The Secret of the Deepest Centre of My Heart

I must check my twitter mentions more often, people always seem to be speaking to me, but I always seem to ignore them.

I DON'T MEAN TO IGNORE!!! I SWEAR!

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The reason for this??



U_U

It's true - I'm in love with his face and his voice and most of all his talent, but dammit, I'm so glad he's coming back with his gang!!!!

I am feeling quite distressed about not being home when Big Bang come back, but I've decided to take it in my stride and actually convert my friends into being VIP's.

I will wear my Shine a Light T Shirt on Wednesday LOUDLY AND PROUDLY and it will be wonderful and I can spazz with my lovelies VIA texting and hope to goodness the house I am at has wireless.

OH PLEASE JESUS LET THEM HAVE WIRELESS!

*cough*

I've been waiting over 2 years for this comeback, this is not just your average comeback - this is Big Bang - other groups AVOID coming back at this time, because they wont be able to compete with the awesome that is FULL FRONTAL 5 MEN BIG BANG - I know that sounds VERY strange, but believe me it is the most EUPHORIC experience outside of a serious relationship you can get!

And I know you may think I am just an elitist VIP, but it's true...Big Bang are the best my children....they are the best.



I very am in love with these boys VERY AM!

HNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't even know what else to talk about...my mind is on sort of one straight track.

Ughhhh I have to buy a coach ticket for me and my sibling...I HATE travelling by coach - I was scarred by coaches in my early childhood...I like to avoid them.

BUT NEVER MIND BECAUSE BIG BANG ARE COMING BACK THIS WEEK!

I made two batches of Flapjack today, and the ingredients contain so much sugar and it must be having an affect on me today....on top of being like I already am.

AND IF I EAT MORE OF THIS HOME MADE SHIZZ IM GOING TO GET SO FAT!

I'm just going to go on a tea diet this weekend - it's the only way to purge myself of this overdose of sugar....and cheese, I ate craploads of cheese today too.

Its because, I ate tons of sugar and then felt like savoury food and then ate some cheese....it was Wenslydale with cranberries and its just so creamy and delicious I couldn't help, but scoff that shizz down.

My wisdom teeth are having a jolly old push at the moment, I can actually feel the little erupting teeth now...THEIR HEADS ARE POKING THROUGH...in my mouth...yess.

This must be how babies feel, but they have a whole mouthful of pain. Poor things. They handle it quite well considering how small they are.

I worked a lot on my quilt today now my wrists feel like they are blocks of concrete.

The movie 'The Adjustment Bureau' looks good! Cos I love Matt Damon and Emily Blunt and the advert looks quite exciting too! I think I must see that one.

I'm at grandpas now chillin on a Friday night, but I'm looking forward to my bed.

I feel VERY SLEEPY and greasy.

So I shall sign off now because I think we will be heading home verrrrryyyyyy sooon!

Did the blog title draw you in??? Hello! BIG BANG :P

BUTTERFLY

Listening to - N.M.P. (No More Pain) by Kat-tun
Activity - Drinking the golden water

Last night I slept for 12 hours straight....again.

Yet, I feel so tired the whole time I'm awake.

Then last night I had a dream and something happened in the dream, which disturbed me so much I actually woke up annoyed at myself for dreaming it.

The me that was dreaming actually made the real me jump so that I would wake up and stop dreaming the dream.

It was a very 'Inception' sort of situation.

It wasn't scary or dirty or anything like that. It just annoyed me, because if it were to come true in real life it would be something I would struggle with accepting...to say the least.

A few moments after I'd woken up I had to fling like 4 covers off me, because I was so darn hot...which shows that England is getting warmer...you see, during winter I have to have like 6 covers or more to be warm, but everyday I'm having to peel one or two off!

Soon I will be complaining about it being too hot!!! SO GLAD! I miss warm weather.

About an hour ago ate one of my cupcakes from the other day and I left the casing on one of the book cases in the study. My dog has been sat looking up at it for about 30 mins...he has been known to eat the wrappers off cupcakes. Many a time I've had to fish those things out of his mouth before he swallows it.

I've had too many bad experiences when he has eaten tin foil too...two words 'bloody poo'.

