Marshmallow Icing

When I was little I used to spend hours and hours writing stories.
It was one of my dreams to write a book.

I used to write stories about talking sheepdogs and cross dressing girls, but I never actually finished them.

My mum was always telling me I should write a book of poetry and get it published, but I don't think anyone would really want to read the poetry I write.

It's either been done before or it doesn't make sense.

I once wrote about a cake who didn't want to die...and no, It wasn't deep and symbolic.

It was simply about a cake - who didn't want to die.

He got eaten in the end, the poor dear.

Nobody wants to read about cakes though...they want to read about sad things that make them even sadder about life...most people do anyway.

It's sad ^_^

But anyway, I mentioned a few posts ago that I got an Idea for a story, so I thought.

'Why not? I only get one life! Why shouldn't I write something?'

And so I drew up an outline for the introduction and started to write it in the car on the way to grandmas the other day.

Basically, I wrote it very craply, so I've decided to re-write it until it's perfect.

Grammar is something I'm very anal (irritable) about -

along with -

Drawing's not going how I want.
Dad's guitar strap being twisted so that its backwards
People having hair in their eyes
Drinking alcohol
Continental Europe
When people put new dishes in the sink while I'm washing up (I HAVE A SYSTEM DAMMIT!!)
North America
Jae when he doesn't have a head

+ Many more...

Its funny though, having a dump for a bedroom does not affect me at all.

I really need to visit Europe and North America to defeat my prejudices too...I'm utterly wrong to think the way I do, considering I've never visited either...It's not just those places. I'm also prejudice towards Liverpool and North Wales and parts of London...and any other places in England with weird annoying accents that make me want to stab whoever is talking.

I should learn to count to ten and learn to love the person.

I am shameful

Its not just me though...Sarah has a problem with the Irish too LOLOL

Oh God, mum made a surprise pizza....I love her.

Hmmm, I just dropped pizza all over my white t shirt, aren't I a clever girl?

I've discovered time flies when you are doing nothing just as much as when you aren't. It must be something to do with old age. Oh gosh I should really clean my room...its terrible.

But when I'm supposed to do something other things always come into my mind like -

'I really want to watch Twilight and New Moon before I go see Eclipse next week...Actually, maybe I'll just forward wind to all the Jacob parts and watch those.'

or

'I can't be botheres getting up off my a**'

or

'Lets just sit here and think about tidying the room'

or

'green'

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Did you know my favourite Korean Movie is My Sassy Girl?

I think its ace. Especially the part where she slaps his face multiple times!!

Oh!!

And that part where she makes him wear her heels and says,

'I'm not wearing any panties.'

and then says,

'Come get me.'

and then runs away

I am in awe of her brilliance...she is a masterful woman.

OH guess what?!!!

I just went downstairs to make a cup of tea and while the teabag was brewing I was like.

'Hmmm, I have 5 minutes until the flavour becomes completely perfect, what shall I do in the meantime?'

So I called the passport office and made an appointment for my interview. It's on Thursday at 3.15pm and lasts for up to half an hour.

Then apparently if my interview is 'successful' I will get my passport in 7 - 15 days.

Sarah will also get hers too.

FINALLY!!!

How many months has this taken?!! Its ridiculous!!

I'm so glad I have ten years before I have to go through the whole procedure again.

I feel so grown up though!!!

I ACHIEVED SOMETHING BY MYSELF!!! WITHOUT HELP FROM DADDY!!! I FILLED IN FORMS!!!

'OH MY GOD!!!'

- Michael Kelso Impersonation

Yes, I know...Im a sad person...I know.

OHHHHHH

My best friends little sister told my little sister that my best friend said that rain in full house was hers....

*cough*

I BEG TO DIFFER!!!

I will fight tooth and claw for Yong Jae in Full House. I loooveee him haaha.

I think me and my friend need to have a little discussion about the ownership of him.

I SAW HIM FIRST!!!

*catfight*

Nah...I'm just kidding....

I maybe a tiny bit 'not kidding' though.

just an eensy weensy bit

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I felt really bad just before, like deeply bad.

My mum called from work and said they had a body shop party for the staff after work and asked if I wanted to come cos she knows I really like buying stuff from the Body Shop.

The conversation -

Mum-

'Hey Min, there is a body shop party at work, you can come if you want and look at the stuff and see if you want some.'

