Words Fall Flat When it Comes To You

I can feel autumn in the air now.

Its like still warm, but cooler and windier...I don't mind new seasons coming, sometimes its nice to have a change...but somehow, the novelty of winter gets old very quickly...

I find myself wishing for spring again.

You know what else I find myself wishing for?

Sleep

Gosh my bed feels so comfy its not right...I just want to sink down and start dreaming

I also quite fancy a munch on some bbq spare ribs...weird craving for this time of night I know, but there you are.

I stayed home most of this morning because the house was empty apart from me and Sam....SO NICE AND QUIET AND STRESS LESS.

Then later on I decided that I would want to make a lemon layer cake in the near future so when Sarah came home we went to the shop and bought more ingredients (andalsosomesushiandwaterandprinceofpersiadvd).

Then we went to check on Tia who was fine, but flirting with Good Jun Pyo (another pony we renamed because of his curly mane).

Then we sat in the shed where the hay is kept and had something to eat and I suddenly felt the need to pee.

I was like,

'I really need a wee.'

and then Sarah replied,

'Go do it in the stable and I'll clean it later.'

She was deathly serious too...I looked at her like she was mad.

I mean I know I'm her elder sister, but I don't expect that type of loyalty from her LOOOL

And there aint no way on earth that I will pee in a stable.

Ahhh I don't know *shakes head*

Me and Sarah were laughing about how, you know when you are walking down the street and when a member of the opposite gender is coming towards you and you see them looking and you are dying to laugh because you know if you look at them they will think,

'She likes me'

because you are like trying not to smile, but actually its just the whole awkwardness of it all that is highly amusing and you really don't even think they are very attractive.

And they will walk past you thinking they are God's gift to women and be completely deceived by themselves.

LOOOOOOOL Its just too amusing.

ANYWAY!

I'm going to make another cake tomorrow, I bought these cute little lemon thingies to decorate it, but my mum found the packet and ate them....I was very displeased with that.

I should write my name on my stuff in the future.

THIS IS THE PROPERTY OF MINNIE

Also today there was hardly anything to eat...you know when you make something and you just cant eat it?

It was like that.

Sammy ended up eating my lunch, no wonder he is a fatty.

Mum shouldn't go on about me getting too skinny...I refuse to eat any more beans and if there is nothing else to eat then what am I supposed to do?

If there was curry in the house things would be so much easier.

And I'm not skinny anyway, I'm at the appropriate weight for my height.

Why do parents always think you have to be fat to be healthy?

I've never felt better!

Ah you know, Im seriously flagging.

I better sleep. Sorry about the lame post.

In a nutshell, today was pretty lush, because I got a new dvd and more cake ingredients and best of all I got too see the lovely one's smile again after God knows how long. I missssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssed it! :D

From Minnie

God Only Know What I'd be Without You ~

Regrets

I regret waking up this early....Im so un tired though.

*AWAKE*

Even though the awakenment (not a word) was forcibly induced by chemicals.

Its because when I close my eyes I see images of slugs. My silly brain!!! Why is it doing this to me...as if my psych isn't imbalanced enough as it is!

Well yesterday we went to this old lady's place to help with her garden...which ended up being like a small holding with conservation land attached! It was MASSIVE, but awesome!

I should have taken pictures but I was too busy raking grass.

She had like this orchard which was so overgrown so this guy came with this massive strimmer and blasted all the growth and then me and Sarah and dad raked it all up into piles so that they can be burned later.

It was fun though, she has so many animals...

I picked up her rooster and had a cuddle LOOOOL he was called Gary.

I always wanted a chicken or a duck...but I got a dog so there's nothing to complain about :D

If you should ever leave me, life would still go on, believe me.

The world would show nothing to me...so what good would living do me?

I love that song T_T

*listens to that song*

I think its one of my most favourite songs in the whole wide world...the lyrics are stunning and beautiful.

Today we were just running all over the place, Im so tired....and yes I have been adding bits to this post all throughout the day...actually its almost 12am and I started writing this at about 9am LOOOOL

but yeah, since we stopped using the church building we have had to use someones house to have our church service in.

It feels like we are in one of those communist countries that ban religious freedom...you know where they have to have church at someones house in secret??

but actually, its kind of comfy and nice, just having the acoustic guitar and we all sit around on the sofas...because to be honest the drums freaking bugged me in the old place, I used to have t sit right next to them and got a headache.