Gosh I'm feeling so emotional, I don't know if it's because of the tea I am drinking or something else. It's not the bad kind of emotional. It's more the 'Choked up with love' kind.

I get like this a lot around spring haha.

Yesterday I checked my bank account expecting it to be completely empty and then discovered that I had £105 sitting there and it was a very pleasant surprise.

I was with Sarah at the time because we'd just been to see the moose and put her in her stable for the night.

I thought,

'hmmm, I should get a lil snack for me and the kid.'

So we went into Morrisons and bought, these cheesy bread thingies, some dried mango, some Vegemite (something Sarah wanted to buy because it was Australian) and a DVD....I realise you can't eat dvd's, but I HAD to buy it because Oguri Shun was on the front cover and you just can't ignore that...I have no idea what the movie is about, but Shun is not usually in crap so I'm not too worried.

ALSO in the games section I saw Kingdom Hearts Recoded there for NDS and Sarah and I just stood there like *O* and it took a LOT of willpower on my part to stop myself from buying it. I just looked on Amazon to see how much it is and it's £17.00. So in the end, I'm glad I didn't buy it in the store cos its £24.00 there.

I REALLY need to halt my money spending, because next week we are going to stay at some friends for a birthday party or something. I'm SO torn, because we will be there when Big Bang make their comeback and yes, I think that sitting in front of a computer violently typing about how wonderful 5 Korean men are all day is a very lovely thing to do.

but yes, I spent £30-ish on Big Bang merchandise today so I have to save some for next weeks travel fares and shizz *sigh*

I CANT WAIT TILL THEY ARRIVE AT MY DOOR!! vcjvhjkdhfkdjhjkg

Earlier I started watching 'Bandage' it's a Japanese movie. I've been putting off watching it for ages, because I've not been in the mood, but it's actually really great. Akanishi Jin is completely adorable in it too - I hate saying that, because I have love/hate feelings for that particular Japanese actor/singer - I think he gets away with a LOT of ASSHOLENESS because he is gorgeous...

I was watching the movie with my sis, but she's gone to do her exercises so we've put it on hold for now and finish it tomorrow.

I've been really craving the old J dramas and stuff recently. You know, how you get into different moods. I think I will rewatch Nobuta wo Produce again soon...and Maybe Zettai Kareshi. I ADORE those two dramas.

We also watched a bit of the Kuroshitsuji anime today...ITS HELLA CREEPY! It was lush, but now I crave my loud, in-your-face, ridiculously glorious One Piece. Nothing can make me laugh like that one.

I keep sneezing today. It's ok at first, but it gets so irritating!

TELL ME WHEN WILL YOU BE MINEEE??? TELL ME QUANDO QUANDO QUANDO!!!! WE CAN SHARE A LOVE DIVINE, PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME WAIT AGAIN ~

Mianhe, listening to Michael Buble just gets me singing :D

I'm really failing with the whole 'I will do 20 situps and 20 mins on the bike every day thing'

I managed the situps, but not the bike - which is probably more important. It's because I keep waking up so late! Then I have to get on with other things. It's just not good enough. I need to wake up earlier tomorrow.

I was glad of one thing. I managed to do 20 situps with complete ease - though I felt like I'd been punched in the stomach for the rest of the night, hence sleeping on my back - something I never do.

ITS 11:11!

I think that means I should go to sleep.

I can't believe it's almost Friday again, it's kind of ridiculous how time rushes along - I guess thats why we shouldn't waste it.

Hopefully I will be more productive tomorrow.

Night Lovelies!

From Min

The next song that plays on my playlist will be the title for this post.

:D :D

This One Left Them All Behind

TODAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY!

Well I did some painting, because my little sisters friend turned 17 today...but she is also my best friends little sister, so I abuse her with hugs and stuff all the time.

Anyway, this girl love Kim Bum (he plays Yi Jung in BOF, has the most gorgeous smile and forehead *sigh*) So I decided to paint her a picture of his head for her birthday gift...because I'm too poor to buy her anything LMAO!

She told me previously she would buy a pic of him from me anyway, so this will be a nice gift for her.....IF it turns out nicely...it is in the process of looking good, but the shading is all wonky at the moment which makes him look like he has a broken face and also, I put masking fluid over the places I want to keep pure white so he has yellow sticky bits all over him, which makes him look like he has a liver condition.

