The Best Thing

So, I finally have settled down to write a blog...after nearly two days.

To be honest I had a lot to say yesterday, but I was too tired...and well, YJ and I were spamming to page 100 on the spam thread XD

Yesterday was good, mum and dad have run off to the other end of the country, so Sarah and I decided to go see Iron Man 2 .... it was so much fun...and like explosive and aweugqbej and all that, but I wont go into detail because, I know people haven't seen it yet and I don't want to spoil the magic :)

Robert Downey JNR is so wqeuijkbwemqwelkqwe. And his eyes are weiugwhebrew. omg his eyes.

but yeah, when I first heard they were making an Iron Man movie I was like...ahhh this time I wont be able to have a crush on Tony Stark because he has a beard.

How wrong was I??

I have a slightly different opinion on the bearded ones now...but they have to be the exception. None of this disgusting 15 year old facial fluff or MAssive tree coming out of chin stuff....like the otherday I saw this girl with her boyfriend and he had THEE most enormous beard EVER...Its like she would have to take hedge clippers to that thing before she could even kiss him....how on earth was she attracted to him when she couldn't see his face??

I don't understand her at all...but then I don't seem to understand a lot of things these days...

Like how I come across as insincere?? When did that happen?

Whats wrong with saying something if you mean it anyway?

Just because some people are liars doesn't mean everyone is.

I just don't understand....

Anyway, life goes on - whether people decide to believe you or not....you always know what you mean and what you don't mean...

My SAL poster came today, but there was a severe lacking in DVDs...and kind of a bit annoyed at our postman because he gave me such a dirty look the other day. I was soooo tempted to let the dog off the lead. Sam was all ready to eat him at that time anyway.

Yesterday we went into HMV and got some dvds

The Road to El Dorado (cartoon one with great soundtrack XD)

Emma (qwieugkqbewhqwhkj I always get emotional at the end when he FINALLY asks her to marry him after like ages of saying they were like brother and sister - YOU ARE NOT BROTHER AND SISTER OK? *breathes*)

The Moonspinners (because we'd never seen the beginning of this movie XD so we bought it)

AND

The whole series one of MERLIN!!! ( we were watching it tonight, its soooo good. I loved the episode where Merlin tells Arthur something and Arthur doesn't believe him and then it turns out Merlin was right and Arthur Apologizes - because if Merlin is a coin there is always another side and that side is Arthur - Why would Merlin lie to Arthur?? Its like incredible!!!! Lying to Arthur would be like lying to himself!!! Arthur is so silly sometimes...but he gets the clue in the end, I hope)

Ugh, I have an email - I hate emails...

Ohhh and I hate posers toooo, like those guys on FB who say 'just off to do some benchpresses' or 'I love how ripped I am'

Yes...both those statuses I have seen on FB this week.

Its so pathetic...

Oooo the email was a report from BBVIP!!!! A spam bot has been spamming!!! MUST DELETE!!!

Which reminds me!!!

Its BBVIPS 1 year anniversary tomorrow...Isn't that wonderful??? OOO its now 12:30 so I guess the BBVIPVERSARY is TODAY!!! *celebrates*

Actually it will be my one year anniversary there on the 2nd of May and actually it will be most people's then too.

Its a beautiful Milestone...

I'm grateful to BBVIP for a lot of things - entertainment for one, and information on my favourite music group, opportunities to spazz (which I delight in) and a chance to be in a different environment (I never joined a forum before this one)

but most of all I'm grateful for the people I've met there. It seems like an age ago since the first time I spoke on the sbox and started talking with everyone...and then, calling across the room to my sister and telling her to join this forum cos it was so much fun.

It just seems like ages ago and yet, not long enough...I wish I'd met you guys years ago, just so I could have known you longer.

I'm so happy that we have remained friends for a year and I hope it will continue for MUCH MUCH longer...with or without BBVIP because I think its the friends there that make it so attractive....I know that if it weren't for the people, I would never have been active there.

It was never the magic of the forum, but it was the magic of the people.

I am a great believer of 'things happen for a reason' so there is a reason we all met on BBVIP...it was because we were meant to meet.

I'm just so glad that I am a part of it.

We always said we were a family right from the start. I'm so happy to see we have become one.

Its lush having friends like you and I sincerely wish I can one day give you a hug and tell you I love you for being so wqeougiyqhewbqikl without having to put exclamation marks at the end and writing it in caps.

Thank you guys, for making my day everyday.

From Minnie

P.S. Here's to another year of *hugs and laughing and crying and fighting and cheering and spazzing and hoping for more years,

If You have Never Played FF - X Part of this Blog May Make No Sense to you at All - Apologies XD

I'm just sat here taking the word 'chillin' literally.

I deserve this.

I'm not deserving most days of the year, but today I am.

My body is slowly falling into a comatose state and soon sleep will take me without mercy.

I feel like somehow the road in front of me just got a little clearer.

Its warm today. The first day of the year where I've kept my skylight open for the whole day.

I just closed it now so no creatures of the night come inside the bedroom.

Personally, I'm not scared of the flying night creatures, but my sister has fears of moths and daddy long-legs.

Mum and dad are going to Cornwall for three days tomorrow. So we will be alone. At this very moment all I want to do is sleep, but I suppose I will have to make plans. I love house-sitting.

If you need someone to take care of your house I will happily do it...especially if you have a wireless connection haha.

Today has been sooooo goood. I had a nice lie in this morning (sooo glad I decided to finish my work last night and not wait until he next day). Then I printed off my work and put it in folders ready to take to uni later to be bound and handed in. I love it when somehow the mess that is my work ends up looking neat.

Just like how I love when I play RPG games and I beat monsters or baddies I have no right in beating, because I havn't been bothered to spend time levelling up...and all my gamer friends hate me for it MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Don't hate my awesome tactic skillz losers!!!!

I say first time playing a game - rush through it for the storyline Second time, play it perfect....I'm always serious the second time round.

Though I do turn down the music when boss battles come because it always scares me.

Like when you fight lady Yunalesca in FF-X, THAT WOMAN IS SCARY!!! ESPECIALLY WHEN THAT BIG HEAD WITH THE TENTACLES COMES!!! I always have to have someone there for moral support!!! Its so scary!!! I just sort of close my eyes and bash at the buttons. Or I get Anima and punch the living daylights out of her.

Of course all fear goes away when she hits Tidus.

When I play a game I always adopt someone, but Tidus was special...he was the child I had to protect...you do not hit Tidus...if you do, I will hit you and kill you until you die and then I will cast zombie on you and then give you a phoenix down and then laugh because I totally pwned you, you freaking bumfaced donkey!!!!

LOLLLLLLLLL, I just googled Lady Yunalesca and a picture of Jose Mourinho popped up. Made me laugh....who tagged Jose as a scantily clad lady???

You know what always freaks me out? The music in Kingdom Hearts when you are at Hollow Bastian....that is one freaking creepy place. Whenever I play that I always have to turn the volume down on the TV and put the radio on or something. I always get scared there. Its terrible.

Today I got an email from yesasia saying my SAL album and ELT DVD had been shipped.

I was like all woooo and giggling to myself because I preordered ELT ages ago and kept it a secret from Sarah, because I wanted it as a suprise. Anyway this afternoon I was all like -

'SAL album got shipped today Sarah.'

She was like,

'oh cool'

and I smirked and said,

'Theres something else too, but it's a suprise.'

Sarah looked at me,

'I know it's ELT, you told me ages ago.'

You mean after all this time, thinking I'd actually kept this awesome secret...she knew???

I can't even remember telling her...but knowing my past history of keeping secrets...it's probably true....or rather, not secrets...but keeping suprises..

What a fail haha.

BTW sorry eonnie about earlier...straight from getting some money, my friends mum came to pick me up so we could go to uni and hand in our projects.

I'm sorry for the verrryyy long BRB :(

We'll talk later ne?

Sbox is always boring at this time of night when my family aren't there.

