Magic Sunset

You know there are some people who just make you smile when you think about them or when you see them?

I love those people SO MUCH!! They make life amazing for me they really do.

I have a friend who is made of sunshine, she really is.

In fact, if I saw her cry I would be absolutely heartbroken, because it would seem so un-natural.

I just thought I would say that because I do love her lots and she just sent me a text which made me smile my head off.

It doesn't have anything to do with the fact that she calls me 'Jesus' it really doesn't.

I have a strange conglomeration of friendships, GOD I LOVE THEM ALL!

Today I worked a lot on my quilt...I'm back on the red wool. It looks pretty lush actually, I'm proud of my miss shapen 'rug'....it's pretty sexy.

OH MY GOSH! There is a 24 hour CHILD CORONATION CHANNEL apparently - What the flipping fudge is wrong with this world exactly???

You know what? I always get shocked when people I like reveal that they don;t like animals. I always feel like I shouldn't like people that dislike animals and yet, I sometimes get shocked.

It happened to me today, because Lily is scared of creatures and I adore Lily...strange innit?

I came to my grandpas tonight, it's the first time I've been in a while. The hilarious thing is that the internet connection is SO MUCH speedier than at our house...my grandpa has faster broadband than we do.

Its some crazy shizz!

I asked dad earlier if I could drive the car, but he has been avoiding my question...he always avoids THAT question...

Why do people always choose to go to Disneyland AFTER they have won the lottery??? Disneyland is a TREAT!! It should be scrimped and saved for and then it will be appreciated more.

One day I shall go to Disneyland and stalk Mickey Mouse who is my hero!

It is one of my many dreams.

Well, I think that we will be heading home soon!

I am SO thirsty!

Goodnight sweethearts!

Love from Minnnnieeee!!!!

Wild Life

The internet connection here is behaving so incredible bum faced I am just going crazy!!!

It seems like it's not pushing itself hard enough to please me....and I mean that in a very un-rude context so don't go thinking weirdly!!!!!

SOME PEOPLE!!!!

Anyway, today was 'ish' Which means it wasn't fabulous, but wasn't horrid either...it was just...ish...but had some inredible moments

I went to the job centre and I got there ten minutes early like a good girl, only to be left waiting for another 40 minutes. I don't know why I even try to be a good citizen with these people!!! AND the lesbian security guard winked at me too, which was a horrendous experience for me...you get these insane thoughts running through your head like

'Do I look like a gay person to other gay people?????'

Which is EXTREMEMLY silly since I have a very un-gay vibe. I REEEEALLLY like guys for example. Well not rabidly LIKE them, but they are definitely my preference when it comes to hugging and kissing and oh yeah, marriage and stuff.

I seem to have run off on a tangent here...what was I talking about again??? OH YEAH!

So while I was waiting at the job centre I occupied myself by playing fruit ninja on the ipod and then staring at this guy for ages because he looks SO INCREDIBLY like my friends brother it was astonishing...it wasn't my friends bro though because he lives miles and miles away and doesn't have a big red birthmark on the back of his neck OR an ugly tattoo on his arm and this other dude did...so yeah obviously I was extremely bored.

Then I had my lil interview with my personal helper guy, who is actually really laid back and nice, despite the fact he looks like a homeless pirate and I don't mean the good kind of homeless pirate either.

OMG IT WAS SO WINDY TODAY, LIKE SERIOUS GALE FORCE! My hair normally takes a day to dry when I wash it, because I don't use a hairdryer. TODAY it was almost completely dry when I got home because the natural air element was so freaking strong. I swear if it had been any stronger my head would have been completely removed. OH LORD! if airbenders were real I would so marry one so he could dry my hair and I wouldn't even care if he was younger than me and BALD!!!!!...when the wind dries it it doesn't go all weird and brittle, it looks pretty good actually, which is just very rare!

So when I got home I was ABSOLUTELY GASPING for a nice cuppa tea. I already had one earlier that morning, but I had to multi task and drink it while I was in the bath and drinking tea while washing your hair is just not the same as sitting on the sofa just enjoying the taste and aroma.

Making tea is SO MUCH fun in our house, I just connect the ipod to the speakers and then dance about the kitchen wildly until the tea is made. I'm not sure how it gets made while I'm being all tribal and stuff, but somehow it appears and it's pretty lush, because you get tea AS WELL AS an extreme workout. Could there be anything more beneficial really????