I'm sure he doesn't have a liver condition really...that would be awful.

Anyway, here he is so far...I'm getting quite attached to it already..I'm going to feel sad when I give him away.

The more I look at it, the weirder it looks...I keep seeing flaws everywhere. Oh dear. If I can't fix it I will just start another one.

OH MY GOD HIS LEFT EYE IS SO WRONG!!!

So last night I wrote a list of everything I wanted at the moment and then prayed for it all and I have already got two of the things on the list today. ITS WELL GOOD INNIT!

My dad totally took over the PC, I was copying the Kim Bum picture from the screen because the printer has run out of ink so I can't print anything AND IT SUCKS!

Printing ink costs a bally fortune you know and it's my printer so I have to buy it =.= OH MY LIFE!

Anyway, I am going to Korea in January, there is absolutely nothing to stop me, other than - I have no money, but that is one of the things I will be dealing with and I have almost a year to save like a mad woman.

Also, Zaty eonnie says if I don't go she will never speak to me again and I couldn't handle that...part of me would die and I would end up living with like a dead body part and that would just be gross and then more people wouldn't want to speak to me because of the smell and I would end up forever alone.

So thats why I have to go to Korea in January 2012.

And go to Big Show 2012....because apparently there is going to be one. And I will see my beloved boys live and dance and leap with happiness and joy.

And it will be winter so there will be no Korean slugs....Oh crap!! what if it snows again and the planes are not leaving England!!!....NO! It will be completely wonderful and smooth...but, I MUST get money...it's the most important thing.

I should put it on my list.

AND NOW! I shall watch The Princess Bride, because it is SO fudging brilliant...seriously, if you have not seen it...you must see it!!! It is -

'INCONCEIVABLE!'

to think that anyone could dislike such a film (brb *goes to watch*).....

..............THAT WAS COMPLETELY WONDERFUL!!!!!!!

SUCH a DELICIOUS film. There are so many scenes that just make my day!

It is SO my type of humour too. You know, I am one of those people who laughs at things that would be completely un-funny to most people - such as, someones straight face...yep. Or a moose. Or a pigeon.

And then other people say something funny and the whole world laughs and I'm like 'Eh?' and then get it like 10 hours later.

I'm backwards like that, but the Princess Bride tickles my funny bone.

Like there is one scene where the Princess Buttercup pushes the Dread Pirate Roberts down a hill and then he cries out 'AS YOU WISH' and she realises he is actually her lost love Westley and so she literally throws herself down the hill after him and they just sort of tumble violently down until they land at the bottom and reunite.

ITS HILARIOUS!

If I could find that scene on Youtube I would post it for you to see because it is quite legendary.

but I can't find it.

*SIGH*

It is SO romantic, like every time Westley says 'As you wish' to Buttercup it means 'I love you.'

IT'S JUST ASDOLAHSIsdkfhsdjhfdhfkjsd fhsdFLSHGLKSDFHGSLKDFHGSLDKFHGSDFLKG!!!!!!!!!!!!

I only watched it in the first place because the lead singer of my favourite band said it was his fave movie, and then I fell in love with it for myself...it's funny how you end up finding your own reason for liking something.

I have this green top which I really love, because it's hella comfy and goes with my hair. I've looked high and low for it for like 2 months and couldn't seem to find it. Anyway, when I was at church on Sunday my friend came up to me and said,

'Oh I wore your green top the other day, you left it at my house underneath the duvet covers.'

LMAO!

I love when you are so close with someone that they will just presume that you will be ok with them wearing your favourite green top.

I'm not bothered at all, she said it looked nice on her, so I'm glad she could enjoy it's magical qualities.

Last time I was at her house I took this orangey sort of hooded top home, because it looks nice on me and I think it's from Zara or something so it's nice quality...so I guess we are even - though I would like my green top when I go away again in a month or so.

I just got this little feeling like I'm starting to get sleepy so I checked the time and its 22:15!!! Another day is nearing it's end!

