Challenge Day 4: If You Could Live Anywhere In The World, Where Would It Be?

Omg what an awful question! LOL!

I truly find this completely impossible to answer. It's like asking me what is my favourite movie - I just can't choose.

There is this scenario/dream though, which I love.

Me and my YJ eonnie were talking like over a year ago about how all the first gen (first generation members of BBVIP, when we are successful and rich) would buy one of those gorgeous lil islands off the coast of Thailand and use it as our own beautiful VIP paradise and just go there on holiday together.

I think the idea came from that episode of Boys Over Flowers (Korean Drama, look it up, it's lush) where F4 and the two girls go to that island together and it's just like a perfect haven!

Anyway, our VIP holiday resort would be similar to that and we would have beach parties and good times all day and night long! Not to mention luxury apartments and swimming pools (just in case you don't like being in salt water for too long). Then, if you got bored of the beach life there would always be the private jet waiting to take you wherever your heart desired.

You may know that I have this never ending love for the beach, so obviously the place where I would love to live more than anywhere else MUST have a beach LOL

And of course, there would always be an open invitation for the Big Bang members to come and chill whenever they need a break.

So if I could live anywhere, it would be on THAT island so I would be able so see my gorgeous friends as much as I liked.

AND NOW! Realistically speaking haha....

I actually don't like living in one place for too long. It scares me. I have this fear that I will be stuck somewhere I really don't want to be forever haha.

I've lived in this house the longest that I've lived anywhere and actually I really do love it, but, well, I never wanted to live in Leeds to begin with. Before I moved here it was equal to me living in L***rpool and I had a HUGE tantrum when I was told I would be leaving Manchester to go to Leeds.

Well, now I've lived here almost 10 years....my opinion of the city is better. But I still violently hate the Leeds football team hahaha.

Everytime we drive past their stadium we go,

'Oh look, there's the Devils seat'

(meaning, the devils toilet haha)

Coming back to the question - I would rather live everywhere I wanted to live in the world at different times than one place forever.

When push comes to shove. Isn't the whole big world our home anyway? I am of the opinion that we should see as much of it as we can so we can appreciate how beautiful this earth is and meet all the different varieties of neighbours we have.

GOSHHHH there are so many lush prospects. I really can't wait to get my feet off the ground.

Even so, I LOVE my dear old England and I'm so glad I was born in this green and pleasant land, I wouldn't wish to be born anywhere else ITS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PLACE IN THE WORLD :D

Do ya see what I mean bro's?! :D

Have a lovely day me lovelies!

Minnnnnnnnnn

BUTTERFLY

Listening to - N.M.P. (No More Pain) by Kat-tun
Activity - Drinking the golden water

Last night I slept for 12 hours straight....again.

Yet, I feel so tired the whole time I'm awake.

Then last night I had a dream and something happened in the dream, which disturbed me so much I actually woke up annoyed at myself for dreaming it.

The me that was dreaming actually made the real me jump so that I would wake up and stop dreaming the dream.

It was a very 'Inception' sort of situation.

It wasn't scary or dirty or anything like that. It just annoyed me, because if it were to come true in real life it would be something I would struggle with accepting...to say the least.

A few moments after I'd woken up I had to fling like 4 covers off me, because I was so darn hot...which shows that England is getting warmer...you see, during winter I have to have like 6 covers or more to be warm, but everyday I'm having to peel one or two off!

Soon I will be complaining about it being too hot!!! SO GLAD! I miss warm weather.

About an hour ago ate one of my cupcakes from the other day and I left the casing on one of the book cases in the study. My dog has been sat looking up at it for about 30 mins...he has been known to eat the wrappers off cupcakes. Many a time I've had to fish those things out of his mouth before he swallows it.

I've had too many bad experiences when he has eaten tin foil too...two words 'bloody poo'.

Gosh I'm feeling so emotional, I don't know if it's because of the tea I am drinking or something else. It's not the bad kind of emotional. It's more the 'Choked up with love' kind.