After that, I watched the movie 'Valentines Day' with Sarah and it was pretty fun. I never got bored once the whole time I was watching it so I guess thats a good thing. It helps that I love mostly every single actor and actress in it too. Anne Hathaway is just hilarious! And then I got all extra spazzy when I realised that Topher grace and Ashton Kutcher were both in it and THEY WERE BOTH IN 'THAT 70's SHOW' HOW AWESOME IS THAT??????????!!!!!!!!!

She loves That 70's Show *points to self*

GOSH!!! I'm trying to log into twitter, but the net is being such a turd and I feel so much like tweeting its NOT FAIR!!! T_____________________T

Anyway, then the best part of the day happened!!!!

I got a text telling me that my friends fiancée from India had FINALLY been granted permission to come to England again so they can get married!!!!!!! THIS IS AMAZING NEWS LIKE FREAKING AWESOME AND SPECTACULAR because they have been separated for 7 FLIPPING years because of VISA issues and NOW I CAN ACTUALLY GO TO THEIR WEDDING!!

It was my friends sister who sent the text, but she told me not to call or text my friend because she was asleep from working night shifts and didn't actually know the good news herself yet.

I find it a little strange that I knew she would be able to get married before she did but MEH!! IM SO EXCITED!!!!

This is really the first of my childhood friends within my age range who has gotten married so its a weird new experience for me and I'm sure I will feel like an old maid at the wedding, BUT SFSILJFAlsjifjalsfjalsiufiaslflasjflkajsfkljaskfjasljf!!

She has the most romantical gorgeous love story to tell her grandchildren. OMG THEIR BABIES ARE GOING TO BE SO CUTE!!!! HALF ENGLISH AND HALF INDIAN!!

*calms down*

I just really love when people I love have extremely happinessess!!!! I get so spazzy and delighted, especially I know how much they suffered beforehand!! EEEEEK!

Thinking about it...today was pretty exceptional, just with boring bits in between the gorgeous bits and anyway, it's how you look at life. If you find the extraordinary in every day, every day will be extraordinary.

I must remember that!

At the moment I'm trying to watch the second series of Kimi ni Toodoke! I've managed the recap episode and the first episode, but this darned internet is just not allowing me to finish watching epi 2...I've refreshed the page like 500000 times...its pretty exasperating. In the meantime Sarah is practising fishtail plaits on my hair and we are listening to some OSM playlist.

I did no work on my quilt today, which is rather sad and I should probably spend tons of time on it tomorrow. I wanna use up the wool I have so I can go to hobbycraft and buy tons more. I love wool you know! THANK GOD FOR SHEEP!

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS this episode finally loaded!!! How completely delightful! I have no idea if any of you people watch anime...well actually, I know some of you do because I know some of you, but the ones I don't know, well I have no idea if you do.

OH GOSH!!!!! Why am I like this?!?!?!?!?!

Oh yeah, so I love this anime because it was my YJ eonnie who told me to watch it in the first place and then later Mico said he loved it too. and I just love to watch things that my triplets recommend me. they have EXCEPTIONAL TASTE!

I get so irritated at the main character Sadako. She has such low self esteem she lets all these opportunities go and it takes so long for her relationship to progress with Kazehaya, the guy she likes. He likes her too, but she gives off all the wrong signals so he thinks she doesn't. sdfshfjkhsdjkfh It's very frustrating, but impossibly cute!!!!

I think I must give off wrong signals - the people who I don't like always seem attracted to me and the people who I do like seem like they couldn't care less.

Oh life and its vicious cycles, it's so sad.

One of the best parts about being back home is being able to catch up on all the YG lushness that has been building up in my absence. these past few days I have been overdosing of GTOP and Seungri and BATHING in the incredible feelings that grow thus.

I feel like I'm too far behind to spazz with the other people so I've been having mini inside parties by myself...to be honest, I LOVE IT!

This SLOW internet is such a pain though, I can only do the bare minimum - it's like freaking dial up...I guess it's better than no internet at all though. We cannot revert back to that pure torture!

Me and Sarah were talking about Lily today and we decided that on the net, the most we see of Lily is her brain and what goes on in there...it just occurred to me that me and Sarah talk about Lily every day. I think it's because we are so utterly filled with love for her...if you don't know who Lily is, I can assure you right now, that your life is incomplete to ridiculous levels. She is the original Smile!

OMGAH HEARTBREAKER BY GD JUST STARTED PLAYING AND I INSTANTLY TRAVELLED BACK TO THOSE DAYS WHEN WE AT BBVIP ALL GOT ME2DAY ACCOUNTS AND SPAMMED GD'S ME2DAY UNASHAMEDLY WITH THE BIGBANGVIP.NET URL!