Other than, painting a little I don't feel like I accomplished much...oh, I did clean the walls and borders in the front room and kitchen and attempted to arrange some curtains on this rail thingy, but I'm so bad at interior design - last time I painted walls, I got most of the paint on myself and the carpet.

My mum never asks me to do stuff like that now LMAO - my painting is to be kept solely for pictures.

I can't wait for money to go into the my bank on Friday or whenever it will arrive. I'm dying to preorder Big Bang's Mini album *excited*

I cannot wait for their comeback, it's gonna be awesome. 'Remember' came out so long ago I've almost forgotten what it's like for Big Bang to have a Korean comeback!!!

*SO HAPPY*

HMMMM

So what have I learned today?

Lack of internet gives me reason to paint.
I have really weak arm muscles
I need more practice with water colour techniques
I have a file with thousands of pictures of random Asian men on my computer and it takes over an hour to scoot through them all to find the picture you want.
I need to drink more water
My friends are weird....like, if they can't handle my weirdness they should totally take the blame for influencing me :P

Anyway, I'm going to go to bed now because I want to read a bit and meditate on things.

MANY SENDINGS OF LOVE ACROSS THE PLANET THAT WE LIVE UPON!!!

From Min

P.S. I have decided to spend AT LEAST 20 mins on the exercise bike everyday and start doing sit ups again.

I used to be able to do 50 a day, but then one day I overdid it and vomited and it put me off!

OK

NIGHT!

“Since the invention of the kiss, there have only been five kisses that were rated the most passionate, the most pure. This one left them all behind.”

Hold my Hand Like it's the First Time

I'm reeeeeallllly craving a good old tweet spam, but this poopoo connection is not having any of it, so I'm just going to have to do without.... T____T

I felt so weird last night, like my brain wasn't fresh?? I really don't know how do describle it. Recently, my mind has been really active and free. It's like my mind had blurry vision and then someone gave it a pair of glasses and suddenly everything was clear.

Well last night it was slightly blurry again...or maybe not blurry, but tired, very tired. I'm not saying it wasn't unpleasant, but I just don't want everything to go foggy again, because I love simple and clean vision.

SIMPLE AND CLEAN LIKE THE WAY YOU ARE MAKKING ME FEEEEEEEL TONIGHTTT ~

Sorry, I really like that song - Simple and Clean, by Utada Hikaru, From the Kingdom Hearts OST - ITS LUSH BAYBEH!

You know what other Utada Hikaru song I love??? First Love. It's just T____T It was the intro song to one of my favourite J drama's 'Majo no Jouken' aka 'Forbidden Love', which is basically about a 26 year old teacher who has an affair with one of her 17 year old students even though she is engaged and then he gets her pregnant and then her fiancée gets mad and sleeps with her work colleague who always had a crush on him.

*breathes*

Yeah, it sounds totally sordid, but it's really sweet and amazing and well made, trust me - and if I had a student who looked liked Hideaki Takizawa I wouldn't hesitate to have an affair with him.

I MEAN COME ON!!! HE WAS THE PERSON THEY MODELED FINAL FANTASY X 'TIDUS' AFTER.

IT WOULD BE LIKE HAVING TIDUS AS YOUR BOYFRIEND AND FATHER OF YOUR CHILD.

Which is weird for me because I have always felt motherly towards Tidus..... :/

SO today I rushed my bath and taking Sam out because I had to be somewhere for 2:15...and I hate any sort of rushing, it's my one weakness.

Anyway, apparently I rushed too much, because I'd done all my chores and shizz and still had 45 mins to spare before I had to go out. So I just started watching 'Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging' with Sarah...which is a teen flick, not a tutorial video on what underwear to wear when you are kissing Scottish guys...anyway, it was getting to the funniest part when I had to leave and I was like ...

WHOA! ITS ABSOLUTELY PIDDLING IT DOWN OUTSIDE! Seriously, the weather keeps acting like April instead of February and all the birds and animals are getting all giddy and making nests and stuff and I'm scared the winter weather will come back randomly and kill the joy and all the early baby birds.

Oh yeah...so I had to leave the movie, and I accepted this sad thing and went out to catch my bus. I got to the place on time and handed in my form and was sent to the waiting room to sit with these other people. There was this really unsavoury guy sat next to me and I kept my hand in my pocket to hold my phone just in case he tried to nick it, but he didn't have time to because I heard my name being called.

