Sunday 28 February 2010

The Crap Continues.....

This whole 2pm thingy is really starting to bug me its like filthying up kpop.

I just want things the way they were, with all the artists doing what they do best, which is entertaining us....all this mess makes me feel kind of depressed.

Its not fruitful at all and it's causing division...tbh, I've lost respect for a lot of people who I thought had brains....apparently you are allowed to be a bitch if you don't like someone elses opinion. Well, im sorry but, I don't share an opinion with other people about this but they don't go and threaten me...and that's why I love them.

It shows people don't really consider you as equals when they feel they have to threaten you...

AND FOR GODS SAKE DONT BRING THIS CRAP INTO BBVIP, BECAUSE IT IS NOT THE PLACE FOR IT!!!!!

*Sigh* I love Big Bang, even when they have scandals they are clean scandals haha. Just looking at pictures of them makes me delighted.

SO anyway ENOUGH of THAT for today...

UNI!!! Yeah I know depressing topic but I gotta get this off ma chest (before its too late).....reminds me of my current FB status...WAIT I have to post that here before the depressing uni confession -

Minnie Davies 'We are all at the mercy of our undergarments...'

comments -

Zaty 강대성 Aziz WTF???

Minnie Davies HAHAHAH well its true!!! I'M ALL FOR FREEDOM XDDD JK

Zaty 강대성 Aziz Seriously im lost..oh no..too much studying.im losing my fangirl touch..

Minnie Davies Its saying that underwear is uncomfortable LOLOL

Zaty 강대성 Aziz Loose it then! LOL my friend just mocked me for being a hardcore fangirl of kpop fandom

Minnie Davies LOL, I'd take it as a compliment....kpop land is like full of bitches lately though....its starting to bug me...why cant things be lovely

Zaty 강대성 Aziz LOL but i love those sasaeng for revealing everything now. What to reveal bout our boys? Hurm lets see, ji smokes, drinks, eager to get laid so much he dont even care to let everyone knows. Tabi drinks,smokes,n prolly has the most experience in 'that' field, bae is quite but he'll attack any girl anytime,dae is the clown, loves hyori in secret,actually shy in front of girls if he's alone,seungri drinks in secret,n experienced in the getting laid area LOL

Marina Sophia yeah i tend to not wear them at home XPP

and yeah... things in kpop just get worsen with all those drama...

Minnie Davies HAHAHA OMG THEY ARE ACTUALLY HUMAN!!!! THEY'VE BETRAYED US!!! LETS KILL THEM NOW!!!

underwear pfft, who needs it!! XD

Zaty 강대성 Aziz THEY ARE! n yet we accepted that fact! Y? Coz WE DONT CARE. Them being real is what we love.no matter how many proofs of their nasty lifestyle circulating i dont care. I just love ppl who are being honest with themselves. Look at ji. He proved he's human.

Minnie Davies LOLLL I still cant believe those pictures of their 'HUMAN LIFESTYLES' WTF!!!!

Oh yes Ji is human *wiggles eyebrows* he has to be.

I freaking love big bang and YG family

Marina Sophia LOLLL Zaty, that is TOTALLY TRUE!!! i was more eager to see them true life than the promoted ones... coz i really want to know that they are also can experience a normal human being life experiences XPP

Marina Sophia YEAH Minnie, all this drama makes us more in LOVE with BigBang & YG Family!! <333


ANYWAY FORGET WHAT I WAS GONNA SAY ABOUT UNI!!! IM WAY TOO TIRED FOR THAT CRAP...QAWROUQKJWROYQGWURLJBQKLWRIq

Friday 26 February 2010

Waiting Pays Sometimes

Ok I'm am slightly calmer than I was yesterday...but I guess some people have lost the true meaning of what a fangirl/boy is....its a sad day for them

But anyway...MY LIFE!!!!
Well, nothing really has happened - I failed something yesterday...yeap 0%
But I'm choosing to forget about that incident - in a years time Im going to be thinking....'oh haha, remember when that horrible disgusting thing happened to me, Im so glad I got past that!'

Well at least, I hope I feel like that.

Also I got mad at msn today, you know when you really want someone specific to talk to you and then you leave the room and then you see the flashing orange light on your desktop and its like, 'THEY TALKED!!!' *excitement* Then you look and see it was someone else and its like BUMMER!!!!!