I have such great historical moments in my brain...

FILPPING HELL!!! I've written craploads today! this is the first 'real' blog I seem to have written in ages. I'm sorry about that. I have not been putting my whole heart into writing this shizz because I always start writing it too late and am half asleep and all that stuff!!!!

MY VIEWS HAVE GONE UP THOUGH!! Since those terrible '3 views a day' days a few weeks ago, ITS BACK to 20+ views again!!! *happy*

UGHHHHHH!!!! My flesh is CRAWLING with annoyance because of this SLOWNESS!!! What will happen if I press 'publish post' and it DOESN'T?

I will be angry and then throw a shoe at a wall to make myself feel better.

I can't go to sleep with such anger in my heart!!! I must find something to make me calm down...this blog may or may not be the result of caffeine.

Gosh, but I'm sleepy now and msn just won't log on T___________T This is so gay.

I feel like I'm missing so much when it come to e-socialising recently. Twitter is the most active I can get - when it works!!!

DARN distance!!! If everyone had their own jet planes we wouldn't even NEED the internet - but the world would probably be destroyed with intense pollution, so I guess that's why we can't all have jet planes.

OH OH OH !!!

I bought some new converse on Saturday! THEY ARE BRIGHT GREEN LIKE KERMIT THE FROG!

They look SO much better than those foul nikes I've been wearing recently. I had to stop wearing my old black converse, because Sammy chewed the laces up and then when I replaced the laces he chewed them again.

He gets away with everything, I wasn't even mad at him!!

Once upon a time I had this Darth Vader mug, which I ADORED, it was my favourite mug of all time. Anyway, when Sam was a puppy she knocked it off the table and it broke and I wasn't even a bit mad. I think that was the moment I knew I must love him a great deal.

Only the greatest of loves can replace how I feel about Star Wars so Sammy is a winner there...HES MA BAAAYYBEHHHH!!!!

Ok, this net is not going to stop being slow tonight so I will just head to bed and wish you all a lovely day/night and pray for Go'd blessing on you all because I wan't you too be so BEAUTIFULLY HAPPY!

GOODNIGHT GORGEOUSESS!!!!

Love Min!!

fdhjdfklgjkldfjhklsdjfhkljsklfhjsdkl I love Park Bom, she's the epitome of lushness.

Never be Ordinary

SUNDAY!

Well actually, its almost Monday. We are at grandmas now, we probably should have left a while ago because we aren't gonna get home till some ridiculable time, but never mind!!!

THAS LIFE!!!

Today I got up early and wasn't very pleased with the affect this rainy weather has made on my hair. This made me tie it up in a ponytail when I had actually wanted to have it down. In the end this was for the best since I was asked to help in the nursery at church.

12 small children in two small rooms is like hell for me, but fortunately the time went by fast and I spent most of the time sat on a chair holding a sleeping baby who fell asleep after playing with my earrings for about an hour.

My advise is - never wear dangling earrings when you are in charge of children..it's kind of like, ear suicide.

My quilt is coming along SPLENDIDLY! I decided that I should add a bit of black to it too since Man United have black in their kit too and I didn't want my colours being confused with other inferior groups.

Here is a picture, its not too clear because I took it quickly and awkwardly with my webcam, but when it is finished I will take a proper picture of it on my bed.



I've done a bit more black now, you can't see it very well on this piccy.

Oh and this is a pic of me with my latest hairdo, I realise I didn't post a pic since I got it cut.



Actually, it probably doesn't look any different on this picture LMAO...I'm not really in the mood for posing today.

I have to go to the job centre again tomorrow for the first time in three weeks. It's so depressing to think about, I can't even begin to describe my grief.

Nevermind though, I'm sure something good might come of it. Though it will be hard for me to get a decent job during the next few months since I'm going away again in six weeks for another three weeks.

OH YEAH!!! I am home now by the way, haha, I forgot to mention that.

It's good to be home allthough the normal weekday is going to be weird for me...I'm not sure what I'm gonna do with my time. I guess I can always work on my quilt and do some artwork. I still have a few commissions I have to do for people and I can't let them down.

I'm pretty tired now actually, I really hope my appointment tomorrow isn't early, I wanna sleep in :D :D :D :D :D :D

I REEEAAALLLLYYY cannot be bothered with the idea of driving alllll the way back to Leeds now, but I guess I have no choice....We will get home SO LATE!!!