'Michelle Davies?'

I looked up and saw this woman.

'Yes?'

'Umm, Michelle, actually, you don't have to be here today...your appointment is next week...'

'...Oh...right...next week'

I felt so duh-brained...I spent £4.20 to get a bus there....I COULD HAVE BOUGHT A DVD WITH THAT!!!!

The lady looked sympathetically at me and said,

'Well at least we know you get to your appointments on time now.'

'Yes'

I thought,

'You go ahead and have peace of mind about my punctuality, while stand here looking like a stupid goose thinking about how I could have been at home overdosing on tea and chick flicks.'

I just muttered a thank you and gave a goofy smile then proceeded to leave the building at full speed so I wouldn't miss the next possible bus home.

THEN that guy who I was sat next to came running behind me and bumped into me and I though he was going to mug me or something terrible, but actually he was just running for a taxi...I still felt in my pocket to see if my phone was still there though.

Actually, it wasn't MY phone. I had to borrow Sarah's because I left mine at grandmas Yesterday and I wont get it back until next week.

I can't even send a message to my Valentine, it's so sad T___T

It's my friend. We were walking through Tescos the other day and she saw all the flowers and cards and teddies and love hearts and shizzle and was like,

'OH I FORGOT ABOUT VALENTINES DAY!'

and I was like,

'E, will you be my Valentine?'

and she was like,

'Will you be mine?'

and I was like,

'Ch'yeah man!'

but now I can't text her with my love!!! I guess I will just have to spam up her FB wall...I enjoy spamming FB walls.

I just had this amazing thought. Wouldn't it be awesome if you got some of the most top and popular dance tunes and then transposed the music to be able to be played by real instruments in an orchestra and then had a proper concert in the Royal Albert Hall...I can't describe how lush it would sound...PROPER LUSH!

LOLLLLLL I just got a Valentines reply from my friend on FB - She's talking to me as if I'm Jesus again. Oh my friends are insane XD

I want to start doing my art work again. I've been putting it off for months now and I don't want to get too rusty...it can be so depressing when you go back to drawing and have to do millions of exercises to get the flow back.

I'm just trying to remember when Pancake Day is...I know it always falls on a Tuesday - it's real name is Shrove Tuesday. I guess it's a Christian holiday, but heck...everyone likes an excuse to make and eat pancakes all day. It's amazing how many different kinds of meals you can make pancakes. THEY ARE AMAZING!

GAD all this talk of pancakes is making me starving, but I can't eat yet because I'm making cupcakes later and I know I'm going to eat half of the cake mix so I have to decrease my intake of fat now so It wont add up when I go into glutton mode later on, *sigh* life.

I want to watch anime now and if I can't do that I will just put a DVD on and crochet while listening to the movie without even looking at the TV and if I can't do that then I will search for a gorgeous head shot of bi rain - but he has to be facing the left. Then I will draw that picture - draw the hell out of it.

Have a good evening younglings

*checks to see if twitter works yet*

OH MA LOVELY GOD!!! IT WORKS!!!! THANKYOUUUUUUUUUU!!!! *leaps around*

Bye folks *HUGG AND KIISSSSUUUUUUUU*

Love Minnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

V

Its the day of love and corny things - well in my part of the world it is and since I have no Romeo to make merry with, the only thing I can do is shower affection on the masses - V day is my excuse to behave in an exceptionally adoring way towards every animate and inanimate object that comes within range of any of my six senses (yes, six).

...which is something I do pretty much every day of the year, but meh, I have to make the most of today. You never know, I may end up with a Valentines day hating miser and won't be able to abuse the occasion anyway, so I might as well make the most of it while I am single (which will probably be my whole life with the way I go about things).

My reasoning is insane.

SO TODAY!!

It is Monday now, but I woke up when it was Sunday and we went down to Manchester to go to church, which is the norm now. Church was pretty quiet actually...last week it was like a zoo. It was nice though, I got to see my friend who is getting married. She showed me her designs for the wedding rings, which are apparently in the process of being made and then she ordered me to buy two dresses - one for the bridal shower and the other for the wedding. I then gave her strict instructions that I want front and centre seats on the special day, because I want to take embarrassing kissing pictures.

