The Most Important Thing

I felt so propa good this mornin and I'm not even lying right *London gangstah backstreet homie accent*

No but seriously!!! I FELT SO good! I mean most days I just get up and I'm like 'meh' but this morning I was like a HIGH WARRIOR ready for the day!

I even read a story aloud to my dog (no one else was home) he was looking at me with an expression that said,

'What the actual fudgewinkle do I belong to?'

I had this honest to goodness weird dream about how I'd heard a rumour that a dude I liked in my dream was married and my dream-self was devastated that I had been thinking adulterous thoughts.

When I woke up, I was hella amused at myself for having such a dream and I've been in hysterics for the rest of the day...though I dunno if the hysterics are due to the dream or the fact that I drank four cups of tea before 12pm and have had another 3 since then.

'ITS MY OBSESSION *something in Korean*'

I can actually say the Korean phrase in that sentence I just have no idea how to spell it and I don't want to make a babo out of myself. BAAAAABOOOO!


Actually, you need to see the perf of that song imma post the youtube vid on here.

Gosh my toes are so cold!



There you are! ENJOY :D

Anyhoo, I spent the morning finishing off Chapter 4 of my fiction, which I am SO glad to be done with, it was a complete nightmare. I'm just going to take it slow with the next one and not be so stressed about the whole thing. It's supposed to be a joy to write anyway.

I tried to purchase some T shirts off the UNIQLO site, but for some reason they weren't accepting my card. I don't know why because I have money in my account...I have a feeling my card has been frozen from buying stuff online, because of the trouble I had buying those coach tix, last week. NIGHTMARE!

I feel like it was maybe a good thing though, because the t shirt I really wanted was sold out and someone very beautiful blessed me and my sister with the hoodies already. GD one for me and Seungri one for Sarah haha. Such lushness!

My happiness this morning became two fold when I checked my emails and discovered that I had a shipping notification for the albums that I ordered last week. The cow jumping over the moon is a complete understatement. ITS COMPLETE THRILLAGE AND WONDERFULNESS! I am not lying when I say I have literally leaped for joy today.

Sarah thought the leaping was strange, but it's the only way I could express my feelings.

I spent a lot of time today watching Big Bang MV's. It started off with me singing 'This Love' by Maroon 5 and then I thought,

'PFFFT, I love GD's cover version thingy so much betterer.'

So I found the MV of 'This Love' by G Dragon and watched it and then got all sdjkhfsdkjfhsdkjh over his teeth...because I adored the imperfection in his teeth it gets me all skdhaksjhdakjsf8ehhskfs(he's had it fixed now, but I still love him anyway).

but then of course it was all over and I just clicked on MV after MV and enjoyed it so much. Big Bang make me smile, they are so dorkalicious!

The 'Always' MV blesses my entire life. OH OH YOU SHOULD TOTALLY SEE IT



SEE HOW HAPPY TOGETHER THEY ARE!! Such beautiful friendships! I LOVE beautiful friendships! Beauty in the good times and beauty in the broken.

Ok I will stop posting Big Bang vids because I REALLY want to post every single one that I watch, but that would be ridiculous!

OH I KNOW! I will post one Big Bang MV or perf every day on my blog. Won't that be lovely?

HAHAHA my mum just came in from work with presents for me and Sarah. She was like,

'I thought I'd get you something since I was a bit shouty this morning.'

So I have a new necklace and Sarah has a new t shirt. Isn't that nice? :D

Last night I picked up my hat and it had this MASSIVE spider inside it. At first I didn't see it, but then this leg sort of appeared from the inside and I was like...

'WOAHHHH dude, you are like a BEAST!'

I knew it was a boy spider because they have thin abdomens whereas female spiders have very fat abdomens.

Anyway, I felt bad for disturbing the spiders sleep, even if it was in my hat. So I put it underneath a nice dark chest of drawers so Sammy wouldn't catch it and eat it.

I checked this morning to see if it was still there, but it wasn't and I was greatly saddened.

Oh, I was just suddenly overcome with tiredness. It's quite shocking how it just crashes into you. I ACTUALLY MIGHT ACTUALLY FALL ASLEEP!

I'm on the prowl for nice dresses for my friends upcoming wedding, but I need to do a few weeks worth or exercise biking before the big day so my legs don't look pathetic and limp. It's quite surprising what a little bit of toning can do...allthough in my case it's quite strange, because bicycling seems to work out my tummy more than my legs. ANYWAY, I refuse to wear a long dress in the summer - it's bad enough having to wear a flibben dress at all, honestly! The discomfort one has to go through to look presentable is just not worth the effort...I find anyway, but then, I am a slob.

I suffer from having the bad habit of biting my nails, but recently its getting kind of out of control. Usually, I stop and let them grow a bit before I rip them to shreds, but nowadays I just keep biting at them and it's getting a bit concerning.

I was watching a movie earlier and I honestly really don't realise I'm chewing my nails off, but today I made my thumb bleed which concerns me a bit. I mean, I don't want to harm myself.

I wish I had a red top to wear. I miss wearing red. The last time I had a red top. It had a picture of a cartoon dog with a studded collar at the front with the words 'Born to be bad' and I must have been about 14 or something.

Anyway I went to church in it one day and one of the ladies asked me if my mum let me wear it.

Being a teenager at the time and therefore knowing everything, I looked at the woman as if she was an idiot for asking such a stupid question (which it was) and replied,

'Yes?'

This is the type of thing that bugs me about some people in churches. If they bothered less about what people are wearing and start acting less judgmental and more friendly I'm sure a lot more people would turn up. Being a Christian is not about rules, it's about striving to be who you were created to be. Jesus didn't go around judging people, so we sure as hell don't have the right to. People make issues out of the stupidest things.

So yeah...I want another red top because it will go nicely with my new necklace.

I watched the second episode of Nobuta wo Produce today. It's probably my favourite Japanese drama, but it is really hard to choose because I like many J drama's.

However, I do know this, my favourite J Drama character of all time is in Nobuta wo Produce. He is KUSANO AKIRA played by Yamashita Tomohisa (BIG SURPRISE THERE) I have been seriously in love with Akira ever since I first set my eyes upon him. I think it's because he is far from normal and ever so slightly deranged - I seem to go for that kind of thing.

OH MY GOD!!! ITS TOMORROW ALREADY!!! AKIRA SHOOCKKKKKKK!

This means I only have 2 weeks more at home before I am away again.

HUUUUUUUU!!!!! I've gotten lazy again since being back home and I'm going to have to get used to getting up at 7am again!

It's just the thought of it that bothers me though. When I get there I will have a fantastic time and muck about with all my yummy friends again. I miss them a lot. I know so many delicious people I'm so happy!

You know what?

I should probably go and hit that sack now. I'm so sleepy...my family are SO loud! WHY?!?!?!? WHY ARE THEY SO LOUD?!

Sammy just came up to me. I think he thinks they are too noisy as well.

Well good night dears!

It's the first day of March! :D Hope you have an EXCELLENT month with many treasurful memories and lovely things.

Love Minnnnieee

I heard a nice quote today in a film called 'From Time to Time'. A grandmother tells her grandson,

'Death isn't the most important thing...it's whether or not you were loved.'

P.S. Man U V Chelsea today :D *excited*

Then My World Was Shattered

I can deal with FB not loading, but twitter is another matter all together.

I love twitter...its...AMAZING.

I love tumblr too, but it wont load with this connection either, but I can live with that, because you get so many people who have no idea what they are talking about on tumblr. Whereas on twitter people don't think as much so they say the first thing that comes to mind. I find twitter is more sincere than tumblr...when it comes to being emotional anyway. As far as pretty pictures and having a laugh goes, tumblr is a GEM - I just find that some people there try too hard to be deep and meaningful. When sincerity is the only way to show true feelings and you don't have to TRY and be sincere when you really truly are.

I have no idea why I'm typing about the psychology of social networking sites hahaha.

Someone said to me the other day,

'I've always doubted your sanity and now I know you actually don't have any.'

It's scary knowing the person who said that has known me since I was born.

It's not surprising though...any offspring of my parents is destined to be slightly offbeat in comparison with normal reality. There is a big red streak of eccentricity in our genetics.

One of our ancestors was a highway man in the 1700's or something - which is basically a road pirate and my biological great grandfather was an Italian sailor who had an affair with my great grandmother, my grandma was a result of that and since in those days this kind of thing was HUGELY scandalous she was sent off to be adopted when she was a baby and ended up with a family in Manchester who loved her more than any 'blood relative' would have done.

Its nice to know my family was once a lot less boring than they are now *sigh*

I can only hope for the future generations...but I hope they will be exciting in a less illegal way...though I don't mind being illegal if the law is wrong :P

TWITTER PLEASE WORK!!!! T_______________________________T

I've had a REALLY good morning. We had people round for a prayer meeting thingy and my friends sister came over and she's lush.

She was saying how she wanted to go professional as a photographer, but give 60% of her earnings to charity and I was all in awe of her awesomeness. Anyway, she made me feel inspired about my artwork. Recently I've been feeling a little discouraged about it because everything I've drawn in the past few weeks has been really fail to be honest and I'm just not happy with it.

THEN I keep getting stressed because ideas are flowing into my head and piling up one after the other and nothing is coming of it.

but, anyway, I'm going to start doing that Bi Rain picture for my friend which I've been putting off for months.

I was discussing the Korea trip with Zaty eonnie over twitter (haha) yesterday and she was like,

'Yeah, I've already got my tickets.'

I was all O: O: O: O: O: O: O: !!!!!!

And I realised that I really needed to get my act together with the acquiring of money and stuff. I am a complete noob when it comes to air travel having never EVER EVER DONE THAT EVER!