Speaking of family, Mico where are you hiding?? Ive not spoken with you in days!!! Imma try and do the radio either tomorrow or Friday...just a heads up :D

Ahhhh how nice, Ive left messages for my triplets in my blog haha.

OOO 11:11!!!!!!!!!!!

I could really use a coffee right now.

LOL at my mum finding something to shout at Sarah about so she can kick her off the PC and go on it herself....I hate it when she does that.

Why can't she just say get off??

Its easier than shouting.

I can't stand un-needed shouting...especially when I'm tired.

Ah anyway, Imma finish this episode of Hotaru no Hikari and then go get some well deserved sleeps....(yayyy I can watch dramas again now my project is finished, LUSHNESS).

I love Manager and Amimiya in Hotaru no Hikari...the way they argue is just so cute auhjbqwnmeqiw....this is like my third time watching this drama. Its LUSH, I recommend!!!

Laters to you gorgeous ones who read this.

I love youuu

From Minnie

Close your eyes, let your spirit start to soar - and you'll live as you've never lived before.

So, this is the last day I will ever work on my dissertation.

I'm listening to The Phantom of the Opera Soundtrack, because its quite motivating and epic...organ music is freaking lush. LOL when I said organ I thought of like a heart or a pair of lungs...could they even make music??? ^ ^

So yeah, I'm quite pleased with myself that I actually started to work before midday. Ahh, but time flies when you don't want it to. I'm supposed to write 8000 words, but honestly, I doubt I can write that much on the subject. I think 5000 is the most I can get to.

I will be quite happy If I get past 5000.

Anyway I'm having a coffee break now. Did you know that if you study without having a break.....you die?

*nods seriously*

'If you ever find a moment, spare a thought for me..'

AWWWW

'There will never be a day when I wont think of you.'

AWWWWW, the lyrics in the musical are sooo sweet. I'm getting all qkwgyuwekuiqweevgwjheu.

'Father once spoke of an angel I used to dream he'd appear.
Now as I sing I can sense him, and I know he's here.'

*shivers* its so tingly and mysterious.

LOLLL

'Flattering child you shall know me...see why in shadow I hide
Look at your face in the mirror I am there inside.....'

QWEGWJBLEKQEJKLEWPOIUQWHEPUGOQWIELH£JQEWIUQIHEPLHQWEIJKE

The Phantom is such a stalker sexy person!!!! weryjhbweoriwjlkemr

rofl, I completely apologize, for my ridiculous spazzing, but its such a sexy musical. Maybe I should have refrained from listening to this soundtrack...it makes me go all weird.

I'm just thinking. This time tomorrow!! I will be free!!! Free from dissertation!! It seriously is the biggest hurdle I have in front of me. I will feel so released when Ive handed this in.

This is the project that all these years of studying have led up to. Exams are nothing compared with this.

Floating, falling, sweet intoxication
Touch me, trust me, savour each sensation
Let the dream begin, let your darker side give in
To the power of the music that I write
The power of the music of the night

O.O LOLLLLL I love these lyrics...they are so suggestive.

Christine is so dumb, he's so obviously not just talking about music.

Ok I'm going to make a list of the things I have to do after this dissertation in handed in.

1. Go see Iron Man 2
2. Do the Animal Welfare essay and presentation (bleh)
4. Go for my passport interview (when then the passport office have finally processed my application those lazy bums)
5.qwiue8futqgwjvefyqgiew MY FAVE SONG TTT___TTT ALL I ASK OF YOU WEORLJWNEKRIWELRKNWEJRHWIELNKR>EWMROJWENKR>

*cough* no that wasn't part of my list.

6. Do my exams at the end of May...BLEH!!!!

7. BASK IN MY FREEDOM

Yeah that is all I got.

This song is so beautiful....TT____TT

You are not a real girl if you wouldn't want someone to say this to you...I would suspect you of being a robot...or a transvestite.

Sorry I'm still spazzing about All I Ask of You *shuts up*

'Say You love me ~ You know I do
Love me thats all I ask of you.'

Ok Imma shut up for reals about it now...I promise :D

My head is a bit dizzy, I think I need more coffee.

Awww I thought I was loved on FB because I had like 5 alerts, but then I'd just been tagged in a photo and someone is having a convo on it.

LOL, Im not really serious about the whole FB alert thing. OMG lol I just jumped, because the song was really soft and nice and then the phantom just started screaming.

*breathes*

aWEGOURLJKWEJR

I just opened the sbox to have a peep at what was happening and it was 11:11 :D

How sad of me, getting excited about that...

*wishes*

Nobody else noticed though :kekeke:

I didn't say anything. I'm being ninja.

Oh my immaturity *collapses*

I better get back to the grindstone D:

Love From Min

Freedom is in sight :)

'Wishing you were somehow here again

Wishing you were somehow near

Sometimes it seemed if I just dreamed

Somehow you would be there

Wishing I could hear your voice again

Knowing that I never would

Dreaming that you'd help me to do

All that you dreamed I could'

Lets Forget the World and Just Lie Here

You know when you have a mental block stopping you from doing something?

Like you say something has to happen before you continue with life?

That's happening to me right now.

Sort of waiting for something to happen so I will suddenly find motivation to finish the massive essay I have to complete by Wednesday.

Where did my inspiration go? It seems to have vanished.

I'm having a weird mood recently. Not depressed though...not this time.

More like I'm so high all the time I just can't concentrate.

My brain is literally

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God I love doing that, its so soothing, lol. I was just saying to YJ eonnie today, its like releasing energy through your hands....but that's completely off the point. And the point is?

Oh yeah, I feel bored and unfulfilled by my uni work!!!

:D YAYYYY I said it!!!

Which wasn't hard for me at all. In fact, I say it all the time!!!

OOO I'm starting to feel that giving up sensation again!!! Noooo I need more caffeine, but I think its ripping my gut to shreds. I always get premier league acid stomach ache when I'm stressed. Arghhh, *tears hair out*

I really want to be in a stress free environment.

Like in the song Chasing Cars - I want to be there.

'If I just lay, If I just lay here.

Will you lie with me and just forget the world.'

That sounds so tempting right now.

The first time I heard that song was when I was watching fan made videos of The Notebook because everyone was spazzing about it and I wanted to know what it was about and the video with Chasing Cars is the one that made me fall in love :D

Imma try and find that video

wqerugewkjnr,wl I FOUND IT!!!



Awwwww I remember when I lay in the middle of the road like that at 1am in the morning....and then got grounded for coming home three hours later than I was supposed to.

Happy Times

But that is over now...ON TO THE MAIN EVENT!!!!! loll, I think Im delirious.

Gah makes me want to fish out My Notebook dvd from the pile of dvds I have not bothered to re-shelf yet and have a good cry.

There are so many quotable quotes in that movie, but my fave is when Noah says -

'If you're a bird I'm a bird.'

Because its so nice when guys refer to themselves as avians.

Which reminds me!!! When I was little I thought the word Noah was another word for flegm.... O.O

I have no Idea why I thought that, because Noah doesn't mean flegm!!!

He's the man who built the Ark haha

Ew, I have an email.

I have a growing fear of emails ever since I started uni....because my tutor is like a STALKER!!!!!

I never get nice email's...just weird ones.

I used to correspond with emails all the time with my friend Sophia. She used to tell me about this guy she liked at school and I thought it was hilarious because he looked like Wolverine...please, Cyclops is much better.......looking.

...wow, how shallow of me.

Does't matter anyway because I like Tony Stark the best now. (don't worry superman, I will still continue to collect your merchandise)

Which reminds me.

Iron Man 2, Friday!!! YAY Sarah and I are gonna go see it as a sort of celebration for getting my project done....but we would probably go see it even if it wasn't done haha.

That man with the whip thingy in the trailer looks scary.

Its ok though because Iron Man will kick butt and there is will be like rock music in the background to set the tone. LOL

*sigh* I love action movies.

How on earth did I get from The Notebook to Iron Man 2?? Omg how do I do these things?!!! It honestly scares me.

I need a song to listen to.