I'm flipping craving my bed!!!

OMOOO!!!!!!!

Ok I should go because dad just told me to

'Shut down now'

MANY LOVES TO YOU ALLL!!!!!

YOU ARE DARLINGS!!!


Love Min!!!

Wishing

It's my last day here today.

*sniff*

I will miss everyone so much, I've had such a good time.

BUT! I'm so happy to be seeing my doggy again!!! fsdjkhfkjshdfkjshdfkjshd I missed his little fluffy head SO MUCH!!!!

I bet you think I'm weird that I missed my dog more than human family, but if you think about it, I can talk to them on the phone any time I want...so you see, there is a difference.

I spent mostly all of today shopping with my lovely buddy, we had so much fun driving all over the place with the music cranked up searching hard for the perfect outfit for the team.

In conclusion, we found the PERFECTION for the boys and nothing for the girls and bought stuff for ourselves in the process. Life is good!

We were saddened, that none of the guys are actually hot...and that shirt would be so incredibly nice on a hot guy...never mind, we just have to live on, whether people are hot or not.

Tonight was pretty low key, we had a nice dinner and then proceeded to watch the movie 'Shooter'.

Though, to be quite honest, I was actually crocheting so wasn't really looking at the screen.

Yes, I have started to make a blanket. I chose the colours red and white, for obvious reasons (manchesterunited). So far it's just red and getting more and more deformed every second I spend on it, but you have to give me some credit for trying! ITS MY FIRST TIME!!! hahahaa

I'm not sure what I will do when I get back home...it will be weird not having anything to do again. I guess I will have to make myself busy...its going to be completely HATEFUL going back to job hunting again. I feel sick to the stomach just thinking about it.

OKIE ITS LATE SO I'LL JUST ADD THIS!!! ______

Say you married the last person who texted you whats your new last name?

Dykstra

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?

Today

How do you feel about your hair right now?

Nice, I like it. It's natural :D

What are you listening to right now?

Nothing

Are there any stressful situations in your life?


Yep, but I'm happy because life is amazing!

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?

Depends who it;s with doesn't it.

Who is the last person to send you a message on facebook?

My Friend?

Are you wearing something that belongs to someone else?


Nope

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?


Erm....well, it's mine for now.

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?

Yesterday

If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?

Somewhere lovely

Do you hate the last person you kissed?

I have no feelings

Who’s hoodie did you wear last?

Mine

Who would you give your life for?

My sister

Have you ever stayed with someone because you liked their parents?

Nope

What food are you craving right now?

None! I'm pretty much full!

How old were you when you stopped believing in Santa ?

I don't think I ever did believe in him...but I like the idea of him

What are the things you’ve learned over the past year?

I've re-learned that life goes fast and losing things in the rush is oh so easy and that stepping out of my comfort zone is beneficial.

How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?

1

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you’re sure they won’t tell?


Yup

Who’ birthday is coming up?


MUMMY'S!

Did the last person to hurt you, ever apologize?

Nope

Who last made you laugh harder than you have in a long time?

Elspeth

Do you start the water before you get in the shower?

Yep

Would you ever get someones name tattooed on you?

Ew no

Does your family have family picnics?

Yup!

Do you know your sibling’s middle name

Yus

Name something you dislike about the day you’re having?

Nope, today was pretty good!

Could you ever be friends with someone that broke your heart?

Yes, thats just how I am

Ever made a prank phone call?

Yes indeeeed!

Have you ever listened to music you hated just to fit in?

LOL, no

Who is the prettiest person you know?

I know FAR too many pretties to be able to choose!!

What’s an interesting fact about you that not many people know?

I have played the lead female role in a school production of 'Grease' LMAO!

Do you do anything embarrassing when no one is home?

I do embarrassing stuff when people ARE at home

What was the last good news you heard?

We may just have THE COOLEST MC for convention WOOHOO!

If you had the chance to move to a completely different state, would you?

This question is irrelevant

What is something you’ve always wanted a guy to do for you?

Buy me a PS3 and then play it with me and not complain when I beat his ass at everything (oh yeah and love me lots)

How big is your bed?

SINGLE

What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number?

0989 (lies)

What was the last thing you ate?

chocolate cake

Last person you hugged?

Elspeth

How is the weather right now?

Dark and cold

What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex?


Forehead and if I can't see that then hair colour

Favorite type of food.

Curry

Do you want children?

