was like 11:30pm or something and I was so flaming tired I just collapsed on my bed and died (which was good in a way because my sleep the night before had been lacking).

Ohh but today my wisdom teeth have been doing my head in (literally) again. I WISH THEY WOULD JUST GROW ALREADY! Not only are my gums sore but I get shooting pains right down into my neck and through my jaw. I get so irritable with this IRRITATING pain. sdajhsdjashdjhasdbasdguaskdg!!!!

I wonder if there is a new episode of Playful Kiss yet. A bit of Hyun Joong may ease my pain.

Ohh I need to go to the store and buy dog food...maybe I'll get some ice cream too, I'm craving it now =.=

Something gorgeous and marshmallowy....ohh dear, my sweet tooth has gone into overload...this always happens. Last week I had no appetite at all and this week I just want to feast on everything I see before me.

OHOHO there are two new episodes of Playful Kiss, I'm so watching those later...even though I totally know the storyline and everything. IT CUTE THOUGH!!! CUUUUUUUUTEEEEE I TELL YOU!!!!

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Ok so Sammy has had his dinner now.

Though I'm a bit concerned.

I went to check my account yesterday and it said I had £20, then I went to check today and it said I had £8 which is kind of weird since I've not used my card or spent any money.

I'm hoping that I'm not being ripped off or something. That would suck SO MUCH.

On a more positive note, dad bought ice-cream and its DELICIOUS!

Caramel honeycomb flavour...SO OISHII!!!

And its not dinner time yet, but no one is at home so I snook into the freezer and broke into the ice-cream AND ATE SOME WITH A SPOON! It was so satisfying...but then suddenly I got cravings for something savoury (because I do in fact prefer savoury to sweet) so I cut myself a slice of cheese and ate it.

SO UNHEALTHY! ICE CREAM AND CHEESE WITHIN A COUPLE OF MINUTES.

But you should thank and adore the cow....without cows none of this lush stuff would exist. They are completely USEFUL CREATURES!! I can sort of understand why Hindu's worship and treasure them.

Although I couldn't stop myself from eating beef steak even if I wanted too...its so yummy T___T

Why am I talking about this? XD

Omg you can watch Haru with English SUBBAGE online!!!! sfkskdfsjdkfbkjsdf

Im sorry Hyun Joongie, but Big Bang and their Leadah come first bro!

AWGLOSDFJNGSFDLGNLSDF

NOT ONLY BIG BANG BUT KIM BUM AND PARK SHI HOO (Who we have just been watching in Iljimae) AND AND YUNHO!!!

and I forget the other ladies names but all I know is that one of them is SOOSOSOSOSOSOOSOS Beautiful and has kissed Kim Hyun Joongie in BOF so I'm not dropping him BECAUSE THERE IS KIND OF A PALE INDIRECT CONNECTION!!!

asdasdkjshdjkahsdkjhfskjdfghlsudkjfbalsdkgjalsdgkjbadlsgjka

HARU WAS SOSOSOSOS CUTE!!!! Me and Sarah held in screams when Big Bang came on the screen...aSFOUALSJFNKLASFAISF

AMAZING FUN!!!

Its not very long either. Its cute and funny and has LOTS of eyecandy.

I advise to watch. It makes you want to visit Korea and have sweet times with gorgeous folks.

Anyway, I'm going to watch episodes of Playful KISSU with Sarah now before I go to sleep.

Good Night Lush Ones

Love Min

P.S. Sarah hugged me because I sneezed today and I don't know what that meant.

P.S.S. CONFUSED....but omg it was funny on FB today

And I Know That You See What You're Doing to Me, Tell Me Why? ~

Im just waiting for a call from Dora to say,

'Hey Minnie! Judah is awake now so lets meet in town!'

Originally we were going to meet around 10:30, but I'm glad it changed, because no one is home other than me and Sam would have been on his own for ages before mum and Sarah got back.

He is a little softie and doesn't like being left alone, he hides under furniture when he can sense that we are going out XD

I hope I have money in my bank account, I REALLY need some new jeans that will actually stay on.

If I do have money, I will ask Dora to help me pick some nice new ones.

