Ducks

My friend said she would call today and let me know whether we were going out somewhere...but as of yet I have had no such call....

Therefore I got my webcam and took unattractive pictures of myself...

SO!

Heres what I'm listening to...



Can you see??? I'd say that wasn't very surprising....I love that song...

I was trying to pull the face Sarah does when she is mad at me and this is EXACTLY what it looks like....



LOOOOL It's like I'm looking at Sarah's angry face *sigh*

and half of the time I have no Idea what she's mad about...



'HUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHH???????'

Then I just give up and drink gallons of tea ...



*hiiiiighhhhhhhhhhh*

Then I bite people with these teeth -



HAAAAAA JUST KIDDIN'!!!

Half of the time I have no Idea what is going on at all -



And the other half of the time I'm bored....like right now -



And in between those times I'm probably going to be -

Annoyed -



or

CREEPING -



I'm joking......I don't creep that much....really...

BUUTTTTT as long as I have lovely wonderful people in my life...

I'm completely contented and happy :)



An now that's enough pictures of myself


On to the main reson why I'm writing a blog post right now.....uploading the remainder of my ducky pictures XDDD

Enjoyyyy ~~~~

*PHEW*!!

Thats finally ALLLL my pictures from last friday...and yes, I know a lot of them look the same, but I just love them ALLLL!!!

LOL at the baby crab on Sammy's back XD

He had no idea it was there rofl...silly doggy.

BABY LETS TAKE IT SLOOOWWW ~

Which reminds me....my Solar is taking it slow to get to me....it's been over two weeks since Zaty posted it.

*siiighhh*

Well I'm good at waiting anyway....and I mean, it's not like I have a choice....I'm ALWAYS waiting....and most of the time it's because I'm FORCED to wait.

*bratty meltdown*

I was chatting to Mico's lil sis on msn yesterday, IT WAS SO LUSHHHHH!!!!!!

She was interviewing me on my culture because her project was on a different culture.

IT WAS SO NICEEE!!!!


OH OH OH aDLADJBsfaskfugabjsmf,nlaqiewykfhbsadlfaslrwe8oirugawlekfawsudf

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS THIS THIS FREAKING THIS!!!!!!!



Andrea just posted it on tumblr and I almost spat my tea all over the computer!

ITS LIKE A SMILE AND A FOREHEAD

The two things which if put together will SLAY me in a FRACTION of a second.

TTTT_________TTTT

*sighhhhh* WHY LIFE WHY??? WHY DO YOU DANGLE THIS PERSON IN FRONT OF ME WHEN I WILL NEVER BE ABLE REACH HIM AND EAT HIM!!!!!!!!!!!

*cough*

....its fine...I'm ok now...

I just...have to let it sink in.

Its all good

*breathes*

LOOOL my friend just called and said we are going out tomorrow, not today....ooops, my mistake

Imma head off for now

Love youuu

From Minnie

I Don't Want to Say I'm Right, I Just Want You to Know ~

I hit my 4000th tweet today...though I didn't realize till after.

so yeah....that's it. haha

I'm kind of Luffy spazzing again this week after seeing the stuffed toy in the back of that car.

Luffy is just asdkgasdmnalshdkasd

AND I DON'T CARE IF HE IS 17!!!!!!

Anyway, on a more serious note.

Today was one of those days...you know, the kind of day that can make you or break you.

And Ladies and Gentlemen...I'm happy to announce - That I - Minnie ************* Davies

did not break....

I actually feel pretty good really...I mean this morning, I REEEALLLY could have spazzed out...but maybe I've just run out of spazz (or bitch hormones), because I'm just happy to be alive.

The thing is...there are situations which actually look different than what they really are.

I've learned from experience (like last week) that sometimes jumping to conclusions makes you look like an Idiot.

And you know what?

I love my friends and family...every single one of you....like SOSOSO much.

I love you - you group of gorgeous. imperfect, simply amazing people who sometimes make silly mistakes, but are just so completely sDFPIDSHLKGNSDFSDFH I sometimes can't handle it!

Everything about you...your rights and your wrongs....your intelligence and your stupide

ness....your ugliness and your beauty.

I'm just SUPER SUPER glad I am alive to know you *adds 500000000000000++++ more SUPERS*

Life should be looked at from this perspective sometimes...you will find yourself thinking,

'Eish friend, you are so stupid, but I love you so freaking much.'

That's how I would like people to look at me when I do something wrong anyway.

So that's my outlook on life today...I just want everyone to be friends.

We all have our differences I know and we clash at time to time, because some people can be completely unaware of the craziness going on around them...but this is what you have to do.