Yep

Do you drink?

Tea

Ever get so drunk you don’t remember the entire night?

No, thats silly

Hair colour?

Red

Eye colour?

Green

Favorite Season?

Spring

Last Movie you Watched?

Shooter

What books are you reading?

The latest Alex Rider

Piercings?

Ears

Favorite Movie?

The Notebook

What were you doing before filling this out?

Thinking

Any pets?

Samuel

Dogs or cats?

Dogs

Have you ever loved someone?

Yes

Who would you like to see right now?

Samuel

Have you ever fired a gun?

Yes

Do you like to travel by plane?

Dunno

Right-handed or Left-handed?

Right

Are you missing someone?

Yes

Do you have a tattoo?

No

Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?

Maybe

ARE YOU 18?

......Yes

DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?

YES

FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING?

'I dun wanna wake up'

WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE?

Phone

GRILLED OR FRIED?

Grilled is healthier :D

WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE?

I'm the only me in the world

ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?

No

3 THINGS YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT?

Food, water, Jesus

FAVOURITE SONG?

Overthinking by Relient K

WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?

Not moving forward

ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?

Both, though I find giving to be more satisfying

WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?

Minnie, eonnie, nubcak, cow

WHAT IS YOUR DADS MIDDLE NAME?

Vaughan

WHATS YOUR MOTHERS MIDDLE NAME?

Louise

STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD TAKE ONE THING?

Water

FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL?

That perfume one with that actress

WHO’S YOUR CELL PHONE PROVIDER?

Orange

FIRST THING YOU’LL SAVE IN A FIRE?


Dog

Whats your favorite color?

Green

WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID?

Vet

WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 11:11?

Think of someone

THE COLOUR OF YOUR BEDSHEET?

Brown

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT BEFORE YOU GO TO BED?

Thinks that I want to dream about hahahahaha

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Night everyone, I think you are lush!!!

LOVE YOUUUUU!!!

sdjhfksjdhfkjs

Min

I Wanna Break Every Clock, the Hands of Time Could Never Move Again ~

Watched 'Death at a Funeral' tonight (The English ORIGINAL version of course...not the recent American notasgood remake) IT WAS OSSSSSMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!

So funny and typically British. It makes you realise how weird our humour actually is.

Fave quote

'Tea can do many things darling, but it can't bring back the dead.'

I could probably have a debate about that actually, because if I am rightly informed. Doctor Who was once revived by tea...the first Christmas Episode with David Tennant I think...yeah I'm a geek. Don't mess with my unlimited capacity to bring forth tonnages of useless knowledge.

But I guess, If you like strange things too - we will have a connection O: O: O: O:

*sings Taeyang song 'connection'*

Recently my eyes have been opened to immense amounts of fakery.

Usually, I can handle it you know, but ugh, I'm beginning to have less patience with it.

It's come to the point where I would rather have someone tell me to 'EFF' OFF with very honest feelings that be all slimey and fake liking me.

And I'm not talking just about guys, because they are a whole huge other complication in their own right. I'm talking about the sheer number of insincere people out there, it's shocking.

In the past 6 months alone I've had about 10 people try and get close to me just because I'm friends with someone else...it's like jeez, why not just go straight to the object of desire??? Why is there always a 'Minnie bypass'?

It's cripplingly bad form

The funniest thing is that they make it so obvious. All smiles and talkative when I'm with my friend and then when I'm alone its just like *nod* and *ignore*

Eck, so shallow. In my opinion, if I'm supposed to be friends with someone, it will happen. I never use people to get to other people, and I sure as hell don't want other people using me.

The hard work comes in keeping a friend and being a good friend...not getting them.

I believe God brings friends and people who you need into your life. So I'm all good

And now just to be completely off topic, I am going to post ONE AMAZING FANFID about one of my favouritest KDRAMA pairings EVER!



Everytime I watch it my skin tingles with delight!

AWESOME PAIRING PLUS ONE OF MY FAVE SONGS OF ALL TIME EQUALLING IN SHEER GORGEOUS BLISS!

Then I find myself screaming

'I WANNA BE YOUR LAST FIRST KISSSSS THAT YOU'LL EVER HAVE!!!!'

Of course watching Kim Bum as Yi Jung in BOF is a grave mistake...somehow you become blinded and think that DISGUSTINGLY handsome playboys will somehow end up stalking you up three years later after they leave you proving that they did love you all along.

Luckily I know no-one that good looking...I'd be so willing to forgive someone who looked like that LMAO.

