Resiliance

Last night I went to bed early-ish because everything was just IRRITATING me.

All the miniscule bickerings and rubbish and stupid things people were getting stressed about and yet, horrendous things were happening at the exact same time to other families on the other side of this sphere.

Honestly, when something like this happens things should be put into perspective, but some people are just so caught up with themselves they don't even realise how good they have it.

This morning however, I woke up with a 'SCREW WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK' attitude, because what other people think shouldn't make my thinking negative. The world needs all the positive attitudes it can get at the moment.

Yesterday I was out hunting for a tree - yes - a tree. My mum works at a stately home and they have like a wood at the back and the gardeners helped me to find the tree that I wanted. It is really huge though, like 20+ feet and I have to transport it to the other end of the country! This is where I need to pull out the old 'ddaaaddddyyyy can you help me move a tree?' card. I know he will help me as long as I give him money. How fraternal of him =.=

I have the kind of parents who give and expect something back - it's VERY annoying, because I'm the type of child who likes to take advantage hahaha

As far as I'm concerned when it comes to giving I don't care what I get back on earth cos Heaven is going to be ballin!

One of the first things we heard during the day was that our babies in Japan were safe. Apparently, they were at the park when the quake happened and they live in Tokyo so were not affected by the tsunami. Even so I wish I could just fly over there and give them a hug, I bet they were so frightened.

Yesterday also brought other things

Sarah was joking around about how I have ginger hair and one of the gardeners said to her,

'Just because you are her older sister doesn't mean that you can tease her.'

I was just like O: and then AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAH

And Sarah was like,

'but, she is 7 years older than me.'

Also a lady had said to me earlier,

'Were you ok yesterday? It was so windy, I have another small friend and she was almost blown over.'

I was like...

'Ohhhh issit?.'

I really didn't think that I was THAT OBVIOUSLY small. I don't mind though. Small is ACE and Ace is the name of an awesome One Piece character, THEREFORE small people are awesome.

Its been ages since I've written a blog in the morning, it's actually quite nice. We are off to grandmas later, because we are going to conglomerate around the TV and support Manchester United together for the 1/4 final of the FA cup...I hoppppeee that Man U have got their act together by now. It would be SUCH a shame for them to lose to Arsenal after being beat by Liverpool and Chelsea (yes I have accepted it now - though I'm never going to be happy about it)

I also have to go to the shop for a very shallow and selfish reason - I've been coveting this green eye-shadow pallet for about 3 weeks and I NEED it. Well actually, I don't NEED it, but I would VERY VERY VERY like to have it. In fact, it is a part of this collection of all these different colour pallets and they honestly drive me crazy. I'm like a magpie - anything colourful or shiny and I WANT!

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2-ish days later
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Yeah so there has been a whole weekend between then and now.

I'm just chillin watching Iron Man with my sister. I have hiccups too, which is rather annoying. They are not the satisfying kind of hiccups - I know you know what I mean.

SO I am very happy to say that the weekend was most excellent.

Yesterday we zoomed over to Manchester, had a VERY delicious lunch at grandmas and then watched the Manchester United V Arsenal match and WE WON! Which is so great :D Dad's friend was at Old Trafford for the game and we went to his house for dinner today and I was envying the match program he'd bought (cos at Old Trafford they sell like a programme for every home game, with the line up and rivalry history and shizz, it's like a magazine really). Anyway, it made me wish I was there.

It's getting to rather an exciting stage in the year for the football crowd. It's a very decisive time. AND EXCITING!

Saturday night was kind of weird for me because my body gave me a nasty shock. I was just stood chatting to my dad in the kitchen while he was making tea when I got these terrible pains across my stomach, but it wasn't internal, it was like muscular pains. It really took me by surprise, I couldn't even stand up OR sit down, I was completely immobile because of pain. My sister even had to help me get my PJ's on. Then I had to lie flat on my back with this heat patch thing over my stomach and after about 45 minutes it ebbed away.

The last time this happened I was on my own at home and I fainted on the kitchen floor because of the pain (LMAO Sam was all like 'WTFF???'), and I really have no idea what causes it. It's quite weird, but it goes away and it happens very rarely so I really have no idea what to do about it. It doesn't worry me really, only I hope it never occurs when I'm in an interview or out somewhere or doing something important, because then that would be annoying.