Me-

'...no'

Mum -

'..oh...ok then.'

Me -

'Ok, bye'

I felt horrible!! Because I bet she said to her workmates before she called.

'Oh Our Michelle would love all this!! I'll call her to come over.'

And then I was all cold and nasty for no reason.

She sounded so dissappointed.

Anyway, she called again later and asked if I would bring her purse to work so I jumped up and took it straight away, just so that I showed that I cared.

Because I really do!! I don't know why I was so mean-like. :(

She even bought me a book on how to make different kinds of cupcakes because she knew I liked to bake sometimes.

...I'm suddenly very emotional this evening.

I get like this sometimes lol...It's because I'm a girl.

That's my excuse.

We have hormonal imbalances that make us crazy. And we are only normal for like the first two years of our life and then are insane until we die. And God made men to be less emotional because otherwise they would all end up killing themselves because women would drive them round the bend.

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I want Uruguay to win this match against Holland, because my cousin is from Holland and he is asleep in Japan now and I'm jealous so I'm not supporting his country.

HAHA

Oh dear.

Me and Sarah have just had a huge rant.

My mood has gone from

Depressed

to

Competitive

to

Severely annoyed

In like 7 seconds

Go me!!!

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The sound of my dogs breathing when he is asleep is so adorable.

THE SOUND OF LIFE!!!

Well Im gonna go watch something now

Laters darlings,

Love from Minnie

P.S.



I thought this was cute.

Oh You are Beautiful

Today we went to see our Great Uncle like I mentioned in the previous post.

I actually really enjoyed myself, I'm glad I went.

He lives in such a beautiful part of the world.

Some people are so lucky. The Yorkshire Dales are considered some of the most picturesque and beautiful pieces of countryside in the whole of Britain.

The scenery literally takes your breath away.

The colour that comes to mind is 'green'.

Google the Yorkshire Dales and you will see what I mean haha.

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I finally posted Zaty Eonnie's ELT hoodie to her today...she bought it ages ago and had it sent to my house because it ends up being cheaper that way. I didn't send it on to her until today because she was studying in a different place. So hopefully by the time it gets to her she will be back home in KL :D

I reaaallly love sending things to people. I actually love it more than receiving things...

I know it sounds weird, but when you send things it's like a more physical connection or something.

Maybe that's why my parents always encouraged me to send letters to friends overseas rather than email's.

There is just something special about a letter.

I keep all the ones I've received in a box under my bed, sometimes I get them out and read them and it's completely lush.

I used to send letters to friends all the time, but then I stopped because I got lazy and I was also afraid of the post office :S

Actually, as a child I was afraid of anything that involved speaking.

...but it's a shame because I lost touch with a lot of people who I used to correspond with.

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My great Uncle was telling me today about all the places in the world he has visited. He has been to every country in Europe, plus loads in Asia and parts of America and Canada.

How amazing...he seemed to like Singapore a great deal, but wasnt too keen on Korea haha.

Oo actually, my tummy really hurts. I think ate too much chocolate.

I'm sorry if I've been boring for the past few days.

I keep coming home too late to be awake enough to write a decent blog.

...

Yesterday YJ eonnie watched The Proposal and I remembered I'd bought it on itunes a while back, so Sarah put it on the ipod and we watched it on the drive to Great Uncle John's.

Its the second time I've watched it, but I really like it.

Its like funny but serious at the same time...I mean, its not deep and meaningful with a solemn message, but I really like the way the characters swap roles and the guy becomes the one wearing the pants in the relationship HAHA

Women who try to be powerful like men are seriously unattractive...I know for sho' that its all an image anyway...all those 'feminist' woman people like being treated nicely just as much as the next girl...pft please, you don't need to act like a man and steal all their jobs to be independent and powerful.

Girls win anyway, cos guys need us to carry their children...believe me, this can be used to manipulate.

LOLLL

I have no Idea why Im blabbing on so much.

I just get really irritated when the girl proposes and not the guy.

It dissapoints my soul.

I need to wash my face.

Good Night

Love Minnie

I Lay My Head Back Down and I Lift my Hands and Pray to be Only Yours - I know now You're My Only Hope ~

Its really hot these past few days.

