This One Left Them All Behind

TODAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY!

Well I did some painting, because my little sisters friend turned 17 today...but she is also my best friends little sister, so I abuse her with hugs and stuff all the time.

Anyway, this girl love Kim Bum (he plays Yi Jung in BOF, has the most gorgeous smile and forehead *sigh*) So I decided to paint her a picture of his head for her birthday gift...because I'm too poor to buy her anything LMAO!

She told me previously she would buy a pic of him from me anyway, so this will be a nice gift for her.....IF it turns out nicely...it is in the process of looking good, but the shading is all wonky at the moment which makes him look like he has a broken face and also, I put masking fluid over the places I want to keep pure white so he has yellow sticky bits all over him, which makes him look like he has a liver condition.

I'm sure he doesn't have a liver condition really...that would be awful.

Anyway, here he is so far...I'm getting quite attached to it already..I'm going to feel sad when I give him away.

The more I look at it, the weirder it looks...I keep seeing flaws everywhere. Oh dear. If I can't fix it I will just start another one.

OH MY GOD HIS LEFT EYE IS SO WRONG!!!

So last night I wrote a list of everything I wanted at the moment and then prayed for it all and I have already got two of the things on the list today. ITS WELL GOOD INNIT!

My dad totally took over the PC, I was copying the Kim Bum picture from the screen because the printer has run out of ink so I can't print anything AND IT SUCKS!

Printing ink costs a bally fortune you know and it's my printer so I have to buy it =.= OH MY LIFE!

Anyway, I am going to Korea in January, there is absolutely nothing to stop me, other than - I have no money, but that is one of the things I will be dealing with and I have almost a year to save like a mad woman.

Also, Zaty eonnie says if I don't go she will never speak to me again and I couldn't handle that...part of me would die and I would end up living with like a dead body part and that would just be gross and then more people wouldn't want to speak to me because of the smell and I would end up forever alone.

So thats why I have to go to Korea in January 2012.

And go to Big Show 2012....because apparently there is going to be one. And I will see my beloved boys live and dance and leap with happiness and joy.

And it will be winter so there will be no Korean slugs....Oh crap!! what if it snows again and the planes are not leaving England!!!....NO! It will be completely wonderful and smooth...but, I MUST get money...it's the most important thing.

I should put it on my list.

AND NOW! I shall watch The Princess Bride, because it is SO fudging brilliant...seriously, if you have not seen it...you must see it!!! It is -

'INCONCEIVABLE!'

to think that anyone could dislike such a film (brb *goes to watch*).....

..............THAT WAS COMPLETELY WONDERFUL!!!!!!!

SUCH a DELICIOUS film. There are so many scenes that just make my day!

It is SO my type of humour too. You know, I am one of those people who laughs at things that would be completely un-funny to most people - such as, someones straight face...yep. Or a moose. Or a pigeon.

And then other people say something funny and the whole world laughs and I'm like 'Eh?' and then get it like 10 hours later.

I'm backwards like that, but the Princess Bride tickles my funny bone.

Like there is one scene where the Princess Buttercup pushes the Dread Pirate Roberts down a hill and then he cries out 'AS YOU WISH' and she realises he is actually her lost love Westley and so she literally throws herself down the hill after him and they just sort of tumble violently down until they land at the bottom and reunite.

ITS HILARIOUS!

If I could find that scene on Youtube I would post it for you to see because it is quite legendary.

but I can't find it.

*SIGH*

It is SO romantic, like every time Westley says 'As you wish' to Buttercup it means 'I love you.'

IT'S JUST ASDOLAHSIsdkfhsdjhfdhfkjsd fhsdFLSHGLKSDFHGSLKDFHGSLDKFHGSDFLKG!!!!!!!!!!!!

I only watched it in the first place because the lead singer of my favourite band said it was his fave movie, and then I fell in love with it for myself...it's funny how you end up finding your own reason for liking something.