So at the dinner table last night I was all,

'Daddddddddyyyyyy, will you help me buy tickets to go to Korea.'

and he was all,

'Do you have a job?'

and I said,

'Dadddddddddddddddddddddyyyyyy can you help me buy tickets for Korea when I have money?'

and he's like,

'You can go wherever the hell you like as long as you have the money.'

I replied,

'I wasn't asking for permission I was asking for help!!!!!!!!'

'Ok then get some money.'

he said.

So at least I have help with ticket purchase, now all I have to worry about is getting money. OH HELP!!!!

As of now though, I am watching episodes from Gossip Girl season three and wishing it was summer again. HOW NICE IT WILL BE TO NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT KEEPING WARM!

I love summer SO MUCH!

Its like, you can go outside with a t shirt and you just don't get cold!!! DO YOU REALISE HOW NICE THAT FEELING IS?!?!?!?!?! IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME!

And now I am getting that sleepy afternoon feeling again - what the heck is wrong with me???

It's not like I didn't get enough sleep either! I slept flat out for like 10 hours or something. I got out of bed about 20 mins before our guests came and I was hoovering the front room in my PJ bottoms just minutes before they knocked on the door hahaha

I might take Sammy for another walk in a little bit. My brain feels so frazzled.

Oh I was so cutesified the other day. My dad told me Sammy cried every night that me and Sarah were away and kept going to our room and looking for us. ISN'T THAT SO SWEET???

HE LOVES US!!

Oh ladies and gentlemen, I am in such a strange mood. Around ten minutes ago I was feeling extremely lazy and unfruitful and just now I've just got a massive energy boost and I feel like I could hit the ceiling!

I think this would be the right time to get off my ass and do some stuff before I start to feel sleepy again....

so brb later

That was a lovely fresh walk, very invigorating. I'm trying to find a picture of Rain again. I saved loads onto my USB thingimajig and now I can't find it.

Now this is a moment where having an accessible tumblr would be VERY useful.

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Ok, now, I actually didn't get the chance to post this and it's actually a full day later now

The reason being is that I was watching Kurosagi for the rest of the night and it finished by 1am...by that time I was FULLY in love with Yamapi and his character and wanted the whole experience fresh in my mind so that I could dream about him...and...I feel shame to say this, but, I decided to desert my waiting-to-be-completed blog post so I could dream about a Japanese man.

Whether or not I did dream or not will remain a mystery because I cannot remember for the life of me if I dreamed of anything or anyone last night because my sleep was of an extreme deepness.

Yesterday, I got complemented on how I looked and my friend was laughing at me, because I HATE above all things to be complimented on my outer appearance...not because I think people are lying to me because I have low self esteem, but because I am easily embarrassed and my pale face makes this VERY obvious when the blood rushes upwards. So I ran away from the awful moment, pretending I needed to get my dog while my mum and friend mocked me saying,

'No matter how hard she tries to be invisible, she can't help getting attention.'

but actually, I am EXTREMELY incredibly pro at diverting all attention from myself. I enjoy to be an onlooker. I believe being an onlooker makes me happy.

I have no hatred however of telling other people how beautiful they are. You know, everyone is perfectly who they are.

This is what I think anyway, because I believe God created each individual, and I believe God is perfect and I believe every piece of his creation is perfect, because nothing God creates is imperfect. Therefore everyone is wonderful and perfect and completely gorgeous and a FANTASTIC magnificent masterpiece.

In my eyes, you are like a character designed by Square Enix for Final Fantasy - BUT MUCH BETTER!

As far as appearance is concerned anyway :P Attitude is another thing all together. AND I do think an ugly attitude kind of pollutes appearance too, because it comes through. I think that must be my problem LMAO.

Ok so TODAY!

Church was fun, I saw many smiles, which is something I love, and my friend bought me two crumpets covered in hazelnut chocolate spread for some reason...I think its because she LOVES ME!!!! :D :D :D

We came back to grandmas for lunch...SUNDAY DINNER YUMMY LUSHNESS!

Then watched the Carling Cup Final between Arsenal and Birmingham. I'm not a fan of either team, but it was a really good match....and the team that I wanted to lose - LOST MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

It also didn't go through to extra time and penalties because I can't stand that.

I like watching final matches that don't have Man U, because it is SO much less stressful.

Don't get me wrong though, I would MUCH rather have like United to be in the final and WON!

but, NVM, we have FA Cup Final and Premier League for that :P

Allright, I am going back home now so I better pack up my laptop.

When we get back I will be watching Nobuta wo Produce and there is a good chance that I will not be back to write more so I am going to post this now and be done with it!!

I can't let it span over three days! haha

Good day sweet dears. I Hope you get everything you DESERVE (evil laughter)

No I'm kidding - be blessed and happy and beautiful

From Min HEE

I'm Trying

I don't know what is wrong with my body this week. It's completely shattered all the time. I'm so tempted to have a nap right now, but I never do that and I feel like I'm letting down my usual self who never sleeps during the day like a bad ass.

It must be because I'm becoming ANCIENT can't believe Im 23 in just a few months. I will soon be losing my youthful bloom and excitement for life. Hahah all the people who are older than me will read this and be annoyed because I'm calling myself ancient...sowwy.

You wouldn't believe how tired I am..I wonder if this is what jet lag feels like?

I can't say that I've done a lot today. I've not got any dates booked on my calender, so there isn't anything to work towards much. I'm feeling so lethargic. I keep wondering if my iron intake is low or something.

All I've done is basically catch up with BIGBANG news and all that shizzle. It's been quite relaxing actually. ITS SOOOO GOOD to see them all together. I can't describe it. They rock!

I've done a bit of a job search too. When my cousin was a student she had the coolest job ever. She worked as a waitress at the restaurant in Old Trafford and she saw the team and got photos and autographs like on a weekly basis.

I can only dream of a job like that LMAO

Well it's taken me like a full day to write just this tiny bit. I'm just not rolling right today/yesterday. Everything is irritating me at the moment too, like this person spamming just one word on twitter and people who are negative and people who say 'no' to everything and people who are selfish and want everyone to understand them when they can't even be bothered to understand other people. Well my patience is wearing thin tonight. I just get annoyed thinking about these things.

And if I hear the phrase 'don't bother me' again I will punch someone. I never go out of my way to bother anyone so the only reason I could possibly bother someone is because they feel bad for being horrible when all I did was care. IDIOT!

*sigh*

Yeah, that rant has been inside of me for like a week and I was trying to forget it and be generous with forgiveness and the strength of friendship, but I'm flipping human too and it's hard for me to forget.

And I'm only irritated because I care, I just hope there aren't tons more sabotaged friendships scattered around.

It's a fail being mean to me anyway, someone would have to murder someone or something along those lines for me to hate them. Bad feelings are so tedious and a friggen waste of time.

So I'm going to put that awful shizz behind me now and forget it and won't speak of it again and hope that some people will see sense and stop making things worse for themselves...and I may be annoying, but I will always be there being a friend for people I will always care about, even if they IRRITATE me!

In nicer news, G Dragon plays guitar and then smashes it.

and I spent half of the day watching the Kurosagi J drama, which is one of my favourites, because I can empathise with the lead female character and the lead male character is played by Yamashita Tomohisa, who I love...yes, he is hot, but he also does weird random things in his acting that amuse me greatly. Such a great drama, and the storyline isn't based on romance which is nice. I mean it has very classy moments of romantic tingling between the two leads, but it isn't sickly and fake.

I made an observation today. TOP always puts his hand on Daesungs knee when they have Bigbang interviews. It's adorable!

I was thinking of reading Pilgrims Progress again. I love that book, it's such an adventure! I had trouble reading it the first time because it is written in old style English because it was written a very long time ago, but once you get used to that its SUCH an amazing book. It's kind of like when you start reading Shakespeare and you have to get your head around the fancy use of language before you can appreciate the lushness of the sonnets and plays.

It's been ages since I read an old classic. I feel so uncivilised haha. Nah, I'm not a book snob. I'll read anything from contemporary to a kids book if it entertains me. I read my favourite 5000 year old book before I sleep every night so I'm not ageist either LMAO

How is it almost 1am??? AND I have to get up early tomorrow too, why do I torture myself so much?!

Yeah, I should probably sleep I think sleep would be for the best.

Goodnight Everyone,

I'm sorry that this post had negative undertones, it's just I kept telling myself I wasn't upset and disappointed when I actually was and now I feel better for letting it all out of my system. I promise to try harder to be more loving in the future

From Minnie

P.S. New Day. New Start.

BIG BANG IS BACK!!!!!! HECK YEAH!!! LET US REJOICE!

WARNING: This post contains unhealthy amounts of spazzing and confessions of an elitist nature, enter at own risk - VIP's ARE VERY WELCOME

Waaaa it's SO good to be home sat on my usual spot with a cup of tea and my good old Kevin. SO GOOD!

So as you all know (for all those who read this shizz) I've been away for a few days to visit some friends so we could celebrate a birthday together.

The coach trip there went smooth and successful, but the trip home was like a NIGHTMARE and lasted a full hour longer than it was supposed to.

I am glad I am still alive after such a trip.

Firstly, when we were getting our ticket checked before we got on I asked the driver,

'This coach is going to Leeds right?'

He nodded and then I said,

'Only the sign says it's going to Newcastle.'

He was like,

'Yeah, thats where the last stop for this coach is.'

I said,

'I thought so, only the sign over there says this coach only stops at Sheffield, Leeds, York and Durham ao I was a bit confused so I though I'd just check with you.'

THEN, he said in this REALLY nasty voice,

'Well you look like it doesn't take much to confuse you.'

I just looked at my sister like

'WTF is this driver talking about'

And she looked at me like,

'I know right? This swine.'

THEN as soon as we stepped onto the coach it felt like a furnace and a nursery all at the same time. Most of the seats were taken so Sarah and I had to split up and sit next to strange people. Unfortunately, I had to sit on the seat nearest the toilet and my whole trip was doused in the odour of urine.