New jeans feel so good don't they?

I need some new bobbles too, the one Im using atm is a crap useless thing that will only wrap around my hair twice.

Last night I slept so badly, for some reason my nose decided to block up and you know how annoying it is when you are trying to sleep and you just can't breathe XD

So I woke up at 7:30 after restlessly sleeping. I kept having those half asleep half awake dreams...where the sleeping part of me was thinking the dream was real and the awake part of me was telling the sleeping part of me that it was a delusional idiot.

Oh yeah, I made a new tumblr blog -

This one is just for pictures and shizz that I like so if you would like to check that out...

here is the linkage -

http://pienso-en-ti-siempre.tumblr.com/

Excuse the mess that it is in at the moment, I still haven't found a layout that I'm happy with and my picture is actually Monkey D. Luffy because there isn't any of me saved on the PC ROFL.

Oh 'Pienso en ti siempre' means 'I'm always thinking of you' or 'I think of you always'

Just in case anyone wondered.

Why is it that I am able to understand and learn Spanish so much quicker than Korean?

Maybe its because I learned Spanish pronunciation before and I was pretty good at it so I'm more confident...I dunno XD

I like Korean though...its pleasant.

AWWWW I have my foot on Sammy because he is asleep under the desk and I can feel his little heartbeat, its so cute dhfsdhfsdhfsuifrsdufh!

Ok he moved now :(

Dora still hasn't called...imma text her and see wassup!

I have no idea why I'm typing a running commentary here of ever single little thing I do XD

*elevator music*

You know what???

My dog is so cute!!! He just so cuddly and fluffy and adorable. The house and our family would be horrible without him. He completes us XD

When we are home and he is like at kennels or something...it feels so weird and empty.

I think its nice to know that if someone tries to rob your house they will get viciously attacked or if you are having a walk at night, no one will try and molest you because if they do they will get bitten.

I don't do it a lot, but I can actually set Sam on people ROFL

Its so funny, one minute he's lying down all peaceful and snoring and all I have to do is point and say,

'GO GET THEM!!!'

And he will jump up and sahfashfuiasfhyuas. :D :D

Of course It works the other way too.

If I hug someone he will accept them.

He is so cute bless him :)

Ahhh! Me duele el estomago! This is so irritating, just as I'm about to go out, it starts acting weird...

Why would it do this to me now?!?!?!?

Have I eaten anything bad? Nope, just dry toast.

OH OH! But I did have that extra strong coffee with like two espresso shots.

Well whatever, I will manage, like I usually do.

AIT! Well Dora just called so I'm catching the bus now.

Hasta Luego me queridos! (See you later my darlings) :)

Muchos Gracias for reading this shizz!

Love Min

P.S. Me encanta tu la nariz FO SHO!!!!!

P.P.S. This may help you while I am having this phase of loving the Spanish Language

http://www.spanishdict.com/translation

Though its probably just rubbish like google translate.

:D

Voy a Soñar Contigo :D

Its Tuesday!!! Which means I'm on my own again. I don't mind though, I really like it. Everything goes at my own pace and there is no one around stressing me out telling me how slow I am.

Oh yes of course, I do realize life goes at it's own pace and that other people are there to motivate you.

but its nice to just have one day where I can chill without being shouted at.

I guess its like, doing something you aren't supposed to or would be dissaproved of if anyone was around to see it.

OH YEAH BABY! Tuesday is my CHILL SESSION (without distraction).

Yes...I do have an almost illegal appreciation of the phrase 'go with the flow'

Especially if the flow is turtle pace.

11:11 :D

I should move a bit its almost MIDDAY!

MOVE MOVE BABY DON'T STOP ~


Haha that song came on my playlist just as I typed that....SCARY!

OH OH!!! My new ipod headphones arrived today, YAY for sound in both ears again!!

Imma get a bath and then give them a test drive when I go out for a walk with my little boy (dog).

How can headphones be driven??

brb :) :D SDLIHASDNKASDFAFHIDFLAKNFDASDF (sorry, high on tea)

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Omg lol, I completely forgot I was writing a blog and now its 7:31 pm XD

I'm not on my own any more which means I am removed from the pc and sat on my bed with my lappy.

