Tuesday 24 November 2009

Round and Round

My work is insane!!!! Its like really complex and I have to condense it down into 600 words...then I have to make it look pretty!!!! To add on top of that...I'm so tired of uni work...I've been doing it for three years and I'm pretty much fed up with it.

WHERE HAS MY DRIVE GONE???

Of course, I also get distracted by a certain brown eyed boy whose existance completely amazes me... >_<

Recently I started doing this thingy where I write down one sentence every night about how I feel or where I'm at or whatever. It's quite fun to do then I put a date on it. Its great for when I dont feel like writing in my diary, but want to make note that I have actually lived that day...for future reference of course!!!

I got told off (nicely) by my course tutor today for my poor attendance. I wanted to tell him to try waking up at 6am when you are warm and snuggled in bed on a cold winters morning...but that would be completely childish of me considering he probably knows exactly how that feels ROFL...I don't want to look like a complete bumtrinket now do I?

I love Please Don't Go by CL and Minji if 2NE1....it completely ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was listening to it on the bus today and I wanted to dance but I was kind of scared of the old man behind me who was talking to himself....weird.

I wrote a poem on the bus too...It doesn't have a name yet, but here it is:

'Carefully...' I think
I look at my destination
My future
My hope
The choices before me
Which should I choose?
Which one will lead me to you?
What is this tightness in my chest in my chest?
Is it because there might be a chance
that my life isn't leading to you?

I can stand some losses
but not that...

My heart breaks at the mere thought

Without you I can live,
but only with you can I be truly alive...

I wrote it on the bus... what can I say? Bus rides make me think...I think about now and then and everything...and if my thoughts get too loud I stick my headphones on and blast them out with K-POP.....

REFRESH ME

So thats about it for today...