The trip seemed to be going smoothly, but then when we got to Sheffield something else occurred.

The bus got completely full so and the driver asked if anyone was getting off at the next stop and nobody was. This meant that he would have to drive past the next stop and leave whoever was waiting there. SO instead of doing that, he checked the tickets of the entire bus again, until he found a family who didn't have pre-booked tickets and he kicked them off telling them to get the next coach to Leeds.

This took like half an hour to do and it was all very *facepalm* - ish

ANYWAY, we finally got to Leeds coach station and got off into the fresh (ish) air.

I don't think I've ever been so happy to get back to Leeds in my life!

But anyway, I had a lot of fun over at my friends. We went to see 'Tangled' yesterday morning and that was a success for me.

I've been wanting to watch it for AGES ever since YJ eonnie told me it was great, but it came out here a lot later than it did in Brunei.

IT WAS OSM! I enjoyed every second of it. There is something magical about going to see a Disney movie at the Cinema. I got all spazzy when the Intro came on and my sis and her friend were like,

'You ok min?'

BUT IT WAS BRILLL!!!! It will most definitely be a part of my DVD collection when the time comes.

The other big news and I mean BIG NEWS is the fact that BIG BANG ARE BACK!

I kind of feel so relieved - like the huge burden of waiting has been lifted hahah.

Allthough I DO have a confession to make.

I have not yet heard the mini album.

My reason is this - My sister and I were going to download it as soon as we got home, but then my sis found out that she had to go and take care of her pony first. So I'm waiting for her to get back so we can listen to it together.

Yes I could listen to it now on my own, but I refuse to. My sister is the first VIP I ever knew other than myself. It would be wrong and horrible for us not to be able to listen to it together. We have waited the full two and a bit years to for it, I can wait a few more hours.

I SO HAPPY THEY ARE BACK THOUGH!!! MY HEART IS VERY FULL AT THE THOUGHT OF IT!

I'M SO PROUD OF THEM TOO! THEY HAVE PWNED THE KOREAN MUSIC CHARTS AND NOW THEY ARE CLIMBING ON ITUNES, IM BURSTING WITH VIP AWE! IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM! VIPS WENT SO MAD WHEN IT WAS RELEASED ON ITUNES THAT ITUNES ACTUALLY CRASHED!

THE POWER OF VIPS AND BIG BANG!!!!! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

I was singing Last Farewell at the house where we were staying and to my surprise my sisters friend started singing along!

I was all O: O: O:

OMGAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

And started doing the Last Farewell dance in the living room. It was a great moment.

Then I said to her,

'Did you know Big Bang come back today?!?!?'

And she said,

'OMYGOSH!! ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!!'

Like it was the best birthday present EVER!

THEN THEN! Here comes a REALLY big part!

I was playing on their Sony PSP and she just said,

'Oh you and Sarah can have that, I bought it for my bro and sis last Christmas, but they've only played on it twice because the screen gives them headaches.'

Me and my sis were like *O*

'ARE YOU SURE????'

We didn't mention it again because we thought that was WAY too much to just give us a barely used PSP, but when we were leaving she brought it down with the case and charger and games and everything and put it in Sarahs bag.

I am so touched by that generosity I feel so blessed this month. THEN I got a text from Zaty when I was on the coach telling me she'd sent Sarah and I a parcel. So I was there sat next to a toilet on one side and a complete stranger on the other side getting all emotional and feeling all blessed and tearful.

So I'm full of anticipation for what is coming in the post in a few weeks time. I have my Big Bang Album and GTOP album and Seungri Album all coming in one and then something from Zaty coming in another!

God is so good to me!!!

So many giving people! It makes me want to give more and more and more!

Ohhh, it's really dark outside, I hope my sis gets back home soon. I don't like it when she has to walk home in the dark.

The other day I was writing the third chapter of my fic and getting a bit annoyed because I was writing a section of dialogue that was just becoming more and more boring. So I thought!

'SCREW THIS SHIZZ! I SHALL LEAVE IT FOR WHEN I GET HOME!'

Anyway, I was walking past the Vivienne Westwood shop in Nottingham with my friends when the idea of how I could 'unbore' my piece of rejected dialogue popped into my head and I was so happy about it!

So soon I will be spamming the third chapter here so you can read it if you really want XD

This week I discovered that I randomly burst out in song a lot more than I thought I did. I swear I must have sang at least seven or eight different songs while walking around town yesterday. I wasn't in the mood for talking much, I never am when it comes to looking around shops, but heck, I sing friggen loads!

After going out yesterday I was SO tired and had a splitting headache. I was sat watching anime with my friends lil brother and I just fell asleep on the sofa for a couple of hours (AND I NEVER SLEEP IN THE DAYTIME), but when I woke up the headache was still there. I was so confused cos usually headaches go after a sleep.

I realised later that the problem was that I'd not had a cup of tea the entire day. I spoke to my friends mum about it and she told me something very interesting. The main withdrawal symptoms for a caffeine addiction are headaches and tiredness. This explains A LOT. Though I refuse to stop drinking tea, I must always remember to drink some in the morning. It also explains why I get headaches when I sleep in late, because my body is asking for tea LMAO.

I don't know, it is the price I pay for being British I guess.

I'm just on Amazon looking at all the games I want to get for the PSP haha. Well, I want all the Final Fantasy ones and 'Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep' and some racing ones, allthough we do already have a 'Need for Speed' and I would like to try Fifa '11 though I am usually HORRENDOUSLY bad at football games...I guess I'm just a watcher and not a player hahahaha.

I have no plans for the rest of the week, my body is screaming at me to chill, but I must force myself to do things...other than sleep and laze around....I might straighten my hair LMAO - SUCH A HUGE TASK!

YAAAAY! My sis is home now so 'Operation Download and listen to THE MINI ALBUM OF THE YEAR' is now in ACTION!

*SO EXCITED*

Being a VIP makes me feel like SUCH A BOSS!

I COULD ACTUALLY CRY!

Right, Imma take my boy for a lil walkie cos I've missed him so much and I want to spend some owner/doggy quality time together....and I have to cool down before I begin my jumping about and screaming and crying because of the SFHISADLKNFASF ASIHFlka-ness that is BIGBANG!

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BIG BANG ARE SINGING IN KOREAN ALL TOGETHER. I FEEL EXTREME EMOTIONS!!!!

DAES BEAUTIFUL VOICE I HAVE MISSED IT SO MUCH!

OMG THEY ARE SINGING ALL TOGETHER ITS JUST TOO MUCH!!!! SDFLKHJNFHDS FHOISDLKFN SJDHIFLDKFS DFUOSKJBDNFK KSDIFHLSKDF UYSDPOFIHLKS DFUPSIHLKF DUFPSIDFJKL SLDIPFHS LDKFHSDLFS IPEORLHKWE R *IWGEOLRHKEW FLSDJKFNADSFJAUDSF sDFAPSDIHFLKQEWUFIDSKLFASDFNALKSDJFALKS JDFLKASJDFKLJSDLFKJALKSJFAJFDPOSJDKFLKASODUFPHPAISLKDFLUADPOLFKHASNDFAOISDLKFHA SDFAHLKSDF A ISHDFLAKSDLF ADSLIFH ADSLKFHLKASDHF LSADHKF ALKSDHFLKASDHFALKSDHFASDF LKASDH FALKDSHFKLAHSDLKFHASLKDFH SDKLFAHLKdsHFAIOWEHALKFWEU FAPWIEHFKLA SDUF:PY W(EIFHLSDKF IAOLFKHA EWUOPFI YWHGOULKASD YIGAHIWGSUAD{P(YQLIKSDJG

Yes, u_u words cannot describe my current emotions. My ulimate biases are singing a song that I can't understand with English words here and there TTTTT_____TTTTT

I FEEL SO COMPLETE! MY DAY HAS BEEN MADE AND I AM OVER THE MOON AND MY HEART IS BURSTING AND I AM SHOWING ALL THOSE USUAL SIGNS OF BEING IN LOVE (but it's with five men and not one) OH DEAR GOODNESS ME!!!!

*FANGIRLS BIG TIME*

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SO YEAH!

*gets all elitist VIP*

BIG BANG PWN THE SOCKS OF THE SHIZZLE!!!

THEY JUST DO!!! PWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWN!

I DON'T CARE EH EH EH EH EH WHO YOU ARE!!! THEY PWN YOU TOO!!

THEY PWN THE ROYAL WEDDING OF HIS ROYAL HIGHNESS PRINCE WILLIAM TO KATE MIDDLETON

AND THEY EVEN PWN THE FRIGGEN LEGS OFF A MILLIPEDE!

I love them *sigh* T____T

Thank you Jesus for Big Bang and for my obsessive compulsive personality haha.

I freaking LOVE being a VIPgirl!

Ok Ok Ok Ok Ok - there is no point in telling myself to calm down, I won't be calming down for at LEAST a month and I've also drunk copious amounts of tea in just a few hours....IF BIG BANG WERE A DRINK THEY WOULD BE TEA!

And now I'm going to spend the rest of the evening listening to Big Bang singing beautifully in their OWN language while writing a fic about them - how completely blissful!

Good Day ladies and gentlemen - EXCELLENT DAY! BANGIN' DAY! AWSOMELY SPLENDIFEROUS DAY!

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOOOOVEEEEE FROM MINNNNNNIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

P.S.

G DRAGON

SEUNGRI

TAEYANG

DAESUNG

T.O.P

^^^^^ I LOVE THEM :D :D

WELCOME BACK BIG BANG!!!

Violence and Truth

Sup peeps!