You have to look at that person and ask yourself a question,

'Do I want this person in my life?'

And most of the time you find that the answer is

'Yes'

It's SO important to look at a person for what they are and not what you want from them.

Because that's how you discover the beauty in people.

I hope I'm making sense...I just feel right now that this is how I want to look at things...this is how I am striving to be.

and also!!

Listen to people who care about you!!!

This post is a kind of reminder to myself too, but I wanted to share it with everyone...because thinking this way, made me feel really good and positive today.

And I want everyone I know to feel wonderful...I really do.

And I don't like my friends to be sad...because sdagsdkjaskjdhnsjhaiuhdkjas!! I can't even put into words *sigh*

Don't let people get you down...because you don't know how they feel either...I know from experience that people sometimes hurt you when they themselves are hurting....

sfljskdfjalksfnklasfj

HURM!! So anyway, onto less seriousnessess -

I was reading my old blog posts from 2009 and laughing.

Its amusing how my emotions go up and down and all over the place...I guess there is always some noob I can blame for that muahaha....poor me.

I hope I can look at these blogs this time next year and write new ones saying,

'Awwww remember when I used to wish so hard to travel and see my friends....and as I write this, they are sat right next to me...'

LOOOOL....it's my secret dream haha

*sigh*

I'm totally craving kimi ni todoke atm...but Sarah is watching Nodame Cantablile downstairs and she has started watching kimi ni todoke with me now so I can't watch it without her kdhskjdajks.

That child has me wrapped around her little finger.

I have a confession.

I'm high on tea...like high high....like giggling to myself as I type kind of high.

This is how I combat stress. I get high out of my mind on caffeine...

omg lololololol

This whole post has been fuelled on caffeine and pure honest opinion.

My heart feels so full....I'm so scared its just the caffeine.

but maybe it's not because Ive only had one cup...because we didn't have milk earlier and I couldn't have any.

Oh T___T what am I talking about??

LOLOL

Dear oh dear....and now Im talking to YJ on the sbox again!!! Its so lush!!

I love to just talk crazy with her....sometimes life gets waaay to serious its just fun to let loose!!

It feels like old times on the sbox...when there was that warm family feeling....I just loved back then djahsdhas

I miss the old Sbox ~

Im gonna shut up for now and chill some.

I will leave you with a lovely bit of poetry which is EXTREMELY how I feel about sdfjksdhffds

So here it is -

Sonnet XVII by Pablo Neruda

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep

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Isn't that just such a beautiful poem??

Anyway....I hope you my readers and friends can be happy...I just can't abide the thought of you being sad...

OH OH!!! I'LL POST SOME OF MY PICCIES TOO!!!

THEY ARE QUITE BEAUTIFUL!! I HOPE YOU ENJOY THEM!!!

dasjdnmasdn Im trying to upload the rest, but it keeps on failing.

So I will upload the others maybe tomorrow!!!

There are so many more ducks where that came from.

Ok...Imma post this.

COntinue being wonderful!

Love From Min

P.S. VERY LOVE FROM

Face Down

So, I've had a pretty busy past few days.

On Wednesday I went to grandmas and stayed there until Friday Night.

It was a good time, I got to see my younger cousins too, which is always fun.

I lent my youngest cousin, Joseph, a Dragon Quest Game for the DS around Christmas time last year, and he only just recently finished it. So he was all excited about it telling me how it finished (Actually, he pretty much spoiled the ending for me but meh haha).

He actually completed it while he was on holiday in France a few weeks ago and called me from the camp site there. I didn't realize he loved the game so much haha bless him.

So anyway on Friday we had a lush family day out to the lake district with Mum and Dad and Sarah and Grandma, William and Joseph and My doggy rofl.

I have pictures but I'll post them later. I'm a bit tired atm and it takes blogger ages to upload piccies.

Most of them are of ducks - I just love ducks, so I couldn't stop taking snaps of them.

It was a pretty active day anyway, we walked loads and I was daydreaming because the scenery was SO like the opening scene of The Notebook movie haha.

Then we had to drop grandma and the boys back to their houses in Manchester and then drive back to Leeds.

I wanted to check my online stuffs, but I was just so tired I couldn't even put my laptop on...so actually, yesterday was entirely internet free - Crazy Stuff.

Today, we went to my friends. I thought we were only going to be there a couple of hours but it ended up that we were there most of the day.

We were just watching movies on her new TV...

Its a lush one...I want to buy a ps3, so I can go to her house and watch bluray on it.

Dang I missed 11:11!!!

