I felt so weird last night, like my brain wasn't fresh?? I really don't know how do describle it. Recently, my mind has been really active and free. It's like my mind had blurry vision and then someone gave it a pair of glasses and suddenly everything was clear.
Well last night it was slightly blurry again...or maybe not blurry, but tired, very tired. I'm not saying it wasn't unpleasant, but I just don't want everything to go foggy again, because I love simple and clean vision.
SIMPLE AND CLEAN LIKE THE WAY YOU ARE MAKKING ME FEEEEEEEL TONIGHTTT ~
Sorry, I really like that song - Simple and Clean, by Utada Hikaru, From the Kingdom Hearts OST - ITS LUSH BAYBEH!
You know what other Utada Hikaru song I love??? First Love. It's just T____T It was the intro song to one of my favourite J drama's 'Majo no Jouken' aka 'Forbidden Love', which is basically about a 26 year old teacher who has an affair with one of her 17 year old students even though she is engaged and then he gets her pregnant and then her fiancée gets mad and sleeps with her work colleague who always had a crush on him.
*breathes*
Yeah, it sounds totally sordid, but it's really sweet and amazing and well made, trust me - and if I had a student who looked liked Hideaki Takizawa I wouldn't hesitate to have an affair with him.
I MEAN COME ON!!! HE WAS THE PERSON THEY MODELED FINAL FANTASY X 'TIDUS' AFTER.
IT WOULD BE LIKE HAVING TIDUS AS YOUR BOYFRIEND AND FATHER OF YOUR CHILD.
Which is weird for me because I have always felt motherly towards Tidus..... :/
SO today I rushed my bath and taking Sam out because I had to be somewhere for 2:15...and I hate any sort of rushing, it's my one weakness.
Anyway, apparently I rushed too much, because I'd done all my chores and shizz and still had 45 mins to spare before I had to go out. So I just started watching 'Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging' with Sarah...which is a teen flick, not a tutorial video on what underwear to wear when you are kissing Scottish guys...anyway, it was getting to the funniest part when I had to leave and I was like ...
WHOA! ITS ABSOLUTELY PIDDLING IT DOWN OUTSIDE! Seriously, the weather keeps acting like April instead of February and all the birds and animals are getting all giddy and making nests and stuff and I'm scared the winter weather will come back randomly and kill the joy and all the early baby birds.
Oh yeah...so I had to leave the movie, and I accepted this sad thing and went out to catch my bus. I got to the place on time and handed in my form and was sent to the waiting room to sit with these other people. There was this really unsavoury guy sat next to me and I kept my hand in my pocket to hold my phone just in case he tried to nick it, but he didn't have time to because I heard my name being called.
'Michelle Davies?'
I looked up and saw this woman.
'Yes?'
'Umm, Michelle, actually, you don't have to be here today...your appointment is next week...'
'...Oh...right...next week'
I felt so duh-brained...I spent £4.20 to get a bus there....I COULD HAVE BOUGHT A DVD WITH THAT!!!!
The lady looked sympathetically at me and said,
'Well at least we know you get to your appointments on time now.'
'Yes'I thought,
'You go ahead and have peace of mind about my punctuality, while stand here looking like a stupid goose thinking about how I could have been at home overdosing on tea and chick flicks.'
I just muttered a thank you and gave a goofy smile then proceeded to leave the building at full speed so I wouldn't miss the next possible bus home.
THEN that guy who I was sat next to came running behind me and bumped into me and I though he was going to mug me or something terrible, but actually he was just running for a taxi...I still felt in my pocket to see if my phone was still there though.
Actually, it wasn't MY phone. I had to borrow Sarah's because I left mine at grandmas Yesterday and I wont get it back until next week.
I can't even send a message to my Valentine, it's so sad T___T
It's my friend. We were walking through Tescos the other day and she saw all the flowers and cards and teddies and love hearts and shizzle and was like,
'OH I FORGOT ABOUT VALENTINES DAY!'
and I was like,
'E, will you be my Valentine?'
and she was like,
'Will you be mine?'
and I was like,
'Ch'yeah man!'
but now I can't text her with my love!!! I guess I will just have to spam up her FB wall...I enjoy spamming FB walls.
I just had this amazing thought. Wouldn't it be awesome if you got some of the most top and popular dance tunes and then transposed the music to be able to be played by real instruments in an orchestra and then had a proper concert in the Royal Albert Hall...I can't describe how lush it would sound...PROPER LUSH!
LOLLLLLL I just got a Valentines reply from my friend on FB - She's talking to me as if I'm Jesus again. Oh my friends are insane XD
I want to start doing my art work again. I've been putting it off for months now and I don't want to get too rusty...it can be so depressing when you go back to drawing and have to do millions of exercises to get the flow back.
I'm just trying to remember when Pancake Day is...I know it always falls on a Tuesday - it's real name is Shrove Tuesday. I guess it's a Christian holiday, but heck...everyone likes an excuse to make and eat pancakes all day. It's amazing how many different kinds of meals you can make pancakes. THEY ARE AMAZING!
GAD all this talk of pancakes is making me starving, but I can't eat yet because I'm making cupcakes later and I know I'm going to eat half of the cake mix so I have to decrease my intake of fat now so It wont add up when I go into glutton mode later on, *sigh* life.
I want to watch anime now and if I can't do that I will just put a DVD on and crochet while listening to the movie without even looking at the TV and if I can't do that then I will search for a gorgeous head shot of bi rain - but he has to be facing the left. Then I will draw that picture - draw the hell out of it.
Have a good evening younglings
*checks to see if twitter works yet*
OH MA LOVELY GOD!!! IT WORKS!!!! THANKYOUUUUUUUUUU!!!! *leaps around*
Bye folks *HUGG AND KIISSSSUUUUUUUU*
Love Minnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
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