I have this green top which I really love, because it's hella comfy and goes with my hair. I've looked high and low for it for like 2 months and couldn't seem to find it. Anyway, when I was at church on Sunday my friend came up to me and said,

'Oh I wore your green top the other day, you left it at my house underneath the duvet covers.'

LMAO!

I love when you are so close with someone that they will just presume that you will be ok with them wearing your favourite green top.

I'm not bothered at all, she said it looked nice on her, so I'm glad she could enjoy it's magical qualities.

Last time I was at her house I took this orangey sort of hooded top home, because it looks nice on me and I think it's from Zara or something so it's nice quality...so I guess we are even - though I would like my green top when I go away again in a month or so.

I just got this little feeling like I'm starting to get sleepy so I checked the time and its 22:15!!! Another day is nearing it's end!

Other than, painting a little I don't feel like I accomplished much...oh, I did clean the walls and borders in the front room and kitchen and attempted to arrange some curtains on this rail thingy, but I'm so bad at interior design - last time I painted walls, I got most of the paint on myself and the carpet.

My mum never asks me to do stuff like that now LMAO - my painting is to be kept solely for pictures.

I can't wait for money to go into the my bank on Friday or whenever it will arrive. I'm dying to preorder Big Bang's Mini album *excited*

I cannot wait for their comeback, it's gonna be awesome. 'Remember' came out so long ago I've almost forgotten what it's like for Big Bang to have a Korean comeback!!!

*SO HAPPY*

HMMMM

So what have I learned today?

Lack of internet gives me reason to paint.
I have really weak arm muscles
I need more practice with water colour techniques
I have a file with thousands of pictures of random Asian men on my computer and it takes over an hour to scoot through them all to find the picture you want.
I need to drink more water
My friends are weird....like, if they can't handle my weirdness they should totally take the blame for influencing me :P

Anyway, I'm going to go to bed now because I want to read a bit and meditate on things.

MANY SENDINGS OF LOVE ACROSS THE PLANET THAT WE LIVE UPON!!!

From Min

P.S. I have decided to spend AT LEAST 20 mins on the exercise bike everyday and start doing sit ups again.

I used to be able to do 50 a day, but then one day I overdid it and vomited and it put me off!

OK

NIGHT!

“Since the invention of the kiss, there have only been five kisses that were rated the most passionate, the most pure. This one left them all behind.”

Wild Life

The internet connection here is behaving so incredible bum faced I am just going crazy!!!

It seems like it's not pushing itself hard enough to please me....and I mean that in a very un-rude context so don't go thinking weirdly!!!!!

SOME PEOPLE!!!!

Anyway, today was 'ish' Which means it wasn't fabulous, but wasn't horrid either...it was just...ish...but had some inredible moments

I went to the job centre and I got there ten minutes early like a good girl, only to be left waiting for another 40 minutes. I don't know why I even try to be a good citizen with these people!!! AND the lesbian security guard winked at me too, which was a horrendous experience for me...you get these insane thoughts running through your head like

'Do I look like a gay person to other gay people?????'

Which is EXTREMEMLY silly since I have a very un-gay vibe. I REEEEALLLY like guys for example. Well not rabidly LIKE them, but they are definitely my preference when it comes to hugging and kissing and oh yeah, marriage and stuff.

I seem to have run off on a tangent here...what was I talking about again??? OH YEAH!

So while I was waiting at the job centre I occupied myself by playing fruit ninja on the ipod and then staring at this guy for ages because he looks SO INCREDIBLY like my friends brother it was astonishing...it wasn't my friends bro though because he lives miles and miles away and doesn't have a big red birthmark on the back of his neck OR an ugly tattoo on his arm and this other dude did...so yeah obviously I was extremely bored.

Then I had my lil interview with my personal helper guy, who is actually really laid back and nice, despite the fact he looks like a homeless pirate and I don't mean the good kind of homeless pirate either.

