I'm Trying

I don't know what is wrong with my body this week. It's completely shattered all the time. I'm so tempted to have a nap right now, but I never do that and I feel like I'm letting down my usual self who never sleeps during the day like a bad ass.

It must be because I'm becoming ANCIENT can't believe Im 23 in just a few months. I will soon be losing my youthful bloom and excitement for life. Hahah all the people who are older than me will read this and be annoyed because I'm calling myself ancient...sowwy.

You wouldn't believe how tired I am..I wonder if this is what jet lag feels like?

I can't say that I've done a lot today. I've not got any dates booked on my calender, so there isn't anything to work towards much. I'm feeling so lethargic. I keep wondering if my iron intake is low or something.

All I've done is basically catch up with BIGBANG news and all that shizzle. It's been quite relaxing actually. ITS SOOOO GOOD to see them all together. I can't describe it. They rock!

I've done a bit of a job search too. When my cousin was a student she had the coolest job ever. She worked as a waitress at the restaurant in Old Trafford and she saw the team and got photos and autographs like on a weekly basis.

I can only dream of a job like that LMAO

Well it's taken me like a full day to write just this tiny bit. I'm just not rolling right today/yesterday. Everything is irritating me at the moment too, like this person spamming just one word on twitter and people who are negative and people who say 'no' to everything and people who are selfish and want everyone to understand them when they can't even be bothered to understand other people. Well my patience is wearing thin tonight. I just get annoyed thinking about these things.

And if I hear the phrase 'don't bother me' again I will punch someone. I never go out of my way to bother anyone so the only reason I could possibly bother someone is because they feel bad for being horrible when all I did was care. IDIOT!

*sigh*

Yeah, that rant has been inside of me for like a week and I was trying to forget it and be generous with forgiveness and the strength of friendship, but I'm flipping human too and it's hard for me to forget.

And I'm only irritated because I care, I just hope there aren't tons more sabotaged friendships scattered around.

It's a fail being mean to me anyway, someone would have to murder someone or something along those lines for me to hate them. Bad feelings are so tedious and a friggen waste of time.

So I'm going to put that awful shizz behind me now and forget it and won't speak of it again and hope that some people will see sense and stop making things worse for themselves...and I may be annoying, but I will always be there being a friend for people I will always care about, even if they IRRITATE me!

In nicer news, G Dragon plays guitar and then smashes it.

and I spent half of the day watching the Kurosagi J drama, which is one of my favourites, because I can empathise with the lead female character and the lead male character is played by Yamashita Tomohisa, who I love...yes, he is hot, but he also does weird random things in his acting that amuse me greatly. Such a great drama, and the storyline isn't based on romance which is nice. I mean it has very classy moments of romantic tingling between the two leads, but it isn't sickly and fake.

I made an observation today. TOP always puts his hand on Daesungs knee when they have Bigbang interviews. It's adorable!

I was thinking of reading Pilgrims Progress again. I love that book, it's such an adventure! I had trouble reading it the first time because it is written in old style English because it was written a very long time ago, but once you get used to that its SUCH an amazing book. It's kind of like when you start reading Shakespeare and you have to get your head around the fancy use of language before you can appreciate the lushness of the sonnets and plays.

It's been ages since I read an old classic. I feel so uncivilised haha. Nah, I'm not a book snob. I'll read anything from contemporary to a kids book if it entertains me. I read my favourite 5000 year old book before I sleep every night so I'm not ageist either LMAO

How is it almost 1am??? AND I have to get up early tomorrow too, why do I torture myself so much?!

Yeah, I should probably sleep I think sleep would be for the best.

Goodnight Everyone,

I'm sorry that this post had negative undertones, it's just I kept telling myself I wasn't upset and disappointed when I actually was and now I feel better for letting it all out of my system. I promise to try harder to be more loving in the future

From Minnie

P.S. New Day. New Start.

It's a Wonderful Life

I just finished watching the movie adaptation of 'Charlottes Web' it never fails to bring tears to my eyes. It's such a meaningful story...the book made me cry too.

I'm a bit of a cry baby when it comes to fiction...but when real life comes I'm less emotionful. I guess it's because I expect death and imperfection in real life, but it's heartbreaking when it comes in the fictional world.

I looooveee good quality fiction. It saddens me that there is so much rubbish on the shelves, filling the minds of the masses with putrid gas. I can handle shallow crap in the movies, because that is what is expected from Hollywood...but not in books - books are special.