This morning it had vanished and so had the stiffness and I was glad because I didn't want to miss church. Then when I got to church I discovered my best friend had not come so I sent her a text saying,

'I dissaprove of not seeing you D:'

and she sent one back saying

'I know :( I will bring you sweets.'

So my wrath was calmed.

My daddy preached today :D It was very good too. About how life is a marathon and not a sprint...and I'm not going to describe the whole sermon because if you reeaalllly want to see it you can probably watch it on the New Harvest Christian Fellowship Manchester website so yeah.

Then I did this really stupid thing.

After the service I wanted to get out of my row of chairs so I could chat with my friend, but there were people standing in the way at both ends of the row.

So I waited for a bit then I said to my friend,

'Shall I just climb over the chairs into the next row?'

She just shrugged and so I sort of swung my leg over the seats in front of me and jumped a little and it seemed like I had successfully breached the chairs, but then an armrest jammed into my left thigh and I slipped, made a strange squeaking noise and fell on my ass...then I sort of smoothly tried to made it look like I had intended to sit down on a chair - however I have no idea if I succeeded giving this impression.

I only wish I hadn't made the squeaking noise - that was rather embarrassing...I feel embarrassed just thinking about it. WHY AM I SUCH A CLUTZ?

I am also PREEETY certain that my left leg will be the canvas of a impressively huge bruise WHICH WILL LOOK SO BEAUTIFUL AND PURPLE AND GLOWING IN THE MOONLIGHT!

Then after church we went to family friends house for dinner. It was very nice, lots and lots of reminiscing and I really have no idea, but I found myself showing an old friend Big Bang's Haru Haru MV and she was looking at me like,

'Minnie???? WHY KOREANS?'

I just shrugged and said,

'Just because.'

She said,

'Is it because you like a Korean guy?'

because generally in my acquaintance circle, you only get into something 'unusual' if there is a guy involved somewhere.

I just shook my head, because I can proudly and honestly say I was attracted to Big Bang by their music and not how they look....even so I pointed at G Dragon and said,

'I like him a lot though.'

Understatement of the century.

but anyway, today was great. I enjoyed myself thoroughly and was very joyful and I ate a lot of nice food and I feel contented.

I have SO much to be thankful for SOSOSO much. God knows I should remember this more often.

Now its time to sleep.

Goodnight all you lovelies. May all your endeavours be fruitful and may you be blesssseeed!

Love Min

P.S. Please please continue praying and supporting the nation of Japan!

Incandescent

You know when people compliment you, but they do it in a weird way?

'I'm usually a bitch to pretty girls, but you are too nice not to like.'

'GIVE ME YOUR BODY!'

Or when people get it totally wrong?

'Do they call you Minnie because of your height?'

Or those moments when your mum goes completely bonkers in the car and honks at some female joggers.

'They will think we are men and that we fancy them MUAHAHAHHAHAH!'

These are the moments that makes life bearable.

Like when your friends call you 'Weird and obsessive.' which when translated to not-friend language means - 'I'm really fond of you and I'm so glad you are my friend otherwise or I would die of boredom.'

or when you catch the cute guy looking at you and he looks away quickly then looks back like, 'You saw me do that didn't you?' and you look back like, 'Yeapppp, I saw that.' and he's like, 'Awww man.' and then starts smiling to himself creepily and you have to look away otherwise you will sile creepily too and you don't want your friends to know you've just had this WEIRD EYE CONVERSATION WITH SOME DUDE ACROSS THE ROOM! but you wish it would happen all over again because it was kind of fun and sneaky and ninja-ish....

or that moment when you've had the worst birthday imaginable and you sit down to watch the FA cup final and Manchester United win gloriously and it just makes you so happy that you could cry.

Or when you come home from school and daddy says,

'I have tickets to the football, QUICKLY GET YOUR SCARF!'

or when you watch your sister completely thrash 6 other girls in the 400 metre race for the second year in a row and you can hear most of the crowd screaming for her and feel so proud that she is loved so much.

or that moment when you go into the barn to choose a puppy and there are three there running about, but then one comes up to you and places his paw on you and looks at you with those sad eyes and you just CANNOT BEAR to leave him because you've already fallen in love!!!