My Shine a Light DVDs didn't arrive today :(

But maybe its a good thing...I can't have any more distractions...I wish I could find my inspiration though...its so irritating not having it around...no inspiration is worse than a whole hoard of distractions.

Awwww I found a poem I wrote...its sad...not title again...Im crap at titles.

What is past all this?

This uncertainty pulls me down.

The confusion and never knowing,

When will this all turn around?

Does anyone know that it hurts

With a pain that can't be felt?

Is leaving what I love,

The card that must be dealt?

Its hard to find the words

To form what I want to say.

but, I'm scared that if I speak them

You'll forever go away.

Awww poor me :(

I'm like a part time emo...who is constantly betraying all emo sensibilities by getting happy over little things like those red alerts on FB.

Which I had none of this morning...

Zaty didn't believe me when I told her that is a frequent occurence in my life.

It is though...those little red alerts are like Christmas presents at Easter time...RARE!!!!

Gah I need Caffiene pronto ish.

But I think I'll go for coffee this time...Its less acidy for me than tea.

Ugh, I really need some encouragement.

Laters my loves,

From Min

P.S. QEHQB I LOVE THE STORY OF QUEEN VICTORIA AND PRINCE ALBERT. SO ROMANTIC!!!! THEY WERE SO IN LOVE (proven by their 9 children) AND THEN WHEN HE DIED AT AGE 42 SHE MOURNED HIM FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE....it must have been so hard for her, to love someone like that and then lose them.... *sigh*

Dreams and Reality

You know when something happens during the day and you thing

'Oh wow that was hilarious I'm going to write that in my blog later.'

And then you forget?

Well, that's happened to me like 5 times today, but I will try my utmost to remember some of it.

but first I have to say something.

I just screamed to Sarah

'Make me a cup of tea'

and I just heard the kettle being turned on.

OMG, this is like a miracle!!!

She is actually making tea when I asked un such a demanding way

without even questioning, just give me a moment to bask in this miracle.


......

......

......

oo that felt good haha.


Anyway, where was I.

Oh yes, firstly my dream.

In my dream...oh by the way, I am a morning dream person...you know the kind that has their dreams just before they wake up?...but that isn't even relevant I don't know why I said it.

You don't care if I have morning or night dreams you just want to know what it was I dreamed.

Well, I was on a plane and I was really nervous because I'd never flown before. And mum was like

'Min, you'll be fine, we are only going to France it will only take a few hours.'

and I was like

'oh ok then.'

OH!! and YJ was with us too haha...I don't know why...maybe she came on our holiday to France or something. YJ didn't speak in my dream though LOL

Anyway I said to Sarah,

'Is this a dream? because usually I have dreams about flying because I've never been anywhere abroad before...are you sure this time it's real?'

and sarah was like

'Yep, its the real thing this time Min, exciting isn't it?'

....................

Lets just pause for a moment.

SARAH YOU LIAR!!! IT WAS A DREAM!!! I WAS SO CONVINCED I WAS FINALLY GOING ABROAD!!!

Why France I have no Idea...If I had a choice I wouldn't go to France at all...I would go to Korea or visit my vip family...France is way too European for my taste.

btw Sarah I forgive you for lying to me, because this is a sensational cup of tea.

...........

Anyway the plane started moving and I was like omgomgomgomgomg wgyvhjbwqiehohqwnelk
and then looked at my daddy because mum always says dad is scared on planes and holds the armrests really tight and he was doing just that

and then I look at my own arms and I am doing the exact same thing hahah.

God knows what I will be like the first time I ever fly. Most probably scared to death and be like

'ohmummydaddysarahsaveme!!!' TTTT____TTTT

Anyway, instead of taking off the plane goes on like a bus route and drops people off and picks people up...it was then I started to realize that this probably was a dream, because jumbo jets, just dont drive around residential areas.

OMG LOL my dad is shouting at the computer calling it stupid and telling it to go away...its hilarious...sorry off track again..

So yeah, the plane finally gets to the runway and is about to take off and I wake up...and I realize Sarah lied to me!!!

Then I go downstairs and dad is like

'come say morning to your old ma and pa.'

Yeah, he actually says that LOL...I know...we are a weird family.

and they start talking about this art gallery opening they went to and how the guy who owned it was there and his daughter was really embarassing.

My mum was like,

'She was all over her boyfriend right in front of her dad.'

and my dad was like

'Yeah, shes probably the reason he got drunk.'

and my mum said

'I think she had a boob job.'

and my dad said

'Yeah you should have gone near her with a needle.'

My mum,

'Why to pin her dress up higher??'

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

My dad was like

'Thats not what I meant, but yeah that too'

My parents are so funny sometimes.

Then Sam came upstairs and dad was like

'This dog stinks.'

and I shouted

'No he doesnt he's my child!!!'

and gave Sammy a big hug so he would feel loved.

Just so you know Sam is the only person I show affection too without hesitation.

In reality I find it hard to be affectionate, my mum mocks me for this frequently.

It is common knowledge, if Minnie is affectionate towards you, then you mean a lot to her.

Otherwise, she is just being courteous towards you because you are a human being.


(26/04/2010 - 12:10 AM) Jetzy 천사 ♥ - babo yojun

What is a yojun?

I hate not having a comeback. Is it like plural for girls?

He didn't answer me when I asked...surprise surprise =.=

I should have quoted the flaming sbox translation rule dammit!!!

Nevermind...have fun backpacking or whatever young man :D


Sarah made me giggle today when we were watching Absolute Boyfriend

She was like,

'This person dresses like an Indian guy'

(meaning actual Indian people, not the native americans haha)

It was so random, but I totally know what she meant ROFL

I had a story from what happened when I went to the Chinese takeaway, but I'm just so tired...I will write about it tomorrow.

My eyes are lagging naw

I think I will go to bed!!!

Two more days until the big hand in date!!! weiuryuvgweruwe

Please pray for me!!!

Love you all like qwiehqjwnmehqowbhejqweqohweqw *hugs to death*!!!!

EWQWENJQWiheuoviqwveiyqugkewjn

From Minnie *HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGG*

:D

Live Post :) :( :'(

Anyway,

YJ eonnie liked my explanantion of Sammy playing with the weight so I thought I would film him.

Sorry about the wobbling camera and my screeching in the background...I talk to Sam in a weird voice LOL



Hahah I love it when he drops it on the floor and it crashes XD

Add then I thought, ooo while Sarah hasn't stolen my webcam I might as well make a vlog too.

But I apologize in advance for this....I mumble way tooo much and look like a horse...or rather, cow



I'm so tired now. I always say that in my blogs don't I?

There is never a reason though. I barely do anything other than sit at my computer typing away, not that I mind....I wouldn't do that if I didn't like it.

I'm one of those people who likes to stay away from the things they dislike as much as possible.

Unfortunately I dislike uni work...and the result of that is major stress and stomach pains and all sorts of other horrid things like that.

But, like I was saying to mico today, I have no social life, because all my friends live at least an hour away and I'm a noob who can't drive.

I've decided it is God preparing me for long distance friendship haha.

Long distance is easy when everyone is fine.
but when your friends have a hard time and you can't hug them or
talk to them and tell them it will be ok, it hurts like hell.

Anyway Im gonna hit the hay early before my thoughts wander too much.

Goodnight, I love you,

From Min

P.S. Tony Stark, I miss you madly, keep safe for me.

Mornings

Ugh my nose is blocked!!

Smelly allergies are upon me methinks...Ugh if the pollen count is high this summer I will die!!!

Maybe that's why the bees are so huge!!!

They are like!!! Beefy bee's on Steroids!!!

Gah I'm so hungry, I'm always hungry when I have a big project to do.

Then I eat lots of junk food and feel fat so the next day I eat nothing and feel hungry haha

Ohhh I'll just spend 20 mins on the exercise bike, it will be fine :D

My favourite time to exercise is when no one is at home and I can put a Big Bang concert on and just cycle away watching the boys gallivant all over the stage. Usually I get so into the concert I forget that I'm on the bike and suddenly realize after an hour that I am REALLY dehydrated.