Note: if you are called Mico, YJ or Zaty or other one - I ALWAYS want you to talk to me and I NEVER wish you were anyone else THAT IS THE TRUTH!!!!! ACTUALLY YOU ARE THE PEOPLE I WISH OTHER PEOPLE WERE ROFL


WELL THAT HAPPENED LIKE THREE TIMES TODAY!!!! I WAS TTTTTT_______TTTTTT

And I still didn't get to talk to who I wanted in the end

'Why didn't you talk first?' you ask

Its the principle!!! and also, Im a scaredy cat (cow)....I like to feel wanted

Silly I know, but there you are.

Anyway I've been reined in to be an art judge at a european student competition....I wonder if I will be good at it :s Im a little scared...I have only ever competed (HELL YEAH I GOT GOLD MEDALS) in this competition, I've never been a judge...but Im SO gonna be biased towards students I like ROFL...and the best ones obviously.

I just hope the other judges don't have crap for brains...you know the kind that like to analyze a picture...for me, if it looks the best and is most pleasing to the eye, that one is the winner...I dont give a damn about technique...what matters is how good it look..or how amazed you are when you see it. I hate fruity judges.

ALSO I had a major dvd spend online, I cannot believe myself

I watched hana kimi and thought 'hmmmm, we need more Japanese dramas to add to our collection' so I bought some - Ive not told sarah yet, I want it to be a suprise when it arrives.

Anyway I bought

1. The Hana Kimi Special (because I just cant get enough)
2. Absolute Boyfriend (I love this drama SOOOOO MUCH *spazzes*)
3. Nodame Cantable (SUCH a feel good drama, makes me want to take up music again)
4. Honey and Clover (the EPITOME of feel good dramas, and has a great soundtrack)

So I though, ooo, I should stop buying now because phew that already adds up to a fair amount of cash...BUT!!!!

THen I saw coffee prince on ebay for a reasonable amount and I had to get it SO I DID!!!! OMONAAAA NO MORE SPENDING FOR ME!!! FOR LIKE!!! TWO WEEKS!!!!

I saw BOF for real cheap to with PERFECT SUBS AND I WAS SO TEMPTED!!!

BUT I WILL SAVE THAT ONE FOR ANOTHER TIME!!! AND ANOTHER SPENDING SPREE

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I WAS SO CAUGHT IN THE MOMENT

Note: That person spoke BAHAHAHHA


Anyway, Im waiting expectantly for the postman now!!! because we have to be ready for when he comes so we can put Sammy in a different room so he doesn't get all aggressive towards his worst enemy....personally I think Sam's dislike of the postman is because he supports liverpool, and Sam is like a MAN U fan forever!!!!

I ALSO HAVE ANOTHER REASON FOR WAITING FOR THE POSTMAN wEROUWEBLJKRJWHEOGURBJLKWEHIROBJ LWERUOBWEJ ZATY EONNIEEEEEE SERHUBJWLEKRLIHBWJLEKRJHIBWLEJKRHIWNELK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ANyway Im gonna go now cos its like 2am and I have to go to a baby shower tomorrow!!! another thing.......PASTOR KIDS DUTIES!!!! UGH IT NEVER ENDS!!!!!!!!

SARANGHAEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM TRYING TO BE POSITIVE!!! CANT YOU TELL???!!!!!!

Thursday 25 February 2010

Dedicated to all the members of 2pm

This is kind of going to be a rant blog because of a current kpop situation and the absolute brainlessness of some fans...

YEs I am talking about the current JYP situation!!!!

TBH I think it is BCRAP

and even if there is some truth in it WHO CARES?!!!

There are six young guys there, who will be feeling the pain of this more than any stupid fan can....oh yes they are feeling VERY unloved right now and betrayed by those people who said they would support them and love them forever!!!

SO GOOD JOB YOU STUPID HOTTESTS GETTING EVERYTHING OUT OF PROPORTION!!!! AND PLEASE FOR FREAKS SAKE REMEMBER THAT ALL THESE PEOPLE ARE HUMAN BEINGS!!! MAKES ME GLAD THAT IM A VIP!!! FLIPS SAKE!!! IF YOU HOTTESTS DONT SUPPORT THE 2PM BOYS WE VIPS WILL, BECAUSE WE APPRECIATE THEIR TALENT!!!!

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CHANSUNG, JUNSU, NICKHUN, JUNHO, WOOYOUNG AND TAECYEON FIGHTING!!!!!!

Friday 19 February 2010

I like...

I swear my procrastination skills are entering into a new dimension.

I'm getting to be a total pro at procrastinating - to a point that scares me.