YOU REALLY CAN'T BEAT THOSE MOMENTS. YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER THE WEIRD AND THE WONDERFUL AND CHERISH THEM ALL. BECAUSE IN THE END THEY MATTER QUITE A LOT AND I'M NOT SURE WHY EXACTLY, BUT I WILL TOTALLY TELL YOU WHEN IT IS NEAR MY END!

I am actually high on sugar. Popcorn affects me this way and I really don't know why, but who cares - soon I shall lose steam and fall into a deep unconscious slumber.

I think So Ji Sub is veryveryveryveryveryveryveryvereyewgdsjhdsahfda beautiful

HIS BEAUTY IS MAKING ME SNEEZE!

Ohhh I'm so sad, someone just wrote the most disgusting word in their FB status and, how horrible - I really feel disappointed in that person. My personal regard for them has dropped - I need tea - I should just love them even if their vocabulary is beyond my moral comprehension.

Well TODAY!

Today I woke up and I WAS dreaming, but I can't remember what that dream was about, but it must have been something and anyway, I got up and went downstairs and sarah was there doing the dishes and THEN I SEE A GREY PARCEL ON THE TABLE AND GET ALL HAPPY ON THE INSIDE!

So in the parcel are my lovley VVIP, GD&TOP and BIGBANG CD's and I am very happy they have arrived!

I feel somewhat complete about the whole thing and I know it must be weird that CD's make me feel complete, especially when I don't have a CD player atm....but yes

AND THEN I took Sam for a walk and today was the day I trespassed along this road, because it's actually a nice walk and the FLEEPIN guy who owns the roads came driving down in this ugly four wheel drive truck thingy and I was like spazzing out on the inside, but on the outside I acted all cool like *I have no idea that I am trespassing completely innocent child* and he didn't stop and tell me off and I was thanking God for my ridiculously young appearance.

Then I got home and forced myself to ride on the bike for 20 mins because I felt fat, but after that I stunk to high heaven and spent like an hour and a half in the bath.

Honestly, I felt so much better after that, but exercising was so difficult for me today, I had to use a lot of willpower to push myself. AND I GOT DEHYDRATED REALLY FAST TOO!

You know what I'm SOOOSOSOSOSOOSOOOO tired! It's just hit me like that! SLEEP! *BANG*

Its quite forceful when it hits you, I don't know!

Anyway, I haven't really done much else today, not that I can recall anyhoo.

So I shall hit the publish button and be done with it!

GOOD NIGHT DEAREST LOVELIEST ELIZABETH! ------- why the hell am I quoting Pride and Prejudice?

GOODNIGHT DEAREST LOVELIEST READERS OF MINE!!!

LLLLOOOOOOVVVVEEE MINNNNEEEHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

THREE DAYS BABY!

Got woken up this morning by a shout,

'MICHELLE GET DOWN HERE NOW!'

Which I did, because I was feeling very obedient when my eyes opened. I wondered why I was being summoned seeing as it is a Saturday and allthough my family were going out for the day, I was staying at home with the doggy (my ideal saturday).

Anyway, when I got downstairs I found my family rushing about to get out and so I stood around like a moose in PJ's watching them.

After that I just did stuff and then I thought I should practice drawing Rain, you know so I could decide which picture of him would be best to draw and this is how it went.









I think it's obvious which one I should go ahead and draw. LMAO

(THELASTONE)

I was so happy yesterday because I FINALLY got back my copy of 'Slumdog Millionaire'
I lent it to my friend about a thousand years ago and when I asked for it back she staunchly denied that she had it.

Anyway, she was looking for something on a shelf yesterday when I was at her house when it fell down and I was like :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Then she was like,

'Ohhh I dunno if this is someone elses copy...'

and I was just thinking,

'NONONONONONONOOOOOOOO THIS IS MINE MINE!!!!'

So I just said,

'wellll I'll just take it now and if anyone asks you for it, I can bring it for them.'

BUT NOBODY WILL ASK BECAUSE ITS MINE!!!!!!

So yes, Im very happy that it is back in my caring hands.

Gosh I'm starving! I went downstairs earlier to make myself some lunch and a cup of tea, but I ended up cleaning the kitchen and the living room and didn't eat at all - though I did have tea.

I should probably eat something, but I have this thing where the time has to be on the nearest tenth before I move. It's 17:56 now and so I only have to wait for 18:00.

LMAO, I know, I have strange habits, but there you are.