I just finished watching 'Ip Man' I bought the DVD about 7 months ago or something, but have never watched it. Anyway, tonight was THE night. The night when I decided to bring out the hidden gem. I know people spazz about it a lot so I knew it would be good, but it was REALLY good. It is on my list of favourite movies (I don't actually have a list, but if I did have one 'Ip Man' would be on it)

The best part about the movie is that it's based on true events, but you don't actually realise it until the end. It's truly fabulous. You get to watch a great film, but you also get to find out about amazing people of the world who stood up for what they believed in. It's very inspirational.

I learned a bit of history too, because World War II was such a huge part of British history in most lessons we only really learn about the fight between our country and Germany. It was interesting to see a bit of what was happening in Asia at the same time.

So yes, if you haven't seen 'Ip Man' I most definitely recommend it cos it's LUSH! (though you probably have seen it because most people have XDD)

So today I managed to FINALLY purchase the tickets for tomorrow. Our coach for Nottingham leaves at 10:20am and they cost £37 T___T but it IS return for two people, so I guess it's not THAT bad.

I can't believe its 11:08pm already, how crazy is that?

It's my fault because I woke up exactly 12 hours ago and when you wake up late in the morning the rest of the day seems to finish much faster...thats how it feels for me anyway.

Remember when my internet connection completely broke down? Well during that time I had no blog I could write on so I went back to writing the way God intended haha. Anyway, I had completely forgotten that I did this and then today I found the notepad I'd been scribbling my opinions of the day in. It was quite amusing to read actually. Somehow, I think I write with a different attitude when I'm using a pen. I kind of write in story format with little dialogues and such.

I might type out what I wrote sometime in the future so you can see what I mean.

I had to go out for an interview today, my mum was kind enough to take me, but when I got there they had me waiting for almost 30 mins past the time the interview was supposed to start, I wasn't annoyed to wait, but I was annoyed for my mums sake because she was sitting outside for me in the car. Anyway, when I finally finished up with the interview I got up out of my seat and wished the guy a nice day, because I'm OSM like that :P I turned around and my mum was sat behind me on this sofa!

My soul almost leaped from my body! I was all '

WTFudge mum! How did you get in here?'

She was like,

'I just walked in because I wondered why you were taking so long'

I said,

'

You do realise you weren't allowed in that room?'

She said,

'No? I must have walked in with a purpose.'

LMAO

This morning I got all upset because the student loan company sent me a letter saying that if I don't fill in a certain form they would fine me £150. I had a mini rant in the kitchen and cursed their fascist ways.

Then I went and filled in the form. I have this awful feeling in my gut, that they have won this little battle haha.

I just DO NOT feel like travelling tomorrow. I really don't know how we are getting to the coach station and I have no idea if my sister has texted someone to meet us when we get there. Otherwise we are going to be trying to find our way around a strange city carting around luggage...joyyyyy.

I warned my friend that I would be frothing at the mouth and rabid because of Big Bangs comeback and she thanked me for the warning, but wasn't surprised much. She has known me for the entirety of her life. This is how we are (I've decided I can publish these emails seeing as they are a few years old :D -

'Hiya S,
I havnt spoken to you in so long. Hows you doing? I was over at your mum
and dads house a few weeks ago. Apparently I just missed you. Are you
coming to the New Years eve thingy? Its 70's themed this year. Guess what!!
We have aquired a horse now. She's called Tia and shes extremely stinking
and eats a lot which makes her poo a lot. You have to pick the poo up with
either a big fork thing or a spade, because the poo is huge. One of tia's
poos is like two weeks of Sams poo's. I cant believe Im sending you an
e-mail about poo...actually I can. Well I must go, I have many pages of
chemistry to do which is unbelievably pants and in addition to that I have
algebra and I have to tidy up and get the stuff ready for a youth thingy we
are having at church tonight. Im very busy I also have chapped lips and
they are sore. Which brings me to the conclusion.....I must go. Bye bye.

Min'

Her reply -

'Hi Minnie,
I wasn't suprised that you sent me an email about poo! Somethings don't
change and I'm really glad that they don't. So is it your horse or do you
just look after Tia?
Do you go to University now?
I wasn't gonna come down for New Year but the other day I saw the picture of
you and Phil on my phone from last year New Year, which made me want to
come. It's just that I wanted to be somewhere different for New Year. Then
again its the only time that I can see you and Phil.
A 70's theme! I wouldn't know what to wear. What are you wearing?

I have to go because its now 18:49 and I still haven't eaten today. I'm
gonna pop to Subway and grab a sandwich.

S xXx

P.S. I can't stand having chapped lips!Lol.'

I never get emails anymore. Maybe I should restart the trend. Although letters are MUCH better because you can't delete them by accident.

Crap, I should probably start packing...

Goodnight dearests and delicious'

Love Min

Just found a strange email that I sent a thousand years ago,

'Hi S,

Did you know that your quickname on my address list
is banana girl? I just wondered. I went to Manchester to school today
and it was ok weve just been reading through the script on the film
we're making. Did I ever tell you about that? Im sure I did. Yeah I bet
you do want a dog like mine but Im sorry, I got him before you did so
you'll just have to buy a lower class one.

Thanks for the long e-mails I so rightly deserved. My
heart bubbled over with joy when I recieved them. I loved you story
about the yellow doors it rocked so much I laughed quite a lot I mean
what a GEEK!! My parents never check my txts coz they are not worth
checking. I like having thier trust its a very important thing (gosh I
sound like a psychiatrist). Why dont you charge your phone in your room
its a much safer way if you dont want your parents to lecture you
again.

You should tell them that you wre going to go to town
with a friend you dont see alot anymore.

Wont that change thier minds or will you just get another

Here is your song for today:

" born to hand jive, baby
born to hand jive, baby
oh yeah, oh yeah
born to hand jive oh yeah."

Its off grease. When we did the play we had to dance
around on the stage for ages doing all these rock 'n' roll hand jive
moves I felt like right idiot. Of course I was the STAR!!! ahem... that
was just wierd.

Theres this veggi tales silly song and it goes like
this:

"Baby I need to tell you something
Ive got no belly button"

Isnt that just so cool. Larry and the guys sing it.
Well I better go before I my fingers fall off they are so freezing.

from Min'

Proving that I have never actually been of sound mind.

Like a Boss

I've had a LUSH day today. Everything was wonderful and nothing upset me at all...so far. WHICH IS WONDERFUL!

The reason I haven't written a blog in two days is because I've been typing away at a new Big Bang fiction that I was inspired to do while making a cup of tea.

New ideas keep popping into my head that I can slot the storyline so I'm having a lot of fun writing it out!

If you would like to read my feeble attempts at literature here are the links -

The prologue

http://nubcak.posterous.com/43543283

Chapter 1

http://nubcak.posterous.com/skeletons-chapter-1

No fear though, I am not able to neglect my ranting stage for too long so here I am.

Ah! I spoke too soon about my day not being upset - my dog just threw up.

He's fine though, he's just over eaten and its come back to see the light of day...he is looking rather sheepish haha bless him.

I've not bought mine and Sarah's coach tickets yet...I lack the motivation, it's horrendous! I'm so bad at this kind of thing.

Oh Oh Oh Oh, a few months ago I was in my friends car and this song came on the radio which I completely fell in love with. While I was listening to it I was thinking,

'Hmmmm, I should remember some of these lyrics so I can google the song when I get home.'

Anyway, when I had got home I'd completely forgotten the lyrics I was supposed to rememember (I only remember things like birthdays and weird little facts about people, other things completely leave my head).

So with a saddened heart I decided to go on with life hoping that one day the song would make its way back to me.

Today was that one day. After church I went upstairs to buy a bottle of water with money someone had given me in very strange circumstances.

(I have a very VERY shiny 2010 pound coin which I was very grieved to spend as I like to feel it in my pocket. I was telling my dad how much I did NOT want to spend this pound and asked him to give me another one and he was like 'Are you actually a crazy person?' It just so happened that my dads friend was there and his wife went into her purse and gave me a pound. Dad was like 'You should be ashamed Minnie!' because I took it, but I said 'Why? Its a blessing from Jesus.' and I actually know my dads friends wife very well since she is actually one of my oldest friends mothers)

So yes, I was drinking my water when I saw my best friends little sister with my little sister sharing ipod headphones so I waltzed up to them and said,

'What is this you are listening to?'

It was this song called 'Mountains' by Biffy Clyro and I was like,

'Oooo I like this song.'

And then the next song came on and I suddenly realised it was my MISSING MYSTERIOUS SONG!

The title is 'Many of Horror' by Biffy Clyro and I kind of REALLY adore it!

Have a listen -



Gorgeous isn't it? I get all emotional when I listen to it.

I'm so glad I rediscovered it.

At church I was taught how to use the big projector because I've been asked to control it some Sundays. The guy (my best friends dad lmao) who showed me how to use it said he might teach me the lighting system too so I could have a bit of fun, but that wasn't today unfortunately.

We had dinner at grandmas and it was gorgeous, as usual. Grandmas are always stunning at cooking, it's because they have had tons of practice.

Oh dear, its 1:03am already, how did that happen?

I'm watching tonights Top Gear so I keep getting distracted from typing, I guess that must be the reason. Gosh, I should just go to bed and not watch Top Gear.

but I just love watching things that insult just about everything and blow up ugly cars and pimp up combine harvesters with flame throwers and are British.

It's disgustingly classy (less) and I love it.

Though it often gets complaints from other countries because they feel offended by comments the presenters make.

I will just say one thing in favour of Top Gear's presenters - All countries in the world mock or immitate British people and our eccentricities and accents and stereotypes all the time and we don't get insulted or deeply offended...we can take jokes...or don't really care what other people think or something.

SO WHY SHOULD OTHER COUNTRIES FEEL OFFENDED BY WHAT WE SAY ABOUT THEM???

My reasoning is probably all wrong right now, because its very late and I should be sleeping or hybernating or something.

I wanted to write something deep and meaningful today, but I just feel nothing at the moment. I think I must be on autopilot.