Anyway after the meeting dad made everyone some pasta for lunch and somehow the conversation got round to Miranda Kerr ... yes, we talk about underwear models at church ROFL...what do you expect when Sarah and I are there? XD

I find it amusing that I get a random text from Mr Charmingface just as the conversation is about Miranda Kerr...how does he do that??? HOW DID YOU KNOW??? DDD:

:)

Anyway I came home and realised I'd left msn on in my rush to get out and it seemed like I'd been ignoring people LOL

It reminds me of the times I fall asleep when I'm on the laptop and Sarah has to switch it off for me and apologize to the people who've been talking...I've done that a few times.

My tummy kind of hurts...this is what comes of eating a Big Mac at 11pm...the onions in it were not chopped finely either....it was like eating half an onion...my tummy cant take that kind of high acidic content.

Its kind of weird and sensitive, it gets temperamental if I eat something greasy or whatever...I just hope it doesn't hinder my sleep.

I'm looking forward to the week. I can relax!!

I'm such a softie...goodness knows what I will be like when I have to work...at least I'll have a bit of money...I need some...oh but you know all this.

Yeah so then mum and dad dragged us out to this place because mum is going to work at a school teaching art on Mondays and so she went to look at the school.

Its actually REALLY nice, its only been open a few weeks and its a renovated old church....its kind of gorgeous to be honest, they have a Gym behind the altar LOOOOL

Apparently people complained about the gym, but I don't think its a problem...I mean....God wants us to be healthy ROFL.

Actually, you know what, I should really sleep, because my sister is going with my mum in the morning and she has to wake up really early so I don't want to keep her awake or ruin her sleeptime.

Sorry this has been kind of a weird post haha.

I started off being so awake and now I'm dropping off.

Goodnight everyone.

Love From Minnie

P.S. I finished Kimi ni Todoke - SDLASKDNASLDKNASLKDa SOOOOO CUTE!! I HOPE THEY MAKE A SECOND SERIES!!!! I wanna see Sawako and Shota's relationship develop more...and also Chizu and Ruu's (because those two are freakin cute!)

asDLSJDLASJDLAKSDKASD

LY

I Can't Forget

Its 00:00 hours.

Don't expect this post to be filled with sense.

I'm not sensible past 22:00 and I also have wisdom teeth ache and an ulcer.

IM AT MY MOST ATTRACTIVE! lol (That was a fib btw, for anyone who cannot sense sarcasm).

I'm tired an yet I stay awake, why is this?

Because I already told you...I'm never sensible at this time of night and I can seriously smell baby all over me.

This is what comes of having friends who like to get married and have kids before you...you smell like baby.

I can't wait to get a bath tomorrow...I wan't to smell FRESH!

It's funny isn't it when you stay awake especially for one reason and nothing comes of it?

My back and neck ache, which is weird because actually my thighs should ache because I was on a step machine today.

Those things are really addictive!!!

Ok so today I went round to Dora's again with mum and Sarah because one of our old friend, Marisca, had come to stay over there with her baby girl for a few days.

We pretty much kicked back and chilled the entire time

(other than when Judah was climbing all over me and when I was on the step machine)

We were sort of stuck on the sofa and Dora had to make us a cup of tea so that we would have energy to move.

I took half of my cake there too to test it on people who weren't biased family members.

It was a hit! Marisca said she was going to look into how cake can be sent through the post so I can send her samples of what I make in the future.

The only thing I'm bothered about making at the moment though, is money....I neeed to get out of here!

TTT____TTT

Excuse my tempestuous midnight emotions...Im either ridiculously happy, incredibly sullen or peeved.

and right now its the latter.

I'm so peeved =.=

I hate missing out on things.

Tomorrow we have to go and help this old lady with some gardening...she lives on a nature reserve so it's a pretty big garden.

but its raining right now, so if it continues I doubt we will be going anywhere.

...not that I mind, right now I just want to curl up and die.

but I suppose its a good thing to be helping someone. Giving has a positive emotional benefit anyway...

You know, I think I'm moody because we haven't had any teabags left for a couple of days. I've been drinking coffee and its good...but I find coffee doesn't hit the right spots LOLOL

I want tea so bad...its just so fresh and flavoursome T___T

I hate weekends. They are supposed to be relaxing and chilled, but no...They are so busy and I always end up getting dragged around all over the place like a kid attached to reins.