I know that is extremely shallow of me, but I have eyes that appreciate beautiful things....but fear not, inner beauty is what I value the most....and even though the people that I love are beautiful on the outside, the reason why I love them is for what they are.

I've known a few good looking people who I've wanted to decapitate and burn because they were such horrendous human beings...and I don't feel bad saying that because I know Jesus loves them so I don't need to think about it :D

Tomorrow we are going to do a bit of research shopping for the girls side of the 24/7 team uniform. We need to find an outfit that will look lush on a few different types of body shape..its MUCH more difficult than it seems. The guys are so much more easy to buy for, just a nice shirt for the evening that matches the colour the girls are wearing and they are good to go. Bless them.

This year there are 9 guys and 9 girls on the team *facepalm* my comfort zone is going to be seriously compromised. I reckon I'm going to have to get a lot of hugs during the convention week to fuel my energy LOL It's going to be so painful at first... IM ALWAYS SO SHY AT FIRST!!!!

I was SOOOO bored at work today, I found myself not having anything to do and I just cannot live with that - I did have the task of finding where on earth we can acquire 500 lanyards for an agreeable price, but that doesn't count.

Anyway, I started to talk to Mico on msn and he cheered me up so much!!! I got twice as much work done while I was talking to him than I did before that. It probably wasn't the most wise of things to be chatting while at work, but in the end it turned out best for everyone and with LOADS of sincere cyber hugs to boot!

We were saying about if He and YJ and myself went to the movies we would fight over the middle seat because we would want to sit next to two at once and that we would have to rotate like every 15 mins in order to sit next to everyone.

My triplets are awesome! I hope people are crippled with envy over how I have them and nobody else can!!! MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

Lord! Its already 12am! Crazyness! I think I can probably have a bit of a lie-in tomorrow though, since we aren't going to the office in the morning...I need a shower too though...my hair is getting greasy so fast here. ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY!

I love Dr. Seuss and his awesome quotage!

“Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind”

— Dr. Seuss

True...although, when you are on the negative end of how a person feels that statement becomes a little less attractive LOLOLOL.

I really wanna continue writing stuff, but I know it would be wise to just shut down and sleep, cos I was so tired today and I really need to catch up on that sleep I lost a few nights ago. Being shattered during the day like that is so awful, especially when you need an active mind to plan and create things.

To be honest I felt so pathetic today, but its ok, because I REALLY love Manchester United.

Gosh, I should close my eyes now!

Good Night lush ones!!!

Love Minnie

P.S. Omg the ice rink scene in BOF - Kim Bum looks perfection - his hair, his clothes. What a nice thing to fall asleep thinking about hahaha.

Somewhere Along The Way

These past two nights I've not been able to sleep well at all...its crazies...Im inhumanly tired. Stupid throat not letting me sleep. GOSH! If my throat was a person I would be so peeved at that person right now.

So anyway, I have a confession to make.

When I am on tumblr I don't reblog lots of pictures of GD and Gong Yoo and the rest of them, because I actually dislike sharing the hotness with other people.

I know it's selfish and those particular celebrities/idols don't belong to me (HAAHAHAYEHTHEYDO)but but, that's how I feel.

*creeper mode*

It was very nice to come home to this today -



I mean, I would have been completely happy with a lush dinner and a cosy chair to sit on, but DAYUM, I get to see a lovely GTOP MV too!

Aren't they just delicious??

Everyone was going on about how it was so R-rated and shizz, but it's not at all...its pretty tame tbh, just nice with a good amount of artistic licence and feeling.

I really would spazz out a lot, but recently I feel like the language of spazz is being over abused...I'm sorry, but some people have the gift...and some people don't.

A good example of AMAZING spazz technique is my YJ eonnie....I am so in awe of her at times that I could faint.

God, I'm truly whacked. I can't even.

I just sneezed and it felt like my brain collided hard with the inner front of my skull.

I think that when I am really and truly tired I become very opinionated and don't really give a lot of damns - because that's how I feel right now. I also think I get irritated very quickly about things that wouldn't normally affect me in any way. Like the other night...it was last night actually, I saw this status on FB, pretty much dissing GD and saying he is no where near as good as eminem.

It really bugged me.

I felt like commenting on the status 'GD is a hell of a lot closer to being eminem than you are noob head.'

but I kept that to myself, because I'm the nicest person in the entire world.

.... I'm not really the nicest person, that was a lie...I'm just clarifying so you can't use my lies against me.