I want to go paintballing again, but not now because it's far too cold and late for that.

I'm trying to think of what else has happened to me recently, but my mind is completely blank OR maybe I am closing different parts of my mind unconsciously so I don't have to think.

Gosh I'm beat.

Goodnight fellow beings of the Milky Way, let us sleep now and wake to greet another day.

LOVE LOVE LOVE from Minnie

P.S. Today was good, I learned lots of things, had a temper tantrum and won arguments I have with other people in my head...which is probably what insane people do.

Forgiveness is so awesome you know, it totally lets you off the hook.

'Bless those who curse you and pray for those who spitefully use you.'

Luke 6:28

Believe me I try. You know hatred and bad feelings kill brain cells and make you feel physically ill?

The Secret of the Deepest Centre of My Heart

I must check my twitter mentions more often, people always seem to be speaking to me, but I always seem to ignore them.

I DON'T MEAN TO IGNORE!!! I SWEAR!

OK! Now I must begin with something....

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The reason for this??



U_U

It's true - I'm in love with his face and his voice and most of all his talent, but dammit, I'm so glad he's coming back with his gang!!!!

I am feeling quite distressed about not being home when Big Bang come back, but I've decided to take it in my stride and actually convert my friends into being VIP's.

I will wear my Shine a Light T Shirt on Wednesday LOUDLY AND PROUDLY and it will be wonderful and I can spazz with my lovelies VIA texting and hope to goodness the house I am at has wireless.

OH PLEASE JESUS LET THEM HAVE WIRELESS!

*cough*

I've been waiting over 2 years for this comeback, this is not just your average comeback - this is Big Bang - other groups AVOID coming back at this time, because they wont be able to compete with the awesome that is FULL FRONTAL 5 MEN BIG BANG - I know that sounds VERY strange, but believe me it is the most EUPHORIC experience outside of a serious relationship you can get!

And I know you may think I am just an elitist VIP, but it's true...Big Bang are the best my children....they are the best.



I very am in love with these boys VERY AM!

HNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't even know what else to talk about...my mind is on sort of one straight track.

Ughhhh I have to buy a coach ticket for me and my sibling...I HATE travelling by coach - I was scarred by coaches in my early childhood...I like to avoid them.

BUT NEVER MIND BECAUSE BIG BANG ARE COMING BACK THIS WEEK!

I made two batches of Flapjack today, and the ingredients contain so much sugar and it must be having an affect on me today....on top of being like I already am.

AND IF I EAT MORE OF THIS HOME MADE SHIZZ IM GOING TO GET SO FAT!

I'm just going to go on a tea diet this weekend - it's the only way to purge myself of this overdose of sugar....and cheese, I ate craploads of cheese today too.

Its because, I ate tons of sugar and then felt like savoury food and then ate some cheese....it was Wenslydale with cranberries and its just so creamy and delicious I couldn't help, but scoff that shizz down.

My wisdom teeth are having a jolly old push at the moment, I can actually feel the little erupting teeth now...THEIR HEADS ARE POKING THROUGH...in my mouth...yess.

This must be how babies feel, but they have a whole mouthful of pain. Poor things. They handle it quite well considering how small they are.

I worked a lot on my quilt today now my wrists feel like they are blocks of concrete.

The movie 'The Adjustment Bureau' looks good! Cos I love Matt Damon and Emily Blunt and the advert looks quite exciting too! I think I must see that one.

I'm at grandpas now chillin on a Friday night, but I'm looking forward to my bed.

I feel VERY SLEEPY and greasy.

So I shall sign off now because I think we will be heading home verrrrryyyyyy sooon!

Did the blog title draw you in??? Hello! BIG BANG :P

BUTTERFLY

Listening to - N.M.P. (No More Pain) by Kat-tun
Activity - Drinking the golden water

Last night I slept for 12 hours straight....again.

Yet, I feel so tired the whole time I'm awake.

Then last night I had a dream and something happened in the dream, which disturbed me so much I actually woke up annoyed at myself for dreaming it.

The me that was dreaming actually made the real me jump so that I would wake up and stop dreaming the dream.

It was a very 'Inception' sort of situation.

It wasn't scary or dirty or anything like that. It just annoyed me, because if it were to come true in real life it would be something I would struggle with accepting...to say the least.

A few moments after I'd woken up I had to fling like 4 covers off me, because I was so darn hot...which shows that England is getting warmer...you see, during winter I have to have like 6 covers or more to be warm, but everyday I'm having to peel one or two off!

Soon I will be complaining about it being too hot!!! SO GLAD! I miss warm weather.

About an hour ago ate one of my cupcakes from the other day and I left the casing on one of the book cases in the study. My dog has been sat looking up at it for about 30 mins...he has been known to eat the wrappers off cupcakes. Many a time I've had to fish those things out of his mouth before he swallows it.

I've had too many bad experiences when he has eaten tin foil too...two words 'bloody poo'.

Gosh I'm feeling so emotional, I don't know if it's because of the tea I am drinking or something else. It's not the bad kind of emotional. It's more the 'Choked up with love' kind.

I get like this a lot around spring haha.

Yesterday I checked my bank account expecting it to be completely empty and then discovered that I had £105 sitting there and it was a very pleasant surprise.

I was with Sarah at the time because we'd just been to see the moose and put her in her stable for the night.

I thought,

'hmmm, I should get a lil snack for me and the kid.'

So we went into Morrisons and bought, these cheesy bread thingies, some dried mango, some Vegemite (something Sarah wanted to buy because it was Australian) and a DVD....I realise you can't eat dvd's, but I HAD to buy it because Oguri Shun was on the front cover and you just can't ignore that...I have no idea what the movie is about, but Shun is not usually in crap so I'm not too worried.

ALSO in the games section I saw Kingdom Hearts Recoded there for NDS and Sarah and I just stood there like *O* and it took a LOT of willpower on my part to stop myself from buying it. I just looked on Amazon to see how much it is and it's £17.00. So in the end, I'm glad I didn't buy it in the store cos its £24.00 there.

I REALLY need to halt my money spending, because next week we are going to stay at some friends for a birthday party or something. I'm SO torn, because we will be there when Big Bang make their comeback and yes, I think that sitting in front of a computer violently typing about how wonderful 5 Korean men are all day is a very lovely thing to do.

but yes, I spent £30-ish on Big Bang merchandise today so I have to save some for next weeks travel fares and shizz *sigh*

I CANT WAIT TILL THEY ARRIVE AT MY DOOR!! vcjvhjkdhfkdjhjkg

Earlier I started watching 'Bandage' it's a Japanese movie. I've been putting off watching it for ages, because I've not been in the mood, but it's actually really great. Akanishi Jin is completely adorable in it too - I hate saying that, because I have love/hate feelings for that particular Japanese actor/singer - I think he gets away with a LOT of ASSHOLENESS because he is gorgeous...

I was watching the movie with my sis, but she's gone to do her exercises so we've put it on hold for now and finish it tomorrow.

I've been really craving the old J dramas and stuff recently. You know, how you get into different moods. I think I will rewatch Nobuta wo Produce again soon...and Maybe Zettai Kareshi. I ADORE those two dramas.

We also watched a bit of the Kuroshitsuji anime today...ITS HELLA CREEPY! It was lush, but now I crave my loud, in-your-face, ridiculously glorious One Piece. Nothing can make me laugh like that one.

I keep sneezing today. It's ok at first, but it gets so irritating!

TELL ME WHEN WILL YOU BE MINEEE??? TELL ME QUANDO QUANDO QUANDO!!!! WE CAN SHARE A LOVE DIVINE, PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME WAIT AGAIN ~

Mianhe, listening to Michael Buble just gets me singing :D

I'm really failing with the whole 'I will do 20 situps and 20 mins on the bike every day thing'

I managed the situps, but not the bike - which is probably more important. It's because I keep waking up so late! Then I have to get on with other things. It's just not good enough. I need to wake up earlier tomorrow.

I was glad of one thing. I managed to do 20 situps with complete ease - though I felt like I'd been punched in the stomach for the rest of the night, hence sleeping on my back - something I never do.

ITS 11:11!

I think that means I should go to sleep.

I can't believe it's almost Friday again, it's kind of ridiculous how time rushes along - I guess thats why we shouldn't waste it.

Hopefully I will be more productive tomorrow.

Night Lovelies!

From Min

The next song that plays on my playlist will be the title for this post.

:D :D

This One Left Them All Behind

TODAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY!

Well I did some painting, because my little sisters friend turned 17 today...but she is also my best friends little sister, so I abuse her with hugs and stuff all the time.

Anyway, this girl love Kim Bum (he plays Yi Jung in BOF, has the most gorgeous smile and forehead *sigh*) So I decided to paint her a picture of his head for her birthday gift...because I'm too poor to buy her anything LMAO!

She told me previously she would buy a pic of him from me anyway, so this will be a nice gift for her.....IF it turns out nicely...it is in the process of looking good, but the shading is all wonky at the moment which makes him look like he has a broken face and also, I put masking fluid over the places I want to keep pure white so he has yellow sticky bits all over him, which makes him look like he has a liver condition.

I'm sure he doesn't have a liver condition really...that would be awful.

Anyway, here he is so far...I'm getting quite attached to it already..I'm going to feel sad when I give him away.

The more I look at it, the weirder it looks...I keep seeing flaws everywhere. Oh dear. If I can't fix it I will just start another one.

OH MY GOD HIS LEFT EYE IS SO WRONG!!!

So last night I wrote a list of everything I wanted at the moment and then prayed for it all and I have already got two of the things on the list today. ITS WELL GOOD INNIT!

My dad totally took over the PC, I was copying the Kim Bum picture from the screen because the printer has run out of ink so I can't print anything AND IT SUCKS!

Printing ink costs a bally fortune you know and it's my printer so I have to buy it =.= OH MY LIFE!