I wish I could rant or something, but I'm too tired and how am I supposed to rant when no one has been there to push my buttons.

Ive been continuing watching the Kimi ni Todoke anime today, and it continues to be too cute for words.

Life isn't really like this...it's so upsetting.

I mean when does the cutest boy who you love ever end up having always had a huge crush on you??? When does that EVER happen???

I feel so dull...I think its because this environment is just not stimulating my brain cells at all...and to be honest its hard work trying to motivate myself all the time.

Sometimes I wish some one would just pick me up and carry me and let me sleep in their arms as they sweep me away to an exciting destination.

All I can think of is sleep at the moment. Sleep and missingness.

THIS IS TORTURE!!

I'm going to go to sleep...maybe I'll have a nice dream which will give me a small grain of happiness.

Good Night dear ones.

Love from a very tired and fed up Minnie.

Just for You

So here is my REAL blog post for today...

I mean the last one was real, but lacked my usual dramatics.

And as you know, if you regularly follow my blog...I don't just ride the emotional rollercoaster every now and then...I actually live on it.

Today was...pretty good actually. As far as days go.

Dad came home at lunch and shouted up the stairs,

'WILL YOU FINISH THIS CAKE, ITS GONNA GO OFF IF YOU DON'T'

So Sarah and I went down to the shops and bought a few things -

Icing sugar (I couldn't find it before because the packaging has changed XDDD It was right in front of me the entire time)

Butter

Chocolate

Some Steak Bakes to eat on the way home

*cough*3 dvds*cough*

and some hair removal cream LOOOOL I've always wanted to see how good it was and it was cheaper than buying new blades for my razor. Its like £7 for two blades!!! Thats FOUL!

So anyway,

I came home and iced my cake, as you can see in the previous post - I think it turned out so good because I was listening to 2NE1's new album while I was doing it.

It somehow gives you more energy to work when you are listening to music...I like 2NE1's new album too.

Every time I see pictures of Park Bom I want to draw her because even though its a real life sketch it still feels like you are drawing a cartoon.

She is just so cute with that perfect bodeh of hers! *girl crush*

Speaking of girl crushes, I bought The Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants box set because both movies were in there for just £4 and I simply refuse to miss a dvd bargain, but anyway (btw I read the books first :P)

Yeah and Blake Lively is just so asjdahsjdashbd gorgeous TT___TT I know how guys feel about Taeyang when I see her...its that feeling LOL.

She's less than a year older than me too =.= SHE'S SO BEAUTIFUL!!! *spazzes out*

:)

But remember how I said earlier that I bashed my neighbours car...it was actually on that REALLY bad dad...OMG its been a week since then!!! O: O:

Well anyway I got REALLY depressed earlier because my neighbour gave the bill to my daddy and dad didn't even open it he just handed it to mum.

AND then I looked at it and it comes to like over £200 and my heart sank because I know mum would pay it but I know my conscience couldn't bare it and I know I'm going to have to pay up at least £100....

So then I get angry because I'm going to have to dip into my money I'm saving for travelling and I get even angrier because I know that my neighbours daughters bashed our car once and they didn't even own up to it all we saw was the mark later on where their paintwork had scratched ours...and IS THIS JUSTICE???!!! I mean COME ON!!! OUR CAR IS AN AUDI!!! nuff said ....

I'm just very peeved by it all. and I want a hug.

Anyway, I saw this thingy on fb and decided to fill it in for a laugh

The only problem is I only have one kind of boy at the moment...my heart is utterly wretched to me and doesn't give me a choice (not that I mind really)... so this is just me answering questions.

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if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl..
if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy..


1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?

I guess if I like him, he must seem attractive in some way to me :D (What an awesome first answer)

2. Smart?

Oh yeah, at least one of us has to know how to do stuff.

3. Preferred age?

As long as he isn't illegal or over 10 years older, I'm good.

4. Preferred height?

Tall enough to reach.

5. How about sense of humour?

YES! His sixth sense must be in working order...I need him to have this, because its nice when I'm sad.

6. How about piercings?

Ears are fine NOWHERE ELSE THOUGH!