I love 'window open nights'

It means that its not blowing gale force winds and freezing raindrops falling from the sky making you hair all wet and therefore making you more prone to the flu and other infections that fly around public places.

I've been quite sleepy the past few days.

After my holiday I was quite rejuvenated and feeling great because for some reason I was fitter.

It surprised me because all I did on my holiday was eat...all though I did climb a lot of hills....

anyway!!

I keep oversleeping.

Which bugs me sometimes. because I like getting up early and doing all the boring stuff first so I can then do nothing for the rest of the day.

Yes, I am quite aware of the fact that I need to get a life....my parents remind me...as do my grandparents and uncle, people at church and occasionally my sister when we are arguing.

I hold no hard feelings towards them though...not all of them *giggles*

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I just watched the movie A Walk to Remember with Sarah - I didn't cry this time.

The book is more detailed and I laughed at parts, whereas the film is more serious, but its amusing how the girl character had the guy character completely whipped :D

Nah, he was in love and didn't care.

I want to talk more about it but I would spoil it...even if its an old-ish book or movie...but you should check it out...its sweet and not too predictable.

And not as hot and heavy as The Notebook hahaa

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Dad wanted to go to some American friends to their 4th of July BBQ, but I disagreed.

Considering it's celebrating how the colonial people kicked the British out of America...I think it would be so inappropriate to accept such a BBQ haha.

I had a rant driving home from church about how the Native Americans probably think its a farce because these foreigners came along and then claimed the land without even considering that it belonged to someone else.

And now they have little celebrations on how they got their 'freedom' while the populations of Native Americans got smaller and smaller...

But then I'm just really bitter English Woman :S

And I think Red Indians are hot, they are like epic animal tamers...I'm in awe of them. THEY FREAKING HAVE WOLVES FOR PETS!!! :D

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Mum has arranged for us to go see some relatives tomorrow. I really cba.

I'm sure it will be nice, but you know those days when you decide to be productive and you make plans and stuff, and then someone arranges for you to do something else because they think you don't have anything to do...and then they unknowingly have caused the evaporation of what little inspiration you had.

...well its kind of one of those situations.

I had planned to clean my room and look for some jobs....

Oh well...heehee.

Apparently there is no signal where we are going...

We always go to places with no signal *sigh*
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Meh, this post is a tad boring, but to be quite honest...today has been quite in-active.

Apart from church...oh the drama. I don't even want to talk about it, it's that silly...

YJ eonnie drew me a picture of Key from SHINee, it's gorgeous I love it...especially the little tongue. You should so check out her blog which is on the list to the right there and look at her lush drawings >>>

In fact check out all those blogs because they are gorgeous sweet amazing baby :D

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I'm gonna sign off here, because I'm just rambling now.

I will say however...I love talking to Lily on msn...the topics today ranged from Big Bang to Christiano Ronaldo's bum (which wiggles when he runs kekeke).

Good Night Sweet Darlings

From Minni with an 'e'

The Pink Panther

I'm at grandmas at the moment.

Watching the highlights after the Germany and Argentina Match.

I wanted Argentina to win because I don't want a European team to win the cup (British Pride HAHA), but...

Germany just took over (like they always try too *cough*)

And won 4 - 0

My dad's statement after we've watching finished the match,

'I will be sick if Germany win the world cup.'

To be honest though...Germany's team uniform was not ugly like Argentina's

I hate ugly football kits....

But half of Germany's team aren't even German, they are just foreigners who got German citizenship...

Meh...they still would have won even if all their players were German born anyway...they are ruthless.

But it was a fun fun game to watch..unlike the boring crap from the early games. I really enjoyed it.

And I feel better knowing Argentina were thrashed harder than England were hahaha.

England Sucked...Shameful form boys, shameful...especially with your wages.

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL there is a TV show on saying all mankind originated in Africa.

OMG thats hilarious.

This guy has a skeleton and is like

'This is an early version of man'

I'm like

Um, dude...its just the skeleton of a guy...

And He's like

'These skeletons are from 3 million years ago'

Firstly, how does he know? Did the skeleton tell you?

Because don't give me that radiation crap they test fossils with to find the age.

Did you know I saw them test a three day old dead seal with it and it said it was 5 million years old...

I LOL at the missing link...I LOL

So far all they have found, is skeletons of normal humans beings - if you killed a person in the area they find these 'missing links' and look at their skeleton, it will look exactly the same as these 'ancient the million trillion year old ones'.