Anyway, I am going to Korea in January, there is absolutely nothing to stop me, other than - I have no money, but that is one of the things I will be dealing with and I have almost a year to save like a mad woman.

Also, Zaty eonnie says if I don't go she will never speak to me again and I couldn't handle that...part of me would die and I would end up living with like a dead body part and that would just be gross and then more people wouldn't want to speak to me because of the smell and I would end up forever alone.

So thats why I have to go to Korea in January 2012.

And go to Big Show 2012....because apparently there is going to be one. And I will see my beloved boys live and dance and leap with happiness and joy.

And it will be winter so there will be no Korean slugs....Oh crap!! what if it snows again and the planes are not leaving England!!!....NO! It will be completely wonderful and smooth...but, I MUST get money...it's the most important thing.

I should put it on my list.

AND NOW! I shall watch The Princess Bride, because it is SO fudging brilliant...seriously, if you have not seen it...you must see it!!! It is -

'INCONCEIVABLE!'

to think that anyone could dislike such a film (brb *goes to watch*).....

..............THAT WAS COMPLETELY WONDERFUL!!!!!!!

SUCH a DELICIOUS film. There are so many scenes that just make my day!

It is SO my type of humour too. You know, I am one of those people who laughs at things that would be completely un-funny to most people - such as, someones straight face...yep. Or a moose. Or a pigeon.

And then other people say something funny and the whole world laughs and I'm like 'Eh?' and then get it like 10 hours later.

I'm backwards like that, but the Princess Bride tickles my funny bone.

Like there is one scene where the Princess Buttercup pushes the Dread Pirate Roberts down a hill and then he cries out 'AS YOU WISH' and she realises he is actually her lost love Westley and so she literally throws herself down the hill after him and they just sort of tumble violently down until they land at the bottom and reunite.

ITS HILARIOUS!

If I could find that scene on Youtube I would post it for you to see because it is quite legendary.

but I can't find it.

*SIGH*

It is SO romantic, like every time Westley says 'As you wish' to Buttercup it means 'I love you.'

IT'S JUST ASDOLAHSIsdkfhsdjhfdhfkjsd fhsdFLSHGLKSDFHGSLKDFHGSLDKFHGSDFLKG!!!!!!!!!!!!

I only watched it in the first place because the lead singer of my favourite band said it was his fave movie, and then I fell in love with it for myself...it's funny how you end up finding your own reason for liking something.

I have this green top which I really love, because it's hella comfy and goes with my hair. I've looked high and low for it for like 2 months and couldn't seem to find it. Anyway, when I was at church on Sunday my friend came up to me and said,

'Oh I wore your green top the other day, you left it at my house underneath the duvet covers.'

LMAO!

I love when you are so close with someone that they will just presume that you will be ok with them wearing your favourite green top.

I'm not bothered at all, she said it looked nice on her, so I'm glad she could enjoy it's magical qualities.

Last time I was at her house I took this orangey sort of hooded top home, because it looks nice on me and I think it's from Zara or something so it's nice quality...so I guess we are even - though I would like my green top when I go away again in a month or so.

I just got this little feeling like I'm starting to get sleepy so I checked the time and its 22:15!!! Another day is nearing it's end!

Other than, painting a little I don't feel like I accomplished much...oh, I did clean the walls and borders in the front room and kitchen and attempted to arrange some curtains on this rail thingy, but I'm so bad at interior design - last time I painted walls, I got most of the paint on myself and the carpet.

My mum never asks me to do stuff like that now LMAO - my painting is to be kept solely for pictures.

I can't wait for money to go into the my bank on Friday or whenever it will arrive. I'm dying to preorder Big Bang's Mini album *excited*

I cannot wait for their comeback, it's gonna be awesome. 'Remember' came out so long ago I've almost forgotten what it's like for Big Bang to have a Korean comeback!!!

*SO HAPPY*

HMMMM

So what have I learned today?

Lack of internet gives me reason to paint.
I have really weak arm muscles
I need more practice with water colour techniques
I have a file with thousands of pictures of random Asian men on my computer and it takes over an hour to scoot through them all to find the picture you want.
I need to drink more water
My friends are weird....like, if they can't handle my weirdness they should totally take the blame for influencing me :P

Anyway, I'm going to go to bed now because I want to read a bit and meditate on things.

MANY SENDINGS OF LOVE ACROSS THE PLANET THAT WE LIVE UPON!!!

From Min

P.S. I have decided to spend AT LEAST 20 mins on the exercise bike everyday and start doing sit ups again.

I used to be able to do 50 a day, but then one day I overdid it and vomited and it put me off!

OK

NIGHT!

“Since the invention of the kiss, there have only been five kisses that were rated the most passionate, the most pure. This one left them all behind.”

Hold my Hand Like it's the First Time

I'm reeeeeallllly craving a good old tweet spam, but this poopoo connection is not having any of it, so I'm just going to have to do without.... T____T

I felt so weird last night, like my brain wasn't fresh?? I really don't know how do describle it. Recently, my mind has been really active and free. It's like my mind had blurry vision and then someone gave it a pair of glasses and suddenly everything was clear.

Well last night it was slightly blurry again...or maybe not blurry, but tired, very tired. I'm not saying it wasn't unpleasant, but I just don't want everything to go foggy again, because I love simple and clean vision.

SIMPLE AND CLEAN LIKE THE WAY YOU ARE MAKKING ME FEEEEEEEL TONIGHTTT ~

Sorry, I really like that song - Simple and Clean, by Utada Hikaru, From the Kingdom Hearts OST - ITS LUSH BAYBEH!

You know what other Utada Hikaru song I love??? First Love. It's just T____T It was the intro song to one of my favourite J drama's 'Majo no Jouken' aka 'Forbidden Love', which is basically about a 26 year old teacher who has an affair with one of her 17 year old students even though she is engaged and then he gets her pregnant and then her fiancée gets mad and sleeps with her work colleague who always had a crush on him.

*breathes*

Yeah, it sounds totally sordid, but it's really sweet and amazing and well made, trust me - and if I had a student who looked liked Hideaki Takizawa I wouldn't hesitate to have an affair with him.

I MEAN COME ON!!! HE WAS THE PERSON THEY MODELED FINAL FANTASY X 'TIDUS' AFTER.

IT WOULD BE LIKE HAVING TIDUS AS YOUR BOYFRIEND AND FATHER OF YOUR CHILD.

Which is weird for me because I have always felt motherly towards Tidus..... :/

SO today I rushed my bath and taking Sam out because I had to be somewhere for 2:15...and I hate any sort of rushing, it's my one weakness.

Anyway, apparently I rushed too much, because I'd done all my chores and shizz and still had 45 mins to spare before I had to go out. So I just started watching 'Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging' with Sarah...which is a teen flick, not a tutorial video on what underwear to wear when you are kissing Scottish guys...anyway, it was getting to the funniest part when I had to leave and I was like ...

WHOA! ITS ABSOLUTELY PIDDLING IT DOWN OUTSIDE! Seriously, the weather keeps acting like April instead of February and all the birds and animals are getting all giddy and making nests and stuff and I'm scared the winter weather will come back randomly and kill the joy and all the early baby birds.

Oh yeah...so I had to leave the movie, and I accepted this sad thing and went out to catch my bus. I got to the place on time and handed in my form and was sent to the waiting room to sit with these other people. There was this really unsavoury guy sat next to me and I kept my hand in my pocket to hold my phone just in case he tried to nick it, but he didn't have time to because I heard my name being called.

'Michelle Davies?'

I looked up and saw this woman.

'Yes?'

'Umm, Michelle, actually, you don't have to be here today...your appointment is next week...'

'...Oh...right...next week'

I felt so duh-brained...I spent £4.20 to get a bus there....I COULD HAVE BOUGHT A DVD WITH THAT!!!!

The lady looked sympathetically at me and said,

'Well at least we know you get to your appointments on time now.'

'Yes'

I thought,

'You go ahead and have peace of mind about my punctuality, while stand here looking like a stupid goose thinking about how I could have been at home overdosing on tea and chick flicks.'

I just muttered a thank you and gave a goofy smile then proceeded to leave the building at full speed so I wouldn't miss the next possible bus home.

THEN that guy who I was sat next to came running behind me and bumped into me and I though he was going to mug me or something terrible, but actually he was just running for a taxi...I still felt in my pocket to see if my phone was still there though.

Actually, it wasn't MY phone. I had to borrow Sarah's because I left mine at grandmas Yesterday and I wont get it back until next week.

I can't even send a message to my Valentine, it's so sad T___T

It's my friend. We were walking through Tescos the other day and she saw all the flowers and cards and teddies and love hearts and shizzle and was like,

'OH I FORGOT ABOUT VALENTINES DAY!'

and I was like,

'E, will you be my Valentine?'

and she was like,

'Will you be mine?'

and I was like,

'Ch'yeah man!'

but now I can't text her with my love!!! I guess I will just have to spam up her FB wall...I enjoy spamming FB walls.

I just had this amazing thought. Wouldn't it be awesome if you got some of the most top and popular dance tunes and then transposed the music to be able to be played by real instruments in an orchestra and then had a proper concert in the Royal Albert Hall...I can't describe how lush it would sound...PROPER LUSH!

LOLLLLLL I just got a Valentines reply from my friend on FB - She's talking to me as if I'm Jesus again. Oh my friends are insane XD

I want to start doing my art work again. I've been putting it off for months now and I don't want to get too rusty...it can be so depressing when you go back to drawing and have to do millions of exercises to get the flow back.

I'm just trying to remember when Pancake Day is...I know it always falls on a Tuesday - it's real name is Shrove Tuesday. I guess it's a Christian holiday, but heck...everyone likes an excuse to make and eat pancakes all day. It's amazing how many different kinds of meals you can make pancakes. THEY ARE AMAZING!