7. Accepts you for who you are?

He will have to...its one of the reasons why I like him so much

8. Pink hair?

My friends husband already did that...before they were married it was like she showed me her phone and said, 'This is my boyfriend, the one with pink hair.'

So I just feel like it would be copying and unoriginal XD

9. Mushy or no?

Sometimes, but like....not fake...because I believe stuff so easily haha.

10. Thin or fat?

I doesn't matter to me...because honestly, I've liked people of both descriptions at one time or another.

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?

Tanned skin...but permanent...oh yeah :)

12. Long hair or short hair?

Can only have long hair if he is able to pull the style off...I detest long hair on ugly people...if you haven't got a pretty face, keep it cropped!! And don't worry...girls have big hearts, they will love you no matter what you look like so at LEAST make an effort for them.

13. Plastic or metal?

I'm completely unsure of what this means...I want to say plastic, but I don't know if that is wrong...it's just sometimes plastic smells so good...and bubble wrap is made of plastic and I love bubble wrap, I send it to people I love a lot XD

but then...gold is metal...and so is silver.

But I have no gold and silver that I cherish yet, so I think the answer will have to be bubble wrap.

*breathes*

14. Smells good?

Yep, he has to smell lovely.

15. Smoker?

EW, I can't abide such a thing (Sorry Jiyong)

16. Drinker?

For me this is more disgusting than smoking...not even an option. I hate it! HATE!

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?

I wish he was next door.

18. Muscular

As long has he has the most important muscles, I'm not fussed. Anything extra is a bonus I guess.

19. Plays piano?

Not necessarily...but I do find that hot....(like that bae perf where the piano flies!!! ejakjshdjksahfuweryukjhsf)

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?

Nope not really at all...but if he does he has to be Asian...not English or white...(I know it sounds weird, but its a VERY long story and I have issues)

21. Plays violin?

Who does this guy think he is anyway??? Usui???

22. Sings very good (well)?

Hahahahhahahaha, beautiful.

23. Vain?

He has to be aware of how he looks yes.

24. With glasses?

If it helps him see, then of course!!! I don't want him bumping into things! He can have the chic geek look if he wished :D

25. With braces?

Isn't he a little old for this?? Maybe you never get to old for that perfect smile...I LOVE SMILES SO MUCH!

26. Shy type?

I prefer quietly mysterious dark and observing in a corner like Squall type...Isn't Squall hot?

I guess Squall is quite shy....I'd love him to be the Squall type of shy please yes yes....that would be wonderful...because I'm annoying like Rinoa is...just not hot like her.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?

Depends on the situation...not like those silly rebels who just do it for an image. I mean what is that??? Stupid noobs...like you know those ones who say they hate their parents and leave home and then get pregnant and stuff...wait...he is a guy LOOOL how can he get pregnant???

ok then, but the guy version of that.

but he has to like having fun...you know...

28. Active or passive?

Yes, he has to like verbs fosho!


29. Tight or bomb?

What does this mean????

30. Singer or dancer

Singer

31. Stunner?

Stun me please :D

32. Hip hop?

Be the hip to my hop

33. Earrings?

For me?? Oh yes please :)

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?

*sigh* Everyone has a past I guess...but can't be some sort of serial manwhore.

35. Dimples?

Dimples are CUTE!

36. Bookworm?

Sure, can he be a bookworm and a movieworm??

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?

A LETTER!!! FOR ME???

38. Playful?

Yeah like a dolphin (LOOOOL can you tell its late?? I'm getting weird)

39. Flirt.

Isn't flirting like the base instinct? I'd expect much more than that...scary thought?

40. Poem writer?

Sure...as long as our emonessess didn't clash at the same time too often haha...allthough, poetry can be happy too as well as beautiful...why does everyone think it has to be depressing anyway???

41. Serious?

About me? Yeah About important things? Yeah

But not too uptight really....just nicely wonderful.

42. Campus crush?

EW, Uni boys suck.

43. Painter?

What kind?? of Walls? Michaelangelo, Leonardo??? AN ITALIAN MASTER? We could paint fresco's in the moonlight and go skinny dipping in the lake at midnight, then lie under the stars and dream....

LOOOOOL

I just remembered what Michaelangelo and Leonardo Davinci looked like.

but in my imagination just then all I saw was the hot Greek guy from The Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants.