Oh, I'm bored and I hear laughing so I'm going to check what's going on and then come back and finish this shizz off later

...

So yeah, I had a sit with the girlies a bit joining in the laughter and had another bash at beating my own high score on Fruit Ninja while they croche'd quilts.

I'm the only one in the house who has not learned to crochet yet, but I totally beat my own high score on Fruit Ninja cos Im just dudie like that.

A few nights ago we had started watching this horrific adaptation of Genesis. Which was supposed to be about The Creation and The Flood, but honestly was so badly put together the only amusement we got from it was making up our own narrative and giving scathing comments.

Firstly, the creation scenes were not even near epic enough...but, what bothered me most was the guy who played Noah. He was just not adequate. In my opinion, Noah was like a big strong dude...he was the first captain of a ship for pete's sake, not only was he a captain, but he built it himself - HE WAS A BOSS!!!

I just can't even...I bet the real Noah didn't have a beard either...why do they always presume these Biblical people all had huge beards???

Anyway, I suppose it can't be helped. At the end of the film we decided that we were never going to watch that ever again, which is nice to know.

I could make a better Creation scene up in my head...everything looks stunning in my head haha.

Uuuuuhhh I had something else to say, but I've totally forgotten...I'm completely shizzled.

I can't believe I'm going home on Friday...I'm going to miss here so much, though I'm coming back in six weeks...but everyone here is so lush and I'll really miss them.

I shall have to think of something nice to do for them to thank them for the good times.

I LOVE people who I don't have to TRY to love...you know, when you just fall in love with them naturally hahha...there are very few that I know that I can say have that affect on me, but the people here definitely do, as do my gorgeous first gens on BBVIP.

The Very Special People in My Life.

Well, I should probably go to sleep now and hopefully catch up on what I've been losing the past few days

Ahhh, I'm so blessed you know, this year so far has been really great for me. I can't take it for granted and I am thankful.

Though, I'm really hatin' on this hugely extended version of the '21 days'...I can't believe I actually thought that would be the worst.

OK SLEEP!!! Or else I will overthink and thats the LAST thing I need if I want to get any sleep at all.

Baby Goodnight (hahahahhaah I just had to)

Love Min

You are a Masterpiece

I started writing a post last night, but it was so crap that I just deleted it and went to sleep haha.

So I start one now instead.

I'm going to Oxford later to church, but I think we are going there a little early to do a little bit of shopping and have a walk. It is one of those beautiful winter days and Oxford is such a gorgeous city so it will be lush.

Actually, I've never been to Oxford before as far as I can recall...but the fame of its beauty precedes it...for those who are not British...yes, this is the place that holds the most famous ancient university in the world.

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Ok I've been to Oxford now. It was very beautiful and very cold and my toes went numb, but I managed to go to church so I'm not a complete heathen.

You know when you have an itchy throat and you feel it in your ears? I have that now and its so jdsdfkjhsdkjhf, I wish it would just leave me alone and bother someone else who deserves it!

This weekend has gone so darn fast!!!! I cannot even believe it!! ITS LIKE SUPAH FAST!!

In fact!! The last two weeks have been mental! I can't even remember what has happened. All I know is, I am very comfy here and will probably miss everyone a great deal when I'm gone (allthough it will be nice to be back home with my family and my doggy who I MISSSSS!!!)

Hurrrrr, why is it so late again? I have put the alarm on my phone back on, which is a great shame, but necessary. I couldn't possibly wake up at 10:30 on an office day. It's bad enough that I show up in jeans LOL.

I was invited to go see Tangled today, but I turned it down because they were going to see it in 3D and my eyes can't deal with that shizzle.

I bet I'll have been to see it before this week is finished though...I've never been to the cinema so frequently in my life!

To be perfectly honest I haven't got that much to say tonight, nothing extreme has happened today and I have nothing to have a cryptic rant about.

I do have something I am annoyed about, but I can't write it here because it would be so obvious and so I just caught my sister on msn and had a good old word bashing at her. Luckily for me she was in a generous mood and empathised with my complex emotions LOLOLOL.

WHY IS IT 12am already??????? T_______T

Another quiz, just to fill this blog out a lil...sorry, I know its lame huhuh...na Im not really sorry...QUIZZES ARE COOL!!!

Let’s start off on a high note, what last made you smile?

Ivanna, cos she's a sweetheart

Have you ever kissed a brown eyed person?

Yeah all the time, they are my faves to kiss.....nope I haven't

How often is your smile fake?