Anyway, if you've never read 'Charlottes Web' or seen the movie, you should. It's a very beautiful story showing how special everyone is no matter who they are - something that I believe in very strongly. Everybody should know how important they are.

hahaha, my dog it sat next to me by the sofa and he keeps putting his nose underneath my laptop and pushing it up off my lap. Attention seeker much??? lmao

All he wants is to get up on the sofa so he can be comfy...so I let him muahahah.

Mum just said to me,

'Oh Minnie, he is terribly spoiled that dog.'

but it's her sofa and I don't see her telling him to get off - so her statement is completely true. He is spoiled. By EVERY SINGLE person in the house. He is such an adorable creature that we cannot help it. Well I guess someone has to be the baby...and Sarah is WAY too tall to get away with that shizz now.

I woke up at 1pm today. I came downstairs thinking it was 10am at the latest and walked into the study looking like a decayed mangled chicken. Then Sarah informed me that the webcam was on. I have no idea if the person saw me, but if I were him, I would have been hella scared seeing this unbathed zombie with a face of hair and PJ's that did not match walk into the room.

Then Sarah informed me that it was actually early afternoon and I thought,

'Oh crap, I slept for 12 straight hours.'

Unfortunately for me, I am one of those people who gets headaches when I sleep in. The latest I can go is maybe 11am at a stretch. So I battled a pain in the head throughout today and it only just went away a little while ago. It may have something to do with my wisdom teeth though...they seem to have decided to have a little grow today. You know, just to add to my discomfort.

Hmmmm, a fresh cup of tea would be so wonderful right now, I'm feeling the need. brb for a few moments while I just feed my addiction.

*SIGH* that is MILLIONS better.

The other day me and my triplets were talking about how when I get married I should have at least 10 children so I would be able to populate the world with VIPs...then YJ eonnie compared my future child-bearing self to a cannon...which honestly I haven't been able to stop laughing about for like 2 days straight, she is so funny.

Not that I am against having a million children or whatever, because I really don't mind - but I can't be the only one. There needs to be an elite group of VIP's who make a vow to have 10 children each to further the cause LMAO.

I actually have a friend who wants 11 kids because her hubby desires a family football team LOL. She's due to have child number two in April so at 23 years old she's full steam ahead towards that goal. She's pretty freakin awesome to be honest. I can't help being in awe.

I should probably go to sleep soon! Gots to be up early to head to Manchester tomorrow....don't know what to think about that...at least I can congratulate my friend in person on her upcoming nuptials if nothing else.

Speaking of Manchester. The Derby was on today and it was pretty awesome! I was in the bath most of the time it was on (I tend to daydream in the bath and lose track of time) but I caught the last 25 minutes of the game. It was SO intense, especially the four minutes of stoppage time. Man U won though, and the lesser team of Manchester went away with NOTHING! I don't like to boast but I just want to say this...

MILLIONS OF POINTS AHEAD OF ARSENAL WITH A GAME IN HAND!!! HELL. YES!

There are some douche-bags on FB who can't handle the glory of Manchester United and they really get me annoyed...I'm am trying to ignore it and restrain myself from making comments that will make them feel small and insignificant because I believe everyone should know how special they are...but these people are just so dsfhsjdhgf!!!

*sigh*

Anyway, Rooney made this spectacular goal....it was a sensational bicycle kick...I just wanted the highlights clip to replay it, it was like poetry in motion.

The goal Man City got was sooo weird. This one guy kicked the ball and it ricocheted off this other guys bum and landed in the goal. I was highly amused by this moment.

ANNNNYHOOOOO!!!!

Enough of my babbling, I have to get ma beauty sleep (like seriously, I've had this attack of the spots since I came back home and I hate my face looking as if it had been pecked by a savage duck SOMETHING MUST BE DONE!)

I also REALLY want to buy the Ralph Lauren Perfume, it smells like the ocean rushing up the beach on a beautiful clear summers day...It smells like my heaven.

Goodnight Lovelies and darlings,

Love Min

P.S. VIP's who want a chance to win Taeyang shizzle check the following link out :D

http://kpopmotion.com/taeyangcontest/

Hope you win :D :D :D

P.P.S. 'It's a Wonderful Life' is one of the best movies ever made. You should watch it. YOU ARE SPECIAL!

P.P.P.S. If you buy me Ralph Lauren perfume I will definitely love you forever :P

Just Kidding (a bit)

Night!!!