Its quite wrong that they call people of different races who have slightly different shaped skulls 'the missing link'...its pretty much saying that they are closer to being apes than everyone else...

Erm no...I don't think so.

All the other's have been hoaxes by desperate fanatics...go get a life and get to know living human beings...or find a cure for cancer, stupid scientists.

*rant rant*

...Ohhh I'm supposed to be trying to be nice aren't I?? ROFL

Ohhh noo!!! The disable right click thing thing that YJ hates so much just happened to me for the first time.

I realize now how irritating it is!!

LET ME STEAL YOUR PICTURES DAMMIT!!! :D

I turned that persons blog off straight away...

Lady, your blog is nice and happy, but sharing is caring...*sigh*

hahaha

I was just watching Wimbledon...it's so much more classy than the world cup haha

All the fans are middle class ladies and gentlemen

Sipping tea and nomming on Strawberries (bleh) and cream.

Ah, English summer :D

Tennis -

'WAT HO CHAPS! LETS ALL GO TO THE TENNIS AND HAVE A JOLLY OLD SPIFFING TIME AND WHATNOT'

Football -

'RIGHT LADS, LETS GET TO THE PUB AND WATCH THE MATCH WITH A PINT.'

Tennis cheers of victory -

*clap clap clap*

Football Cheers -

'OHHHHHHHHHH GOOOOOOOOOOOALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL A BLESSED ******* GOAL!!!!!!!! WEROLWJNERwyerguhkwerb werouhlkerpuq3e;orlkqwe rqowjrnqwoyriqlmwrpqwr'

*sigh* I love football, damn its good.

but I love tennis too - Roger Federer is love :D

I could write poetry about him haha.

Its a shame he lost so early...ah well he holds the record for the most grand slams ever so the dude is a legend.



So suave and gentleman like *sigh*...and I love him in the mens shaver ads on tv LOLOLOLOLOL. *coughs*

Ahhh

You know what, I just want to get away...fly fly away.

I feel so free...I need to make the most of my freedom.

Oh I don't know.

There is just so much expectancy in life isn't there?

I want to do so much that I don't know where to begin.

Lets start by having ridiculous hopes, and running with them all the way.

Cos when you can, why not?

Much love From Minnie

P.S. I miss Manchester United



yesyesyes indeed

You know...weekends are boring, why do they have a good reputation? I think that's why books were created....OH I'M SINGLE!!!

Spain V Paraguay :D

Lets have an exciting unbiased match shall we???...(Blegh!! Spain those arrogant continentals!!!)

At the moment I'm watching a film where there is a big fight in a gay bar...

I hope the match is just as exciting hahahahaha

Ohhhh I love to love you bayyybayyy ~

Please excuse me :D I'm in one of my strange moods

900 Year Old, Time Travelling Aliens are Gorgeous Sweet Amazing Baby

So last night I wrote in the little book I keep by the side of my bed to write 'stuff' in.

Here is a quotation/excerpt from what I wrote,

'...tomorrow I want to wake up and be better than I was today.
To be a better person, child, sister and friend.
And to love more with every passing moment.'

It was easy to write, but as I look back on today I realize that I did not reach my expectations.

Loving is 50 million times harder than hating.

and I don't mean like the kind of love you feel for the 'special person'...you kind of don't have a choice in that case - they steal your heart.

I mean the love for fellow people.

Its extremely hard to love people...especially when you think you are better than them...which in some cases there is no doubt you are.

I found myself bashing someone earlier...and yes, they deserved it...but when I looked harder at that person I realized a few things.

Firstly, they are ignorant...therefore I should be sympathetic towards them...not angry.

Secondly, this person is probably the way they are because they are confused and are using their contradicting opinions that are lacking in thought as barriers because they don't want people to know they are confused...and they probably need kindness from me, which I failed at.

and Thirdly, from the evidence...they think of themselves very badly enough as it is, without me thinking more.

I just feel that instead of being petty about the silly insignificant things that annoy me, I should rise to the occasion and look that silly thing in the eye and say.

'Yes you annoy me and bother me because I get irritated easily, but you should know that I am always happy to correct you if you are wrong and if you don't want my help I will ignore you and have no hard feelings, because you have a soul and we share a planet...and your life is just as important as the next persons.'