I'm actually feeling VERY comfortable...it's going to be hard for me to move when Sarah comes home.

We have started watching Iljimae again.

I think this is maybe the third time round. Its such a lush drama though and Lee Jun Ki is just....you know what? I'm not even going to try and describe what he is.

but I think he has a nice forehead...if you were wondering.

I'm going to Doras again tomorrow so I can watch The Dark Knight on her TV...it's going to be lush.

I told my dad and he was like,

'Stop wasting your time and get a job.'

Whereas if I'd told him I was just staying at home all day he would have said,

'Stop wasting your time inside, why don't you go and see Dora or something?'

I can't win I tell you!

Mum came into the study earlier when me and Sarah were watching an episode of Playful Kiss and when she saw Hyun Joong she said,

'Ohh, that guy is such a girl isn't he.'

She mustn't appreciate pretty boys...I wonder where me and Sarah got it from?

I really love my new deodorant it smells like wild roses.......

Can't you tell I'm struggling for post content?

I just saw my deodorant on the side and decided to write about it...

Its dove minimising Anti Perspirant in wild rose flavour...flavour?? HAHAH I mean like...scent.

I recommend actually, its muy muy goot! It 'reduces that prickly feeling between shaves'

LOOOOL my blog has officially hit a new low

(btw, 'muy' means 'very' in español, I liked learning Spanish I dunno why my school cancelled the lessons T_T)

OMG I HAVE AN EMAIL!

My fear of emails has strangely dispersed since I finished uni. Maybe its because I don't have any IRRITATING messages from lecturers any more.

Although, I don't get emails off anyone now. Just business type ones and receipts and boring shizzle like that.

Yeah I was right, it was just some promotion from paypal...how un-interesting (kind of like this blog post).

Gosh, I'm SO bored.

I'm going to just finish here because I have nothing left to say and am not feeling very emotional or depressed (which is surprising really considering how tactful and sensitive the people I love are towards me).

I miss CEO conversations too :( SO MUCH!

Ahhh anyway,

hasta luego

Te Quiero ~

From Minnie

P.S. AMADO!! QUE TE MEJORES PRONTO, PORQUE TE NECESITO TU Y ESTOU DESESPERADAMENTE ENAMORADO DE TI!!!

*hides face*

Awww, that's so sweet of me to say that....but whether it is phrased correctly is another matter all together.

AHHH!! MI VIDA ES LOCA!!!!!

Here I am, This is Me

You know those moments when you actually feel just how much you love someone?

I mean, you can know you love someone, but I mean actually feeling the love.

A lot of the time you take the people you know for granted, because you see them all the time or are so comfortable with them sometimes you forget why they are there.

But then there are certain suddenly something happens and you just feel so strongly about them and the warmth floods your body and you smile like an idiot because you are just so happy that that person is there and that you love them.

Yeah...that just happened to me...and I'm smiling like an idiot and feeling HIGH (dghsagdajhsgdhasdnsbdawgdjahsgdkas) :)

Just thought I would write that down before I go into detail about the boring and mundane parts of my life haha.

I'm DYING to watch more episodes of Mischievous/Playful Kiss. Its like, once you get into it...you are instantly swallowed by the cuteness of it all. (and its not like we don't appreciate the eye candy that comes in the form of Kim Hyun Joong - dang that kid is complete and utter lushness in human form).

I was looking at my blog stats today and I checked to see which was my most viewed post of all time.

It didn't surprise me when I discovered it was the post entitled - G-Dragon.

I posted that nearly two years ago and I still get about 4 views a day on it!

Well actually I lie - today I had three views on it ROFL

Which goes to show, some of my readers are just not interested in me hahah.

I'm so sad about this T__T

*falls onto the bed and weeps*

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So, I started watching episode 4 of Playful Kiss with Sarah...ok, wait, before I explain what happened I need to get this out of my system.....