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I ATE CHEERIOS FOR DINNER!!!! It might be just me, but every time I eat cheerios the gum behind my front upper teeth goes numb.

yeeeeaassssss

You know tumblr is kind of torture? It has strings and strings of VERY handsome men spammed all over the place. I feel like I'm reblogging all the time. Yesterday I actually reblogged a picture of G Dragon EATING! If it was just a random stranger eating I wouldn't even notice. I mean normally, you wouldn't find someone munching away at something to be a very attractive picture, but NOOOOOO when I see GD eating its like - 'OH HOW CUTE ASLDFJKASDJFLKASJFASJFASLKFJ'

If you would like to have a stalk on my tumblr be my guest -

http://pienso-en-ti-siempre.tumblr.com

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ok I did that thing again, you know where I forget to post what I've written. I CANT BELIEVE I DO THIS KIND OF STUFF!!

Actually, my mind has been rather occupied this week...with stuff....believe me....it's weird stuff...the kind of stuff that is VERY hard to believe. SO HARD TO BELIEVE, that I'm not even sure I can believe it.

ITS MADNESS! If it's true, which it could be...and I don't even think I mind if it is true - then I have no idea what to do.

NO IDEA.

Omo, I'm making no sense at all am I?

It's just I don't want to say what the thing is, but I want you to know there is a thing.

DO YOU GET ME?!

hahaha

Right, I really need a cup of tea. I was just about to get one at church when this guy came along and took the last bit of tea from the pot and I was like, 'ASDFSJDfsjdlkfjsdkfjsdlkfjsdkfjskdfj YOU MAN YOU!!!!!' but, on the inside obviously, because if I said that out loud, well, I would be sectioned or something.

LORD this tea is delicious! OISHI!!!!

I swear it not only warms my body - it also warms my soul!

The tea plant must have been a lil extra God threw from heaven just to bless us humans. Which proves that he loves us!

I wore my new necklace at church today, even though I haven't got a red top, but its OK COS I WORE BLACK!

Imma take a piccy so you can see...ONE SEC!

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Ok so this is the first blog that has ever stretched over three days...and I did take the picture, but hated it so mehh!

I should really just post this LMAO!

Last night I got so distracted by watching Secret Garden episodes that I forgot to continue writing this shizz.

IM BECOMING DEFECTIVE!

but, this drama is SO INTENSE! The chemistry is DIVINE! I love all this hard core sexual tension in dramas hahaha IT MAKES ME CRINGE for real!

I actually cover my face sometimes because IT'S JUST TOO MUCH TO BARE!

I would like to take this time to brag about football, but I'm still VERY upset by the outcome of yesterdays match. I actually forced the thought of it out of my mind for the entire day yesterday. HORRENDOUS STUFF!

Sarah told me that when she went into the shop yesterday the match was playing on the TV part and all these Man City fans were watching it supporting that INFIDEL team (which shows they aren't REAL Mancunians, because no TRUE person born in Manchester would EVER support the 'L' word) yeah and she said there was this asian butcher and he asked the score and this man city fan was like, '2-0 MUAHAHAHA' and he was like 'Don't be stupid man that sucks!' and gave that other guy a friendly punch and Sarah became all *AZN pride* and sent me a text all about it even though she is a white British girl, but meh, our family is Asian and they get all *British pride* when they hear something British SO ITS LIKE THE CIRCLE OF LIFE!

So I really felt like watching a movie last night, but I couldn't because the night before I'd watched 'Slumdog Millionaire' and honestly, most other movies are just not even nearly as good as that and I knew I would be disappointed because 'Slumdog' was still in my system.

I can't describe it...oh oh oh I know, it's like, there is a nice guy who acts like he likes you and you think he's pretty nice too, but you always fob him off because you can't forget how you feel about that wally who is always sat in your head somewhere. So this poor new guy has no idea where he stands AND ITS SO CRUEL! So you have to wait a while until you have convinced yourself that the guy in your head will always be there, but then you feel bad because that makes the new guy seem not good enough, which is not true BECAUSE HE'S MORE THAN GOOD ENOUGH...AND ITS SO COMPLICATED!

*cough*

Yeah so thats why I couldn't watch another movie after I watched 'Slumdog Millionaire' because 'slumdog' is the guy in the head and another movie is the new guy who I'm not ready to appreciate yet.