OMG IT WAS SO WINDY TODAY, LIKE SERIOUS GALE FORCE! My hair normally takes a day to dry when I wash it, because I don't use a hairdryer. TODAY it was almost completely dry when I got home because the natural air element was so freaking strong. I swear if it had been any stronger my head would have been completely removed. OH LORD! if airbenders were real I would so marry one so he could dry my hair and I wouldn't even care if he was younger than me and BALD!!!!!...when the wind dries it it doesn't go all weird and brittle, it looks pretty good actually, which is just very rare!

So when I got home I was ABSOLUTELY GASPING for a nice cuppa tea. I already had one earlier that morning, but I had to multi task and drink it while I was in the bath and drinking tea while washing your hair is just not the same as sitting on the sofa just enjoying the taste and aroma.

Making tea is SO MUCH fun in our house, I just connect the ipod to the speakers and then dance about the kitchen wildly until the tea is made. I'm not sure how it gets made while I'm being all tribal and stuff, but somehow it appears and it's pretty lush, because you get tea AS WELL AS an extreme workout. Could there be anything more beneficial really????

After that, I watched the movie 'Valentines Day' with Sarah and it was pretty fun. I never got bored once the whole time I was watching it so I guess thats a good thing. It helps that I love mostly every single actor and actress in it too. Anne Hathaway is just hilarious! And then I got all extra spazzy when I realised that Topher grace and Ashton Kutcher were both in it and THEY WERE BOTH IN 'THAT 70's SHOW' HOW AWESOME IS THAT??????????!!!!!!!!!

She loves That 70's Show *points to self*

GOSH!!! I'm trying to log into twitter, but the net is being such a turd and I feel so much like tweeting its NOT FAIR!!! T_____________________T

Anyway, then the best part of the day happened!!!!

I got a text telling me that my friends fiancée from India had FINALLY been granted permission to come to England again so they can get married!!!!!!! THIS IS AMAZING NEWS LIKE FREAKING AWESOME AND SPECTACULAR because they have been separated for 7 FLIPPING years because of VISA issues and NOW I CAN ACTUALLY GO TO THEIR WEDDING!!

It was my friends sister who sent the text, but she told me not to call or text my friend because she was asleep from working night shifts and didn't actually know the good news herself yet.

I find it a little strange that I knew she would be able to get married before she did but MEH!! IM SO EXCITED!!!!

This is really the first of my childhood friends within my age range who has gotten married so its a weird new experience for me and I'm sure I will feel like an old maid at the wedding, BUT SFSILJFAlsjifjalsfjalsiufiaslflasjflkajsfkljaskfjasljf!!

She has the most romantical gorgeous love story to tell her grandchildren. OMG THEIR BABIES ARE GOING TO BE SO CUTE!!!! HALF ENGLISH AND HALF INDIAN!!

*calms down*

I just really love when people I love have extremely happinessess!!!! I get so spazzy and delighted, especially I know how much they suffered beforehand!! EEEEEK!

Thinking about it...today was pretty exceptional, just with boring bits in between the gorgeous bits and anyway, it's how you look at life. If you find the extraordinary in every day, every day will be extraordinary.

I must remember that!

At the moment I'm trying to watch the second series of Kimi ni Toodoke! I've managed the recap episode and the first episode, but this darned internet is just not allowing me to finish watching epi 2...I've refreshed the page like 500000 times...its pretty exasperating. In the meantime Sarah is practising fishtail plaits on my hair and we are listening to some OSM playlist.

I did no work on my quilt today, which is rather sad and I should probably spend tons of time on it tomorrow. I wanna use up the wool I have so I can go to hobbycraft and buy tons more. I love wool you know! THANK GOD FOR SHEEP!

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS this episode finally loaded!!! How completely delightful! I have no idea if any of you people watch anime...well actually, I know some of you do because I know some of you, but the ones I don't know, well I have no idea if you do.

OH GOSH!!!!! Why am I like this?!?!?!?!?!

Oh yeah, so I love this anime because it was my YJ eonnie who told me to watch it in the first place and then later Mico said he loved it too. and I just love to watch things that my triplets recommend me. they have EXCEPTIONAL TASTE!