Its useful to remember that the irritating people in life are just as important as the lovely ones...how we react to various individuals helps us discover how to live. We are learning lessons from the people in our lives every day.

Yes, it is harder to love than to hate.

but hate brings nothing but pain...

love is painful too, only every now and then you get pleasant surprises, so it's worth the effort.

I'm sorry I thought the mean things.

And to confirm my feelings, this was just posted on my FB wall.

Clothe yourselves with tenderhearted mercy, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Make allowance for each other's faults, and forgive anyone who offends you. Colossians 3:12&13

That's classy that is :D

In other words, man up and be the better person

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Moving on :D

We finished watching this season of Doctor Who.

One word -

BRILLIANT

Since it came back to TV in 2005 there has not been a more wonderful season finale than this.

If you are going to watch Doctor Who I HIGHLY recommend this latest season.

Its improved in every possible way.

The storylines have all been high quality and the computer animation is 10000 times better.

It even inspired me with a story...like a really good idea for a story...it's all mixed up in my head at the moment, but I think if I got it clear it would be quite interesting.

Maybe this is the inspiration I need.

I'm not going to say my idea because I'm scared someone will steal it....it's MINE.

MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAAHHA

Here's hoping I don't forget it...I better write it down somewhere, because from past experience I definitely will forget.

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Remember those pictures I promised to post earlier?

Well here they are now :D

YJ showed me this earlier and said he looked like he was hiding his dots.

The thought of this tickled my amusement and made me smile fo sho!!

He is hiding his dots from the world, because he knows full well they belong to me.

:D

'Oh my gawsh, even I myself am sometimes overwhelmed by how hot I am'

- insert squealing and screaming to the point of grievous bodily harm -

'Look at ma sexy eyebrow'

Yes I am looking...

I am fully aware that his talents are extensive and he is a growing phenomenon in the music industry. And I admire him.

But I have to admit. The fact that he is Crazy Gorgeous completely knocks me over before I let the other facts enter my brain...you don't blame me do you?

Is it possible to get pregnant from looking at such pictures?

Anyway, anyone else I have affection for should be feeling very good about themselves right now, considering how I see that glorious piece of male specimen every single day and I still think you are completely beautiful.

Ahh its so hot tonight.

I need to buy more of my shampoo. I've nearly run out and my hair loves it so much it would be cruel to separate them now. I couldn't live with myself if anything came between the two of them.

Ooh I'm feeling quite tired now, Imma get a nice wash before bed so I feel lush and fresh and then get a lovely nights sleep and hopefully have sweet and lovely dreams.

Goodnight Dear Ones

Much love,

From Minnie.

P.S. I hope msn is does not continue being a laggy bumtrinket tomorrow...I get stressed when I cant reply fast....ahh me haha

*yawn*

Night, I will send you all hugs in my dreams...I hope you can feel them :D900

Turn it on Make it Strong, a Good Beat Never Hurt No One :D

Because you're cool cool, yes I am cool cool ~

I'm listening to Gossip Man by G the Dragon and singing it aloud in my head.

You know when you feel like you are singing aloud and then you realize that you aren't actually at all, you are only having like a rave session in your head.

Ooo it was the live version and I didn't notice until I heard the fans haha

'I AM GOSSIP MAN'

I heart that boys smile...



Don't you just want to dive right in? *sigh*

My room is completely messy.

I just don't understand how I can clean it to perfection and the next moment its like an indoors elephant enclosure minus the huge poo's.

You know what I love?

I mean really love A LOT.

I LOVE the soundtracks to final fantasy games, they thrill me!!! The music is so beautiful.

Many years ago as noobile tween, I used to think punk rock music was the only real music. I am completely ashamed of my younger self for being that way...the thing that redeems me from being so closed minded is that I listened to classical music too...I've never understood why young people dislike classical music...IT ROCKS HARD...and those composers were like hardcore weirdo's...I find them so interesting.

...the thing is I used to ardently hate with a passion, music made with electronic sounds.

I liked the real sounds of instruments....I still feel that way a bit, but not as much, because I now realise a real musician can make even the weirdest or crappiest instrument sound heaven sent.

but anyway as a 16 year old playing FF X I fell in love with the soundtrack and I found to my complete amazement that 95% of it was not full orchestral music.