Soon my SAL will arrive and I will be cycling AND drooling simultaneously and will die of lack of fluid in my body in half the time as usual.

I'm thinking of going the supermarket in a little while. We need milk and toilet roll.

Ah my sinuses are freaking evil tormentors!!! CAN YOU GUYS JUST BE CLEAR FOR ONCE?!!

My eyeballs feel like they will erupt from their sockets and my head feels like its underwater.

This morning was so funny. I got up thinking it was 10am when in fact it was like 7:20am.

Dad was like

'Come and give your dad a hug.'

So I did, and then he said to my mum,

'This is my baby, imagine if she just shrivelled up and shrunk into a little baby right now.'

O.O

Mum was didn't bother to answer, she just said

'Michelle for goodness sake, go blow your nose.'

Rofl, my family are so weird.

Then the dog found some old weights and starts running around with them in his mouth. His neck much be like MEGA strong. Then he comes to you and drops it at your feet so you will throw it for him (LOL) but instead of bouncing nicely like a ball it CRASHES on the floor so the TV shakes on its stand. Then he stands and stares at it wagging his tail then glances up as me as if to say, 'Throw it then.'

I'm like

'Young man, you are kidding me.'

Then I decided that he probably needs a walkie and he agrees.

Ah I must go out anyway, Ive hardly done any work on my project today and I want to be there and back quickly so I can continue.

Oh dear God I need help.

Love Youuuu,

From Minnie

The Past

Yet another glorious spring day :)

I'm sorry other countries, but British springtime is like no other...It is incomparable. I've not been to other countries in spring, but I highly doubt, they will be as beautiful as here *highhhh bias*

Anyway enough of the national loyalty spazz. I'm waiting for the bathroom!!!

I turned the bath on for myself around 8:30 and its now 10:30 because people keep stealing my bath!!!!

My hair is so greasy too TTT___TTT I hate having greasy hair its like it's been dipped in vegetable oil then put back on my head...I wonder if greasy hair is flammable...not that I will experiment with that. hehe

Anyway, I found a poem I wrote a while back and It made me laugh, so I will post it here for you too read. Its not about love or anything...it's more of an amusing one. Apologies, it has no title either, I wrote it in the middle of the night off the top of my head on a scruffy piece of paper.

In my short time upon the earth

I've heard more words of little worth

Than any other kind of words

Able to be said and heard.

The phrases that I've heard be said

Have very often blown my head

Because their content seemed to lack

Any kind of normal fact.

Every sentence that passed my ears

Has often nearly drawn the tears

Because of their repulsive form

I sometimes wish I'd not been born.

And as the words had passed through lips

I forced myself to get a grip.

For there is one thing that I know

and it is a shame for me to show.

That the one that speaks these words the most

Is the one that writes this post!

So yeah....LOL

I think I must have said something I regretted...I can't remember.

And now some pictures :D

I mentioned in my other post that I scanned some of my old diaries and whatnot...well here are the scans...I hope you can understand my writing...if not, I will translate...just let me know XD.

Note: Click on the pictures to make them bigger :D

1. My diary from 1999, I talk about Sarah's first day at school and say 'she was good' LOL....she was infamous for being naughty.



2.Sarah's violation of one of my diaries when she was a wee child - Thats baby in Scottish XD



3. My first ever trip to Old Trafford to Watch Man U :D



4. I had a HUGE obsession with Star Wars...HUGE I TELL YOU!!! Yoda was my homie!!!



More evidence of Star Wars insanity...and look, I was destined to love a dragon XD



5. From my 2009 diary...evidence I don't keep spazzing for just online. Ignore the small emo entry at the top of the page - I was having a moment LOL.



I was housewatching for somebody so I took my Baby and Me DVD and while it was playing I drew Jang Geun Seuk from the cover in my diary :D...its an ok likeness, but I never managed to finish the baby...sowwy Mason :P



When I was in school we had a habit of going to each others desks and leaving little notes for each other...so this is just a few of the ones I got


(she actually is married with a kid now ROFL)





And Finally!!! My best friend and I made up a land called Mount. Philminsoph where everything was evil but we owned it LOL There were two girls we hated so we called them Dahilia and Laphidia and made them die on spikes at the bottom of the mountain HAHA...We were lovely little girls...*cough*



So yeah, thats a glimpse of my previous life!!!

Hope it wasn't too boring!!

Now!! Imma go get my bath that is finally ready for me.

Laters my loves!!

From Min



Sorry I just saw this and had to post.....*DROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLS*

:F

I'm pleased with myself today because I did lots of dissertation work...actually, I'm in the midst of doing lots...I'm just having a break.

Mum read it so far and says it all makes sense so AJA AJA HWAITING!!!! (reminds me of Full house XD)



FJQWKAEOGBJSADBASD CUTE!!!

Anyhoo!!! I'm trying to get as much work possible done today because when it gets to Thursday I feel like the clock is ticking faster for me.

I actually thought it was Thursday today until about 4pm and I was totally freaking out...then I realized it was Wednesday and I calmed down.

I think last night I actually slept restlessly because I thought today was Thursday XD along with the sneezing and me being too hot and that horrible dream about huge slugs :(

I was really disgusted at my dream...my skin actually wanted to vomit the thoughts out of my body...brrrrr so horrible!!! TTT____TTT

OOO I'm able to access BBVIP again now!!! I find it amusing that I have done more work when I'm not banned that I did when I was. haha I think being banned is bad for your mentality because in the back of your mind you are always unconciously thinking

'I am banned'

O:

Its kind of terrible.

My eyes are getting tired...and its dusk now :( Ohhh I dislike when it goes dark!! I lose the will to live and my doubts and fears get magnified like 40%.

It also means the day is nearly over and I still have tons of work to complete. I can't wait to get to the Method part. Which is basically how I did my project. Therefore it needs NO references and I can just blab on and on for a thousand words quite easily YAY!!! >_<

Actually I can't wait until the main body of it is all comlete so I can spend the rest of my time making it look sexy.

My tutor will be like....WOW, how can this come from someone whoe only attended uni for about 8 days since 2010 started....

I'm a despicable student.

Oh! The other day I scanned some pages of my old diaries and notes I got in the past. I was gonna post them on here, but while Sarah was sending me them via msn so I could have them on my lappy, my dad commandeered my PC and it got cancelled...aigoo... I will do it later. Then you will be able to see what the past Minnie was like xD

I actually had the Idea because Mico posted some of his old poems that he found, thanks baby banana :D

LOL I just glanced at the sbox and when the last fanboy went to bed it died completely XD

If fangirls are the wheels of the sbox then fanboys are the fuel.

Girls are just so weiurjkbwemnrljwe sometimes lolol

Ohhhh, Ive bitten the nail of my right baby finger to death.

I always abuse my nails when I'm stressed...its how I relieve myself...allthough when I see the nails of these male korean idols and they are so perfect I feel very unfeminine. I mean, if guys manage to have nice nails then why can't I.

Then I remember that Jiyongs nails are just as bitten and disgusting as mine and I feel so much better. It helps me see that you can be successful even with unattractive hands...not that his hands are unnatractive...they are beautiful!!! I could kiss them to death!!!!!

Oh by the way!! I heard on the news there was a weird bug on IE and Firefox that likes to steal your passwords. It's found on one in 3000 computers apparently. I'm using Chrome to be safe...well I always use chrome on my lappy anyway, but I'm using it on PC too now.

Ahhh I wan't to Skype with someone!! The last time I skyped was like last Wednesday I think with Mico and Maxxie. Sarah skypes with her Australians all the time. AND to NZ people too. Livvy keeps asking us to say British phrases and then says we speak like harry potter. Thats ridiculous!!! We are from different counties!!! XD

Its getting a bit chilly in this house. I hate it when I get cold feet. I wish Sammy was on the sofa lying on my feet, but he's sat on the chair by the window having a nosey at the neighbours. He's such a stalker - I'm so proud.

Gah, I really want dad to come home soon I'm so hungry!!! He said at 5:45pm

'Wait for me until you make dinner. I'll be home at 7.'