GAD all this talk of pancakes is making me starving, but I can't eat yet because I'm making cupcakes later and I know I'm going to eat half of the cake mix so I have to decrease my intake of fat now so It wont add up when I go into glutton mode later on, *sigh* life.

I want to watch anime now and if I can't do that I will just put a DVD on and crochet while listening to the movie without even looking at the TV and if I can't do that then I will search for a gorgeous head shot of bi rain - but he has to be facing the left. Then I will draw that picture - draw the hell out of it.

Have a good evening younglings

*checks to see if twitter works yet*

OH MA LOVELY GOD!!! IT WORKS!!!! THANKYOUUUUUUUUUU!!!! *leaps around*

Bye folks *HUGG AND KIISSSSUUUUUUUU*

Love Minnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

V

Its the day of love and corny things - well in my part of the world it is and since I have no Romeo to make merry with, the only thing I can do is shower affection on the masses - V day is my excuse to behave in an exceptionally adoring way towards every animate and inanimate object that comes within range of any of my six senses (yes, six).

...which is something I do pretty much every day of the year, but meh, I have to make the most of today. You never know, I may end up with a Valentines day hating miser and won't be able to abuse the occasion anyway, so I might as well make the most of it while I am single (which will probably be my whole life with the way I go about things).

My reasoning is insane.

SO TODAY!!

It is Monday now, but I woke up when it was Sunday and we went down to Manchester to go to church, which is the norm now. Church was pretty quiet actually...last week it was like a zoo. It was nice though, I got to see my friend who is getting married. She showed me her designs for the wedding rings, which are apparently in the process of being made and then she ordered me to buy two dresses - one for the bridal shower and the other for the wedding. I then gave her strict instructions that I want front and centre seats on the special day, because I want to take embarrassing kissing pictures.

Something is bugging me...why are VIP's complaining about the Big Bang comeback being a mini album??? As far as I remember all Big Bangs Korean comebacks have started with a mini album followed by a full album. Chill dudes. Enjoy the amazingness that is the 5 gorgeous young men performing all together. Haru Haru and Lies and Last Farewell were ALL on mini albums...I know...cus I have them :P

ALL BIG BANGS MINI ALBUMS ARE SEXY!!! I actually listen to them more than their full albums!!!!!

....even though I still ADORE the full albums don't get me wrong.

*sigh* I LOVE BIG BANG!!!

You know what else I love?

Sammy, the colour green, my dvd collection, YJ, Mico, Zaty eonnie, Lily, Jen, Annie, Jae, Rina eonnie, superheroes, cinnamon grahams, pizza, baby animals, curry, blogging, beautiful people, beaches, nice dreams, ice cream, marshmallows, candles, new shoes, nice letters, book shops, fast food, milkshake, drawing, reading, exercising, breathing, new sensations, vegetables, star wars, ralph lauren perfume, new makeup, cars, manchester united, brown eyes, surround sound, Final Fantasy, clean jeans, hugs, new beginnings, spring, Monkey D. Luffy, Narnia, big cardboard boxes.

SMILES - so please smile, because I'm not the only one who loves them...

I have so much more that I love, but its four minutes past 1 am and I think my sister will be getting mad because I type incredibly loud.

YJ just said it best

'We have been celebrating love since ever.'

YUP! And today is no different!

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

From Minnie, who is very much in love with pretty much everything, but especially something.

It's a Wonderful Life

I just finished watching the movie adaptation of 'Charlottes Web' it never fails to bring tears to my eyes. It's such a meaningful story...the book made me cry too.

I'm a bit of a cry baby when it comes to fiction...but when real life comes I'm less emotionful. I guess it's because I expect death and imperfection in real life, but it's heartbreaking when it comes in the fictional world.

I looooveee good quality fiction. It saddens me that there is so much rubbish on the shelves, filling the minds of the masses with putrid gas. I can handle shallow crap in the movies, because that is what is expected from Hollywood...but not in books - books are special.

Anyway, if you've never read 'Charlottes Web' or seen the movie, you should. It's a very beautiful story showing how special everyone is no matter who they are - something that I believe in very strongly. Everybody should know how important they are.

hahaha, my dog it sat next to me by the sofa and he keeps putting his nose underneath my laptop and pushing it up off my lap. Attention seeker much??? lmao

All he wants is to get up on the sofa so he can be comfy...so I let him muahahah.

Mum just said to me,

'Oh Minnie, he is terribly spoiled that dog.'

but it's her sofa and I don't see her telling him to get off - so her statement is completely true. He is spoiled. By EVERY SINGLE person in the house. He is such an adorable creature that we cannot help it. Well I guess someone has to be the baby...and Sarah is WAY too tall to get away with that shizz now.

I woke up at 1pm today. I came downstairs thinking it was 10am at the latest and walked into the study looking like a decayed mangled chicken. Then Sarah informed me that the webcam was on. I have no idea if the person saw me, but if I were him, I would have been hella scared seeing this unbathed zombie with a face of hair and PJ's that did not match walk into the room.

Then Sarah informed me that it was actually early afternoon and I thought,

'Oh crap, I slept for 12 straight hours.'

Unfortunately for me, I am one of those people who gets headaches when I sleep in. The latest I can go is maybe 11am at a stretch. So I battled a pain in the head throughout today and it only just went away a little while ago. It may have something to do with my wisdom teeth though...they seem to have decided to have a little grow today. You know, just to add to my discomfort.

Hmmmm, a fresh cup of tea would be so wonderful right now, I'm feeling the need. brb for a few moments while I just feed my addiction.

*SIGH* that is MILLIONS better.

The other day me and my triplets were talking about how when I get married I should have at least 10 children so I would be able to populate the world with VIPs...then YJ eonnie compared my future child-bearing self to a cannon...which honestly I haven't been able to stop laughing about for like 2 days straight, she is so funny.

Not that I am against having a million children or whatever, because I really don't mind - but I can't be the only one. There needs to be an elite group of VIP's who make a vow to have 10 children each to further the cause LMAO.

I actually have a friend who wants 11 kids because her hubby desires a family football team LOL. She's due to have child number two in April so at 23 years old she's full steam ahead towards that goal. She's pretty freakin awesome to be honest. I can't help being in awe.

I should probably go to sleep soon! Gots to be up early to head to Manchester tomorrow....don't know what to think about that...at least I can congratulate my friend in person on her upcoming nuptials if nothing else.

Speaking of Manchester. The Derby was on today and it was pretty awesome! I was in the bath most of the time it was on (I tend to daydream in the bath and lose track of time) but I caught the last 25 minutes of the game. It was SO intense, especially the four minutes of stoppage time. Man U won though, and the lesser team of Manchester went away with NOTHING! I don't like to boast but I just want to say this...

MILLIONS OF POINTS AHEAD OF ARSENAL WITH A GAME IN HAND!!! HELL. YES!

There are some douche-bags on FB who can't handle the glory of Manchester United and they really get me annoyed...I'm am trying to ignore it and restrain myself from making comments that will make them feel small and insignificant because I believe everyone should know how special they are...but these people are just so dsfhsjdhgf!!!

*sigh*

Anyway, Rooney made this spectacular goal....it was a sensational bicycle kick...I just wanted the highlights clip to replay it, it was like poetry in motion.

The goal Man City got was sooo weird. This one guy kicked the ball and it ricocheted off this other guys bum and landed in the goal. I was highly amused by this moment.

ANNNNYHOOOOO!!!!

Enough of my babbling, I have to get ma beauty sleep (like seriously, I've had this attack of the spots since I came back home and I hate my face looking as if it had been pecked by a savage duck SOMETHING MUST BE DONE!)

I also REALLY want to buy the Ralph Lauren Perfume, it smells like the ocean rushing up the beach on a beautiful clear summers day...It smells like my heaven.

Goodnight Lovelies and darlings,

Love Min

P.S. VIP's who want a chance to win Taeyang shizzle check the following link out :D

http://kpopmotion.com/taeyangcontest/

Hope you win :D :D :D

P.P.S. 'It's a Wonderful Life' is one of the best movies ever made. You should watch it. YOU ARE SPECIAL!

P.P.P.S. If you buy me Ralph Lauren perfume I will definitely love you forever :P

Just Kidding (a bit)

Night!!!

Musings

I'm so flipping shattered, it's been quite a long day.

It's funny how some days seem long and some days seems short and yet they all have the exact same amount of time n each one.

The human mind is a trickster.

I got some weird texts today,

One said,

'Bum off! :) wahaha X x'

And another said,

'You homosexual'

Which once again proves that I keep incredibly strange company. I must add, that one of those texts was from my sister, I will leave you to guess which one it was.

It's my mums birthday today, so yesterday me and Sarah went to town to buy her a present and card and shizz.

WELL, it just so happened that we passed by HMV. So I made the suggestion that it would be,

'Nice to have a little look around'

Knowing full well that HMV is a place of HUGE temptation for myself. I can resist many things, but the one place that I am SURE to fall is HMV.

That land flowing with so many goodies I can't even!

Anyway, I was quite restrained at first and there was one point where I actually thought we would make it out of the shop without actually buying anything (what a complete joke).

In the end I purchased the first series of 'Lark Rise to Candleford' which is a completely amazing period drama based on true stories. It was £18 and now I am broke.

I had a choice between 'Arrested Development series 2' and the one I bought. I made my decision based on the fact that me and Sarah are the only ones in the house who like to watch 'Arrested Development' (the best American comedy that was ever invented ever - it has cousins who love each other, so obviously it's a winner for me - I am SO weird) whereas Mum and Dad also enjoy watching 'Lark rise'...so I was noble and bought the one we all would like.

Which brings me to today - today, I finished watching the whole box set and I watched 75% of it by myself. It took most of last night and all of this morning, but I managed it, because I am a boss at watching DVD's.

You know what else was weird about yesterday? My sister slept for 19 hours.