And it opened my eyes to the fabulous world of electronic sounds...

Listen and enjoy :D

Tidus Theme ~



*Sigh* the nostalgia...I want to run to my PS2 and play it again for 700007882276348932 hours and collect all the celestial weapons and scream at the TV whenever a monster hits my Tidus (he is my unborn son after all I'm so protective over him).

Choral Music in Games usually creeps the fudge out of me and I turn the volume down because I get scared haha, but somehow this one always gave me a warm feeling...and you find yourself singing along even though the words dont make sense and you freak your family members out.

The Hymn of the Fayth ~



*sigh*

I want to play this again, I see it there on my shelf calling to me in a sweet silent voice.

'Minnnniiieeee, you know you wanttt meee, you know you need meee.'

Damn you!!! You RPG obsession!!!

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Im very proud of my new eyebrows...I've decided that I must be getting the hang of this plucking and trimming shizz because I made a real mess the first time I attempted...I ended up with like half a left eyebrow.

This all comes of relying on someone to beautify you...my Iranian friend who was like epic at plucking eyebrows used to do it for me...she did that whole string shizz.

It killed like mad at first, but...RESULT...perfect eyebrows.

Wanna see a before and after??

You will realize that my eyebrows are so bushy they are like another biosphere.

See what I mean? ROFL

Now for the after :D

Looks MUCH better innit?

I love my new Vaseline...it 'gently tints' LOLLL

Considering the 'Before Picture' was taken year ago, I havn't changed much have I - other than the eyebrows.

I still look 15...

I read the first chapter of my book The Book Thief last night.

All I have so far, is that its based around the Second World War and that it is narrated by Death.

It's quite well written though.

The author is an Aussie dude and the book is apparently -

'The No.1 International Bestseller.'

I wish I could write a best seller and live off the profit.

That would be so lush. I would travel around the world signing books. And I would love all the people who read it.

Apparently its a tearjerker, so I'm going to read it at night or in the morning so the mascara running down my cheeks won't tell my family that I have been weeping over a novel again.

Usually if a book or movie makes me cry I will let the silent tears fall and then sneak to the bathroom with the pretence that I need a pee, but instead wash my face and blow my nose.

However, there are some days when I get caught.

Like once, we were watching The Last Samurai at grandmas. And I was sat on the sofa beside my mum, trying to control my emotions, while grandma and Sarah and mum were silently crying hahaha.

Dad was probably in the other room watching match of the day XD

Anyway, I'd just bought a new type of mascara and my eyes were not quite used to it yet...so when the tears started coming (you know at that part where the guy leaves his son to die? TT__TT) the mascara got into my eye and suddenly it was stinging like hell fire.

I started rubbing my eyes like a noob and it got so much worse.

So I ended up being taken to the bathroom by grandma as she helped me rinse out my eyes because I could hardly open them explaining lamely that they were watering because they 'were tired'

Grandma just looked at me and said,

'Don't worry about it, I cried at that part too.'

Then at Christmas one of my gifts from her was some waterproof mascara for sensitive eyes - for my 'emotional moments'.

Its a good job I didn't hardly wear makeup when I went on holiday, because I cried like mad when we watched Marley and Me one night on the laptop.

I was so sad I was actually holding in like sobs...mind you, we all got upset...even dad.

I missed Sam a lot after watching that. I wanted to hug him and smell his gorgeous ears...

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I've just realized something...my blogs have gotten a lot less negative since I finished uni. Did you notice?

It shows how much crap you get from university...

sometimes I think its not even worth the torment.

What the hell is wrong with good old starting from the bottom and working your way to the top.

A degree only dumps you halfway anyway in between the lowest jobs and the highest...you have the qualifications, but no experience...and to be honest. You are inadequate for any job until you have learned the ropes after a few months...if you've not been sacked by then.

*frustration*

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My mum is sometimes very harsh with me.

I woke up at around 7:15 this morning to feed Sam and let him out.

Mum was getting ready for work and I went to the loo to have my morning pee.

My mum suddenly spoke up,

'OH NO, YOU ARENT GOING IN THE BATHROOM ARE YOU?'

I replied,

'I just need a wee, I wont be long.'

My mum,

'YOU ARE SO ANNOYING MICHELLE YOU ARE PROBABLY GOING TO TAKE 10 YEARS LIKE YOU DO WITH EVERYTHING!!!.'