OMG KIM HYUN JOONG IS SO FREAKING HOT!!!!!!! SAFOLDSJFANSDFHIA SLDFJKASDFASDILkfASDF ISADLFKMASDF PIASHDLKFNASD GOSH THAT SMILE AND THOSE PERFECT TEETH!!!

I JUST WANT TO FREAKING EAT HIM OHHH HE IS LIKE FLIPPING ICE CREAM WITH A GORGEOUS TOPPING....

*breathes*

but I know he belongs inside my YJ eonnie's head so I won't spazz about him like I did about Lee Min Ho when I was watching Personal Taste.

Min Ho has that adorable goofiness factor that just charms my socks off.

but yes anyway, with a few annoying distractions Sarah and I managed to watch episode 4 and 5 and they were completely lush.

We would watch epi 6 only Sarah has a piano lesson tomorrow and she has to learn two pages of music tonight...something she probably should have learned over the week...but I'm being understanding.

When I learned the saxaphone I didn;t practice until like an hour before lessons.

Maybe that's why I had no command over my instrument LOL.

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My friend told me earlier that there is a conservation trip to Greece for a month next June and suggested I should go too.

She said its a good experience and I think its a good idea...it only costs 100 euros plus air fare.

I wish my parents would be more excited about the things I'm interested in though.

I told mum and she was like,

'You can't go, you haven't got a job.'

Not in like she herself was saying I couldn't go, but like she was saying I wouldn't be able to go because I can't do anything right and that I'm a failure in life.

It's quite a downer when your own parent thinks like that.

But I don't live to please my parents, at the end of the day. It is my life. And as much as I respect them...only I can make it better for myself.

Sometimes I feel like everything I want is wrong because they aren't interested in it...

Its funny...the more people treat you like you are stupid the more you begin to feel like you are.

Ack, I don't know...Its like the more people started treating me like a failure, I guess I just lived up to their expectations.

I should change that now though, what I want isn't wrong and it's not too much for me to handle and I'm just sick of all the discouraging.

Yes, I know its my fault that I am a jobless degreeless sad individual. I don;t need anyone else to tell me that.

It takes me long enough to boost myself with positive energies every day, Its irritating and annoying when those days when you know you have been trying your best and yet people still act like you are useless.

Its disheartening and discouraging.

Ah, I'm getting emo...but this is really something that has been bothering me.

Mianhe, I didn't want this post to be too serious...sigh.

I was on such a high earlier too.

Ugh I wish someone would come and sweep me out of this unsatisfying trench of a life I'm stuck in.

It would be nice if someone had a bit of confidence in me again.

I feel like crying now...Sarah was just reading the Bible out before she slept and it was from Ecclesiastes 11: 7 - 10

Its saying make the most of your youth because it goes by fast and do what your heart desires while you are young and that its ok to feel like that as long as what you want isn't wrong. Always remember God will judge what you have done.

Most people think being judged is a negative thing but actually you can be judged and rewarded for the good things you do too...

(I'm such a glass half full kind of girl haha)

It was just something I needed to hear.

I feel better now.

I'm happy because I know in my heart I can do whatever I want because I have the ability and the desire to do so...

All I need now is for some people to have faith in me so that I can be encouraged to have more faith in myself.

I really don't want to waste my youth.

And besides, I felt the love today...what the hell am I complaining for???

Its late and my tummy is starting to be all bumfaced donkey-ish.

Good Night Lovelies,

From Minnie (who apologises for spilling out her emotional vomit all over this blog)

P.S. Ok you were right, I did mean you previously and just to put things straight, I always mean you when I write stuff like that. If its NOT you I usually say who it is.

HAPPY NOW?

I feel so defeated...can I have a losers prize??? :D

Read Between the Lines

There is absolutely nothing like the feeling of just getting out of the bath...feeling so clean and warm and cozy (omg how is 'cozy' not in the google chrome dictionary HOW PATHETIC) and relaxed.

Unless of course you have a fever and then get overheated and faint when you get out because you stood up too fast (true story).

but anyway, I'm just waiting for my sister to come home so we can watch a movie, cus ya know....I'm so bored...and kind of irked as hell :)

I just bought some headphones for the ipod, because the other ones have had it really. The new ones have a mic too so Sarah can use the itouch for Skype now which is pretty lush.