Now that is some crazy shizz!

LMAO, you should see me now, I'm so freaking tired. I'm wearing this baggy black top and some mens sweatpants, which are HUGE on me because I have the shortest legs in the world.

I have my quilt next to me. I've been working on it bit by bit today. It looks very preeeettty and I can tell you now its WARM as toast. And I mean like hot crispy toast that has just popped, not the kind that has been left in the toaster all day and is chewy and shizz. It covers my whole lap now, I feel so proud of it!!!

I will take a picture later (if I remember)

My laptop scared me to death today, It keeps saying the hard disk is corrupted and I should back up my files because the computer may blow up any moment.

Well I backed up my laptop the end of last year and I really have no need to do that arduous task again so I'm just waiting for whatever happens.

I really don't know what it means when things go wrong though. I'm completely noob when it comes to deep and meaningful computery things...but then, my computer started refusing to start up earlier and I was like T____T

'This is it, my darling Kevin is finally saying goodbye to me!'

...it was actually quite an emotional moment for me, because Kevin has been my portal of love to many people and I am so grateful...ANYWAY! The computer thingy told me that it would never start up ever ever again and I would have to call the manufacturers and shizz and blah and loads of stuff that I don't understand and then it just turned off by itself and I was all DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

So I waited for a bit and watched Kev Jumba on the PC, who by the way, is growing more and more attractive every day, it's amazing!!

THEN after a short while I turned my lappy back on and it WORKED!!! (for now anyway)

but it is a great concern, what will I do when Kevin kicks the bucket? It's horrible to even think about.

I feel so sticky...just thought I'd tell everyone *sigh*

I think we will probably go out tomorrow for a meal and maybe to the cinema. Mum wants to go to see 'The Kings Speech' which I have already seen, but it's her birthday and it was a good movie so I don't mind at all. Colin Firth is such a babe too...even if he is old. since when does age matter when you have perfected Mr Darcy.

Colin Firth was the PERFECT Mr Darcy...if you haven't seen the 1996 BBC production of Pride and Prejudice, you haven't actually lived...don't talk to me about the Keira Knightly + Matthew Mcfayden version either - the only good thing about that version was Simon Woods (who I loved for a long time and then discovered he was gay and was so sad) and the cinematography...the girl who played Jane wasn't bad either.

Keira Knightley was SO wrong for the part though....they probably only cast her as Lizzie because she was the most popular young British actress at the time.

so yes! Avoid the movie and watch the TV series version!!!....if you like that sort of thing of course, I know some people don't (STRANGE PEOPLE).

Oh yeah, I was talking about tomorrow wasn't I? I GET SO SIDE TRACKED!

I don't know what the rest of tomorrow will bring so I've just decided to welcome it with a smile...

You know, I think Taylor Swift is adorable.

I also think Joo Ji Hoon is incredibly beautiful.

I also CRAVE a decent email or SOMETHING!

I saw these LUSH postcards at a shop the other day and though how nice it would be to send one to all my lovelies. They were the best postcards in the whole wide world, but rather pricey so I thought I'd look on the website and order a million of at a much cheaper price than it would be individually...the only problem is, I can't seem to find the website, so I will have to go back and just buy them anyway...I might as well pick up 'Arrested Development season 2' while I'm at it.

I was just thinking about the upcoming Valentines day and how so many people have these lists of ideal things they want to happen...when if it was real love they would be thinking what they could give to the other person...there is joy in giving

I personally, have no problem with Valentines Day...why should I? It's fun isn't it? If you dislike it you are either severely in need of a relationship or a despot.

It becomes an issue when people take it too seriously...like as if it's your wedding day or some sort of cult initiation, its just fun.

I myself can't resist any opportunity to express my affection to my loved ones...though I've only once ever confessed affection to a person in that 'special way'...and it wasn't on Valentines Day and it was practically forced from me...though to this day, I have no idea why...but I don't like to think about it a lot mainly because it reminds me that I would still, metaphorically speaking, throw myself off a cliff for that person and how my feelings are like flipping bulldogs with locked jaws....which is humorous from one perspective, but quite painful from another.

Distractions are most welcome, if you are me.

It's almost 1am...my parents mentioned washing the dishes, but if they think I am going to attempt that at this time they don't know me at all...I shall do them tomorrow and they will be sparkling like new.

SO TIRED!!!

Goodnight Lovelies

Minnie

Changes and Not-so-Changes

Music: Shuffled playlist of GTOP & VVIP through the speakers
Location: Lounging on the sofa
Activities: Crocheting my quilt, blogging, and resting in sheer contentedness.

I don't know if any of you wear glasses, but sometimes they can be so psychologically teasing.

No matter how much you clean them, there are just some days when they never seem fully clean. You can just see smudges all the time. It's quite horrendous.

It's times like these when I miss wearing contact lenses so much. There is such a freedom with contacts. It's lovely to have an unframed world.

I've had an excellent day! I could actually go on about the things that could have made today better, but I'm just not in a negative mood, I have too much to be glad about...it's insane.

Oh gosh, Zaty Eonnie is just amazing. Today she told me something and I'm just so amazed that I know someone like her. Its ASTOUNDING how brilliant she is. I can't even begin to describe it. She blesses me so much and I'm positive I don't deserve to be spoiled so much by her. I am so touched and grateful. T______T

I'm not over reacting either...in fact that last paragraph would be an under reaction. *sigh*

Sarah and I were just talking about how it would be our two year anniversery being at BBVIP in May. It's MAD!! I remember it seeming like forever when it was our 6 month anniversary. We all had an sbox party and all watched Big Bang's Stand Up concert together. If I remember correctly, YJ eonnie came to the sbox party with Kim Hyun Joong and GD came with someone else, but then I stole him and hid in a wardrobe with him.

Yep...we are a wild bunch at BBVIP. We are crazy. We are not entirely legal. And we inbreed an awful lot - but we love each other so much.

I think it's quite wondrous actually, that so many different people with different backgrounds and religions and personal opinions could become so close...and a lot of us haven't even met yet...though I sometimes forget we haven't met.

I honestly know these people better than most of my family members...like yesterday, I found out my cousin had a baby called Alexander a few weeks ago...how could I not even know my cousin had a baby??!?!? And last year I only found out my other cousin was pregnant when she was like 6 months into her pregnancy...the little girl was born in November and I've not seen it yet.

Wow, I'm a bad cousin LOL, but actually. They don't bother with us either, it's actually a really weak relationship we have...even though when we are all together we get along quite well.

I'm pretty sure this new little boy 'Alexander' was named after Alex Ferguson. LMAO...I'm actually serious, all the Davies children were weaned on the glory of Manchester United. It's like a huge issue with us. If my dad wasn't Christian he would totally worship Manchester United. I'm not even kidding.

I've been so happy all today, I feel like a crazy person, but slowly sleepiness is coming over me and I get easily irritated when I'm sleepy. I'm trying my best not to say anything nasty all though I have let a few things slip like:

Sarah:

'Minnie, don't let dad wash the dishes.'

Me:

'Why? He isn't old yet.'

How awful, poor daddy.

and then!

Sarah asked me to read something aloud to her while she rode on the exercise bike and I just gave her a straight

'No'

which is not like me at all. I find it hard to say no. I rarely ever say no...the person I say no to the most is my mum.

Gosh. 'Obsession' by G Dragon is such a hot song. I will never get over how lush he is. I could listen to his voice all day...it's such an addictive voice. I LOVE the way he says words!!! *sigh* What a babe.

He uses English, Spanish and Korean in one song...I just can't even.

I'm SOOOO excited for the come back of Big Bang. I was talking to my mum today about them and she was like

'Awww, why don't you buy all your friends something to do with Big Bang, it will be nice if you could send them something.'

I was like *jaw drop*

When I get a wage it will be the first thing I do LMAO...I have two years worth of birthdays and Christmas presents to catch up with, but, honestly, money couldn't even buy what I would want to give...If only I could give someone the universe...I guess for now, until I get a job, they will have to accept my love instead ahaha, but I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!!! wadhasjhdkjahsdkjhaskdjhkajshdkjahsdkjqowyeiuawweyiu!!!

So! The high points of the day were (in no particular order)

1. Talking to my triplets all together after what seems like A MILLION YEARS!
2. Zaty and her beautiful heart :')
3. Chatting with Mico on an msn call! I missed his face!
4. Thoroughly enjoying working on my quilt
5. Coming home to the joyful welcome of my dog...he's so beautiful
6. Getting a call from my beloved dongsaeng Leslie
7. Missing a call from Elspeth because I was at Bible study, but feeling so glad that she called because she is just so LUSH (she is the first person I heard use the word 'Lush' for that point alone she should be honoured by the Queen.)
8. The weird look I got from people at Bible study when I said that 'King David was a pretty boy' It was a priceless moment, but it says in the Bible that he was 'ruddy and withal of a beautiful countenance, and a goodly to look to.' which pretty much means 'Freaking hot' in modern terminology. I know what I'm talkin' about man!!!

The low points of today were -

1. My irritable behavior when feeling sleepy
2. Being very VERY stubborn about a certain issue

You know what? All the low points were because of personal failure and bad feelings.

I'm really trying to become a better person this year - it's hard though, when I am set in my ways.

This time last year I was discovering a few things about myself that surprised me, I think I have progressed a lot since then...you know what?!?!?! I will link my blog post I wrote this time last year and see what was happening XDD should be funny.

http://pleasewillyoodistractme.blogspot.com/2010/02/puppet-when-will-i-become-real-girl.html

Hmmm, after reading that I'd say that my life has improved vastly and that I am a much happier being

but then...

http://pleasewillyoodistractme.blogspot.com/2010/02/waiting-pays-sometimes.html

Some things will NEVER never change hahaha. Oh Lord, my life XD

Goodnight lovelies!!!! Have a day to remember!

Love Minnie