... good morning to you too mum.

I'd like to point out that you were the one who toilet trained me. If you want, I could pee the bed at night again. That way the bathroom would be free in the morning because I wouldn't be bursting :D

My dad is just as charming,

I was walking up the stairs and bumped into him.

'Go find a job Michelle.'

Hi daddy, I love you too.

I really do love them though...they aren't boring. I'd die with boring parents cos I choose to live with them haha.

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I managed to get a copy of the Deluxe edition of Solar thanks to a friend of Zaty eonnie...apparently they are all sold out now...but they will appear every now and then at ridiculous prices on ebay I bet...people trying to rip off die hard fans.

They are quite expensive now, but then considering what you get with it, I think its a bargain.

GD's SAL T Shirt cost me £25 for example, but the Solar deluxe has a T shirt with it - among other stuff and it cost me £30 something.

My money is running out, but whatever...I kept my promise to Sarah. And there's nothing I would rather spend my money on more...maybe apart from plane tickets.

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Sarah and YJ eonnie just loaded me with lots of gorgeous GD pics...wanna see?

Oh wait...I cant find where I saved them hahaha...I will find them later and post.

I want Brazil to win this match against Holland...even though my cousin is Dutch...I refuse to support any other European team...BLEH :D


maybe maybe maybe I was way too cynical, thinking I would never even fall and now Im craavinggg ~

I love that song

~ This must bee loveee, oh what you do to me, oh what you do to me
Can't get enouughhhh, oh what you do to me, oh what you do to me ~


Hahaha

Oh dear.

Its really hot and humid recently, I may go for a walk to chill off...It rained all last night, but the humidity hasn't really lifted.

I force myself not to mind though...I'd much rather it be warm than freezing.

*remembers back to the day when the heating broke in the house on the coldest night of the year*

*shudders*

It should be illegal to be that cold.

Anyway I will shut the heck up now :D

Love From Minnieeee

Oh Lovely Nothing Compares to You ...

So here I am again.

My eyebrows are so sore because I just plucked them to death and trimmed the hell out of them....they are moustaches no longer....aww man, I just felt a hair i've missed, but I cba going downstairs to get the tweezers to attack it...its a very lucky eyebrow hair.

I remember when I was little I used to tell the younger kids that I had a creature living in my eyebrow called Fred...They believed me for some reason...

I got the wrong genetics when it comes to nice eyebrows...by sister on the other hand, has the best eyebrows EVER...they are the perfectest shape and she doesn't even pluck them...they are dark too which helps...mine are way too light GRRRRRR.

I cant believe I'm beginning my blog writing about eyebrows HAHA

THERE ARE MORE EXCITING THINGS HAPPENING HERE!!!

Bae officially came back today....he also officially pwned the hell out of any other Korean music act that is also performing at the moment.

I love his new album SOLAR and I love his new MV 'I Need a Girl'.

Its totally different from anything he's done before. He's like a different character in it.

I was trying to put my finger on who Bae reminded me of and then it clicked!!!

He freaking reminds me of Chuck Bass from Gossip Girl...

Yes...Dear sweet puppy dog eyed Youngbae reminds me of naughty conniving and utterly perverted Chuck Bass...

But It works, its so weird...cos even though he's sort of in a different character, he's still Bae and it looks like he's having fun...

And I definitely had fun watching it...

Baedots <3

(This is the part of my blog where a huge chunk was deleted because of freakingness that I dont undertstand D:)

I'm usually a careful person, I think before I make decisions and I WAIT all the time, I'm laid back and relaxed. And shy and pretty quiet....*cough*

But then I sometimes do random jumpy things....Its like I need a fix of adrenaline...or I need a high...

Sometimes I get my friends looking at me like,

'WOAH MINNIE, thats totally unlike you.'

But Im not acting out of character really and I don't have alternate personalities...it's part of my personality to get a thrill every now and again..

So my friends are wrong....in fact they should know me better, even when we were little, it was me who always did the stuff people were scared to do first.

Like climbing trees or putting my hand in stinging nettles or walking through the church top nursery with the light off and the door closed. Or jumping in the sea on a school outing.

And I don't know why I'm talking about this.

Well maybe its because me and Sarah were talking and laughing because people often think we don't know much about the world and have had sheltered lives.