It is now 7:30 =.=

My tummy is making dreadful sounds.

OMG Sam just barked and my heart nearly jumped out of my throat...it was so silent and then

.

.

.

WOOF

He's such a terrible child, aigoo.

I have just discovered, if I look at my glasses rather than through them I can see what is happening behind me...its so cool!!!!!

Anyway!!! DAD is home!!

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I'm so mad!!! He came in and said

'We have to go out in 5 minutes'

:@ Not until I have freaking eaten we aren't a/awRHILQAWKRQWR

Anyway annyeong.

I have to gooo,

Love from Minnie who is stressed but still loves you!! :D

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I'm Sneezing Again...is it because someone keeps talking about me? D:

I feel somewhat better now.

Life sucks sometimes, I just have to live with it. Hopefully I will become a better person because of it. Because in all honesty I think it's going to get worse...I should just treasure those little awesome moments I get every now and then.

I went for a walk with Sarah to Subway and got us both a footlong Italian steak thingymajig...It was quite lush actually, but I've just recently realized I eat food way too fast to appreciate it. I just get caught up in the moment and glomp it all up.

Then we went to the supermarket and I sort of headed to the dvd section on autopilot

Sarah was like,

'Minnie, why are you going toward the dvd's? We came for milk.'

I said,

'Oh Yeah, lets just have a look to see if there are any good ones anyway.'

So we came out of the store with 4 pints of whole milk, two pints of skimmed milk, three bags of sweets, A green razor blade and two dvds (Slumdog Millionaire and Sky High).

And then we went to boots and I bought Sarah some curling irons (random)

It was the first time that I've ever seen slumdog millionare, I loved it lots and lots. Its one of those I can easily watch over and over without getting bored.

So Yeah, the day started badly, but ended ok...and I managed to get some work done as well...which is a blessing I guess.

Now I'm tired so ima hit the hay...or matress and cuddle down and sleep the terribleness away. Hopefully I will wake up to a beautiful morning and less volcanic dust.

I love you & imu

From Minnie

Someone tell me this week is just an awful Dream

So I woke up this morning and my mum starts yelling at me for no apparent reason.

'Ok.' I think, 'This is probably the whole lets-blame-minnie-for-everything-because-I'm-a-paranoid-schitzo-who-doesn't-care-how-everyone-else-feels-as-long-as-I-am-happy situations.'

So I prepare myself for the blame, but then when I find out what this is all about I get pissed. Why do I have to be made to feel bad because of such a stupid crappy little reason. When I have enough stress on me this week as it is.

So I ask her for an explanation as to why she is treating me like this...My room is a mess?? And its her house?? Thats why she is threatening to kick me out?

Seriously? does she want me to finish my degree, or does she want me to fail again. So she can compare me to my friends that have failed like she always does...

Are there any other reasons why she is bitching at me? Oh wait, Sarah lost the appointment card to the nurse and they missed her vaccinations.

'The nurse is going to be mad at me now!!!' She said like the nurse is sitting in her office tapping her foot and waiting to shout at her

Who the hell cares what the nurse bloody thinks, just make another appointment like a normal person.

I still don't see why she's so mad at me.

Ooo wait, I am a burden...she tells me its her house again...like I didn't know that...it's her answer to everything. So I'm a burden, ok...I can see that, but why is it that when I try and do something independently she calls me a rebel? I asked her that and she just tells me its her house again.

So basically the answer is, it's her house so as long as I live in it she can treat me however she wants, and I have to stay in deep submission.

Then the phone rings and it's Sarahs friend Emily who is arranging a charity concert. Suddenly she changes into this loving mother who's children would love to help. She then goes on about how lovely Emily is.

We already know she is nice...if she wasn't, Sarah wouldn't be friends with her.

Then she asks me to help Sarah with her Maths, which I do, then she asks me why I'm sat with Sarah and blames me for causing division in the family. She even blames me for causing arguments between her and my dad...How is that even possible???

Harsh? HELL yes!!! I feel terrible

Yet in the end I will be the one who has to Apologize.

Oh yeah, now I have to go and try and finish the essay that will clinch whether I get my degree or not....

:(

'tidy your room and then I'll be happy.'

Yeah, you'll be happy. Yet you made your own child cry...thanks


....

My Eyes are Just too Droopy

Ahhh I'm so glad to be home. I love going to grandmas, but I's so tiring travelling to Manchester. I would just like to go there and stay a week, but it's annoying when you just go for a day and a half.

...welll, at least we didn't get home mega late like usual. 10:30 is pretty darn good.

I seriously want coffee though...I'm craving it!!

Is it me or is Dae getting EXTRA sexy parts in songs???...random I know, but Sarah was just playing the Tell Me Goodbye preview thingy and it's the first thing I noticed after GD's part.

Gah I'm sleepy and I don't want to do work. In fact, I would love to just grab a friend and a weeks supply of popcorn and have a Star Wars and Indiana Jones Marathon...and any other kind of marathon that is as equally cool and awesome....but there is no friend around here that would do that with me...maybe apart from Sarah, but she has school work to do.

My body is on like a level of frozen...I'm so chilly...mmmmm Sarah has just brought me a looovely cup of coffee...thankyou my sister :)

I have been having allergic reactions for the past few days and I though it might be the beginnings of hayfever...even though its too early for pollen yet...then I saw the amount of volcanic dust on the cars and realized I'm probably reacting to that. Cos I'm allergic to the normal kind of dust, so why not the volcanic kind too??....Ohh the warm coffee feels so nice in my tummy edfvgbhjiu8ik,.

Ohh this time of night I'm so easily paranoid...actually this time of night and early in the morning, paranoia is a very possible occurrence in my mind. I can feel it creeping on me like a disease urftgvhhoikln Its most definitely the most uncool thing about me.

My 7 year old cousin asked me today

'Do you have a boyfriend?'

I hate that question, but I answered him anyway.

'No.'

Then...he asks

'Do you wish you had one?'

What kind of seven year old asks that??? SEVEN...he should be thinking about playing with dirt or picking his nose or somthing.

Of course I answered

'I'm ok at the moment thanks.'

*smiles*

How very vague of me ^ ^

But since when do seven year olds worry about relationship their cousins status'?? When I was seven the most worrying thing I had to put up with was which Power Ranger I would be in the playground (it was always the yellow one btw..the one that turned into a sabre toothed tiger)...AWWW My Sammy is snoring >_< he's such a dear love. I was hugging him to death a second ago because I was so cold.

Ah my eyes are drooping, I should really just go to sleep and prepare for the most horrendous week of my life.

I ask that everyone is nice to me and send some words of encouragement in the next ten days. I need encouragement, because I have these horrible moments that tell me to give up, but I really don't want to. I just hope no drama occurs this week and my concentration is balanced.

FIGHTING MINNIE!!!! haha self motivation...it never works for me.

Aigoo I'm drifting.

I better go before I write something I regret >_<

Goodnight, I love you.

From Minnie

I Wonder What Time I Will be Allowed to Sleep

Today!!!!



Well this morning I was so hyper even Jenny said -

Who gets hyper in the morning?

...me...it's true though...I'm not one of those unhappy morning people.

That's Sarah...*cough*

But anyway, today the weather was gorgeous!! Like SUPER gorgeous!

So I said to myself, it would be a good idea to go to the site where my dissertation is based and take pictures.

So I left home at about 11:00am and didn't get back home till like 3pm :S

Because mum picked me and Sarah up and took us out rofl.

It was so warm, I felt my skin getting redder as every second went by...stinking fair complexion...ah but now I'm so tired.

We are in Manchester at grandmas at the moment...I get annoyed when dad plans things without telling me. Especially when I am in the midst of writing the most important essay I will ever write in my education and I need every single second to study....