Tomorrow I have one of those annoying pointless interviews at the job centre and I can't stand the thought of it. I hate going to that place, I feel violated when I come out of there...its full of un-educated people who are probably inbred...

Wow, I'm so nasty sometimes its terrible...I'm generally known as the nice person.

Or the invisible person.

When I was in Manchester someone actually said,

'Wow, Minnie, you are so quiet I didn't notice you were here.'`

Which was kind of my objective.

I'm not particularly bothered about being noticed (I do like to be appreciated though).

If I have to be loud and boisterous to be noticed I'd rather not bother with it all.

Its so uncivilized :D

I will just direct all my repressed energy into going wild about Big Bang...because quite frankly, they are just so interesting.

MAYN! Where the hell is Sarah?! It doesn't take this long to ride a horse!

You know what?? My irked feelings have gone...I can't handle harbouring such negative feelings in my body for long periods of time.

I suffocate under them.

Its much better directing your energy into the good feelings, like love and kindness.

Its like being jealous...there is just no benefits to come from such an attitude.

And I admit, I do get jealous sometimes, but its such a dirty feeling I can't bear it...I have to find ways to get myself out of that mindset.

Once I actually wrote on paper the positives and negatives of being jealous when I was in a certain predicament. As I looked at my writing on that piece of paper the facts clearly stated that I should discard the jealous feelings because it would harm me more than anything else.

And so I did, and I felt MUCH better...

I advise you to do that.

Its wise to weigh out the pro's and cons before you make a decision.

Therefore I know now for future reference to steer clear from jealousy....because it solves nothing at all and just turns you into a horrible person...and its a pretty cowardly way to behave.

So good for me!! A lesson learned...and I find that I don't get jealous as much any more (although it does creep up at times).

And this is SO my quote of the day -

'One way or another, passion makes fools of us all'

- Jane Austen

Actually it should be the quote of my life...

And its not that your passion makes you feel like a fool...its how other people reacted to it.

Other people can never understand your passions and desires though.

I've never in my whole life let someone make me feel bad about what I love...and I know the people who truly care about me respect that, even if they think I'm weird they accept that is what I'm like.

My sister is probably the best person in the world for doing this...but then, we are connected by blood so its kind of her duty...HAHAH SUCKS FOR HER.

I'm kidding really XD

Ok, Sarah has actually just come home now and instead of coming up to talk to me she logged into msn and started a video call. ROFL.

Ok I'm going to watch a movie with her now, so be back later ~

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Well that was nice, it's the best watching a movie with my sister...we can make weird remarks on the storyline and actors and no one judges us XDDD

After we watched the film, we came upstairs and finished off watching an episode of Mischievous Kiss. Its so cute and funny...though there is a negative side effect to me watching drama's. I always end up comparing the situations and relationships in the dramas to areas in my own life and after I've finished an episode I get this fake sense of reality and then get disappointed with life when I finally wake up and see my life and how it really is...

*sigh*

I'm sure most girls have this problem....darn the media!!!

Not that I don't enjoy drama's....because I really do. Its nice sometimes so escape from hurtful and unsatisfying reality.

Its weird really that I should want to watch a story about someone else's insane love life...when mine (or whatever this thing is that I have) is the most bizarre experience I've ever had....I should write a book about it so they can make a drama....it could be called 'Mixed Signals' or 'Stubborn Idiots'.

How interesting that would be.

My wisdom teeth are trying to appear again. I always feel sick when it happens. I do not react well to teething...this must be why God made teeth grow in babies so we wouldn't be able to remember the pain.

My sister just got out of bed and went downstairs then came back up and said,

'I just got up so I could scare you with my rockstar hair'

O_O

Sometimes I just don't get her.

Ughh I'm so tired you know. This weekend was SO busy as I predicted. Weekdays are so dead in comparison...well not dead, but less active.

I feel happy though because I'm having a great hair day and Manchester United beat Liverpool which is COMPLETELY GLORIOUS! There is not a victory more satisfying than one over our arch enemies. My dad is VERY happy haha.