I saw 11:10 and thought MUAHAHAHAHHA...and then I looked again and its 11:13 ROFL...looovely.

The funny thing is, the thing thats been on my mind the most today is this -

Iron Man 2.

Yeah I know...Its just been bugging me so much. I really wanted to know when the dvd was due out...there is an empty space on my shelf which calls for iron man 2.

Anyway, I just checked and its not out until October.

I thought it was September T__T

I needed it to come out soon!!! OHHH THE WAITING IS TOO MUCH TO BAARE!!!

*cough*

If you didn't know yet....I have a thing for superhero movies/cartoons/comics/everything....allthough, I secretly love superman the best, I do tend to have affairs with spiderman, batman, Iron Man and am sometimes partial to a bit of The Human Torch....basically, if you can fly, I kind of really think you are awesome and will you marry me?

When I got home I had a nice lovely chat with Zaty eonnie about how fish in the aquarium near where she lives are like white people who are born in Malaysia.

She thinks I'm twisted.

I don't know why though *kekeke*

OH!

I got some new roller blades!

I was all T__T because mum threw my old ones away.

You may not know this, but roller blades are an AWESOME way to keep fit, especially up hill.

It's like major helpful for thigh and bum tonage.

So in the lies MV big bang weren't trying to look cool.

They were having a bum toning session....I think Daesung got the best result.

Shhhh don't tell Zaty eonnie I said that XDDDD

OH YEAH!!!! On the way home from my friends we were following this car in front of us. I forget the make of car...I think maybe Hyundai...but anyway,

There was this soft toy dangling on the inside of the car and I was stretching my eyes to see what it was, because it looked familiar to me.

Then I realized what it was. It was LUFFY!!! From One Piece and he was holding a map of the 'Grandu Linu'.

I kind of need a Luffy soft toy for our car now - even though Sam would probably eat it.

But you can't get stuff like that here in England...and it so happened the driver of that car was an Asian guy anyway (who else would have a Luffy??)...he must know the secret to buying luffy's.

OR maybe there is like a Manga shop somwhere that sells Luffy's at ridiculously high prices...you know like for £15 when you can get it from some market in Asia for about £4.

I NEED to find that Luffy!!!

Oh yeah! I have money in my bank account now. I checked it on Thursday and it said £170 and that made me happy.

Though I have to use all my will power now to stop myself from spending it (even on Luffy's).

SAVE SAVE SAVE!!

I feel so rich now after only having £5 in the bank for weeeeks rofl!!!

but I need more.

I won't be caught out again. I want to be able to have money in the future, in case something happens, I will be financially prepared. :D

And of course, I need to visit my family members that are dotted far and wide on this planet.

oh hahaha I said 'dotted'

That gave me a little midnight smile.

Along with YJ coming on the sbox...I love it. We always completely take over...it's like we talk to the other people, but then they suddenly go quiet.

Its like they know...this is YJ and Minnie time LOOOL...do not disturb the triplet eonnies during their sbox bonding time.

I reeeallllly hope season three of Merlin starts soon. I'm starting to miss Merlin and Arthurs AWESOME bromance!! I want to see how much more it develops.

(lol that was ridiculously off topic)

It really hot in my room...like to a point of discomfort...but I guess half of that is due to my laptop heating up on my knee.

ahh I really could use a drink of water. Maybe I'll get one after finishing this...

Ah which will be soon I think. I'm getting quite sleepy and I want to get up early for a nice bath tomorrow after being so warm tonight *sigh*

Anyway,

In conclusion...the week has ended in a much more relaxing way than it started...and I am at peace with the world and myself....at least for this moment.

If I had to name this week it would be called My Tempestuous and Hormonal Week.

I single handedly proved the song 'Mood Rings' by Relient K to be 100% accurate.

Because I'm just OSM like that!!!

I also left my phone charger at grandmas like a noob....ut luckily I have an adaptor for the computer I can charge it on so *phew*.

My phone is very in-active, but I still guard it with my life anyway.

You never know who might call.....*super coughing fit*

HURMMM, its almost 1am now...and I'm pretty thirsty.

So good Night my dears

I love you so very much

From Your Minnie

P.S.

I'm up to episode 16 of Kimi ni Todoke!!

Its SOOOO CUTE!!! and PERFECT!!

I love the characters too they are awesome!!

And the Love Story is SO adorable.

Sarah has claimed Ryuu

Apparently, he is 'Her style'

I can't wait to watch more tomorrow to see what happens.

Zaty eonnie also advised me to watch Down With Love, a Taiwan drama with Ella and Jerry.

So I think Imma take a look at that one, the synopsis sounds quite simply adorable.