44. Religious?

Believe in God and Heaven and the supernatural?? MOST DEF FO SHO! I can't stand closd minded people who don't.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?

In a good way...

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?

Games geek of course...so I can play with him.

47. Speaks 20 languages?

I think his biggest problem will be understanding the language of Minnie...if he can master that I will reward him with many goodnessess.

48. Loyal or faithful?

I am pretty sure he would need to be both.

49. good kisser?

DESPERATELY TERRIBLY good :)

50. loves children??

It doesn't matter as long as he loves his very much.

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Its almost 1am!!! O:

But I'm not very tired. Maybe its because I woke at 10am this morning.

To be honest, I'm feeling kind of sad...well maybe I am tired.

I just wish...I dunno.

I guess I feel very un-special at this very moment.

Its just nice isn't it? For someone to tell you that you are special to them every now and then.

And not in like weird ways either, I mean like a proper -

Min, you mean something to me.

----- I just have that feeling now.

Its probably because it's night...and you know how my endorphins (happy hormones) just lag in production at this time of night.

Its like my bodys endorphin production team is having a tea break.

*sigh*

I have to use part of my travel money to pay for a tiny dent in a car TT____TT

Maybe I should just sleep...

Goodnight loves,

May the Force be With you...

^_^

Love From Minnie


P.S.

I love how I feel about you
I love how it changes everything
I love how it can make me happy and sad
I love how it makes me feel alive
I love how it makes me see life differently
I love how somehow, I know something I didn't know before
I love how it causes me to smile
I love how it causes me to cry
I love how it brings out every emotion in me
I love how it makes me feel so full
I love how it breaks me down
I love how it catches me out
I love how it hurts me
I love how it heals me
I love how it makes everything better
I love how it surprises me
I love how it's always there when I wake up

and

How it's always there when I sleep

but most of all

I love that its you who I love
and I don't regret it and I never have and I wont for ever.

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I probably should sleep XD
I guess no matter how much I distract myself and how positively I try to live my days...I just cant stop missing...I don't want to...am I silly? :D


Good Night, Love you

P.S.S. Happy Raya to my family who is celebrating...have fun...eat lots :D

I Wish I Could Fly

SOOO!!! I finished making my cake!!!

It took two days but meh!!! It still looks lush. Not tasted it yet though, I'm waiting for dad to come home before we cut into it.

So here are the final stages of the creation of my cake :D

I do kind of think its AWESOME how you can make something like this when you put together lots of random things.

ITS LIKE MAKING A BABY......

well not quite....loooool

but yes anyway!!! Pictures!

Make ready the ingredients for the icing :D -

Sift the tons and tons of icing sugar you have to use (this takes about 30 mins and absolutely KILLS the arms) -

The Result is so FLUFFAY though -

Then I squashed it with a spoon and ruined the snow effect -

Milk and a shot of espresso -

Mix half the icing sugar some butter the milk and espresso together -

Then gradually mix in the remaining half of the icing sugar -

Until it has a smooth and spreadable consistency -

Remove previously made cake from tin and spread some of the buttercream icing mixture on top of it -

Then place the second cake on top of the first and top it off with the remaining frosting and some walnut halves.

Then, just camwhore your cake so you can put pictures on your blog -

I wonder what it looks like when sliced?

I'm so into looks LOL this is terrible - I should be wondering how it tastes!

I'm just not feeling very hungry thats all...

Not for sweet things, I'm more into savoury food...I just like how sweet things look pretty haha.

Ok, that's done!

Now I'm going down to watch a movie with my sis like I promised.

Laters,

Love from Minnie

P.S. I'm posting like mad because I want to get to 200 posts by the end of this week hahah....

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You are It

So the thing is...

Mum didn't bring home icing sugar.

So I have this naked cake waiting to be clothed, the poor thing.

You know what I never do?

I never tag my posts on this blog...I never bother tagging things ever really...I'm going to try it and see if it makes a difference.

But obviously, I have to write this first.

Its kind of desperate of me isn't it? To write two blog posts in one day...but honestly I have nothing else to do....other than bake...which I did already...

I guess I could draw, but I don't have the vibe, I think I'm a little too tired.

My sister just told me to marry a Taiwanese man, because this is the fruit of such a marriage.

To be honest, I do understand what she is trying to say...it makes sense.