I think I should stop here. I'm actually in a blogging mood, but I think this post is pretty decent and I dont want to ruin it by writing too much.

I shall sleep now and hope my tooth ache doesn't have an affect on the depth of my slumber.

Good Night Everyone, you are all lush ones you know :D

Love From Minnie

I Will Never Accept This Silence

I often wonder why do people who sky dive wear a helmet?

Its not like a helmet will help if something goes terribly wrong...

Maybe it's to keep their ears warm or something???

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Its Sunday morning everyone!!!

And its very gloomy and rainy too...but I am trying to be positive here even though I have a feeling that optimism is going to be very difficult for me today.

I will take today as a challenge and will try to rise to the occasion.

Even though I will have those little nagging questions in the back of my mind. You know, those kind of questions that keep you awake at night.

....

Did you know I have a morning habit?

I may have written about it before.

I always sneeze repeatedly when I wake up, but apparently this doesn't make me special at all because it happens to a lot of people.

It is kind of irritating though, especially when you are trying to sneak around the house early in the morning, but then start sneezing madly and wake the parents up who then proceed to tell you to do stuff like wash the dishes or make them a cup of tea.

Which in a way is kind of a selfish way to think...but since when do people feel completely unselfish at 7am???

I was thinking of doing a daily photograph for my blog.

Like a picture that stood out for me during my entire day...that describes my day.

Lets see if there is anything worth taking a picture of...maybe I should take a snap of the grey skies and hope that soon the sun will appear.

(re-appearance of other things would be nice too, am I right??? *worried*)

Oh! I just had a De Ja Vu....that was weird.

You know? I really wish it was new year soon. I feel like having a fresh start.

I know New Year is kind of an illusion really, but I guess it does give you an opportunity to refresh your life a bit.

Although it does seem to me that I'm constantly refreshing my life throughout the year anyway desperately trying to motivate myself to become a self dependent individual (OMG LOL what a joke).

I really need...something.

I've been awake for almost 4 hours and all I've been doing is stalking tumblr and recharging my batteries.

We have to be in church in just over an hours time...I should be allowed to go in my PJ's...I'm sure Jesus wouldn't mind. My PJ's are very nice actually.

I need to take Sammy out anyway, so I guess this is me signing off for now.

This feels like a two post Sunday haha.

Maybe I have a lot to say today. Who knows? Lets see what happens shall we?

All the students go back to uni this Monday and this is the first time in three years that I haven't....I've never had this little to do in my whole life...I have never been this in-active.

I'm like a dormant volcano.

I need to do more artwork...I wish I had a nice area in my room where I could do my artwork and keep my laptop near at hand....ohhh I wish I had a studio with a bed in it...that makes me sound lazy doesn't it???

Maybe I should redesign the layout of my room some more...I think its due time I sorted it out again.

Where to begin though?

You know what? I often feel like I use this blog just as an excuse to talk to myself. Its like I just dump my thoughts here and try and sort through them.

It's no easy task to make sense of the inside of my brain.

Ok its almost 10 and I have to get ready and take Sammy out in the rain.

See you later folks.

Love Minnie

Not Every Day is a Good One, but there Is Something Good In Every Day

It was 11:11 and then I pressed the back button by accident and by the time I got on the 'posting page' again to write this it was 11:12...but I just want you to know that It was 11:11 and yes I did catch it.

And now that's out into the air and spinning itself around your head to you want to continue to read this???

LOOOL

I talk nonsense at this time of night, deary me.

Anyway, I had THE weirdest dream last night. It was so real I actually woke up in the middle of the night.

The dream woke me up.

And then, I couldn't get back to sleep because Sarah's breathing was really loud and my mind kept concentrating on it.

but in the end I managed to sleep more, but woke up with a ulcer on my tongue - so much for trying to get early nights in order to feel refreshed and ulcer-less.

Though actually the early nights have helped my eye baggage somewhat and of that I am grateful.

I hate using concealer, it feels so fake (even though I do use it).

So this morning I woke up and made a cup of tea for myself and mummy and then she was like,

'You are getting too skinny, even daddy noticed.'