But yeah, life goes on...

I've come to realize that there are only very few beautiful moments in life
the rest are dull or horrible, but I suppose at the end of your life - everything seems
beautiful even the horrible moments, because it means you felt something.
That's the thing about caring, things are so much more significant when you make them precious to you.

I want to have a lot of precious things...I want to view everything as precious in its own little or big way.

Maybe I should stop thinking about how depressing and rubbish my life seems and start loving the little things again.

Like laughing at sarah because she knows the exact minute Chansung of 2pm appears on all her 2pm downloads and skips to that minute everytime.

Or how my mum laughs at the most random things when we watch a movie

or how When I see a dog on TV I instantly run to wherever my dog is lying just in the house, so I can cuddle him.

and laugh at mine and Zaty and Rina eonnies current addiction with Park Bommie (dont ask why).

And be thankful that whatever I do and however I feel and whatever happens is what makes
my life mine - and makes me me.

And I probably wont feel like this tomorrow when I have tons of work to do which I don't feel like doing, but at least it will be somewhere in my heart.

*sigh*

Also Big Bangs song for lollipop 2 is LOVE!!! <3

I want to travel!!

I like Cornwall and I like sealions

I like it when my dog comes to sleep on the end of my bed in the middle of the night

I like webcamming <3

I like buying my sister stuff

I like getting letters

I like reminiscing about my childhood with friends, because even though we've changed we know we were lucky to have such a great time.

I like dvds

I like recieving parcels

I like typos

I like getting a good grade for something I wrote last minute

I like it when people trust me

I like it when all my family go out for a meal (even though we argue most of the time and order too much)

I like Christmas time

I like Snow Days

I like CF's

I like Korean boys

I like African wildlife

I like rice

I like spicy food

I like Asians : D

I like finishing assignments early

I like winning an argument

I like real hugs (by real I mean sincere, so even if its just a cyber hug *hugs* but its sincere, I like it ^^.

I like good hair days

I like baby animals

I like white T - shirts ^ ^

I like clean teeth :D

I like summer

I like the seaside

I like KPOP

I like warm coats and hats and scarves and gloves in winter

I like feeling like I'm important to the people who are important to me

I like seeing people who were meant for each other get together

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I like a lot more than I dislike - actually I LOVE all of the above

but I LOVE you more <3

to be continued...for the rest of my life

Wednesday 17 February 2010

Puppet - when will I become a real girl?

Whichever way I try to look at it my life sucks at the moment.

I hate my university - my classmates are to, put it gently - horrendous (apart from a couple of good people).

My parents say I'm too naive, because I have 'internet friends'....they don't care about me as much as I care about them apparently...maybe so, but lets give the benefit of the doubt here shall we? After all, we are all humans we share the planet.... but no, I'm young and obviously not full-human yet, so I can't do stuff - any stuff.

I'm basically not allowed to do what I like, because it will turn out bad for me - but I can do what I want because its my life - apparently (please someone tell me what makes sense there because I'm so confused...in my years of learning that last statement would be called a contradiction).

I'm lost for words, I want to curl up in a ball, I want to cry and I just don't know what to do...because everything I like is wrong and I should just let others choose how my life will go.

...happiness...

Tuesday 2 February 2010

Rambling because I do it Good

This week has been mental. Its only day two and I have been through every kind of emotion you can think of...I've not cried yet though...I doubt that fact will be the same by the weekend though.

Ive decided riding on the bus alone is no fun. I have to spend 12 hours each week on a bus so its obvious I have to fine things to entertain myself during that time.

1. Music - If mp3 players werent invented and then put into phones I would have died many years ago. If I couldn't listen to music on the bus I just dont know what I'd do...cry possibly. Today I played hot issue intro TWICE because its just the insanest intro ever ' GDRAG - ON - ITS DANGEROUS' - so yeah music is essential.

2. Drawing pad - I will not necesarily draw in it, I just need to know its there. Allthough yesterday I did continue drawing a picture of bae I'm creating for my valentine on BBVIP. She likes bae and I couldn't think of anything else to do for her. hopefully i'll finish it before the 14th, HWAITING!!!!!

3. Pencils - For drawing purposes

4. Some sort of diary

5. A magazine - wildlife magazine usually...blue sharks are <3 So are manta rays and pole cats...I envy wildlife photographers, I really do.

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and I have to stop typing now cos my mum is being irrational...or maybe Im just being irritable

Either way Im ticked off

Good Day/ Night