...which is completely farcical reasoning since I spend 2 hours today watching Iron Man, when I could have been doing work...but in my defence...I really wanted to watch it because me and Sarah were talking about it a few days ago and then Jae mentioned it yesterday and I wanted to see what he meant :D

Ah my belly is so full!!! I always feel fat when I come to grandmas because she feeds us constantly throughout the day. My tummy is sticking out its so full!!! My food baby XD IT IS FULL OF LASAGNE!!!! I havnt had lasagne for ages!!! It was just like a ready meal lasagne, but Yummeh all the same...my fave lasagne is the one my dad makes....but I'm annoyed at daddy today so I'm not going to praise it LOLOL

Its been one of those days where the parents act like kids (not in a good way)....I wish I had earplugs or was on the other side of the world or something. =.=

Just uploading some photos to tinypic for Zaty eonnie. They are of the Bae and Dae birthday booklets BBVIP project thingymajig!!! They are so lush!! All the hard work paid off. I really hope the boys get to see them. Just so they can see iVIPS rock more than K ones...joke...well..I AM a little biased toward iVIPS...cos they are like...HOT!!!

OO 11:11!!!! Two nights in a row YESSS!!!....I actually don't believe the whole wish thing...but I feel like I've won something when I see 11:11...and I like to win haha. I'm not like a competative person who get angry when they lose. But winning to me means that somewhere along the line I was righ...and I love being right....Its simply ridiculous how I came to this conclusion just be catching 11:11 haha...weirdoness

Ah, I've missed YJ today...actually I've missed you all...bloody time zones >_< I wish I could have a suit like iron man and then I could illegally jump continents ^_^...I love to be illegal haha...even if it isn't illegal, I like pretending that it is haha....I wish it were illegal for Jiyong to wear a shirt.......*cough*

I just realized I have hardly any GDOT pics on my lappy...terrible terrible!!!...I love those delightful chocolate buttons :D

Omo I'm quite sleepy now. I was going to do an all nighter in grandmas dining room, but I'm too tired now. I will just sleep and hopefully have sweet dreams, unlike last night...now that was just weird...I was at a conference or something helping, and one of my jobs was to get on this bed on a stage...I think it was for an illustration in a speech or something...but anyway, in my dream it was really hard for me to get on the bed, like my legs were weighed down and then when I finally got on it I rolled off with all the covers and the whole audience were laughing at me. Then when I got off the stage I was stood beside the first row of chairs and my tummy rumbled and one of the students asked me if I wanted something to eat and he looked quite amused...It was a really weird dream...where I was sacrificed on the altar of other peoples amusement....nothing new there then -.-

Wellll Anyhoo, I will sleep now and don't worry guys and girls who read this...it will NOT be difficult for me to get into bed this time.

Unless mum is selfish and watches TV in the room that I am sleeping in...which is most probably going to happen and I'm going to end up being disrespectful (again).

lovely...Imma go to sleep peeved.

Goodnight Darlings.

I loves you my lush gorgeous ones <3

Minnie

The Asian Odyssey is reaally Distracting ^_^

Im just so sleeeeepy right now!!! It's not hilarious at all...and also...

Being banned from BBVIP doesn't seem to be working because I'm still doing my work SOOO SLOWLY TT____TT

YJ eonnie linked me to the ZE:A-All Day MV today. It really reminds me of Crows Zero hahah. I love that movie...but I haven't seen the second one yet >_<

OO yesh!! I sent off my passport application forms today...Well they aren't both mine...one is Sarah's haha, but I'm hoping it will all be straightforward and wonderful and we can get our passports very soon. It will be nice not having to worry about that if we ever want to go anywhere that isn't British (which we dooo).

Ugh there are some things that irritate me so much...like when its dark outside and the curtains are left open. It bugs me so much...It somehow doesn't look neat...which is weird cos I aren't the neatest of people, but there are just some cases where I just need something to be a certain way or else it drives me crazy.

SOOO My pictures of the day are the following!!!

This was the first thing I saw when I came on msn this morning. I came online and then my dongsaeng Leslie was like 'UNNIE QWEOULJQWNEKHQWPROJ:LQEWRQHPIWR' and I was like 'WHAT WHAT??' and she's like 'BIG BANG WEOQLBJrkuwigrvjhqwroquwjr' and I'm like 'WDISLKNwEJT:jowlemtrlweihugriyhbgsd' - not even knowing whats going on! haah and then she's like 'Their new look is just so HAWT.' and I was like 'THey have a new look?' cos I don't know anything because I'm banned and then she was like 'yeah.' and linked me to THIS -


(OMGD TOPS HAIR IS HOT!!! PEOPLE HATE IT AND I DONT KNOW WHY COS ITS HOT!!! And My fave part of the pic is Jiyongs legs - they are just so attractive)

This one was provided by YJ again. Eonnie you don't realize how much I laughed at it...tears actually formed in my eyes...I dunno if it is even that funny and I may have been a bit hyper, but this picture and the convo about how Khunnie was a male cow that could provide milk had me gagging with laughter...and then I showed Sarah and she laughed too, so I didn't feel too insane haha.. XD (Khunnie is mine btw!! He does not discriminate :P)



OOOO - 11:11!!!

^ ^

Just had to record it haha.

Sarah is watching Rick Steins Far Eastern Odyssey, which is this guy journeying through Asia and its a TV series and stuff. Its really interesting - Its in Thailand atm ^ ^ I WANNA GO!!! The food looks LUSH - Rick even said 'LUSH' *proud*

He's watching some tom yum soup being made now...5 LIMES GOES IN IT!!! and 23 CHILLIES!!! OMONA!!! I wish I could taste it!!! I bet I'd cry at the hotness GOD it looks so yum though!! TOM YUM rofl

ANd Now I will introduce someone!!!



It is Mowgli, YJ eonnie created him and I suggested the name which means 'little frog'...Isn't he adorable??? I will let him visit my blogs every now and then ^ ^ He can have cameo roles in my blog haha.

OMG I love it when the Thai people speak English, I love the accent weirhjwergwjnekr. I love people's accents when they speak English as a second language haha, Its so LUSH!!! Its way better than stinking Leeds accent which grates on my very soul!!! Just so you know, Sarah and I don't have the Leeds accent ^ ^ Cos we homeschooled to we didn't pick it up when we moved from Manchester....THANK GOD FOR HOMESCHOOL!!! TTTT___TTTT

The weather was freaking gorgeous today I went out in my t shirt and didn't freeze or get goosbumps...I love it when its like this and the cherry blossom is appearing too!! Its like marshmallow trees. And the air just smells so fresh and *sigh* I just love spring haha I could go on and on about it.

Its literally taken me 6 hours to write this blog post O:

I should shut the heck up and go to sleep

AWwW THE GUY IS SPEAKING IN ENGLISH AGAIN!!! wERWOELJRQHWRYIHwlrIiwprhljbgourhiklwkripwiehrwherlkwpeirojklnwerhuowiel

*calms down*

Good Night Everyone!!

Love You <3

From Min

Soo sleeepy now ~~~~~

omg he's in malaysia now!!! Near my eonnies and puppy!!! esRHWLJERhewjrkweprihwebjkrwker...now I know why Sarah likes this program its really interesting!!!

Ok I have to sleep haha shhhh ~~~

Little Feet and Checkered Flannels and Racing Bumblebees and Not being Jealous at all ever!!

Ah today has been quite nice...apart from some hiccups which I am sure will iron out.

I'm kind of in love with the B2ST song Take Care of My Girlfriend or Say No...

I think 'Say No' must be the title for girls, because you can't really have a fave song called 'Take Care of My Girlfriend'...unless you are lesbo that is....eiurgjwber horrideous..

So yeah, I love it!!! I heard it before the mv came out but I didn't realize who Sang it or what it was called, because it just randomly played on my playlist.

My fave part is -

Oh, can't you see, I'm still loving you? My heart can't seem to let go...

It is like a really epic part haha and I relate to it quite badly!!! Because I attach myself to people and even when they hurt my feelings I forgive them pretty quickly rofl.

Yeah I'm an naive idiot (ooo, am I flattering myself again?? =.=), but a hella sincere one.

YJ, Mico and I had like an epic chat on msn!! I REAALLLYY love our 'together' conversations ahaha. They never fail to make me smile. There is a reason why they call us the triplets XD.