Something is bugging me...why are VIP's complaining about the Big Bang comeback being a mini album??? As far as I remember all Big Bangs Korean comebacks have started with a mini album followed by a full album. Chill dudes. Enjoy the amazingness that is the 5 gorgeous young men performing all together. Haru Haru and Lies and Last Farewell were ALL on mini albums...I know...cus I have them :P

ALL BIG BANGS MINI ALBUMS ARE SEXY!!! I actually listen to them more than their full albums!!!!!

....even though I still ADORE the full albums don't get me wrong.

*sigh* I LOVE BIG BANG!!!

You know what else I love?

Sammy, the colour green, my dvd collection, YJ, Mico, Zaty eonnie, Lily, Jen, Annie, Jae, Rina eonnie, superheroes, cinnamon grahams, pizza, baby animals, curry, blogging, beautiful people, beaches, nice dreams, ice cream, marshmallows, candles, new shoes, nice letters, book shops, fast food, milkshake, drawing, reading, exercising, breathing, new sensations, vegetables, star wars, ralph lauren perfume, new makeup, cars, manchester united, brown eyes, surround sound, Final Fantasy, clean jeans, hugs, new beginnings, spring, Monkey D. Luffy, Narnia, big cardboard boxes.

SMILES - so please smile, because I'm not the only one who loves them...

I have so much more that I love, but its four minutes past 1 am and I think my sister will be getting mad because I type incredibly loud.

YJ just said it best

'We have been celebrating love since ever.'

YUP! And today is no different!

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

From Minnie, who is very much in love with pretty much everything, but especially something.

It's a Wonderful Life

I just finished watching the movie adaptation of 'Charlottes Web' it never fails to bring tears to my eyes. It's such a meaningful story...the book made me cry too.

I'm a bit of a cry baby when it comes to fiction...but when real life comes I'm less emotionful. I guess it's because I expect death and imperfection in real life, but it's heartbreaking when it comes in the fictional world.

I looooveee good quality fiction. It saddens me that there is so much rubbish on the shelves, filling the minds of the masses with putrid gas. I can handle shallow crap in the movies, because that is what is expected from Hollywood...but not in books - books are special.

Anyway, if you've never read 'Charlottes Web' or seen the movie, you should. It's a very beautiful story showing how special everyone is no matter who they are - something that I believe in very strongly. Everybody should know how important they are.

hahaha, my dog it sat next to me by the sofa and he keeps putting his nose underneath my laptop and pushing it up off my lap. Attention seeker much??? lmao

All he wants is to get up on the sofa so he can be comfy...so I let him muahahah.

Mum just said to me,

'Oh Minnie, he is terribly spoiled that dog.'

but it's her sofa and I don't see her telling him to get off - so her statement is completely true. He is spoiled. By EVERY SINGLE person in the house. He is such an adorable creature that we cannot help it. Well I guess someone has to be the baby...and Sarah is WAY too tall to get away with that shizz now.

I woke up at 1pm today. I came downstairs thinking it was 10am at the latest and walked into the study looking like a decayed mangled chicken. Then Sarah informed me that the webcam was on. I have no idea if the person saw me, but if I were him, I would have been hella scared seeing this unbathed zombie with a face of hair and PJ's that did not match walk into the room.

Then Sarah informed me that it was actually early afternoon and I thought,

'Oh crap, I slept for 12 straight hours.'

Unfortunately for me, I am one of those people who gets headaches when I sleep in. The latest I can go is maybe 11am at a stretch. So I battled a pain in the head throughout today and it only just went away a little while ago. It may have something to do with my wisdom teeth though...they seem to have decided to have a little grow today. You know, just to add to my discomfort.

Hmmmm, a fresh cup of tea would be so wonderful right now, I'm feeling the need. brb for a few moments while I just feed my addiction.

*SIGH* that is MILLIONS better.

The other day me and my triplets were talking about how when I get married I should have at least 10 children so I would be able to populate the world with VIPs...then YJ eonnie compared my future child-bearing self to a cannon...which honestly I haven't been able to stop laughing about for like 2 days straight, she is so funny.