WOW, my explanations are so confusing...WHY DO I DO THINGS LIKE THIS???!!!

So yeah, I have to go to the job centre today and I'm really not happy about it cos that place makes me want to rip my own face off. HUHUHUHUHUHU.

I woke up feeling really depressed about it, but then I was like!

'MINNIE DUDE! You can't let stuff like this ruin your day! It's not worth it!'

so I'm trying to find the silver lining in everything about today.

I had this dream last night that I was part of this special spy school and there was a world war going on. Anyway, my best friend (in the dream) got suspected of treachery and was on the run and I found him and was just about to help him escape across the English Channel when Sarah woke me up asking if I had any envelopes so she could send a letter.

And it annoyed me at first because the guy in my dream reminded me of someone and I couldn't quite remember who it was AND THEN I REMEMBERED!!

IT WAS LUKE PASQUALINO!

THE MOST SEXIEST BRITISH MALE ON THIS ISLAND AFTER BEN BARNES

I feel so happy he was in my dream best friend, it's a shame everyone thought he was a traitor though - he WASN'T EVEN!!!! O: O: O: O: O:

I would post a picture of him, but my net connection is being extremely gay and not loading one shizzle of things!

I probably dreamed of his because I was drooling over him the entire day of Saturday like a friggen camel.

OHHH FINALLY GOT PICCIES OF HIM! Actually, I'm pretty sure I've spammed about him before on my blog :/





SO MA STYLE! He's famous for being in the British drama 'Skins' which I have never even watched - mainly because it makes the drudgery that is British youngsters look sexy and it's just not true.

IF YOU WATCH SKINS AND YOU THINK THATS WHAT BRITISH TEENS ARE LIKE, BE WARNED!!!!

One in a BILLION ARE LIKE THAT!

Of course I was one of those billion back in the day *smugly wiggles eyebrows*

NO REALLY, I WAS!!!

hahahaahahahaahahah

OH OH OH HOH OHOHOHOHOHOHO

While we are on the subject of British men/guys/peeople

ANDREW GARFIELD AS THE NEW SPIDERMAN!



CAN I HEAR AN AMEN!!!!!!!! Andrew Garfield is not bad on the eyes either.

AND AND AND If I am not mistaken! The new Superman is a British Actor - So thats batman, spiderman AND superman all played by me HOMIES!! :D :D

I LOVE SUPERHEROES!

Anyway Im gonna head off now cos I have to go to that HORRENDOUS PLACE!!!

SEE YOU LATER DELICIOUS ONES!!!!

Musings

I'm so flipping shattered, it's been quite a long day.

It's funny how some days seem long and some days seems short and yet they all have the exact same amount of time n each one.

The human mind is a trickster.

I got some weird texts today,

One said,

'Bum off! :) wahaha X x'

And another said,

'You homosexual'

Which once again proves that I keep incredibly strange company. I must add, that one of those texts was from my sister, I will leave you to guess which one it was.

It's my mums birthday today, so yesterday me and Sarah went to town to buy her a present and card and shizz.

WELL, it just so happened that we passed by HMV. So I made the suggestion that it would be,

'Nice to have a little look around'

Knowing full well that HMV is a place of HUGE temptation for myself. I can resist many things, but the one place that I am SURE to fall is HMV.

That land flowing with so many goodies I can't even!

Anyway, I was quite restrained at first and there was one point where I actually thought we would make it out of the shop without actually buying anything (what a complete joke).

In the end I purchased the first series of 'Lark Rise to Candleford' which is a completely amazing period drama based on true stories. It was £18 and now I am broke.

I had a choice between 'Arrested Development series 2' and the one I bought. I made my decision based on the fact that me and Sarah are the only ones in the house who like to watch 'Arrested Development' (the best American comedy that was ever invented ever - it has cousins who love each other, so obviously it's a winner for me - I am SO weird) whereas Mum and Dad also enjoy watching 'Lark rise'...so I was noble and bought the one we all would like.

Which brings me to today - today, I finished watching the whole box set and I watched 75% of it by myself. It took most of last night and all of this morning, but I managed it, because I am a boss at watching DVD's.

You know what else was weird about yesterday? My sister slept for 19 hours.

Now that is some crazy shizz!