YJ and I were chatting about that one time when she and Mico were teasing me and I had a big rant at them and called them Marc and Farah XD

Then they go scared haha, its like known as the scary moment when Minnie called her triplets by their real names.

I love how we all go by nicknames and not our real ones. Well I go by my nickname pretty much all the time anyway, but whatever haha.

~~~

I have a habit of if I get a link to a picture I feel connected to...I will not close the pictures until I turn my computer off at night...anyway I thought!!! I should so post these pictures on my blog so I can have a record of them FOREVER!!!

So these are todays ones -

I think this one speaks for itself....its like an amazing bum shot. My friend saw it and said 'You need to stop liking these guys who look gay.' I was like, 'He's just too hot for you to handle yo' :P



And this one is something me and eonnie were spazzing about. Because if you know YJ eonnie well enough, you know she LOOOVESS little mice!!! :D So we had a mousey picture spam on msn!!! And this one made me owiervhjewrhwoeirlknw. She also found a cow mouse, which is so appropriate since Im like a Minnie Mouse Cow (unusual creature). One day I hope YJ eonnie gets her baby mouse so she can Name him/her Little Feet haha (^_^)



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My back killlsss...I think Ive been leaning in a weird way :S

I hate this.

I keep checking BBVIP to see if my ban has been lifted...Im such a noob haha, It's not going to happen...*sigh*

Oh yeah, yesterday I signed up for organ donation. I mean, if I still have anything useful left and I dont need it anymore, it's a good thing if someone else can. Though I'd be sad if someone who abused their body *cough*alcoholic*cough* got my liver instead of someone who did nothing but needs a new one.

Like George Best (a Man U player from the 60's)...He got a new liver and then poisoned that too...I felt sorry for the donor when I heard that...but I have issues with the consumption of alcohol anyway so haha I shouldn't get started on it.

LOLLL Sarah just made me laugh

I'll never marry Chansung - this is horrible. I'm going to go and join Chansung fanclubs to make myself feel better.

Then she saw a person called Chansung on FB and added them as a friend ROFL shes funneh!!!

Ahhh my eyes are so sleepy....I'm pining too :(

LOL Sam met baby Judah today..I think he was kind of jealous because he whined the whole time I held Judah, but I made sure that he knew I loved him and cuddles him lots....I can't let Sam be jealous, it would be cruel...I love him too much to want to make him jealous!!! I mean Jealousy eats away at you and feels awful!! So I made Sam feel better...because he needn't be jealous right? Because I do love him. Even though I love Judah...but Sam is my special one I don't want him to feel bad. EVER.

Well so yeah, Dora came round with Judah and then mum came home and she had had a bad day at work. So I decided to take everyone out for lunch, so we went to the cafe and it was kind of lush. Me and Sarah got that burger we had wanted for days and Dora let Judah eat a chip and it was so cute how he got potato all over his face..it was his first chip EVER!!! Even though we have to keep this a VERY secret because Judahs daddy wouldn't like the fact he has had solid food before 6 months. We were all giggling because Dora said -

'When Dominic sees Judah eat a chip he will think that is the first time, but it's not actually MUAHAHHA'

I don't feel bad at all about this deception because Dominic has terrible taste in Football Club and I am going to use all the power within me to influence Judah to support Man U. *evil eyes*

DID I mention that my new bank card arrived today??? Isn't that just lush!!! I really want to buy a TV, but I probably should get my driving lessons and test finished with, because one of my school juniors just passed her test and I felt very useless LOL.

Like everyone I know knows how to drive except me...well I know, but I can't legally!! I should learn, but It has to be in a diesel car with a shirt stick cos I DO NOT do automatic...I'm British!!! I like to FEEEL the control...though I hate 4th and 5th gears!! SCARY AND FAST!!!

Did you know I am a radio DJ on BBVIP?? I think I got picked because of my accent. I need to work on keeping it interesting. I have interesting stories for the first hour and then after that I get sleepy and just play my playlist haha...and sometimes Sammy barks and everyone can hear him haha. I can't wait until its official so we can do more activities on it!!! I love doing it though, its so much fun!! Especially when Mico and Max and I get on skype and all DJ together...THE THREE M's HAHA (love it!!)

OMG haha I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING. When I was in Primary School In Manchester there was the big new art exhibition place called the Lowry Centre Being built and it was like a huge big deal...anyway, they got all the schools to make a time capsule to put under the foundations, so when it got knocked down ages later it would be found. Anyway our school participated and we had to make a little booklet about ourself and put photos and stuff in it.

Anyway I just remembered a specific photo I put in my booklet...it was a picture of me on holiday by a swimming pool when I was about 2 years old. The most noticable thing about this picture was...I have no pants on at all...The butt is well and truly visible...and yes, I did write an explanation of this picture at the side...

This is me when I was two years old on holiday and mummy took my trousers off because I wee'd myself

I remember my dad telling me

Are you sure you want to use this one?

I said yeah at that time, but now Im not so sure...what will my grandchildren think of that if they ever see it...I really hope I'm dead when that time capsule is unearthed. haha EVERYONE WILL SEE MY BUTT!!!

WHY DID MY DAD LET ME DO THAT??? I WAS 8 YEARS OLD!! YOU CANNOT LET AN 8 YEAR OLD MAKE THAT KIND OF DECISION!!!!

*breathes*

I've had to breathe a lot today ne mico and eonnie?? XD

Aigoo, I don't know how you two can cope with me and my spazzings!!! I REALLLYY LOVE YOU!! weiryuvgjwherhowilejrWEROILJWKERLBVWEULRHKMWELRKWerbweohrilklwerjpi

Thank you for making me feel good when I'm down, you are LUSH!!!

Anyway I better go to sleep before I strain something or burst a blood vessel or what have you...

Goodnight everyone, saranghaeyo, wo ai ni, Aishiteru ~

I love you :)

From Minnie Mooo

P.S. DID YOU MANAGE TO GET THE ITOUCH SARAH OR DID DAD COMMANDEER IT?? ROFL

All Princes Start as Frogs and All Gentlemen As Dogs :)

SO I'm in a dreadful state!!! (when am I never in such a state?? >_<)

I have been banned from bbvip!!!! Its terrible!!! I didn't realize how much time I actually spent on there!!! I feel a left out and alone!!! I know my dear ones banned me because they want me to do well in my studies and my dissertation (that hateful essay of doom).

All I have left is msn!!! SO YOU MUST TALK TO ME OR ELSE I WILL DIE!!! *cough* <<

MICO YOU LEFT ME ON MSN!!!! O:::....lololol Im just kidding XD...did you manage to save gus from the rain baby???

My friend from convention invited me to her birthday party in May. She lives down South though so I'm trying to discover what kind of transport I can use to get there...I'm hoping mum or dad will take me, but if they cant I will have to get the train. Apparently there is going to be paintballing in the morning and I kind of love paintballing. It helps relieve stress. Though when the balls hit you is really hurts. Last time I went someone shot me in the face and I realized how glad I was to be wearing a face guard...

Awh Jae I was just about to say 'yo' to you on FB chat but you left at that very moment!!! We've not spoken on FB chat since you sent me that penguin...my 'yo' will have to wait for next time my puppy!!! *giggles*

Actually not much has happened today because Ive been typing away, but Sarah was watching S3 of Gossip Girl and I was having emotional breakdowns watching it over her shoulder. What with Chuck and Blair breaking up and Jenny kissing Nate (DISSAPROVE)and Dan and Vanessa becoming friends with benefits and Serena having about 20 boyfriends per episode, I almost fainted at the drama. I was quite disgusted with myself for being so moved over something so shallow....ah me, the things I will do to distract myself...

cos when you wake up feeling heartbroken most of the day is used in trying to un-feel that way...but then when bedtime arrives it all comes back and so the best thing to be done is sleep yourself into oblivion.... wow, Minnie, will you just shut up!!!

Oh yeah!! lol, we watched this video in Bible Study and its called The Life God rewards, but anyway the guy on it was using an illustration and he called a persons life on earth a 'dot' and sarah and I were just giggling all the way through. By the end we were saying how we would be sure to make the most of the 'dot' that has been given to us >_<

Sarah is making me laugh, she's watching YUNJAE videos which is basically vids of skinship between Jaejoong and Yunho...It just occured to me that Jaejoong acts a lot like our Daesung!!! They both have like husky voices and awkwardnesses and weird humours!!!! they are like twins!!! BUT NOT IDENTICAL!!!!