Good Night lovelies.

For the Record

To all Who May Be Concerned -

because I'm tired of repeating myself and I want you to be very positively sure about how I feel.

It all boils down to this -

If I say I love you it means I do.

If you ask me how much

I will tell you this - As much as I possibly can

If you want to know in what way

For goodness sake ask me - because I will tell you.

It hurts when I can't be there when someone needs me

If I could somehow jump out of my body and be where you are when you need someone, I would.

Except, the harsh and painful reality is I can't do that.

If it seems like I'm going crazy, its because I feel helpless and I don't know what to do.

But I'm trying my best. So please believe in me.

I guess, sometimes my humanity gets the better of me.

Just know in all truth - I love you

...that's something you can always be sure of.

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In my own personal experience with people the worst thing I've found is being uncertain about how someone feels about you.

I never wanted to do the same to the people I love - but sometimes I find that I repeat myself over and over...saying I love you until it sounds like I'm just saying it for the sake of it.

but its not like that at all - I say It because I so desperately want you to know its true.

Please, believe me...it matters...

From Minnie (the eonnie, the nuna, the triplet, the dongsaeng, the cow/nubcak/noob/idiot - the anything I am to you)

I Like the Way You Sing, and When You Dance With Me ~

Ok, I've finally found time to write a post *sigh*

I'm at grandmas.

Mum had to do an art workshop at an event in Wales so we all came to Manchester to stay the night because Manchester is closer to Wales...

MY FAMILY IS IN ANOTHER COUNTRY RIGHT NOW!

rofl

The Welsh would love if an earthquake separated Wales from England....

Anyway, I have had the weirdest most mind boggling past few days.

Yesterday was fun (if the definition of fun is - HORRIBLE)

Its just like a continuation of that moment when nothing at all goes how you want...but instead of being just a moment it has lasted a week...

I need like a spa weekend break...or a trip to the beach or something, because I'm so wound up.

It's like - holding up a building and then every once in a while your knee gives way and everything crashes down and then you have to pick it all back up again.

Basically, I'm one of those people who holds in their emotions, but then sometimes the pressure builds up and the tiniest of littlest stupid things can make me explode...like an idiot.

Yes, yesterday I was an idiot...silly idiot of the first degree...I excelled in babo-ness.

My head is basically like this (aiudguaksjdhasu87teiuwyoret7iayjfqoueugqwkjbfaslf)

on the inside.

AND THEN!

To make things even better...as I got into the car last night, the door jammed against my neighbours car and when I pulled it...it scratched their paintwork.

I almost sat on the floor and cried.

I was staring at it for ages, then I showed Sarah and she was like,

'Just tell them, they'll know it was our car.'

I thought,

'YEAH WELL IF IT WAS YOU IM SURE YOU WOULD WANT TO TELL THEM.'

If it was Sarah, I would probably have gone to tell them anyway, because I am such a lovely elder sister... *cough*

but anyway, I just pulled puppy eyes at daddy and he knocked on and told them for me as I cowered guiltily in the car like a noob.

Sarah was just looking at me like,

'You idiot.'

And then she asked me to help her play Professor Layton on the DS, because she was stuck on one of the puzzles...this was helpful - because this way I could concentrate on maths problems rather than MY (wonderful & plentiful) problems.

I'm good at maths...at least numbers end up making sense in the end.

I don't think my head will never make sense.

I should come with a warning -

If You Value Your Sanity Keep Away From This Person

OH!

This is like a bash myself blog.

Do I really have to bash myself this much?

I already feel bad enough *sigh*

LIFE!!

*screams*

Someone make it better please T__T

Ok then, yesterday was just one of those days - I will move on.

I'm sorry to anyone who felt the force of my hormonal spazz attack ... so sorry.

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SO!

I saw sunflowers today...I love sunflowers. They made me smile like a wally in the middle of the supermarket.

Actually a lot of things made me smile today.

Today was just the right type of weather...you know, when you go out and its warm but not too warm.

So I took Sam for a walk, and we just stood on the bridge over the river watching the water flowing and daydreaming.

Then I spent half an hour in grandmas garden just throwing the ball for Sam.

Yes, I did throw it in the hedge and no I couldn't find it afterwards, but luckily Sammy found another ball in the garden so it was all good.

I just chilled most of the day.

Like a dog.

It's a dogs life.

My life..... haha...ohh this positive vibe I'm trying to boost is kind of failing isn't it.

Ah well.

SUNFLOWERS!

Ok, I'm finalizing this post.

Feel the Love,

Minnie

P.S. HWAITING!!!!