What Comes of Reminiscing

Here's a new poem I wrote only last night when I was reminiscing about old times haha :)

Feelings Lost

Why can't I write what I want to say

Useless words on a half-written page

The heart is there, but the transition is poor

Why doesn't my head know my heart anymore?

I don't want to forget that wonderful time

But, I can't seen to find words for this rhyme

When did you become a memory to me?

You used to be something I wanted to see.

And the feeling is gone, it left long ago

Do things that seem important not matter so?

I want all the fondness to stay in my heart

But, the emotions all leave now that we are apart.

Now to me you are just a person I knew

Back then I thought I'd always stay true

The wishes of a younger version of myself

Are neatly swept away and left on a shelf

Will the things that I feel right here and now

Also lose meaning and fade somehow?

Stuff thats going ONNNNN and This n That

I havn't posted up here in a while, my apologies, if anyone actually reads this haha. Otherwise, sorry to myself......ok so, I've been really busy with uni work lately, because it's close to the end of school year and the beginning of summer!!! I have so much I want to do this summer, but I wont talk about this Just yet.
First, I joined a new forum dedicated to Big Bang and for all the iVIPs, it's awesome so if you are a VIP and wan't to spazz away with other VIPs please join because you'll have a good time I assure you :)
To check out BBVIP click http://bigbangvip.net/index.php?act=idx you won't regret it ^^ Lets support our boys international-style hahahah.See they are happy for you to join ^^...except TOP maybe...but he's just playing cool, he's happy really....the pic is Big Bang in Japan, they are bringing out the My Heaven Single very soon so they are working hard...BIG BANG in Japan HWAITING!!! I wish I could go with you guys too (lol).

SORRY if you're not a BB fan, but I must warn you that the spazzing is not going to stop for a few minutes, I have to tell you about the new BB stuff I've bought!!

1. The Global Warning DVD's - AIIGOOOO I cannot tell you how awesome these are I keep forcing myself to watch them bit by bit so I can savour every minute. On top of that you get Taeyang HOT concert DVD included and my oh my is it hot!!! Hahah, yesterday we watched Young Bae for breakfast, it was the SHIZZZZZ.
2. Big Bang BIG SHOW concert Album - This is simply amazing, I am listening to it as I type, if the boys are great on the albums they are just as much awesome live...I made my dad listen to the whole album in the car haha...
3. Big Bang First Single - I thought I should start collecting all the stuff from the beginning and the best start is their first single right? Well, of course all the songs are amazing, I love We Belong Together, it's so sweet...so is the mv, you should check it out, my Jiyong iso cute there. With this Single you also get the dvd with the BB Documentary, which is so cool and it's really long too, so you get to watch the boys for ages, it's like heaven ^^

SO thats a nice three things added to my growing collection of BB stuff...I really want it ALL haha.

So now I'm going to post a poem that I wrote this morning, it hasn't got a name, but I felt fiercly about something so I wrote my feelings haha.

When you say your angry words

I am sickened and disturbed

I refuse to be moved by words -NEVER

I'll act like they're something I never heard

Your understanding is getting slower

Did you ever have dreams?

In your whole life have you ever wondered

About the things there are to see?

Yeah, I know the little things count

But, without them the world still goes round

Sorry to burst your bubble

but, I like how the bigger things sound

That my friends, was dedicated to the little people of the world...enjoy my anger hehe..

Anyway, I'll stop here for today....