I get like this a lot around spring haha.

Yesterday I checked my bank account expecting it to be completely empty and then discovered that I had £105 sitting there and it was a very pleasant surprise.

I was with Sarah at the time because we'd just been to see the moose and put her in her stable for the night.

I thought,

'hmmm, I should get a lil snack for me and the kid.'

So we went into Morrisons and bought, these cheesy bread thingies, some dried mango, some Vegemite (something Sarah wanted to buy because it was Australian) and a DVD....I realise you can't eat dvd's, but I HAD to buy it because Oguri Shun was on the front cover and you just can't ignore that...I have no idea what the movie is about, but Shun is not usually in crap so I'm not too worried.

ALSO in the games section I saw Kingdom Hearts Recoded there for NDS and Sarah and I just stood there like *O* and it took a LOT of willpower on my part to stop myself from buying it. I just looked on Amazon to see how much it is and it's £17.00. So in the end, I'm glad I didn't buy it in the store cos its £24.00 there.

I REALLY need to halt my money spending, because next week we are going to stay at some friends for a birthday party or something. I'm SO torn, because we will be there when Big Bang make their comeback and yes, I think that sitting in front of a computer violently typing about how wonderful 5 Korean men are all day is a very lovely thing to do.

but yes, I spent £30-ish on Big Bang merchandise today so I have to save some for next weeks travel fares and shizz *sigh*

I CANT WAIT TILL THEY ARRIVE AT MY DOOR!! vcjvhjkdhfkdjhjkg

Earlier I started watching 'Bandage' it's a Japanese movie. I've been putting off watching it for ages, because I've not been in the mood, but it's actually really great. Akanishi Jin is completely adorable in it too - I hate saying that, because I have love/hate feelings for that particular Japanese actor/singer - I think he gets away with a LOT of ASSHOLENESS because he is gorgeous...

I was watching the movie with my sis, but she's gone to do her exercises so we've put it on hold for now and finish it tomorrow.

I've been really craving the old J dramas and stuff recently. You know, how you get into different moods. I think I will rewatch Nobuta wo Produce again soon...and Maybe Zettai Kareshi. I ADORE those two dramas.

We also watched a bit of the Kuroshitsuji anime today...ITS HELLA CREEPY! It was lush, but now I crave my loud, in-your-face, ridiculously glorious One Piece. Nothing can make me laugh like that one.

I keep sneezing today. It's ok at first, but it gets so irritating!

TELL ME WHEN WILL YOU BE MINEEE??? TELL ME QUANDO QUANDO QUANDO!!!! WE CAN SHARE A LOVE DIVINE, PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME WAIT AGAIN ~

Mianhe, listening to Michael Buble just gets me singing :D

I'm really failing with the whole 'I will do 20 situps and 20 mins on the bike every day thing'

I managed the situps, but not the bike - which is probably more important. It's because I keep waking up so late! Then I have to get on with other things. It's just not good enough. I need to wake up earlier tomorrow.

I was glad of one thing. I managed to do 20 situps with complete ease - though I felt like I'd been punched in the stomach for the rest of the night, hence sleeping on my back - something I never do.

ITS 11:11!

I think that means I should go to sleep.

I can't believe it's almost Friday again, it's kind of ridiculous how time rushes along - I guess thats why we shouldn't waste it.

Hopefully I will be more productive tomorrow.

Night Lovelies!

From Min

The next song that plays on my playlist will be the title for this post.

:D :D

Frozen

I'm being nagged at the moment...I wonder why people decide to nag other people at the absolute wrong times.

For example, in the middle of the night, or when travelling, or when the receiver of the nagging is ill or in a REALLY atrocious mood.

Why can't people decide to give 'motivational advice' when the other person is ready to receive it...or as Captain G Sparrow...errr I mean Captain Jack Sparrow would say, 'The Opportune Moment'.

And that was just my little peeve...as you can probably attain from my writing, the remainder of the Christmas spirit or the New Years festive mood is slowly seeping from my life.