LMAO, you should see me now, I'm so freaking tired. I'm wearing this baggy black top and some mens sweatpants, which are HUGE on me because I have the shortest legs in the world.

I have my quilt next to me. I've been working on it bit by bit today. It looks very preeeettty and I can tell you now its WARM as toast. And I mean like hot crispy toast that has just popped, not the kind that has been left in the toaster all day and is chewy and shizz. It covers my whole lap now, I feel so proud of it!!!

I will take a picture later (if I remember)

My laptop scared me to death today, It keeps saying the hard disk is corrupted and I should back up my files because the computer may blow up any moment.

Well I backed up my laptop the end of last year and I really have no need to do that arduous task again so I'm just waiting for whatever happens.

I really don't know what it means when things go wrong though. I'm completely noob when it comes to deep and meaningful computery things...but then, my computer started refusing to start up earlier and I was like T____T

'This is it, my darling Kevin is finally saying goodbye to me!'

...it was actually quite an emotional moment for me, because Kevin has been my portal of love to many people and I am so grateful...ANYWAY! The computer thingy told me that it would never start up ever ever again and I would have to call the manufacturers and shizz and blah and loads of stuff that I don't understand and then it just turned off by itself and I was all DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

So I waited for a bit and watched Kev Jumba on the PC, who by the way, is growing more and more attractive every day, it's amazing!!

THEN after a short while I turned my lappy back on and it WORKED!!! (for now anyway)

but it is a great concern, what will I do when Kevin kicks the bucket? It's horrible to even think about.

I feel so sticky...just thought I'd tell everyone *sigh*

I think we will probably go out tomorrow for a meal and maybe to the cinema. Mum wants to go to see 'The Kings Speech' which I have already seen, but it's her birthday and it was a good movie so I don't mind at all. Colin Firth is such a babe too...even if he is old. since when does age matter when you have perfected Mr Darcy.

Colin Firth was the PERFECT Mr Darcy...if you haven't seen the 1996 BBC production of Pride and Prejudice, you haven't actually lived...don't talk to me about the Keira Knightly + Matthew Mcfayden version either - the only good thing about that version was Simon Woods (who I loved for a long time and then discovered he was gay and was so sad) and the cinematography...the girl who played Jane wasn't bad either.

Keira Knightley was SO wrong for the part though....they probably only cast her as Lizzie because she was the most popular young British actress at the time.

so yes! Avoid the movie and watch the TV series version!!!....if you like that sort of thing of course, I know some people don't (STRANGE PEOPLE).

Oh yeah, I was talking about tomorrow wasn't I? I GET SO SIDE TRACKED!

I don't know what the rest of tomorrow will bring so I've just decided to welcome it with a smile...

You know, I think Taylor Swift is adorable.

I also think Joo Ji Hoon is incredibly beautiful.

I also CRAVE a decent email or SOMETHING!

I saw these LUSH postcards at a shop the other day and though how nice it would be to send one to all my lovelies. They were the best postcards in the whole wide world, but rather pricey so I thought I'd look on the website and order a million of at a much cheaper price than it would be individually...the only problem is, I can't seem to find the website, so I will have to go back and just buy them anyway...I might as well pick up 'Arrested Development season 2' while I'm at it.

I was just thinking about the upcoming Valentines day and how so many people have these lists of ideal things they want to happen...when if it was real love they would be thinking what they could give to the other person...there is joy in giving

I personally, have no problem with Valentines Day...why should I? It's fun isn't it? If you dislike it you are either severely in need of a relationship or a despot.

It becomes an issue when people take it too seriously...like as if it's your wedding day or some sort of cult initiation, its just fun.

I myself can't resist any opportunity to express my affection to my loved ones...though I've only once ever confessed affection to a person in that 'special way'...and it wasn't on Valentines Day and it was practically forced from me...though to this day, I have no idea why...but I don't like to think about it a lot mainly because it reminds me that I would still, metaphorically speaking, throw myself off a cliff for that person and how my feelings are like flipping bulldogs with locked jaws....which is humorous from one perspective, but quite painful from another.

Distractions are most welcome, if you are me.

It's almost 1am...my parents mentioned washing the dishes, but if they think I am going to attempt that at this time they don't know me at all...I shall do them tomorrow and they will be sparkling like new.

SO TIRED!!!

Goodnight Lovelies

Minnie