Not that I am against having a million children or whatever, because I really don't mind - but I can't be the only one. There needs to be an elite group of VIP's who make a vow to have 10 children each to further the cause LMAO.

I actually have a friend who wants 11 kids because her hubby desires a family football team LOL. She's due to have child number two in April so at 23 years old she's full steam ahead towards that goal. She's pretty freakin awesome to be honest. I can't help being in awe.

I should probably go to sleep soon! Gots to be up early to head to Manchester tomorrow....don't know what to think about that...at least I can congratulate my friend in person on her upcoming nuptials if nothing else.

Speaking of Manchester. The Derby was on today and it was pretty awesome! I was in the bath most of the time it was on (I tend to daydream in the bath and lose track of time) but I caught the last 25 minutes of the game. It was SO intense, especially the four minutes of stoppage time. Man U won though, and the lesser team of Manchester went away with NOTHING! I don't like to boast but I just want to say this...

MILLIONS OF POINTS AHEAD OF ARSENAL WITH A GAME IN HAND!!! HELL. YES!

There are some douche-bags on FB who can't handle the glory of Manchester United and they really get me annoyed...I'm am trying to ignore it and restrain myself from making comments that will make them feel small and insignificant because I believe everyone should know how special they are...but these people are just so dsfhsjdhgf!!!

*sigh*

Anyway, Rooney made this spectacular goal....it was a sensational bicycle kick...I just wanted the highlights clip to replay it, it was like poetry in motion.

The goal Man City got was sooo weird. This one guy kicked the ball and it ricocheted off this other guys bum and landed in the goal. I was highly amused by this moment.

ANNNNYHOOOOO!!!!

Enough of my babbling, I have to get ma beauty sleep (like seriously, I've had this attack of the spots since I came back home and I hate my face looking as if it had been pecked by a savage duck SOMETHING MUST BE DONE!)

I also REALLY want to buy the Ralph Lauren Perfume, it smells like the ocean rushing up the beach on a beautiful clear summers day...It smells like my heaven.

Goodnight Lovelies and darlings,

Love Min

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P.P.S. 'It's a Wonderful Life' is one of the best movies ever made. You should watch it. YOU ARE SPECIAL!

P.P.P.S. If you buy me Ralph Lauren perfume I will definitely love you forever :P

Just Kidding (a bit)

Night!!!

Musings

I'm so flipping shattered, it's been quite a long day.

It's funny how some days seem long and some days seems short and yet they all have the exact same amount of time n each one.

The human mind is a trickster.

I got some weird texts today,

One said,

'Bum off! :) wahaha X x'

And another said,

'You homosexual'

Which once again proves that I keep incredibly strange company. I must add, that one of those texts was from my sister, I will leave you to guess which one it was.

It's my mums birthday today, so yesterday me and Sarah went to town to buy her a present and card and shizz.

WELL, it just so happened that we passed by HMV. So I made the suggestion that it would be,

'Nice to have a little look around'

Knowing full well that HMV is a place of HUGE temptation for myself. I can resist many things, but the one place that I am SURE to fall is HMV.

That land flowing with so many goodies I can't even!

Anyway, I was quite restrained at first and there was one point where I actually thought we would make it out of the shop without actually buying anything (what a complete joke).

In the end I purchased the first series of 'Lark Rise to Candleford' which is a completely amazing period drama based on true stories. It was £18 and now I am broke.

I had a choice between 'Arrested Development series 2' and the one I bought. I made my decision based on the fact that me and Sarah are the only ones in the house who like to watch 'Arrested Development' (the best American comedy that was ever invented ever - it has cousins who love each other, so obviously it's a winner for me - I am SO weird) whereas Mum and Dad also enjoy watching 'Lark rise'...so I was noble and bought the one we all would like.

Which brings me to today - today, I finished watching the whole box set and I watched 75% of it by myself. It took most of last night and all of this morning, but I managed it, because I am a boss at watching DVD's.

You know what else was weird about yesterday? My sister slept for 19 hours.

Now that is some crazy shizz!

LMAO, you should see me now, I'm so freaking tired. I'm wearing this baggy black top and some mens sweatpants, which are HUGE on me because I have the shortest legs in the world.