ROFL

Me and my sister have THE strangest conversations on msn....most people who read it wont know what the hell we are talking about, but somehow we know....

here is a little glimpse into the madness -


- HAPPY 4TH BIG BANG ANNIVERSARY! (L) says (22:56):
*fudging whant that phone

MinnieDragon says (22:57):
*What phone?
*the 2pm one?
*anycall?

- HAPPY 4TH BIG BANG ANNIVERSARY! (L) says (22:57):
*yeeaah :)
*you knew


MinnieDragon says (22:57):
*Yeah

- HAPPY 4TH BIG BANG ANNIVERSARY! (L) says (22:58):
*Oh khunnie
*that
*one
*junho has a bae vibe

MinnieDragon says (22:58):
*He is that type
*if you know what I mean

- HAPPY 4TH BIG BANG ANNIVERSARY! (L) says (22:59):
*Yeaah
*I doo
*sdfjaskjf sdf

MinnieDragon says (22:59):
*Like quiet
*but obviously
*has that bum

- HAPPY 4TH BIG BANG ANNIVERSARY! (L) says (22:59):
*OMDAYS
*I was just gonna type that

MinnieDragon says (22:59):
*Relall???
*thats so weird

- HAPPY 4TH BIG BANG ANNIVERSARY! (L) says (23:00):
**stabs eyes*
*stabs
*stabs
*stabs
*stabs
*eyes
*just stabs
*kills self
*makes self die

MinnieDragon says (23:03):
*Dont say such a thing

- HAPPY 4TH BIG BANG ANNIVERSARY! (L) says (23:04):
*ITS TO MUCH

MinnieDragon says (23:04):
*What about a curtain
*???

- HAPPY 4TH BIG BANG ANNIVERSARY! (L) says (23:04):
*ok then
*thats fine

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And that's pretty much how it goes...I think sometimes we stoop to even lower levels of miscommunication but I really don't want to put you through that.

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So I was at my friend Dora's house tonight and we were all sat in the front room and then she suddenly says,

'Remember when Minnie always used to want to die.'

Then of course all eight people in the room just stare at me - something which is not to my liking...and of course. I go bright red in the face as people of my complexion tend to do when embarrassed.

Then my sister makes a ~psshhhhht~ sound and touches her face, which tells me that yes, I have gone red and yes...everyone can see....which makes my face even hotter....so I just laugh and say,

'Noooo, I can't remember saying I wanted to die!'

but everyone just looks at me and nods as if to say,

'Yes, you did.'

I don't know...I really can't remember that though.

Anyway, Im sleepuuuuu

I know this has been a short post but meh!!! I've done two today!!!

Today finishes in like 3 minutes, but still...

I needed to crush your hopes of seeing a fully dressed cake and this was my nice way of doing that...

because I'm nice...

I promise, there will be cake pictures tomorrow :D

I hope I sleep well tonight...I think I will dream about One Piece again because I was watching it today and getting emotional because Luffy BELIEVED so hard that he wouldn't die in that moment...that he didn't die.

Luffy is so strong minded T__T

Ok

Night Night

Love From Minnie

'Let them eat Cake'

My friend called and said that the weather wasn't good enough to go out so our day out was called off...

I I had known this I could have gone swimming with my sister.... *sigh*

Nevermind, life...

I really want to write a story....I mean just a short one, like off the top of my head.

Shall I do that right now???

Lets see what my imagination can do.

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Ok so

Once upon a time,

There was a young man called Gerald who lived by the sea.

He loved how the water looked, he loved how it smelt, he loved how it sounded, but he was terribly afraid of it.

Everyone in the small village where he lived wished he would conquer his fear.

It was a such shame, that he had such a great love for the rolling waves, but yet he could not bring himself to feel its touch.

There was, of course, a reason for his fear - there is always a reason for fear.

When he was very small he had been playing on the beach and had observed a tragic event.

A young couple had come with their newborn for a holiday and had misjudged the tide and a stray wave had caught the baby where it lay and had pulled it into the sea.

He never forgot the agony on the faces of those parents - their baby was never found.

From that day on he never stepped foot into the water, he didn't even let his younger sister on the beach until she was old enough to learn to swim.

If he could have kept her away forever he would have, but that would never happen because her boyfriend was the lifeguard.

Gerald disliked her boyfriend, but what could he do if his sister liked idiots?