Recently its been pretty honestly real...but when I'm at home, its fake a lot haha

Do you like falling asleep to the sound of the rain?

Yes, especially in a tent

Have you ever just laid down outside and stared at the stars?

Yes, I've done that in the middle of a main road too....good times.

Is there someone you can tell anything to, and you know it’s safe with them?

My sister and my triplets and Zaty eonnie and a few special others.

Would you date a 21 year old at your age?

Fo Sho I would.

Do you wear your hair up or down more often?

Its pretty much an even between having it up and down nowadays. I guess I'm more confident about it not looking too huge.

How did you get your last bruise?

God only knows

Do you look decent when you wake up?

Yes, like a princess...LOOOOL...no, I look like a dragon and I don't mean the sexy kind either.

Is there a guy that knows a lot about you?

Yeah a couple...I don't talk to guys that much though. I feel like most of them don't deserve my awesome.

Do you pick your words carefully, or just tend to blurt everything out?

Yes :)

Do you think someone is falling for you?

No, I'm pretty sure people don't tend to fall for my benefit...and if they do, then I probably would wish that they didn't.

Do you miss someone?

Oh yes

Are you angry with someone right now?

Not really no

Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours?

Yeah

The last person you texted needs you at 3AM, do you go?

YEP!

Do you love the last person you called?

No, it was that disgusting woman from the job centre.

Have you ever watched a needle go into your own skin?

No, I'm always too scared to look.

Do you like strawberry and banana smoothies?

No, those would be my LEAST favourite

Are you wearing jeans, sweatpants or pajama pants?

PJ's

When did you last straighten your hair?

When I got it cut a few weeks ago.

Will you ever be with the person you truly want to be with?

Yep

Did you speak to your father today?

I texted him

What song are you currently listening to?

None, but there is a clock ticking.

Who did you see today?

Lots of people in Oxford and my lovely housemates

What were you doing last night at midnight?

Watching a movie

Has anyone ever called you perfect before?

Yes...liar haha

Is there anyone in the room with you?

No, iz me alone!!!

What name do the majority of people in your life call you?

Minnie

Bet you’re thinking about someone right now?

Oh, lol, good guess

Is it hard for you to imagine life away from your hometown?

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL, I don;t need to imagine it...I'm living it..and its not hard at all.

Is it easier to pretend everything’s okay for you?

I don't pretend, I wait for it to be ok.

Do you have any tan lines?

No, alllll gone

Would you swear in front of your parents?

Never

Can you play guitar hero?

Very badly

Is being single fun?

I guess so LOL is it really that important?

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?

JESUS LOVES ME....lmao....

How late did you stay up last night and why?

1am watching movies

Do you smoke crack everyday?

No

Have you ever ridden a horse?

Yeeeaaaassss

What are you looking forward to in the next month ?

Mums birthday...wondering if we will go have currrry hahahahh

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?

I'm still the same person...hopefully a little better and wiser though, but still learning.

What’s something you do when you’re mad?

Rant on my blog hahah

Do you have a lighter on you?

No

What’s worse, ignorance or stupidity?

Ignorance

Do you know anyone who does smoke pot?

Yes

Would you rather have really long or really short hair?

Long

Are you easy to make mad?

Depends who you are and if I think you are worth getting mad about

What did you last drink?

Tea

When’s your birthday?

May 21

Do you always answer your texts?

Yep, mostly

Who are all the messages in your inbox from?

Sarah mostly

Do you think boys truly understand girls?

Hell no hahahah...I barely understand myself

Have you ever fallen asleep with your head on someone?

yup

Are you good at giving directions?

No, but Im good at following them

If you had to live off one type of fruit, which would you pick?

Watermelon

What do you miss?

Lots of things

Do you want to get married?

Sure

What were you doing at 10 AM this morning?

Sleeping

Have you ever cried in front of a friend?

Yush

Name two things you love about winter?

Clear night skies and Christmas

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?

Yeah, like saying 'I love you' and then not acting like you do...

Does anyone hate you?

I hope not

Have you ever been called heartless?

Probably, when I'm in one of my 'no BS' moods

Are your nails real or fake?

Real man

Can you keep a straight face?

Sometimes

Do you rely on people a lot?

Yes

Do you think your best friends will always be with you?

I know this is not always the case

Are you easy to forgive people?


Yes

Do you ever learn after your mistakes?

I do try to.

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So thasssiiiit!!

I need sleep.


Night Darlings

Love Min