I have my quilt next to me. I've been working on it bit by bit today. It looks very preeeettty and I can tell you now its WARM as toast. And I mean like hot crispy toast that has just popped, not the kind that has been left in the toaster all day and is chewy and shizz. It covers my whole lap now, I feel so proud of it!!!

I will take a picture later (if I remember)

My laptop scared me to death today, It keeps saying the hard disk is corrupted and I should back up my files because the computer may blow up any moment.

Well I backed up my laptop the end of last year and I really have no need to do that arduous task again so I'm just waiting for whatever happens.

I really don't know what it means when things go wrong though. I'm completely noob when it comes to deep and meaningful computery things...but then, my computer started refusing to start up earlier and I was like T____T

'This is it, my darling Kevin is finally saying goodbye to me!'

...it was actually quite an emotional moment for me, because Kevin has been my portal of love to many people and I am so grateful...ANYWAY! The computer thingy told me that it would never start up ever ever again and I would have to call the manufacturers and shizz and blah and loads of stuff that I don't understand and then it just turned off by itself and I was all DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

So I waited for a bit and watched Kev Jumba on the PC, who by the way, is growing more and more attractive every day, it's amazing!!

THEN after a short while I turned my lappy back on and it WORKED!!! (for now anyway)

but it is a great concern, what will I do when Kevin kicks the bucket? It's horrible to even think about.

I feel so sticky...just thought I'd tell everyone *sigh*

I think we will probably go out tomorrow for a meal and maybe to the cinema. Mum wants to go to see 'The Kings Speech' which I have already seen, but it's her birthday and it was a good movie so I don't mind at all. Colin Firth is such a babe too...even if he is old. since when does age matter when you have perfected Mr Darcy.

Colin Firth was the PERFECT Mr Darcy...if you haven't seen the 1996 BBC production of Pride and Prejudice, you haven't actually lived...don't talk to me about the Keira Knightly + Matthew Mcfayden version either - the only good thing about that version was Simon Woods (who I loved for a long time and then discovered he was gay and was so sad) and the cinematography...the girl who played Jane wasn't bad either.

Keira Knightley was SO wrong for the part though....they probably only cast her as Lizzie because she was the most popular young British actress at the time.

so yes! Avoid the movie and watch the TV series version!!!....if you like that sort of thing of course, I know some people don't (STRANGE PEOPLE).

Oh yeah, I was talking about tomorrow wasn't I? I GET SO SIDE TRACKED!

I don't know what the rest of tomorrow will bring so I've just decided to welcome it with a smile...

You know, I think Taylor Swift is adorable.

I also think Joo Ji Hoon is incredibly beautiful.

I also CRAVE a decent email or SOMETHING!

I saw these LUSH postcards at a shop the other day and though how nice it would be to send one to all my lovelies. They were the best postcards in the whole wide world, but rather pricey so I thought I'd look on the website and order a million of at a much cheaper price than it would be individually...the only problem is, I can't seem to find the website, so I will have to go back and just buy them anyway...I might as well pick up 'Arrested Development season 2' while I'm at it.

I was just thinking about the upcoming Valentines day and how so many people have these lists of ideal things they want to happen...when if it was real love they would be thinking what they could give to the other person...there is joy in giving

I personally, have no problem with Valentines Day...why should I? It's fun isn't it? If you dislike it you are either severely in need of a relationship or a despot.

It becomes an issue when people take it too seriously...like as if it's your wedding day or some sort of cult initiation, its just fun.

I myself can't resist any opportunity to express my affection to my loved ones...though I've only once ever confessed affection to a person in that 'special way'...and it wasn't on Valentines Day and it was practically forced from me...though to this day, I have no idea why...but I don't like to think about it a lot mainly because it reminds me that I would still, metaphorically speaking, throw myself off a cliff for that person and how my feelings are like flipping bulldogs with locked jaws....which is humorous from one perspective, but quite painful from another.

Distractions are most welcome, if you are me.

It's almost 1am...my parents mentioned washing the dishes, but if they think I am going to attempt that at this time they don't know me at all...I shall do them tomorrow and they will be sparkling like new.

SO TIRED!!!

Goodnight Lovelies

Minnie