One day at the height of summer he decided to go for a walk along the cliff with his dog Harriet.

He had heard that a pretty big part of the cliff face had come away during the last storm and he was hoping to find some fossils.

'LIZ!!' he called upstairs, 'I'm going out with the dog for a couple of hours, tell mum if she asks where I am.'

'NO!!!' Shouted his sister and ran downstairs, 'You can't go Gerry, mum wants the oven on at half past six so it can be heated up for dinner.'

Gerry frowned, 'You put it on then.'

'No I can't! I'm going to Steve's later.'

'TOUGH.' said Gerry, 'You're going to have to call him and tell him you can't make it. I'm going out, Harrie needs a walk anyway.'

Elizabeth pulled an annoyed face, 'UGH!!! I HATE YOU!!!' and stormed back upstairs

'I hate you more.' replied Gerry and stepped out into the afternoon sunshine.

He breathed in the coastal air, it was kind of salty and fresh and mixed with the aroma of fish and chips which was floating up from down the road where the chippy was.

'Why does mum have to make something in oven?' he thought, 'we should just have chips.'

He looked at Harriet who looked back at him and wagged her tail,

'Chips!' he said to her and she barked in reply.

'Come on girly, walkie first, and then I'll go see if there's any leftover fish at the chippy for you.'

He often got free meals from the chip shop because his girlfriends parents owned it.

He walked towards the coastal path and smirked as he heard his sister yell,'IDIOT.' from her bedroom window.

'Silly girl.' he said to himself

The path up to the cliff was bordered by tons of heather. There had been a few times when an adder had slithered across the path, so he never let the dog off the lead.

The vet didn't live close at hand - it would be so troublesome if a snake bite occurred.

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Ok I have no Idea where this is going ROFL....that's all my head can come up with....ahhh so this is why I usually like to know the ending of a story before I start writing it...

Remember when I randomly started telling a story on bbvip sbox??? I wonder how that one ended, I got cut off.

I dislike unfinished stories :/

but I suppose they are better than stories that never start.

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So, my lappy kind of fell asleep because the power wasn't connected and I didn't realise rofl.

So I was like poo this!!

Because no one was talking to me on msn or whatever. So I decided to make a cake.

Cakes are so easy to make!!! WHY do people find it hard???

I think maybe they don't like to follow instructions....hmmm

but yeah, I haven't done the icing yet because I have no icing sugar to make it.

I'm waiting for mum to come home because she said she would bring some for me :D

And I am going to make special butter cream ESPRESSO icing, because that will give it a total ZING!

It is a coffee and walnut cake after all...what's the point in a cake made from coffee if you can't get completely caffeinated by it.

Well I took some pictures while I was making it, so I'll post them now and then I'll take some more when its all iced and looking lush.

Get everything you need in order so nothing is forgotten (forgetfulness in baking is deadly) -

Grease and line two cake tins -

Mix butter and golden caster sugar in a nice big bowl -

It should end up looking something like this -

Add three eggs one after the other -

MIX WELL!!!! -

Add flour and baking powder -

Grind some walnuts -

Mix cake mixture to a smooth consistency -

Then add walnuts and a shot of coffee -

Stir in for about 4 seconds -

Place mixture in cake tins (do not drop on dogs head) -

Place cake tins in oven -

Wash dishes while the cake is baking -

After 25 min's remove cakes from oven -

Make some coffee syrup while the cakes cool in their tins -

Make a cup of tea, because you really want one by now -

Pierce cakes with a fork and then spoon the coffee syrup onto them so it soaks in nicely -

Leave cake on the side out of the reach of hungry doggies and then go upstairs and write a blog while waiting for mummy to come home with icing sugar -

And that is as far as I've got with the story of the cake.

Did you like it???

....even the cake story is unfinished -.-

And now I have no idea what to do while waiting...no one I love is online...sbox is =.=''

And I could watch a big bang concert...maybe SAL, but then, Sarah would want to watch it with me and she has to do her school work.

My back is hurting too.....LOOOOL stop complaining Minnie you idiot.

OHHH!!! THANKYOUUU!!!

My friend wants to webcam and show me her new haircut!! I'M SAVED!!

ahah she looked well cute!!!!!

Love it!! XD

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*waits for mum again*

HURMMMM

BRB later with icing piccies :D