I get so irritated at the main character Sadako. She has such low self esteem she lets all these opportunities go and it takes so long for her relationship to progress with Kazehaya, the guy she likes. He likes her too, but she gives off all the wrong signals so he thinks she doesn't. sdfshfjkhsdjkfh It's very frustrating, but impossibly cute!!!!

I think I must give off wrong signals - the people who I don't like always seem attracted to me and the people who I do like seem like they couldn't care less.

Oh life and its vicious cycles, it's so sad.

One of the best parts about being back home is being able to catch up on all the YG lushness that has been building up in my absence. these past few days I have been overdosing of GTOP and Seungri and BATHING in the incredible feelings that grow thus.

I feel like I'm too far behind to spazz with the other people so I've been having mini inside parties by myself...to be honest, I LOVE IT!

This SLOW internet is such a pain though, I can only do the bare minimum - it's like freaking dial up...I guess it's better than no internet at all though. We cannot revert back to that pure torture!

Me and Sarah were talking about Lily today and we decided that on the net, the most we see of Lily is her brain and what goes on in there...it just occurred to me that me and Sarah talk about Lily every day. I think it's because we are so utterly filled with love for her...if you don't know who Lily is, I can assure you right now, that your life is incomplete to ridiculous levels. She is the original Smile!

OMGAH HEARTBREAKER BY GD JUST STARTED PLAYING AND I INSTANTLY TRAVELLED BACK TO THOSE DAYS WHEN WE AT BBVIP ALL GOT ME2DAY ACCOUNTS AND SPAMMED GD'S ME2DAY UNASHAMEDLY WITH THE BIGBANGVIP.NET URL!

I have such great historical moments in my brain...

FILPPING HELL!!! I've written craploads today! this is the first 'real' blog I seem to have written in ages. I'm sorry about that. I have not been putting my whole heart into writing this shizz because I always start writing it too late and am half asleep and all that stuff!!!!

MY VIEWS HAVE GONE UP THOUGH!! Since those terrible '3 views a day' days a few weeks ago, ITS BACK to 20+ views again!!! *happy*

UGHHHHHH!!!! My flesh is CRAWLING with annoyance because of this SLOWNESS!!! What will happen if I press 'publish post' and it DOESN'T?

I will be angry and then throw a shoe at a wall to make myself feel better.

I can't go to sleep with such anger in my heart!!! I must find something to make me calm down...this blog may or may not be the result of caffeine.

Gosh, but I'm sleepy now and msn just won't log on T___________T This is so gay.

I feel like I'm missing so much when it come to e-socialising recently. Twitter is the most active I can get - when it works!!!

DARN distance!!! If everyone had their own jet planes we wouldn't even NEED the internet - but the world would probably be destroyed with intense pollution, so I guess that's why we can't all have jet planes.

OH OH OH !!!

I bought some new converse on Saturday! THEY ARE BRIGHT GREEN LIKE KERMIT THE FROG!

They look SO much better than those foul nikes I've been wearing recently. I had to stop wearing my old black converse, because Sammy chewed the laces up and then when I replaced the laces he chewed them again.

He gets away with everything, I wasn't even mad at him!!

Once upon a time I had this Darth Vader mug, which I ADORED, it was my favourite mug of all time. Anyway, when Sam was a puppy she knocked it off the table and it broke and I wasn't even a bit mad. I think that was the moment I knew I must love him a great deal.

Only the greatest of loves can replace how I feel about Star Wars so Sammy is a winner there...HES MA BAAAYYBEHHHH!!!!

Ok, this net is not going to stop being slow tonight so I will just head to bed and wish you all a lovely day/night and pray for Go'd blessing on you all because I wan't you too be so BEAUTIFULLY HAPPY!

GOODNIGHT GORGEOUSESS!!!!

Love Min!!

fdhjdfklgjkldfjhklsdjfhkljsklfhjsdkl I love Park Bom, she's the epitome of lushness.