Don't get me wrong...I am COMPLETELY satisfied with how today has gone...it's been very pleasant albeit slightly unneventful.

but an interesting occurance in my life is kind of like seeing a penguin in a desert.

And I'm not complaining about that...you can get too much of a good thing...as I have discovered from the copious amounts of food I have shovelled down my neck these past three weeks.

I feel constantly full, which takes away the satisfaction and enjoyment out of eating food.

I also feel a bit bad going into all these supermarkets and seeing the utter tonnage of food being completely ignored by the Great British public and knowing that out in the world there are thousands of people dying of starvation.

Oh good grief, I've just been used as an example of a bad influence..right in front of my face...thats the way to boost my self regard.

Ughhh, sorry, I'm feeling bitter and I was just telling myself today how I want to be more forgiving and shizz this year because it's much healthier to forgive and forget and move along MOVE ALONG LIKE I KNOW YOU DOOOOO ..... sorry, I had to.

but yeah, it was because at church today the sermon was on forgiveness in the new year and I got all self righteous in my mind about how awesome I was good at forgiving the solid crap that sometimes gets thrown at me and then I gave myself a mental slap and thought.

No Minnie, 'forgiveness in the new year' doesn't just mean forgiving other people, it also means asking for forgiveness, which...is much more of a challenge for me, because it means I have to get off my high horse and humble myself.

but I know from a bit of experience that it feels wonderful to be forgiven and to forgive so I'm pushing myself to do this.

And I suppose my current situation...and I mean IMMEDIATE situation, because this nagging is REALLY grating on my nerves...it's so bad I'm conjuring up a mental image of myself jumping out of the window...which is not healthy.

I simply do not know how to react so I'm just being all blank and emotionless which I know is infuriating for the person who is trying to torture...em I mean, get through to me and I really want to shout,

'ITS 12:16 AM AND MY TUMMY HURTS FROM EATING TOO MANY CHOCOLATE MINTS!!!'

but I'm just being all 'meh'

then then, that cierra??? I dunno how to speall her name...but you know the one? Who did that song with Enrique and they destroy the house and throw paint on that lush car and then start making out??? Well the song by her where that guy says,

'THE PRINCESS IS HERE!'

Well I started laughing, because it reminded me of a parody thingy with T.O.P.

I just don't have the ability to keep my cool...what a failure.

I had this dream the other night - I wont go into detail, but a part of it was that a swordfish or a marlin or something, cut my dogs tail off. It really disturbed me, because I feel deeply about any pain infliction on my dog - even if it is only a dream.

Anyway, CSI NY is on TV and one guy got killed by a swordfish and its pretty disturbing...I feel quite afraid of these creatures now, whereas before I thought they were cute and interesting.

All because of a COMPLETELY ridiculous and impossible to come true dream.

And I'm not afraid of creatures!!!...other than that unmentionable 'S' word...

I think we might be most probably finally going to see the latest Narnia movie tomorrow because I sort of asked grandma is she wanted to come out with us to see it, so now dad can't get out of it.

Yes, it was rather underhanded...but MUAHAHAHAHAH and anyway, we will all have a nice family time together and hopefully the mood of mid-life crisis will not rear its UGLY head.

Don't even get me started on the matters of my heart...because my heart is in hybernation because it has no idea what the heck to do with itself...to put it bluntly - my heart is currently in the deep freeze, numb of feeling.

I dunno whether this has to do with lack of opportunities for it to skip a beat for umpteen weeks (nothing else causes that reaction...it's ridiculous) or maybe because numbness is better than the pain and the achey.

The only problem is I feel kind of dead and on autopilot all the time...its a bit rubbish actually.

HNNNNNNNNNNNNNNG I'm sorry, I'm supposed to be releasing positive energies, but it seems to taking the opposite effect.

Maybe it's just because I'm sleepy.

I shall sleep...I reaaaaaally hope this sick feeling in my stomach leaves my tomorrow.

Love From Minnie