Speaking of Daesung I am in love with the Hyori song When did we Get he features in. Its lushness is beyond comprehension!!!! It almost draws tears from my eyes everytime I listen too it *sighhh* I am really anticipating Daes solo album now, I'm expecting it to be awesome!!!!

Anyway, I'm so freaking tired it's not even funny, but I will retire to my bed now and hopefully have sweet dreams...or none at all.

Good Night Dear Ones

I love you and don't you forget it!!! :)

From Minnie

P.S.

YJ EONNIE I MISSED YOU SO MUCH TODAY I COULD SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!! EONNIE IM BANNED FROM THE FORUM SO IF YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME I WILL ALWAYS BE ON MSN!!! HOPE YOU HAD A LOVELY DAY SWEET ONE!!!

<333333333

Needing TLC by the Bucketload....I'm SO NEEDY (omo!)

I watched G.I Joe today.

It was ok, Iron Man is much better...though, Byung Hun was gorgeous, I can't believe he died!!! He was like the best part of the movie!!!! Seriously, he had like the best storyline and everything....Im not just saying this because I'm Korean biased either....though through the movie it was 'Channing? Channing who?' Byung hun PWNED the hot guy title.

One thing put me off the movie more than anything else....that big Heavy Duty guy with the London accent....HIS ACCENT SOUNDS FAKE!!! Anyway I checked his imdb and actually he IS from London...so in fact, I just hate the London accent in general and I never knew this before now....but seriously, his voice does sound like an American trying to sound London-ish....even my dad and Sarah thought that was the case....maybe he's more of a London person with an American accent ~~~ Wait does this even matter?? lol

Oh No, I'm having one of those moments. You know the kind, where a horrible feeling comes over you....that something somewhere is happening that would make you really unhappy if you knew about it...aaand Im just so paranoid its untrue. Its just things always fizzle or go pear shaped for me........but mostly always its FIZZLLE and dissssperse *sigh*

I may as well just bury myself in my shallowness and be shallow *goes to flail in the emo corner*

Ahhh I really don't know what is wrong with me lately...Im even weirder than my usual weird.... :( and its not really in a good way.... aigooo

ANYWAY!!! Its my birthday next month!!! I was telling my YJ eonnie the other day that for my 20th birthday I recieved nothing...its the first birthday I have never celebrated...I felt awful....even my sister says it was the worst birthday she has ever encountered.

Yeah I know, the gifts aren't what its all about...but it's nice to know at least once a year that people love that you are alive and want to celebrate the fact that you are in their lives.

So this year, I hope its lush...I dont care about parties or presents...what I really like is to spend time with my family...we used to go out all together every month and take turns in paying, but then grandpa had a stroke when I was 17 and dad is with him most evenings now...so I like to use my birthday as an excuse for us to all be together....Ive been nagging for us all to go to the movies lately, but we can never agree on a film. Aigoo, we are an awkward bunch....alike and yet very opposite.

Why does everything I talk about today end up being about something negative?!!! I need to write about something positive!!!

Oh yeah!!! My friend Bethany is off to India to see her fiance :) They havn't seen each other for just over two years (that was the last time she went to visit him), because he's having trouble getting his visa back to this country. They were actually meant to get married this week. Im going to be so happy on their wedding day...I just hope it is this year XD I hope she has a good time anyway. The last time she went she came back with a diamond ring....what if they elope this time? OOOOOO: haha

Anyhoo Imma leave here before I degrade into pitifulness again.

Words cannot describe the <3 I have for you,

From Min

Thinking Back...

Yeah I know I havnt posted in a week but here is my excuse -

*clears throat*

I was having an emotional roller coaster ride and I was scared I'd rant about something and then regret it later.

I'm now glad I made this choice.

From now on my rants are only going to be seen/heard by people who will calm me
down and help me see sense when I'm being irrational...or agree with me and fight for justice when I'm right (though mostly its the irrational one)

To be honest I'm still not recovered...you know when you think you no longer care about something but then you realize you do and it kills like heck because when is life ever fair? Once in a blue moon. No matter how many times you wish on 11:11, the fact of the matter is its always going to be painful waiting to see what happens...

You might even lose weight to much that you can pull your jeans off without unfastening the button and fly...even after practically living on chocolate and CHOs for three days solid....not that you should be complaining...losing weight isnt a bad thing, but you just didn't realize you cared so badly.

So much for ice princess....FML

I saw an old school photo today...its the one that everyone looks at and hates...all the poses are wrong and it was a mess...hilariously messy in fact (though my sister is by far the cutest from the pre-school group).

I remember that time well. I must have been about 11 or 12 and I liked drawing and animals. I didn't like what other people liked. I used to hang with people younger than me because I wasn't like the people of my own age group...they weren't as fun.

Maybe thats why I'm immature. I was always younger than I was.

The older boys called me Stallion...I hated it. Why would a little girl like being compared to a horny male horse? I remember actually giving them my sweets that someone brought me from America and asking them to stop...which they did for a couple of days, but not for long.

But I was the teachers daughter so obviously I was immune to everything. I heard them say things about their teachers and smirk right in front of my face...they didn't even think that it was my mum and dad they were talking about. All I could do was scowl at them...or pretend to be nice because what else could I do.

I don't know why I'm saying all this now...I guess its something I've held inside for a while. I'm not bitter anymore...because I know some of those students appreciate what my parents did for them now...and kids are mean anyway.

I realize looking at all this why I liked home schooling so much. Its so nice just being able to be yourself without being laughed at. The rumours about homeschoolers being anti social are so untrue too. I LOL at those rumours. XD

Its fun looking back on parts of your life...you kind of realize how you became what you are today...people do make a difference in shaping what you become.

So please, before you act in a certain way or say anything. Think about how it will change the people around you.

You do matter. I matter too.

WAAAA why so serious min?

In other news...Jae drew a cow with no tail and I liked it so much that I kept it.



Isn't it cute??!!! Slightly deformed but utterly adorable :D

Imma sleep as it is almost 1am

Got lots of work to do in the next few weeks.

Love From Min

P.S. I lost my bank card so I had to cancel it and order a new one which will arrive in TEN days!!!

How can I possibly wait that long???

Wisdom Always Chooses these Black Eyes and these Bruises over the Heartache that they say, never Completely Goes Away

Today I re-listened to one of my favourite albums pre-kpop fandom.

They were my favourite pop-punk band...actually they still are, I just dont follow them as rabidly.

The album is -

Five Score and Seven Years Ago by Relient K

To me this album is one of those perfect ones in which you like every song.

When this first came out I was having a rubbish time and it was the thing that I used to distract myself.

It always makes me smile.

If I had to choose my favourite song, it would be deathbed, which is 10 minutes long and totally epik.

but yeah I love the whole thing, you should check it out.

Someone once told me they thought of me when they heard this song -



Apparently the phrase - 'and Ive never broken bones with a stone or a sick, but I'll conjure up a phrase that can cut to the quick' relates to me perfectly.

I guess I must be getting my repayment for being like that now, ughhh.

Me like this one too -



AND THIS ONE is wonderrful -



Wow, I love Relient K --- I dunno who posted these on youtube, but thanks anyway XD

Why am I listening to them on youtube when I have all their albums *sigh*

Im having one of those weird days, you know where everything that happens is sort of like in the background and not clear. And where you are is just silent, but the world continues to go round and round and round...in an almost merciless way.

I dunno...

I started watching Personal Preference and Cinderellas Stepsister Today....so far they are both GREAT dramas....and HOT HOT HOT!!!!

Im going now...because

Ive nothing left to say

Love you

From Min