So I made a point of stuffing my face in front of them all today so they would believe me when I say that I do actually eat.

We all have ups and downs throughout the year when it comes to gaining and losing weight...its not a biggie.

Then we went to the old church building to get the air hockey and table football and guitar amps and drums because we have to store them in grandpas garage while we look for a new building...to be honest I didn't help much with the clearing.

I just went to the shop to buy teabags with Sarah. And we bought a bag of custard doughnuts and ate them all fast so we wouldn't have to share them...

We are such brats haha

...not really, we were just concerned about the other peoples weight...doughnuts have lots of calories you know?? *cough*

We are HEROES!

Then we came home and I talked to Mico for a while on MSN and its his birthday today!!!!!

HAPPY HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY MICO!! I HOPE YOU HAVE LUSH TIMES DARLING!

Its actually not your birthday here yet for another half an hour, but that is irrelevant because it is where you are.

asDSALDJNsadhljsdnalsdSFHSDLFASKLBGASKJDGBLASKDJBGNABLSDKJBFLASDKFBLAKSDFLSDLFJALDSFK

(You know the rest XD)

Then later mum came home with some dinner and she bought the Percy Jackson and the Lightening Thief (OMG what a mouthful for a title!!) DVD.

It was actually pretty entertaining it made me want to read the books and the main guy looks SO much like a white YoungHwa its ridiculous.

He is like white YoungHwa crossed with Steve Mcqueen.

Dad and Sarah were out all evening at grandpas so mum and I had a nice chill with a movie...it was good.

but Sam was acting all weird and being scared of the front room...he kept going to sleep on the landing at the bottom of my room stairs in the pitch dark.

I was all like,

'C

ome on baby don't stay in the dark by yourself, come with us into the living room.'

and he just looked at me like,

'Woman don't talk like that to me, I'm a dog.'

but he should know by now that he is my baby and nothing will change that :D

I must tidy my room tomorrow. I did give it a tickle over this morning, but it needs help.

It's simply amazing how messy it can get in such a short time

I need to sort my dvd's too...there have been new additions to the family in the past few weeks and I must make room on my shelf for them.

Ohh also, the Solar Deluxe finally arrived in one piece (OMG ONE PIECE) and its lush...it's Sarah's of course, since I promised her last November I would get it her...I think this is actually her first bit of YG merchandise, SO EXCITEMENT! :D

I just want to use this space to thank Zaty eonnie for getting it sending it over here too....THANKYOU THANKYOU! You are one awesome lady FO REAL!

I don't know if you will read this but you know I love you anyway so its 'AIT! haha

To be honest I spazzed more about the note from Zaty that was in the package more than I spazzed about the Solar Album...

I love getting letters :)

Its been one of those weeks - you know the kind where it passes by so fast you can't even remember what happened?

You begin to wonder if anything of value happened in those seven days...but of course, when you think hard you find that there were some amazing parts of the week.

I think sometimes the negative events overshadow the beautiful ones...and we tend to forget the moments that made us smile.

Well I realize that there were many parts of this week that made me smile and I'm grateful for that and I'm hoping for more lovely moments in the next week.

If you made me smile then you made my week, ghamsamnida, Saranghae ~

I really need some new footwear. I always regret seeing lush shoes and not buying them, because the shopping that I HATE the most is shoe shopping...so those rare moments when I do enjoy it should be taken advantage of in every possible way.

I need so much new footwear -

I need new sneakers because mum stole mine and now I don't have any

I need some new shoes shoes just so I can say I have some

I need some boots for autumn and winter

and

some wellies because mine have holes in and my socks get wet when it rains, which kind of defeats the object of water resistant boots.

Ugh this shoe talk depresses me.

I'm one of those people who gets bored of shoes very easily, because the ones I want I can't afford. It's quite a depressing situation.

Ok, I'm pretty tired now and it's almost 12am...I would like to get my eight hours sleep tonight and get rid of this ulcer.

Good Night Everyone,

Lots of love from Minnie

P.S. Two Days MIA is too long :(

P.S.S. Tomorrow I want to learn something new

P.S.S.S. Tonight I want to dream sweetly