They don't realize that over our very SHORT lives we have met and know various strange and wonderful people and have had TONS of weird experiences...we just don't yatter on about how much we know or have seen...I mean whats the point?

I am who I am...regardless of what I do or what I say....and it you look close enough you will know who I am...if you can be bothered to look that is.

And If you cant be bothered, then I can always be amused at how ignorant you think I am.

I'm not ignorant.

I just cant be assed with trying to be all knowing.

I'd much rather go with the flow and just be myself thankyou :)

And that was kind of a semi rant look into my head rofl!!

I'm back to stalking tumblr again...darn this addiction.

I feel like quite optimistic today, maybe because I did loads of housework and I feel like i've contributed...or maybe its because I discovered I didn't hate someone I thought I hated...but I actually like them...I just wish I didn't.

It's nice though...knowing that you don't have hatred in you...it's such an awful thing...and usually comes from bitterness or jealousy...usually the latter with me....I severely dislike myself when I get jealous...its such a low and tacky feeling.

I like to love better anyway...there is no fear in love, perfect love casts out all fear...I believe that.

I feel like watching The Little Mermaid.

I feel kind of high too...I think its the tea I've been drinking. I just keep randomly smiling, maybe I'm just having a happy day and I'm writing it here because I want to share it...

You know when your happiness doesn't seem to have a reason, but then if you think a bit, you realize that actually there is a reason...or actually lots of reasons.

You should try thinking about it. Maybe you will smile too...And then you will look beautiful.

Watch my next blog be majorly angry and fuelled by depression HAHA

OOO now I will post some pictures from yesterday when we visited the bird garden.

A Black Swan

Sleepy Owls!!! Arent they Gorgeous???

A Sleepy Barn Owl Leaning against the wall, such a cutie!!

Another Sleepy Barn Owl

A Marabou Stork warming its wings in the sun...it poo'd just after I took this pic

Sleeping Pink Flamingos :D

Some Geese, I forgot which kind.

Its so hard to get a picture through the mesh cage, but the guy peeping up at you there

is a hornbill.

A duck, I forget the breed, but the water is pretty

A Rhea

Another type of geese I don't know, the feathers are so pretty though.

Hahahah he's cute.

More Pink flamingo's....they are pretty, but very smelly birds.

The tiny Zebra finch

Mr Toucan.

Well hello there :D

Ngawww, I don't know what you are, but you are cute.

Another Rhea

DUCKY!!! :D

Mousebird?? Mousefinch??? I forget...Its mousesomething anyway.

Sleepy Budgies!!! I love these birds, I used to have one, he was called Peter and he used to sit

on my pencil when I was writing my homework.

Haha Dunno what they are...Hello there little birds :D

And thats all my pictures from the bird garden :D

It's sad seeing them in cages though...I like watching wild animals best...like the seals in Cornwall...In my life I want to visit a rainforest and go on Safari and go to a desert and go to lots of other Jungles and such...just so I can see my favourite animals and birds and reptiles and insects in their proper environment.

And I want to swim with dolphins too

And I want to swim with G Dragon...... *cough*

haha

I love swimming *sigh*

Dammit I'm so in love with everything right now....its not flipping healthy!!!

I've started to read a new book called The Book Thief, I bought it on holiday along with The Lovely Bones because they were buy one get the other half Price.

On holiday I read North and South which is a classic novel/love story about the differences between people from the North of England and the South...the Northern Mill owner falls for the Reverends daughter from the south....I love how he's crazy about her from the start...it's refreshing when the guy is the one who has to wait for the girl.

the other books I read were The Lovely Bones, The Notebook (bloody allie and Noah and their timeless romance and love letters :@ haha) , and a Walk to Remember...and I enjoyed all of them pretty much....

I'm glad I found my bookworm head...I don't know where I lost it but it appeared again somehow.

WELCOME BACK HEAD!!!

I've been writing this blog for over 4 hours....It's gonna be massive!!! D:

MASSIVE LIKE MY OVERFLOWING HEART!!!

Emm, Im going to go now, before I choke on the love I am feeling.

I need more tea, I need a job, I need to watch a dvd...no!!! I have to draw!!!

Good Evening!!!

Love From Minnie, who will make pizza and then eat it!! MUAHaHAHAHA

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